from my heart [last days]

A love affair started earth-shattering and ended abruptly and silently.

Xie Congxin got off Pei Ze and sat cross-legged, staring at the direction of the TV.

The two of them didn't speak, so it wasn't really awkward, it was just that it took time for each other's physical reactions to calm down.

After dozens of seconds, Xie Congxin recovered first, and asked calmly, "Where's the medicine? Show me."

Pei Ze got out of bed, picked up the coat that fell on the ground, and handed him the paper bag containing the medicine.

Xie Congxin took it, and poured two tablets into the palm of his hand. They were round pills of ordinary shape, without sugar coating, and without the special taste of compounds. Pei Ze looked at his beautiful collarbone under his bare|naked and thin shoulders, and asked, "What... ..."

Passion|Desire half retreated, his voice was still a little hoarse, he stopped when he realized something was wrong, Xie Congxin looked up at him, smiled and said: "It will take a few more days, Captain Pei, relax."

"..." I couldn't relax.

Xie Congxin is not a medical major after all, so he pretended to go back after taking a look, and said, "I can't tell what it is, just don't eat it."

Pei Ze nodded.

Xie Congxin returned the medicine to him, unwound the watch on his wrist, and glanced at the time.

It was almost five o'clock in the afternoon, and the sun had already started to set outside. The setting sun slipped through the curtains and shone on the snow-white sheets, warm and lazy.

"Go to sleep for a while," Xie Congxin pulled the messed up pillow back to its original position, and said with a natural expression, "I'm tired."

Fearing that the camera would be turned on again, they didn't put their shirts back on, and went to bed alone, while tacitly moving to the middle of the big bed.

Sleeping separately is obviously not a couple, so they lie face to face, and spontaneously and consciously form a very intimate posture with their heads leaning against their heads outside the quilt, and their legs do not touch their legs under the quilt.

One of Pei Ze's arms was used as a pillow for him, and the other was draped around his waist through the quilt. Xie Congxin's forehead was lightly pressed against his chin, and her short soft hair touched his lips. It reminded him of the kiss just now, and he lost all sleepiness. .

"Are my clothes torn?" Xie Congxin asked suddenly.

Xie Congxin took off the clothes by himself, of course they were not torn, Pei Ze didn't know why he asked such a question.

"Teacher Xu is not strong enough," Xie Congxin laughed softly, "If it is torn, it's time to go out and find clothes for me. I don't wear anything that isn't a famous brand."

"..." That's what it meant.

"I'll find it for you tonight," Pei Ze said, "What brand do you want?"

"You can figure it out," Xie Congxin yawned, "Just find what you can find."

Even though there was no one else, he still used the same way of speaking as the pair of codes.

"Okay," Pei Ze pulled him into his arms a little more, "Go to sleep."

Xie Congxin closed his eyes.

I was really tired. I started queuing at the hospital gate early in the morning. I stood there for a whole day. I closed my eyes and breathed evenly within 5 minutes. Pei Ze accidentally touched his skin with his fingers when he brushed his forehead hair, but he couldn't wake him up.

It's hard to describe what kind of person Xie Congxin is.

In other words, whenever Pei Ze thinks he understands him a little bit, he will do something beyond his expectations.

Just like just now, he could feel Xie Congxin's full emotional involvement.

But he will regain his sanity the moment he learns that the camera has been turned off, like the floodgate that releases the gate, once the gate falls, it will not leak.

Pei Ze didn't know how far he would perform the trick if the camera had been left off.

Or maybe his over-smart mind would think of other solutions before then, but with their relationship, it was impossible to make it to the end.

In all fairness, Xie Congxin did nothing wrong.

It's just that he is not as smart as Xie Congxin, and his EQ is not as good as him.

It can't be done freely like this.

I fell asleep until 06:30, and was awakened by a knock on the door.

Pei Ze put on his clothes and went to open the door. When he passed by the end of the bed, he saw Xie Congxin's clothes on the ground and paused.

Xie Congxin understood immediately, and said in a low voice, "Wait."

He took off his clothes in front of the camera. It would be false to say that the clothes were torn, so he took off his pants under the quilt, handed them to Pei Ze, and said narrowly, "Tear it off, use more force."

