Reborn love is not sweet talk

On this day, Dajiang approached the team leader and told Zou Panshu's wish with a little anxiety. I can only say that the person is willing to endure hardships and is still studying English very hard every day. He is very nice and friendly. He also clearly told Zou Panshu that he is willing to do any job. The security guard probably cannot do it. His small body is not suitable for the job. If indoor work such as cleaning clerks is not enough, customs declaration assistants who have to go outside are also fine, and even the most unhelpful dormitory janitors are willing.

Although Dajiang was a little dissatisfied with Zou Panshu's low opinion of him, in his eyes Zou Panshu was a capable person, and he was completely different from a rough man like himself. It seemed that he wanted to stay in Taiheng Group very much, so he had no choice but to convey it honestly, but in his heart, he still hoped that he could arrange a gentle job that was not too tiring.

Therefore, when he learned that Manager Huang actually agreed with Zou Panshu to work in Taiheng, and that he would enter the Internal Affairs Department without going out in the wind and rain, he thanked Manager Huang with a rare smile on his face, and even said After flattering, Manager Huang had already run back to the dormitory in a daze.

In late April, Zou Panshu’s leg injury was healed. As long as it’s not strenuous exercise, he won’t feel too much. It’s said that the injury lasted for a hundred days. determination.

Knowing that the job has been settled, he was rarely willing to relax, and he couldn't help but cheered a little. He also took Dajiang to find a small shop outside to cook a few side dishes, had a meal and drank some wine to celebrate.

"We will be colleagues in the future, and I don't need to move out to change dormitories. It's really a happy thing. Come on, Brother Dajiang, I will trouble you to take care of me in the future. I won't say thank you. Let's have a toast and celebrate."

"Okay. This is a good thing. Taiheng is a good company. Do what you can. Cheers." After Dajiang finished speaking, he drank the wine in his glass in one gulp.

Zou Panshu's heart was warm, thinking that he was one step closer to that person, and he needed some alcohol to numb the throbbing in his heart.During the almost 20 days he lived here, he secretly went to watch several times, but he never saw that figure.In order not to be recognized by Da Jiang and other security guards, he didn't dare to appear directly in the small square, so he could only cross the eight lanes and walk to the opposite side, relying on the thick trunk of a sycamore tree to cover his body, and then dared to stare at the automatic door infatuatedly.

Now that he can finally enter the same building in a legitimate way, as long as he thinks that there is that person in a certain office on the top floor, he will not be able to do things quickly for the time being, and he can't believe that good luck will patronize him in this way.

Ren Shukuang has been a little irritable recently, of course outsiders can't see it. At most, the senior managers feel that the workload has increased and the requirements are stricter.

It is estimated that the pressure he deliberately avoided has reached the limit again, even worse than in previous years. April 4th is the death day of his grandma, followed by Cheng Qingyu's death day on May 30th, he can't go back to worship on either side, and every year he bears the heart-wrenching pain alone.In previous years, he would subconsciously let go of the people who were taken care of at home before this, and he also tried not to let anyone go home after this, just to relieve the pressure on himself.It's not that I feel pity for those who are adopted, I'd like it if you like it, not to mention Ren Shukuang's price is not low, 5 a year plus 4 a month, many people are willing.He just didn't want himself to be reduced to a walking corpse.

It's a pity that he still hasn't found salvation in the end. When the numb work can't suppress the hostility in his heart, before he insists on doing something big that he can't control, he will seek relief from men, whether it is revenge for Cheng Qingyu , that person had never obtained it, so he forcibly distorted his life by committing suicide; whether it was to commemorate, Cheng Qingyu was his brother who had been inseparable since childhood, but this brother was obsessed with him, and he could not give him life. Then find someone to bear it for him.

Cheng Qingyu has indeed done it, so that Ren Shukuang can no longer arouse desire for women, and whenever he touches a woman, he will think of his ugly red and white face.Ren Shukuang felt that he had become a pervert: he had never been interested in men before but could only find relief in men; A profit-seeking businessman, a well-dressed successful person who doesn't even have a bosom friend...

If there was no such accident, Ren Shukuang believes that this year will be the same as the previous years, and this period of time will pass.But that pair of dark eyes swept back and forth in his heart like searchlights that day, and no matter what they could not extinguish the light, the ugliness in his heart had nowhere to hide.The sleep time has been reduced to four or five hours a day, and the long hours of work and alcohol still can't release the squeezed anger. He began to wonder if he didn't need to worry about the death day that he couldn't worship, so he might as well go early and pick another man to come back. Maybe this remaining method can calm down the beast in my heart.

