Reborn love is not sweet talk

Pang Fei brought a bunch of things to the ward to accompany the bed again.He didn't know why he went and came back.Zou Panshu, he said the name silently once, he is a skinny country bumpkin, and he is not pleasant, although he speaks softly and has a lot of politeness all day long, but Pang Fei knows that this person has an inexplicable wariness towards him , it may not be as simple as being on guard, it can even be said to be hostile.He always thought of the moment when this man opened his eyes in a coma at the door of the shop, he was clearly terrified and hated. Although it was only for a moment, he was caught by him many times later and he deliberately avoided it. Pang Fei knew that there must be something about himself. There are no clear reasons for this result.

Because he was hostile, he paid special attention to him, and because he paid special attention to him, he paid more attention to him. When Pang Fei himself felt that there was something wrong with him, the domineering figure of this person was already lingering in his heart.At this moment, he foolishly brought a bunch of things and came to accompany the room is the best proof, although the reason he gave Xiaobao was to take care of Qin Mingyu.He said that he just had nothing to do to accompany him during this time, so he tried his best to make Qin Mingyu recover faster, so as not to delay that person's affairs.In fact, only he himself knows that his main escort is Zou Panshu who dismisses him.

It was another new day when Zou Panshu woke up again, lured by the strong smell of bone porridge.

"Are you awake? Wash up and have breakfast." Hearing the movement, Pang Fei set up Qin Mingyu's small table, then picked up the washbasin from the ground, spread two old newspapers on the quilt, and let Zou Pan Shu sat on the bed and washed.

"You can really sleep, do your legs hurt? You can't even move around when you're asleep." Qin Mingyu was already half full and had the strength to tease others.He also knew about Zou Panshu's injury from Pang Fei, and he knew that with his injury, the agreement between himself and Xiaobao would not change greatly, and he was in such a good mood that he didn't care about his injury at all.But seeing Zou Panshu's serious injury, he also had subtle sympathy.

Unable to move one hand and one leg, he could only lie down stupidly, waiting for Pang Fei to adjust the height of half of the bed. After a night, he could already feel the swelling and pain of bone erosion on his kneecap, which had been put on a plaster cast. Sweaty, Zou Panshu took the toothbrush and towel without saying a word, and answered Qin Mingyu after he was refreshed: "Thank you last night. It's just that you were hurt too. I'm really sorry."

It was a sincere smile, and those big deer-like eyes stared straight at him, full of gratitude and guilt, Qin Mingyu could not help but blush a little when he stared at a thick-skinned person who prided himself on himself I turned my face and felt that I couldn't afford such a pure thank you.

"I don't need to say thank you, I can only say that we are all unlucky, so Brother Xiaobao just happened to go out." Qin Mingyu said and glanced at Pang Fei, who naturally couldn't see what he meant when he faced Zou Panshu gaze.

"I'm impulsive. If I wait for the manager to go there together, maybe you won't be injured so badly." Qin Mingyu told the truth, it's not his character to gloat on the sidelines when this kind of accident happens. What's more, he doesn't need Zou Panshu's gratitude, and whether to help or not is his own psychological bottom line.

Pang Fei only heard about the process, but didn't witness it with his own eyes. Hearing it now, his heart moved, and he secretly annoyed that group of people didn't know what to do. Even though Xiaobao took care of him enough, the injury was a fact, and he was also annoyed at Qin Mingyu's impulsiveness. Forbearance and waiting for the manager might really be a different consequence, but he didn't show it on his face, Qin Mingyu was the default person.

In any case, thanks to Pang Fei, who brought nourishing soup and rice for three meals a day, he was busy like an old woman and didn't find him bothering him, but he didn't talk much, and he seemed to be different from the person in Zou Panshu's impression. Got a temper.

Qin Mingyu's injuries were minor, and they were all flesh wounds. After staying in the hospital bed for two days, he clamored to go home. Xiaobao had no choice but to let him go home for a week and ask him to take good care of him, especially the scratches on his face, hands and body. Be careful not to touch the water and try not to leave traces.

In his heart, he satirized this intentional carefulness, but he would never show it on the face. After Qin Mingyu greeted him, he was escorted downstairs by the little escort and took a taxi back home.

There were only Zou Panshu and Pang Fei left in the ward, and the double ward suddenly seemed deserted after one person was missing.

The two looked at each other, and it was Pang Fei who spoke first: "Don't be in a hurry to leave the hospital, you have to stay for at least a week, and you can wait until the hematoma near the patella is absorbed and stabilized before you can go to the ground. Anyway, the bar pays for it, so you can take care of it with peace of mind."