"..."

It was the female staff member at noon, surnamed Sun Mingjing, who came to knock on the door and brought up a boxed lunch.

Seeing that it was him who opened the door, Sun Jing carefully looked inside with bright eyes, when Xie Congxin's voice came at the right time, "Who is it?"

"It's me," Sun Jing said hurriedly, "I'm here to bring you food."

"Ah, wait a minute."

Then there was a rustle of fabric inside, Xie Congxin got out of bed wearing Pei Ze's coat, the zipper was pulled to the top, covering the upper neck, but the bottom only covered the bottom of the legs, two long and straight shirts were naked. leg.

He took the lunch box with both hands and said politely, "Thank you."

Countless fireworks exploded in Sun Jing's mind, her eyes went back and forth between him and Pei Ze's fingertips several times, she pursed her lips and showed a strange smile, "You're welcome, is there enough to eat?"

"That's enough," Xie Congxin nodded, "I want to trouble you with one thing."

Good looks always take advantage of people, Sun Jing smiled and asked him what's the matter, Xie Congxin took a look at Pei Ze, and said: "My clothes were accidentally dirty just now, can you ask him to go out and find me a change later?"

"Ah..." Sun Jing was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help looking at his legs. Pei Ze immediately took a step to block him, but it was too late, and Sun Jing had already seen the ambiguous red marks on it, and her old face turned red , "Why did it get dirty?"

"The drink was spilled," Xie Congxin smiled shyly, "Is that okay?"

It is self-evident what kind of drink will be spilled.

After the apocalypse, there is no Internet and you can only rely on the inventory in your mobile phone to survive. When you saw this pair suddenly in the afternoon, you were already very happy, and now you can't extricate yourself from the excitement of eating a big meal. Sun Jing immediately agreed: "No problem! There's a shopping mall next to it. I'll arrange someone to drive Mr. Xu there. Let's eat first!"

There was a desk by the window and a sofa chair in the room. Xie Congxin put the lunch box on the table, walked to the window and drew the curtains.

It was already dark outside, and the lights in the huge city were only sporadic, pitifully few.

Zheng|zhou is not like a heavy city that has been taken over by the army. Walking on the road may encounter zombie attacks at any time. Only the hospital area is slightly better because of the gathering of living people.

Pei Ze moved the table towards the bed so that both of them could sit down and eat. Seeing that Xie Congxin was still watching, he walked up to him and asked, "What's the matter with her?"

Sun Jing's attitude towards them was very strange. She obviously didn't show any interest in any of them, but she was very accommodating to Xie Congxin.

"Huh?" Xie Congxin smiled, "Young girls like these."

His sexuality was hardly a secret in college.

Yan Shen came to him many times. The ostentatious 911 stopped downstairs. When he went to class, it was always full of female students. After class, people would always ask him why Mr. Yan didn't come together.

Even if he and Yan Shen had nothing else to do, they could still be included in the news just because they walked two steps together and had a meal.

When he came in the afternoon, he noticed that the way Sun Jing looked at him and Pei Ze was exactly the same as those female students looked at him and Yan Shen.

Naturally, Pei Ze didn't know this, and asked again, "How did you get your legs?"

Of course he pinched it by himself just now, but Xie Congxin raised his eyes, looked at him teasingly and said, "Didn't you do it?"

"........."

Not to mention the legs through the trousers, even if it was the upper body hugging each other, Pei Ze controlled himself not to touch it, how could it leave traces.

He guarded the front line, but Xie Congxin touched the edge again and again, with this kind of easy-going, half-truthful attitude.

Pei Ze stared at him silently for two seconds in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows.

Xie Congxin was wondering if he was teasing too much, and was about to say something to ease the atmosphere, but Pei Ze suddenly reached out and pressed the back of his head, pressing his face, and his dry lips brushed against his face, and landed on the position three centimeters below the ear .

Xie Congxin was taken aback, felt a tingle from the warmth, his sensitive skin was sucked vigorously, the tingling sensation reached every nerve ending, causing his pupils to constrict, and his heartbeat suddenly stopped.

Three seconds later, Pei Ze let go of him, pressed the ball of his thumb gently on the discolored area, and whispered in his ear, "I did it."