Reborn love is not sweet talk

In the past few days, he often thinks of himself who stayed in the house day and night before he was reborn. He really doesn't know how he persisted at that time. He foolishly believed everyone around him. He believed everything others said to be true. Even because a person abandons a world, he can become that person's subsidiary.

It had been a long time since his mood fluctuated, and he was drowned like this.

He also felt that he might not be strong enough, too fragile, but he stayed here again, looking at a familiar and unfamiliar place, except that the study room was locked and he had never entered it, and the two bedrooms and the living room were full of traces of his transformation , he still couldn't find his position.

Walking to the door of the study, he remembered that he had entered this room by chance in the last and only time in his previous life. He never knew that Ren Shukuang's sketches were so good, and there was an unfinished thick picture book in the corner of the desk. , the sketches inside outline a lot of people and scenery of all kinds, and the ones that appear many times are small buildings of different styles, no matter which style of small building is surrounded by courtyards, woods, swings and streams.

There are no people in the houses in the previous pictures, but later there are people's figures. They are all line shadows drawn with a few strokes. There are no facial features, men and women can't be seen, and people can't tell the body shape. Sometimes people lie on the benches in the yard. , Sometimes people walk side by side in the woods, or you can see two people sitting at the dining table from the open window...

At first, he thought it was painted by Ren Shukuang to commemorate his former lover, but he hadn't seen the other person since he came here, so they must have broken up.

But he flipped through the pages and was suddenly startled by the date above. The one on the bench was the date when they went to a park in Japan and rested on the bench that afternoon; the one on the woods was the date they were in the Bavarian National Forest Park in Germany. The date of the walk; as for the one in front of the dining table, he only remembered later that it was the date of his birthday, and Ren Shukuang brought him a birthday cake on his birthday...

It was such a picture book that allowed him to see how Ren Shukuang's dream was consistent with his own: a house for two people and a home, so simple and pure.

However, the difference between them is that Ren Shukuang’s dream is an elegant and luxurious villa, but he only needs a small room to be satisfied. In his heart, two hearts are the real home. Not a standard for judging.

But at that time, he was distressed by Pang Fei's abnormal behavior, and he also faintly felt that he had different emotions towards Ren Shukuang. On the one hand, he felt guilty towards Pang Fei, and on the other hand, the throbbing that would pop out at any time, overwhelmed his thoughts. , he still doesn't know whether he has more affection or love for Pang Fei, whether he is the habitual companionship or the love of his heart for Ren Shukuang, but he has only been with Pang Fei for more than three months and Ren Shukuang for more than a year , he can't tell which is more important.

He still remembers that when they got along for the second year, that is, from the second half of 11, Ren Shukuang still never said or expressed anything, but he would find time to take himself out for fun after work, and he would I remember my birthday. Later, he even came back for lunch and dinner. He always consciously let himself read current affairs and news, and tried to let himself get in touch with the society he was in. As the two of them got closer and closer, they often could Feel the quickening heartbeat of each other.

Then there was the stub of the deposit that he discovered on an unknown day in 11 years, and every sum of money was remitted to Pang Fei's account.

On that last day, he threw the investigation in front of him. He had never seen him so furious, as if he would kill him if he said one more word, and yelled at him to find Pang Fei. Get out of the house, and even broke all the added items. Even so, nothing was thrown on Zou Panshu.

Thinking back to his previous life again, Zou Panshu frowned tightly and couldn't figure out why he didn't know to go directly to Pang Fei for a showdown. he.

I remember that my thought at that time should be to give him all the money for two years, and after two years, I would move out from Ren Shukuang's place to terminate the nurturing agreement, and after I broke up with both of them, I would re-see clearly who I love in my heart. At that time, he was completely unaware of what Pang Fei had done, until the last day when everything collapsed.

He smiled wryly, now everything is overthrown and restarted, it seems to be on the right track, and the relationship is closer than in the previous life, but it feels not as pure as it was then.

If we say that the previous life moistened things silently, and the two came together because they also longed for a family to come together. Although the contract was embarrassing, it was from blank to familiar, and they knew each other well; I planted the seeds of doubt, and I don't know which day it will explode, and all of this is achieved by myself.

He could always faintly feel Ren Shukuang's scrutinizing and probing eyes, but he just pretended not to know, and he didn't know whether the abnormalities of the past few days were related to these distrusts.

He also knew that no one would not be wary of such a person who appeared rashly but knew him well, but how could he tell Ren Shukuang that he really only fell in love with himself?

The study was locked, Zou Panshu never thought about going in again, the time in the previous life was just accidental, even if it is not locked now, he would not take another step without Ren Shukuang's consent.

However, thinking that such a picture album will never appear again, because these things have never happened in this life, he feels very lost and uncomfortable, as if a piece of his heart has been hollowed out, those memories only exist in his own mind, No one to share.

Where else could he find the track of Ren Shukuang's dream? Perhaps those paintings that Ren Shukuang did not approve of were all his own wishful thinking?