Thinking of this, Ren Shukuang couldn't sit still anymore, as if every cell was clamoring, and the eager desire began to rise, even if there were two days left before grandma's death day, why should he bear all these alone, such a heavy burden The shackles are firmly trapped in it.If they don't forgive themselves, they will never bow their heads.

Zou Panshu has been at work for a week.The benefits of Taiheng Group are indeed very good. Even a rookie in the internal affairs department like him has got a very ample independent space and a computer with a very good configuration. I don’t know if it’s because of Manager Huang. What made things difficult, and on the third day, he tried to propose to his superior, Manager Qian, that he wanted to stay in the office and go back later at night, and use the computer to learn more about document processing and other tasks.Manager Qian knew that he was a member of the company's dormitory, so he agreed directly without embarrassing him, but told him that it was best to leave before twelve o'clock, so as not to affect the work of the next day too late, and the security guards would also switch over at twelve o'clock.

Consolidating work skills is part of it. There is another selfishness that he did not mention, which is to use computers to learn foreign languages.When he went to buy "New Concept English Volume II", he happened to overhear a conversation between two people who were also selecting materials. The two were discussing English textbooks on the Internet, and they said several words, software, phonetic courseware and textbook URLs, etc. He suddenly realized that he had missed such an important link, so he bought additional headphones and MP3s, planning to practice listening in the company every night, and then downloaded some voices to practice every weekend.There are still too few German textbooks. Zou Panshu also knows that he can’t eat hot tofu in a hurry. Learn English well.

Always stay on the front line when doing things, Zou Panshu usually goes back between 11:11 and 12:[-], and is not really stuck leaving before [-]:[-].He was a little excited tonight, downloaded several G's listening exercises, and met a few active people, knowing that there are several famous practice corners in S City.He feels comfortable listening to his increasingly fluent intonation, and he has found a skill to learn it with ease. After working for a week, he is gradually familiar with his colleagues. Although he will not be assigned to work that needs to be completed independently, he believes that That day is not far away.

He pressed the elevator, and the warning light came on. While waiting, he was thinking that maybe one day he might have the opportunity to go to the 38th floor on the top floor. kind.There are three elevators side by side in the elevator room in the east of the building, one of which is dedicated to senior staff, but after normal working hours, overtime employees can temporarily use it.A large part of Taiheng Group's orders are international, and the overtime ratio is not low because of the time difference, but the internal affairs department on the 38th floor basically does not need to work overtime, but there are shifts on duty, so it will not be too late.

Just as he was thinking about something, English words and table terms popped up in his mind from time to time. With a sound of "ding", the elevator door for senior employees on the far right opened. Shu Kuang is a workaholic, but that person usually doesn't get off work until 12 o'clock. Looking at the other two elevators that were not moving, he only took three steps and ran two steps.Unexpectedly, the people inside did not see the figure, and they reached out and pressed the close button with a slight displeasure.Zou Panshu is a little not sober, and he would definitely stop in the daytime, but maybe the night is too gentle and psychedelic for his nerves, his hand barely landed on the middle crack of the elevator door, only to hear the sound resounding through the entire 10th floor With a loud "bang", the elevator door trembled and opened to both sides again.

Ren Shukuang looked at the indicator light again in displeasure: on the tenth floor, he didn't think of any employee above the manager level who would work overtime on the tenth floor.At this moment, he is so impatient that he can't suppress his inner desire. He has never been so anxious to destroy something. When it is extreme, he occasionally develops the idea of ​​simply taking revenge on the society. Whenever he wants to be so bloodthirsty, his grandma's eyes are disappointed. Just linger.Tonight, he doesn't care whether Xiaobao is prepared or not. After all, according to the usual practice in previous years, he usually only picks people in the middle and late May. The mid-to-late period only depends on the situation of his own suppression. Unfortunately, he basically didn't suppress until June. He also wondered if he could really suppress the beast in his heart until June, after which he might be able to get rid of the troubles of the past.

Zou Panshu touched the pinched hand, but fortunately it didn't hurt much. He walked into the elevator with a smile on his face, and it was a bit impolite to stop him forcibly.After stepping into the elevator, he was instantly frozen without warning, his smile froze and he couldn't show any other expressions, and his pupils shrank suddenly.The environmental protection bag in his hand, which contained his books and materials, also fell into the elevator with a bang, and he hurriedly lowered his head, not daring to look directly, picked up the environmental protection bag and held it tightly, with the cold skin on his back. The wall of the elevator absorbs the cold temperature.

