Reborn love is not sweet talk

For three whole days, they really didn't step out of the room. Ren Shukuang even turned off all the mobile phones. He had already informed Xiao Tingcheng and the others before coming here. Don't think that you will be contacted in the next few days. A big thing happened. Also let them handle it themselves.

Zou Panshu had tasted the consequences of his proposal. Fortunately, on the first day, his physical strength was no longer what it used to be, and he was able to compete with Ren Shukuang on par. On the second day, he repeatedly begged for forgiveness, and on the third day he had no choice but to And staring enviously, especially the tireless person who refused to get off his body.

Even though Ren Shukuang had done the foreplay very gently, he couldn't bear his beast-like attack. Until the morning of the departure day, he felt that he hadn't made up one percent of the parting time. , Trapped the person between the arms, rubbed the top of Zou Panshu's head with his chin, watching his hair grow a little long, and something flashed in his eyes quickly.

"Did Bai Zijing go to the United States to participate in the exhibition? Where's Qiguang?" Ren Shukuang let go of his hair, rubbing the cocoon in his palm and asked.

"I'd have forgotten if you didn't ask. Hiss..." Zou Panshu wanted to raise his head to speak, but suddenly got involved in the private part, his face was wrinkled, and the pinched palm couldn't help pushing Ren Shukuang's chest hard.

"Forgot what?" Ren Shukuang smiled, clearly knowing what he had forgotten, and grabbed the hand that had escaped from his palm again.

"I forgot to tell Zijing that you were here, and you didn't even say hello to him. Qiguang went back, as if something happened and left in a hurry. He didn't plan to leave at first, and said that the four of us were going to a nearby city to have fun. At this moment, Zou Panshu remembered that the two of them were so carried away that they even left behind their friends, and couldn't help but gouged him out. He was the one who seduced her.

Regarding the teacher Bai Zijing, Zou Panshu's heart is also very complicated. At the beginning, he strictly followed the etiquette of respecting teachers and valuing teaching, but he was constantly molested by Qiguang. Bai Zijing didn't care about it, and didn't even say that He used the name of master and apprentice, and whether he used it or not was up to Zou Panshu's wishes, so he gradually got used to calling him Zijing just like their circle of friends.

During the trip, not only Bai Zijing alone taught him, but almost all of the five top photographers who went with him taught him unique skills. These people taught him with their own characteristics, not blindly instilling theories, but often It is to convey a kind of spirit, a kind of artistic conception, which opened his eyes and explored his own style. With more and more places to travel, his style has become stable, and many works have begun to emerge in the industry. This time, it was Baizi who was competing to suppress his work and let him participate in the major competitions next year, otherwise he and Ren Shukuang would probably meet in the United States at this time.

"What should I do? It's too late to say goodbye to him, right? I don't want to go out to meet people like this." Zou Panshu saw the mark on his neck from the floor-to-ceiling mirror by the opposite desk, and then saw that there were only a few marks on Ren Shukuang. There are places where I can't see anything once I wear clothes, so I can't help feeling ashamed and annoyed.

"I'm not here to see him, so don't worry about him. Or, I'll give you a bite." Ren Shukuang stretched out his neck and stretched it out to his mouth, his eyes fell on the imprint he left, and his eyes became deep.

Zou Panshu pushed him away and kicked him. After returning, he will go to work in the company. People close to him must know that he came to see him. Leaving this mark when he goes back to be seen by others is more lethal than leaving it on his own body. Zou Panshu felt embarrassed.

Ren Shukuang saw that no matter how much he changed, some of the inherent traits in his bones still remained unchanged, he couldn't help feeling better, and seeing that time was running out, he hugged him and kept him from moving around, lying quietly, together Look at the ceiling.

Their frequent correspondence, what should be said and what should be said, have been said in the letter countless times. Even Ren Shukuang, who has never been very verbal, often typed a lot of words when replying. mailbox, both of them send their letters to the same email, which makes it easier for them to read them together.

Zou Panshu is still in the old habit. Whenever he can buy postcards, he will buy a dozen, record some testimonials, and send them everywhere. Ren Shukuang combines the ones sent to Germany and the ones sent to Yongyuan. On the big book, a large booklet has been inlaid.

The hot weather outside the window was suffocating. The air conditioner in the suite, which was running day and night, suddenly failed at this moment. The air seemed to be as thick as hot oil. The two could only listen to each other's slow and slow breathing.

The parting this time was even more unbearable than the last time. They both wore rings and their fingers intertwined and rubbed together. The last time was because they had never experienced such a real pain of separation, with great expectations and courage. , to say goodbye peacefully; but today, there is still a long river of time ahead, and it takes more courage to say goodbye.

Goodbye, it will be a year and a month before we can see each other's face again, it will be longer than the separation after that, and it will be more than the pages of those heavy albums.