Because of Hao Ran's thought, Zou Panshu was startled into a cold sweat. Obviously, the floor heating in the room was fully turned on, and he could stay casually without feeling cold in just wearing a two-piece suit, but he couldn't help feeling cold from the bottom of his heart.

Everything was a mistake, this idea was like a bondage tightly wrapped around Zou Panshu, accompanied him to spend the New Year in a daze, even when Xiao Tingcheng and Ren Ruoxi came to pay New Year's greetings together, he couldn't get up the energy to deal with it, the whole person looked In a trance, she lost weight rapidly at a speed visible to the naked eye.

Ren Shukuang asked him several times, but he hesitated to speak, but his eyes were full of sadness, and he was often in a daze of hopelessness.

He began to think about his various choices in this life, all of which revolved around Ren Shukuang. Even if he has learned so many things now, it is just to be able to stand beside Ren Shukuang openly, just to have the strength to become an independent individual to accompany him around, but after all, all the starting point is for one person.

If I hadn't left Pang Fei and passed out at Tai Heng's door, would everything have been different?If you go back in time, do you really have the courage to pursue it so hard?If Ren Shukuang is really going to get married and his family objects, can he leave calmly?Where to go, in the blink of an eye, he became a double-edged sharp knife in his heart, piercing his heart with pain.

He couldn't answer his own questions, and no one could answer him. His body, which had been tense all year, suddenly collapsed like a broken string, and caught off guard and had a fever.

It was a low-grade fever at first, but he insisted not to mention it. Ren Shukuang only thought that he was depressed because he had no relatives during the Chinese New Year. As a result, the temperature suddenly rose in the middle of the night on the second day of the Lunar New Year, and he developed a high fever, which suddenly reached 39 degrees. Shukuang carried him downstairs with a gloomy face and anger, and was severely scolded by the doctor when he was sent to the emergency room of the hospital.

Entering the hospital again, Zou Panshu looked at the IV drip bitterly. He really didn’t expect his body to be so fragile after a year of hard training. I woke up in the hospital, and this year I entered the hospital in the second year of junior high school, and woke up in the hospital in the third year of junior high school, turning around as if I was still unable to get out of the same maze.

I don't know if it was because of his physical illness, he was even more depressed, he didn't even bother to talk, Ren Shukuang arranged for someone to deliver food and drink, and he ate on time until he couldn't eat anymore.

He knew that he was not qualified to be self-willed, because Ren Shukuang was obviously very unhappy when he fell ill this time, and he didn't stay here all the time.The trip to Greece was also in vain. Pang Fei only had time to call to express condolences. His voice was full of worry and helplessness, but he still boarded the plane on time. He was going to take the passengers away, and he was not qualified to be willful.

On the fifth day of the new year, Zou Panshu felt that he was completely healed, so he secretly wanted to pay the bill and leave the hospital, but when he arrived at the hospital, he said that he didn't need to worry about the advance payment, so he didn't care about the situation in the hospital, and took care of the hospital alone. He left the hospital with his belongings.He doesn't really want to see Ren Shukuang again for the time being, and always finds the calmness in Ren Shukuang's eyes chilling.

The distance that he once thought was very short suddenly became infinitely far away. When he got in the taxi, he still asked the driver to drive to Yongyuan first. His laptop and camera were still there, and he had to pick it up before he could go back to his apartment.

There was no one in the room, and the cool air still had a faint fragrance of flowers. Looking around, there should be a part-time worker who has come to clean it. Some flowers that need special care Zou Panshu even posted small stickers. If you want to come to the part-time worker Will note that indeed the apartment would not have been any different without him.

He put his shoes in the shoe cabinet as usual, put on his slippers, and then slowly entered the master bedroom, ready to pack his things.

Just as he was digging out his travel bag and professional camera backpack, he heard the voice of someone opening the door talking to. Ren Shukuang would not bring outsiders here. At the bedroom door, Xiao Tingcheng's voice was heard.

His pupils constricted suddenly, and his whole body trembled slightly. For some reason, he moved lightly and leaned against the wall to hide in a recess. Even if he opened the master bedroom door, he would not be seen unless he walked in. A wall connected to the living room.

"Sister Xiaoxi, why did you bring her here? Isn't this Shu Kuang who wants to be his fiancée?" It was these words that made Zou Panshu tremble.

"Don't let the baby hear it, he doesn't like other people saying that. I can't help it, I won't be able to pass this year. Today I have to pester me to visit, and the elders in the family are watching, what else can I do." Ren Ruoxi A voice full of helplessness.

"Do you think Shukuang will let her in? You dare to wait downstairs by yourself. You are so courageous." Xiao Tingcheng wandered around, looking around with a novelty about the house, before sitting down. Get on the sofa.

"Never mind her, that's between the baby and her. I think she will know how powerful the baby is, and see if the Huang family dares to be arrogant. But I finally completed the task. It's a pity that you didn't go to Greece, otherwise I would Just follow along."