Don't worry, don't panic, think carefully about what you should say at this time to let him remember yourself, this is the first time that you are face to face at such a close distance, you have to take the first step bravely... just like the clouds far away in the sky Suddenly he could touch the real thing, Zou Panshu was not afraid of this person, but it was too unreal, he walked up to Ren Shukuang before he was ready, his clenched hands were still so thin, and he came to City S Afterwards, I didn’t have a long period of recuperation and I was injured. This time I finally managed to keep my face from looking sickly pale, but I also knew that it was definitely not good-looking, and my figure was still too thin and weak, with little flesh on my body. In case he leaves a super ugly impression, will there be a chance to get close to him in the future?

Thinking of this, Zou Panshu regretted the impulsiveness just now. He should have waited for the next elevator instead of walking into this inexplicable special elevator for high-rise buildings. Impression, but no amount of random thinking can match the longing in his heart. His eyes, which he thought would never shed tears, were moist, and he dared not raise his head with tears in his eyes. His eyes were facing the lower body behind him, and he lowered his Said: "Hello, President."

Since then, Ren Shukuang has been very displeased with this person as soon as he came in. One look at the overalls on his body, he knew that he was an ordinary employee. A small employee wasted his time like this, and was so reckless as to pull open the door. It is better not to open the elevator.

He didn't recognize this person for a while. He only remembered a pair of eyes that day. As for what that person looked like, he didn't know. Later, Manager Huang asked for instructions once and said that the person wanted a job, and he agreed casually. Did not connect those eyes with the person in front of him.

Ren Shukuang remembered him this time only because after seeing his face, this man panicked like he had seen a ghost, stiffened like a fool, his limbs were half stuck in the elevator and half stuck outside, and when he was about to urge him , He had a problem again. After picking up the environmental bag, he hid behind himself like a mouse crossing the street. The elevator started to run to the fifth floor before saying hello.

Naturally, Ren Shukuang would not reply, not to mention the small staff, even the first-level ministers of various departments, he would not pay attention at this time.It's just that he was thinking about the eyes that he glanced at just now, why they are so familiar, the badge seems to be "Zou Panshu", he has no impression, and anyone who has no impression means that he is not an elite of each department.But that delicate face with those frightened deer-like eyes is really charming, it is the best thing I am looking for, and only by pressing such a man under him and galloping, can the beast in his heart calm down.

Since Cheng Qingyu committed suicide, Ren Shukuang could no longer be arrogant, and he also developed a strong resistance to the normal meaning of exquisite beauty, and he didn't like smart and capable people, except for the backbone of the company, he couldn't stand up to such people. Desire, on the contrary, every time he sees one, the idea of ​​destruction becomes more frantic. He knows that he is possessed, a kind of nightmare called Cheng Qingyu, he imprisons his heart, and he is also tearing up The imprint he left, hate it?Ren Shukuang didn't think it was hatred, he was just stuck in that too painful past and couldn't find an outlet.

When the greeting came, the voice in his mind had automatically switched to the pronunciation on the bed. His crotch was tight. If it weren't for years of experience and forbearance, he would have trained a long time ago, and he would never let himself fall into the bed. With the determination of the passive situation, he might really drag the clerk back to the apartment.In the past five years, he has never shot someone who doesn't know, and never went to the so-called gay bar, let alone have a one-night stand. He only picked a man from the bar of his old classmate every year to return to the apartment to raise him, and if he needed You can vent in the apartment when you have time, which is safe and convenient.

Xiaobao will tell those men how to abide by Ren Shukuang's rules: Do not pry into his privacy; Do not disclose the maintenance relationship between the two; Do not appear in public places together; Do not leave the apartment for half a step; if Ren Shukuang leaves the city for a business trip, he can go out at will, as long as he does not cause trouble and does not sleep with others within the time limit.As for basic necessities such as three meals a day, food, housing and transportation, all are taken care of by dedicated personnel.Once Ren Shukuang feels dissatisfied, he will directly send the full year's money in advance. Fortunately, Xiaobao already understands his needs very well, so as long as he chooses him, unless Ren Shukuang deliberately tries not to rely on such methods to relieve his pressure , otherwise it is generally a year for a person.

Recalling the crisp ding sound, Ren Shukuang had already reached the first floor and walked out quickly, completely ignoring the greetings from the people behind him.He couldn't pay attention to it, how could this person be an employee of the company? He was holding back his desire in boredom, and it became even more impatient to be seduced by this person.He must not wait until the middle and late May. He took out his mobile phone and pressed Xiaobao's number. After being stopped by his indifferent but stern order, he agreed.

From the beginning to the end, there was not a single concerned look, everything was my own self-indulgence.Looking at the indifferent back that hurried away, Zou Panshu heard the order to take people away, together with the previous order of course. Holding his heart and panting.