"Don't go out today, get a good sleep, and think about things tomorrow. I'll go to the airport alone, don't send me off." Ren Shukuang ordered lightly, sometimes Zou Panshu can change his mind, and sometimes Ren Shukuang can't compromise.

Ren Shukuang seemed to have gathered enough courage to sit up, and was about to pull a blanket to cover Zou Panshu.

"Don't move, wait a minute, let me take a picture." Zou Panshu turned his eyes from the ceiling, his eyes sparkled suddenly with a trace of moisture.

He got up regardless of the discomfort on his body, and he was also completely naked, Ren Shukuang had already stepped out of the bed with most of his body, and just stared at him like that.

"Crack, click..." Zou Panshu didn't realize it, and half-squinted his eyes to take a picture of Ren Shukuang's body from the viewfinder. The lower half of his body was just covered by the blanket. With his arms propped up on his body, he was turning his head to look at the camera...

Waiting for Ren Shukuang to come back to his senses, the clicking sound had already been heard several times, he looked fondly at the dark camera and smiled, shook his head and did not speak, but stood up directly, shook off the blanket and walked towards the bathroom...

Zou Panshu couldn't hold down his fingers anymore, that smile went straight to the bottom of his heart, and that touch of tenderness fascinated him like bright stars, but his eyes still watched his vigorous figure walk from the bed into the bathroom through the viewfinder, The figure disappeared inside the door, and a gust of air-conditioning wind blew on him. Only then did he realize that he was naked. He blushed and put down the camera, rushed to the bed and put on a blanket, listening to the sound of the shower.

At Ren Shukuang's insistence, Zou Panshu didn't wake up until night when he was hungry and hungry. After washing up, he walked out of the suite, ready to eat in the restaurant, and then went for a walk in the square not far away.

He had just entered the restaurant when he saw Bai Zijing sitting by the window with a half-eaten dinner in front of him. Zou Panshu hesitated for a moment before walking towards him.

Hearing the sound of footsteps, Bai Zijing turned his head, glanced up and down at him, and his eyes stayed on his neck for a second, "Didn't he tell you not to go out today and let me not arrange you to do things. Why don't you obedient?"

Both of them knew that it was Ren Shukuang, and Zou Panshu felt ashamed all over his body. If he knew that Ren Shukuang was so unavoidable and dared to speak up, he would not have come downstairs.He had to stand aside and coughed before sitting down, just when the waiter came to ask him to relieve his embarrassment.

Bai Zijing just talked about it, and after he ordered the meal, he changed the subject and started talking about the itinerary in a few days and the current situation in the United States at the moment.

Zou Panshu had exhausted his body for several days. Although his appetite was not very good, he still tried to eat as much as possible. Fortunately, he knew how to order something easy to digest. He chewed slowly and finished the whole meal. Listen in silence.

The relationship between them is often like this, Bai Zijing listens to what he says, some information is memorized after hearing it, and some theory and experience are practiced by himself after listening to it.

Bai Zijing is a person who never talks nonsense, and he doesn't like to repeat himself, so Zou Panshu often has to concentrate on listening. At the beginning, he always misses things, and he has to go to Qiguang for help. After getting along for a few months, I started to be able to keep up with Bai Zijing's thinking.

"Don't work for these two days, health comes first." Before leaving, Bai Zijing took another look at the red marks on his neck, frowning rarely, and said that he would be given two days off.

"Understood." Zou Panshu didn't dare to refute, so he had to answer honestly.

At this time, he regretted his decision to run downstairs on a whim, and he was not in the mood to wander around the square anymore, so he hurried back to his room. Fortunately, there were plenty of things to do in the room. He could browse and process photos, and write letters. For Ren Shukuang, it was less than a day since we were separated, and he already missed the warmth so much, he could read the news... In short, he really shouldn't have run downstairs.

During this break, everyone got a good buffer, and began to conquer the second half of the journey with vigor.

Once they pitched a tent on a plain to watch the sunrise. Whenever they spent the night in the wild, someone would watch the night. This night it was Zou Panshu and Qiguang's turn to watch the midnight.

Since Qiguang returned to the United States once, Zou Panshu seemed to be enlightened, and Zou Panshu couldn't help but look sideways. He was originally a very stylish and stylish man, but suddenly he became more dazzling. No matter how dirty the environment is, he can't erase it Get rid of half of his charm.

"Speaking of which, I still want to thank you, Panshu." Qiguang held a simple portable ashtray in one hand and a cigarette in the other, looking at the dark sky.

Zou Panshu turned to look at him suspiciously, "How do you say such a thing? I haven't thanked you for your help yet."

"No, you don't understand." Qiguang's eyes reflected the huge stars in the sky, as if those starlights were absorbed by his eyes and became crystal clear and pure. He smiled freely and said, "You, you and Ren Shukuang, gave I have courage. This time around with Zijing, I exile myself, he wants to find his original self, you are different, you are for your future, your future."