After a pause, Pang Fei poured him a glass of water and put it on the bedside. By the way, he sat on the chair next to the bed and said awkwardly, "After you get out of the hospital, you can stay with me. I'll cook for you. If you want If you have a place to go, go, and if you don’t have a place to go, don’t talk too much! If it weren’t for being lost and injured, I wouldn’t bother to care about you!” With a vicious tone, for fear of being rejected by others, Pang Fei pushed the chair away, stood up, slammed the door and went out.

Pang Fei was angry with himself. Since he was a child, he has been so eager to be good to one person and others are not very happy. This feeling is really uncomfortable.He also wanted to follow what Xiaobao said, to put this person in the hospital for ten days at most, and then give him a sum of money to let him fend for himself. It's not worth it for strangers to pay too much, not to mention it's worthless at all, so don't blackmail the two of you just because of this injury.Pang Fei can't say that Xiaobao's thinking is wrong. He used to deal with things like this. Giving some money to the poor is the most convenient way. He just felt uncomfortable for a while, and he couldn't tell where the palpitations came from. In order to untangle his heart knot, he thought of taking the person back to recuperate first, and wait until the injury healed to see what happened then.It is absolutely impossible to let him just shake hands like this, no matter how persistent Zou Panshu is.

After the sound of "Kang Dang", there was only one person left in the ward. Not only was it deserted, but there was also a light rain outside. The wind and rain in March penetrated, making people feel no trace of spring. The cold stimulated the pain, and there was no light to shine on Zou Pan Shu heart.

Going around, having no choice but to return to that apartment in the end, if I knew this was the case, why bother to spend the past month so hard, I lived there early in the morning according to Pang Fei's suggestion, as long as I stick to my body and mind, until I am Wouldn't it be better to take it away?Perhaps it was through cohabitation with Ren Shukuang, being led by him also strengthened his self-confidence, always thinking that as long as he bears the consequences of his choice, he can move towards the established goal, step by step, no matter how slow he is, there will be an end.

Too presumptuous, Zou Panshu had a bitter smile on his face, laughing at his own innocence. There are no such simple multiple-choice questions in this world. Life has no bottom line, and dignity has no bottom line either.Penniless to the point of borrowing money, it's not just what others say, so there is no choice.Even if he moved into Pang Fei's house according to the route of his previous life at the beginning, so what if he kept himself, is it the only way to get close to Ren Shukuang as a foster person?Who will tell himself that even if there were no betrayals in the previous life, even if the two people agreed, they would not repeat the same mistakes and get the same ending as Pang Fei. Let Ren Shukuang's family accept it?

All the back roads were cut off, and Zou Panshu began to really calmly think about the meaning of rebirth.He thought that if he had one more experience and more time than others, it would be impossible to say that there would be a dead end. He had been working hard at the pace of his previous life, and maybe the general direction was wrong.When I ran out of Ren Shukuang's apartment that day, I thought about it more than once on the way: If there is another chance to do it again, I must approach Ren Shukuang with a clean mind and body, so as not to let him feel betrayed; Opportunity, let alone appearing in front of him in the embarrassing identity of being adopted; if there is another chance to come again, I will definitely believe more confidently that I am the family member he is looking forward to, and someone who can accompany him forever; Chance to do it again...

Like a flash of lightning clearing away the mist in a storm, Zou Panshu's mind was clearer than ever before: If it is this kind of obsession that gives him a chance to be reborn, when everything can be done again, why should he persist in continuing on the old road?Why not find a new job, why not just walk in front of Ren Shukuang to get acquainted with him, if you can't do it once, you can do it twice, if you can't do it twice, you can do it three times, since you can start your life again, what difficulties can stop you Footsteps walking up to him.

A brand-new Tongtan road seems to exist in front of you, the starting point is the hospital bed, and the end point is the home where Ren Shukuang's heart is.Zou Panshu was so excited that he almost couldn't bear the strong desire to get out of bed, but was pulled back to reality by a piercing pain.

The face that was still smiling wryly just now was as bright as a flower blooming, Zou Panshu himself felt a little silly, raised his right hand and rubbed the fleshless cheek, but thought of Ren Shukuang who used to love to put his own cheeks when he had nothing to do. Rubbing his face back and forth, the intimacy that no longer exists seems to be able to burn people, Zou Panshu blushed and honestly buried his head in the beating, don't let Pang Fei see himself like this.

Facing Pang Fei, Zou Panshu no longer had the unbearable animosity he had before. The most urgent thing to do now is to recover his body and stand up again. The resentment towards Pang Fei in his heart is getting weaker and weaker. Love and hatred are double-edged swords. He believes that one day he will When I face Pang Fei, I can also keep my heart as calm as water, and my heart is as pure as a reborn life.

The extremely obedient cooperation made Pang Fei's pent-up energy feel like being hit in cotton, and this person gave him a weird feeling again.This level of cooperation does not look like the stubborn person in the bar.That person is unwilling to accept a little bit of good from others, and if he is forced to accept it, he will immediately return it doubled, and he has a clear relationship with everyone.According to Xiaobao's words, this kind of people cannot be friends, and the interests are too clearly divided.