"Isn't Pan Shu sick? Why don't we go to the hospital to see him later? I'm afraid I don't have time to accompany him. The hospital is not a good place."

"Okay. Last time I said that he was not in good spirits, you still don't believe me. Check if there is anything to drink in the refrigerator, or the food made by that little guy is delicious. I have been suffocated at home these days." Ren Ruoxi She only felt a headache, and the pressure from the elders in the family was too great, so she was willing to go to work and move out of the mansion as soon as possible.

Xiao Tingcheng saw that the old god was sitting, so he got up and walked to the kitchen. After a while, his mobile phone rang, he answered after a few words, then hung up, turned around and said to Ren Ruoxi: "Okay, don't look for something to drink." , let’s go down. Shu Kuang didn’t let Huang Jingyi come up and sit down, let us go down, and said that if we want to eat lunch, we can go out to eat, otherwise please come back.”

The two looked at each other, they had nothing to do with Ren Shukuang, so they hurried downstairs again.

Zou Panshujing waited for all the sounds to stop before he slid down to the ground. He found that in the hospital he had thought about how ridiculous the idea of ​​being reborn was to confess to Ren Shukuang. Let's see if such a frank confession of Ren Shukuang's attitude will be more real.

Silently packed the things I brought, saw his passport by accident, opened it and looked at a lot of visa permits, one year for Germany and Japan and three months for Greece, and they were all for business multiple times It's a pity that he didn't feel so happy to see him at this time, so he stuffed the passport in his bag casually.

He didn't move the clothes in the closet. After checking the time, it was almost time for the driver to deliver the meals, so he sent a text message to Ren Shukuang, telling him that he had gone back to the apartment and that he didn't need to deliver the meals to the hospital. I will go to Yongyuan to pick up things first.

There was a time lag, and he didn't want them to realize what he had heard.

If others don't give you dignity, please learn to give yourself dignity yourself. Zou Panshu's straight back seems to be the expression of this sentence. He tried his best to make himself look normal. It doesn't matter if his face turns pale. Walking forward step by step firmly, the distance from the tall apartment behind is getting farther and farther.

Ren Shukuang looked at the other three people coldly. The three people talked to themselves and arrived at the door of their house. After walking halfway, they called him to notify him. His eyes took special care of Xiao Tingcheng. The key should be that his sister asked him to come with him, and today happened to be the day when he went to Ren's house to pay New Year's greetings.

Xiao Tingcheng quickly smoothed things over with a smile, and was busy ordering food. He had no choice but Uncle Ren just gave pressure with his eyes, and Ren Ruoxi looked at him from the side, and he agreed to be a guide as soon as his brain rushed. Of course he knew how annoying Ren Shukuang was When a stranger entered his territory, he was already prepared to be punished afterwards.

Ren Ruoxi has a calm mind, and their family has already mastered this set of tricks. Not to mention that she herself has been rebellious since she was a child, she will not agree, and her younger brother will certainly not be manipulated by others. It's just that the Huang family has recently become someone's boss Relationship, a delicate balance is likely to be broken, so she had to accompany her in the show, so she also warmly greeted Huang Jingyi on the side, and the three of them seemed to form a small group by themselves.

Huang Jingyi was the most inexplicable person, and this was the first time she faced Ren Shukuang herself.

The cold man on the opposite side had a scandal several years ago. I was ordered by my family to be his fiancee when I was still in the second year of high school. When I turned 20, I got married immediately. Before I could resist Ren Shukuang, I strongly refused. Later, this matter Let it go.

As a result, at the end of last year, this matter suddenly came up again. She had just graduated from college and hadn't played enough. How could she accept her fate and marry a gay man like this, so she cooperated with her family to visit Ren's elders.

She has been looking for an opportunity to talk to Ren Shukuang, never thought that this person would be so cold but possesses a mature, stable and elegant charm, not at all like a person who is only under 27 years old.

Huang Jingyi has a typical delicate face of people from S City, and her clothes are naturally decent and fashionable. Her black hair that reaches her waist gives her a fresh and natural atmosphere. At the age of 22, youth and maturity are intertwined. In this season, with a bit of innocence and the rich atmosphere of orthodox tutoring, with a family background like her, she was originally a young lady who wanted wind and rain in school. Ever since she left the Ren family, she has seen being perfunctory by others. , coping with it with a calm demeanor on the face, and cursed outrageously in his heart.

However, her gaze changed from impatient to thoughtful at the beginning, all because of the shock Ren Shukuang gave her, and she kept hearing people say that this man is so good, he is also a good hand in business if he does not join the army, and he will not be able to run away if he is rich or powerful in the future. Because of him, the Ren family has suddenly risen in the business world. With the addition of a strong leader, she is afraid that they will occupy a whole country. She even despised the bragging of the second generation ancestor a few times in her heart, but now she began to believe it. At first glance, he is a person with a successful career and a tough personality.