Zou Panshu was stunned. Is there another story like this?He thought that everyone came to such a dangerous journey in pursuit of the peak of their careers. The scenery is beautiful, but safety cannot be absolutely guaranteed.

"Don't understand?" Qi Guang watched as Zou Panshu shook his head, put out the half-smoked cigarette in the ashtray, closed the ashtray box, and snapped it shut.

He continued to turn his head and look at the sky and said: "I went back this time to say goodbye to the past. I couldn't escape after running so far, so I realized that there are some things that need to be faced. But it is you who made me make up my mind. "He turned around, staring at Zou Panshu with bright eyes, "We all know about you and Ren Shukuang, he is so lucky to meet you so early, your courage inspired me. You can love someone People give up everything and seek benevolence, so I also want to give it a try. This time I go back and confess to the person who hurt me and who I have been secretly in love with for 12 years. Guess what the result will be?"

Zou Panshu was taken aback at first, but then laughed. Seeing the man's complacent look, he must have successfully confessed. He was very happy for him, and asked encouragingly, "How? Tell me, I can't guess."

Qiguang probably also realized that he was a little stupid, he had never talked about this with anyone before, he coughed softly twice and straightened his clothes, and then he said slowly, pretending not to care at all: "Well, it's really nothing, even he Said...cough, said that he liked me for more than ten years, but when those things were explained before, there were actually many misunderstandings in it, no one was right, and everyone was wrong..."

Zou Panshu really didn't understand. What kind of character are these two people? They have been in love with each other for more than ten years, and they can still do things that hurt each other. "Then after you forgive him, you decide to accept him and start over?"

"Who said I forgave him? It's true, but the damage was done. I won't forgive him easily."

No matter how Zou Panshu heard this, it didn't make sense, he didn't understand or accept it, how could Qiguang look so relaxed and comfortable, by the way, he just remembered that Qiguang's communication had increased, so he said it casually.

"Whoever said that I communicated with him, it's because he insisted on apologizing and begging me to forgive..." Qiguang looked anxious, as if he was afraid that Zou Panshu might misunderstand.

His voice was a little loud, and Zou Panshu quickly stretched out his hand and waved it, and he quickly stopped talking, only to realize that he was 300 taels of silver here, and he threw the ashtray in embarrassment and pretended to strangle Zou. Pan Shu's neck.

Zou Panshu couldn't make trouble with him, mainly because he didn't dare to make a sound for fear of waking up everyone who was sleeping. He also knew that Qiguang wanted to vent his anger in this situation. After blushing in one breath, Qiguang let go triumphantly.

"If someone who has a crush on you treats you well and confesses, what would you do? For example, someone in our team gets along day and night..." Qi Guang asked softly.

This topic startled Zou Panshu, who didn't know why he made such an unfounded assumption, so he shook his head and stopped him seriously, "Qiguang, don't make wild guesses, even if you make assumptions, don't make jokes among us. , it's not fun at all."

Qiguang closed his mouth thoughtfully, and sighed softly for a while, with a complicated expression on his face.

Zou Panshu's heart skipped a beat, and he couldn't grasp any clues. Looking at the stars in the night sky that seemed to be within reach, he organized his thoughts and said: "A long time ago, I didn't understand what love is. When someone was nice to me, I thought it was that love." It’s love, so I also want to be good to others wholeheartedly, thinking that this way I can live a lifetime.”

Surprised that he would explain seriously, Qiguang tensed his body under Yelu, lit a cigarette again, but didn't take a puff for a long time.

"Later I discovered that love is not enough to give each other heart and soul. The most important thing is to give each other an independent space. Love is a kind of fulfillment rather than bondage. You also know that I love Ren Shukuang very persistently, but I will not restrain him, and I will not lose myself. I think this is very good, the road ahead is very long, and no one knows what changes will happen. We just need to live every day seriously. What do you think?"

Qiguang wanted to answer something, but he opened his mouth and didn't say it. He pressed out the half-ignited cigarette in a bit of decadence, and said: "You are all too calm. Yes, life is already too difficult, why bother with mediocrity and think too much .”

Zou Panshu chuckled, he had never seen Qiguang look too melancholy, "So your assumption just now is useless and inappropriate. My choice has already been made, and there will be no change , is not a good person to me, I will love."

His tone revealed the open-mindedness after the vicissitudes of life. He chose a single-plank bridge among thousands of roads, and he never thought of backing down when he walked on it.

Suddenly, there was a light sound behind them, and the two of them were startled and hurriedly looked back. They didn't even know when Bai Zijing was sitting outside the tent and staring up at the starry sky. He didn't know if he was harassed by them, so he glanced indifferently. Back to the tent.

The two looked at each other in blank dismay, a little shocked, sometimes Bai Zijing's behavior is really hard to guess.