Zou Panshu has always had no idea about money.When grandma was alive, it was all planned by her. When she met Pang Fei in S City, and then followed Ren Shukuang, she never used any money from him to go out. Most of the time, he didn't even bring a wallet and always went out with others. , It doesn't matter to him whether he has more money or less money.It’s enough to wear enough clothes, no need for high-end famous brands; just enough to eat enough, and don’t need delicacies from mountains and seas; the requirements for living are lower, wherever your loved one is, home is where you are, there is no rental house, a small house for yourself, or a super mansion No difference, as long as there is a lover lying beside you.The dream that Zou Panshu has always had in his heart is to spend his whole life together, and he is about to reach this end.

In the end, I was discharged from the hospital after ten days of voluntary living. I lived in Pang Fei’s apartment for another ten days. My arms no longer affected my daily life. Although my knees and patellas had not healed, I was able to walk basically, but I still couldn’t walk fast, and I couldn’t even squat. A little difficult.Calculating the expenses slowly, Zou Panshu was not sure if it was enough after counting several times, he was really not very sensitive to numbers.Lost gave him the balance of wages plus compensation totaling almost 5 yuan. He gritted his teeth and only set aside 300 yuan and handed over the rest to Pang Fei as the cost of living here to trouble him.

"Zou Panshu, what do you mean? You live in my house, just want to pay me off. Do you think I'm a beggar?"

A tall man like Pang Fei actually likes to cook. Since living alone, he likes to cook a big table of good meals when he encounters sad and happy things, but he has never had such ups and downs in his mood when he cooks like this month.He used to be able to calm down by cooking, but now cooking is both sweet and melancholy, but he is still very happy to see Zou Panshu's plump face and his broken bones recovering well.

His happiness has only lasted until today, and he knows that he still has to face it: this person is a white-eyed wolf, and he can't get used to it.At a glance, he knew that the money was almost all of Zou Panshu's money, and his depression only rushed to his head. He, who had never shown his face to get angry with Zou Panshu, now also had the desire to beat him severely. Thinking, he pulled the stack of money and "wow" and threw it away. This is why he stopped in time, otherwise the stack of money would be thrown in Zou Panshu's face.

Zou Panshu was taken aback. He didn't know why he had such a big reaction, and he had never seen Pang Fei's attitude towards money like this.Seeing that his eyes were red with anger, maybe he was a little surprised by his reaction, he didn't take back his outstretched hand, but his eyes were full of anger, but he looked hurt and sad.

Zou Panshu came back to his senses and realized that Pang Fei didn't have the experiences of his previous life, but it is undeniable that he liked him, even if the degree was not deep enough, did he reject him from the beginning to the end in this life, which made him develop a new love for him? True feelings?Zou Panshu believes that people will always like the same type of people subconsciously, which is caused by past experience and personality, just like the reason why he fell in love with Pang Fei quickly in the beginning of his previous life was because Pang Fei doted on him. The life of the two of them in the family was very sweet; and later they fell in love with Ren Shukuang because of the warm feeling Ren Shukuang gave to his family, and he also pampered himself.It is estimated that no one can resist the subconsciousness of the human heart.

Such a situation caught people off guard, Zou Panshu squatted down with difficulty, picked up the money one by one, and lowered his head thinking about how to explain clearly.Looking at Pang Fei like this, he felt very uncomfortable in his heart. He had experienced the pain of being hurt emotionally, and he didn't want Pang Fei, who hadn't let him down in this life, to experience it too.

But he didn't want to explain anything right away, and he felt depressed. For a moment, he didn't know whether to pity the self in his previous life who was clearly in a relationship with Pang Fei and was still traded, or laugh at the self who got into trouble again in this life. Look, It's like being able to have Pang Fei's love without paying the body and not being traded.But at the same time, he is soberly aware that these are all illusions. Once he falls into it, the ending will not be different. Pang Fei can't turn against his family, and he can't share the joys and sorrows with himself. It is not Zou Panshu's view of right and wrong, which is also the root cause of his suffering the most in his previous life.He only sighed that he should have left Lost on the day he woke up and found another job, and now it was a wrong step.

Pang Fei saw him squatting to pick up money, dragging a leg that could not be bent, moving slowly, the more he looked at him, the more angry he became, and he didn't want to make any more drastic moves, he had to think about what to do, he forgot to take his coat Hurriedly walking out, his bitter voice came before the door closed: "Don't pick it up, wait until I get back. Don't think that you can get rid of me so easily, there is no way! Zou Panshu, let me tell you, unless I let go, otherwise You just stay here honestly." Then there was a sound of locking, and then the sound of footsteps disappeared in the corridor.

Zou Panshu was stunned, couldn't hold on to his left leg and fell to the floor, staring at the red notes on the ground with wide eyes, and continued to pick them up one by one after a long time.

In the end, Zou Panshu picked up all the money and tidied it up, put it on the coffee table, took out a pen and paper and wrote a note of sorry and pressed it together, then found the key that Pang Fei hid in the shoe cabinet drawer and opened the door. He left the apartment with his small bag, but put the key back, the door was just closed and not locked.Putting the key there is Pang Fei's habit known in his previous life. As for how Pang Fei will think about the way he left now, that is not something Zou Panshu has to consider.

It's three o'clock in the afternoon, I didn't expect to waste such a long time, it seems that I can't find a job today, Zou Panshu thought about it, and slowly moved to Ren Shukuang's company that he had never been to before, only that place is possible will meet him.With his current status, he can't get close to Ren Shukuang's apartment at all, and he can't even enter the door of the community, and the company can't enter, but he remembers the company address, which is a landmark building on Huaihai Road. There is a small square on the ground floor, and visitors can freely stay.

It took him almost two hours to get to the not too far distance, and his injured leg was already aching, and Zou Panshu didn't dare to walk up and down again. There is no extra money to go to the hospital anymore, and there will be no more strangers who will treat themselves well for no reason.

Fortunately, there were not many tourists in April, so I stood and waited for a while, and a seat was vacant at the end of the bench facing the gate of Ren Shukuang's company.His body has been well conditioned by Pang Fei during this period of time, but he couldn't stand his own torment, and he began to feel dizzy and dark, so he hurried forward and sat on it, regardless of whether there were others waiting. , The sore and swollen knees eased a little.

Sitting too anxiously, half of the buttocks were still outside, and as soon as the left leg relaxed, numbness and tingling surged from the depths of the bones and the soles of the feet. Zou Panshu gritted his teeth and endured it. Slightly tilted to the back in order to reduce the pressure on the legs and relieve the pain faster, and just tilted his body a little bit, the sound of crying "Wah-wah" suddenly sounded in his ears, which stimulated his temples to twitch, and his body was also stiff. Dare to move again.

When he stiffened and turned his head, he saw that there was only one seat for one person, besides himself, there was also a six or seven-year-old girl squeezed in. It was unclear who sat down first, and the little girl turned sideways and cried loudly. Staring at himself aggrievedly, his hands were already waving and pushing towards his back, and he began to yell about the pain and discomfort in his mouth vaguely, but he couldn't hear clearly but did not prevent the condemning eyes of the people around him from shooting at Zou Panshu.

A bench can normally seat three adults, and an extra child can be squeezed in. The problem is that the other two people are rough men and old gods chatting, and they don't care what's going on around them. Reason, it looks like that even if it is unreasonable, it will not make people. Among them, the person in the middle of the bench has a scar on his face from the corner of the eye to the earlobe. The two of them.

The child knew how to bully at such a young age, he insisted on chasing Zou Panshu away and letting her mother sit down.There were already buzzing discussions around him, accusing him of being a big man who doesn't know how to be courteous, and even competed with a little girl for a seat.

Not only was Zou Panshu unable to move his injured leg, but his good leg also suffered from piercing pain from the bottom of his foot to his head, so stiff that he could not support his weight at all. The fainting pain came to his head, coupled with the noisy scolding around him, his heart was filled with gloom, he opened his lips and couldn't speak, only felt his eyes go dark, and fell to the ground suddenly.

Everyone just watched and condemned. When Zou Panshu fell into a coma, he yelled and stepped back a few steps, not daring to step forward to check. No one wanted to cause trouble just because of watching the excitement. Who knows if this person is blackmailing or not? It wasn't that he was dying of illness, his face was pale, he was sweating profusely, and there was still a small bag at his feet.The child didn't dare to cry anymore, her mother pulled her daughter up and picked her up, and walked away, walking fast as if a ghost was chasing her.

From the beginning to the end, I saw that the lively people began to change their tone of discussion, and in turn accused the mother of not being able to raise the child. The child will grow up to be an uneducated person. To stun a feeble patient.

It's the rush hour for get off work, and the peak time for tourists to go out to eat. In just a short time, there are more people watching the excitement, and it's almost surrounded by three floors inside and three floors outside. It can't be too tight, and the air is stagnant .All of a sudden, the people outside squeezed desperately inside to see what happened, and the people inside always wanted to wait to see the result. You pushed and shoved, but no one stepped forward to see the person lying on the ground.

At this time, no one paid attention to the gate of the building. There were two rows of formally dressed senior staff sending the big boss off work.That person's indifferent face did not show anyone's figure in his eyes, and everyone else automatically retreated away.He walks with a natural elegance and elegance. When he walks out of the automatic glass door, he can see the onlookers in the square through the green flower bed. The people who have no curiosity for a long time stopped and frowned strangely.