from my heart [last days]

It was less than 36 hours before the press conference at night, the New Year was approaching, the outside was nearly ten degrees below zero, the heating had already been turned on in the capital, and the room was always warm and dry, like a great season of spring and flowers blooming.

Pei Ze let go of his lips, and pulled a little distance away from him, but his hand was still on his waist, as long as he exerted a little force, it would be a hug.

Xie Congxin looked at him squarely, ignoring the rapid heartbeat in his chest and the fine particles on his skin due to stress, he felt that he was still calm.

He looked back at him with such calmness, "Captain Pei, we'd better clarify something. Although I like men, I won't do the following one."

Pei Ze looked at him for a while, then gradually let go, "I know."

Xie Congxin's eyebrows twitched, and Pei Ze said again: "The Yin Shang told me."

"..." Xie Congxin almost blurted out and asked him, "Then what do you mean?"Do you want to be fucked by me?

"Good night." Pei Ze stood up, said these two words softly, and left his room.

"..."

This night wasn't much different.

Xie Congxin still fell asleep at three o'clock, closed his eyes, and woke up.

It was still dark at six o'clock, and it snowed a little, not too much, but very cold.He forced himself to get out of the comfortable bed within three seconds, and quickly took a shower to refresh himself.After changing his clothes at [-]:[-], Pei Ze was waiting for him at the door as usual. Xie Congxin passed him downstairs, got into the shuttle bus to the research institute, and said a short "good morning" to the other people in the same car.

The young assistants were yawning all over the place, and the old people were exhausted, so they closed their eyes and rested their minds.Pei Ze was next to him. After sitting down, he handed him the thermos cup filled with jujube tea. Xie Congxin took it silently, and walked all the way to the research institute, just in time to finish drinking it.

The temperature is just right, and the sweetness is just right, making it impeccable for a picky eater like him, and even because of his habit, he even finds it a bit delicious.

This is not something that a cold and hard person like Pei Ze would do, but he did it, and Xie Congxin thought it was good.

He doesn't have time to take care of his own life, and the hotel doesn't have so many employees who can take care of him. Pei Ze washes the dirty clothes, cleans the messy rooms, and brings three meals and snacks to him every day. Pei Ze reminded him to take the nutritional tablets and medicines that he should take on time.

This is really a very strange thing, Xie Congxin had many suitors before, none of them had such an opportunity to approach him, even Yan Shen was bluntly rejected by him from his private territory.Therefore, no one knows that although Xie Congxin is not very good at life in front of outsiders, from fine hair to toenails, it can even be said that he is a bit imbecile. Mind.

With less than twelve hours left before the press conference, the hundreds of pages of presentations were finally completed. Xie Congxin and a few assistants had dinner in the cafeteria of the institute, and gave them a night off. I was able to return to the hotel before eight o'clock, took a shower, sat on the sofa chair wrapped in a bathrobe, and read tomorrow's speech.

With his memory, the content has long been engraved in his heart, but he has nothing to do, so he relies on reading to calm his mind.

By the time the doorbell rang, he had gone through his two-and-a-half-hour speech.

He didn't need to think about who would come to him at this point. He got up and opened the door. Pei Ze was standing outside the door, holding a suit of clothes in his hand. He was going to wear it tomorrow. It was a very formal shirt. Pei Ze was probably standing for him. He scalded it again.

Xie Congxin lifted the hanger and thanked him.

Pei Ze didn't leave, Xie Congxin raised his head to meet his gaze, "Is there anything else?"

Pei Ze didn't answer. After looking at him for a few seconds, he suddenly reached out, brushed his hair away, and touched his forehead with his palm.

Xie Congxin: "..."

He really likes such small actions, it's not too out of bounds, but it's intimate and ambiguous, and there's still a little temptation—Xie Congxin doesn't refuse, so he pushes forward, more and more frequently, and no longer hides it.

It's not a primary school student, who is an adult who falls in love like this?

Xie Congxin had a very strong impulse, threw the clothes in his hands, grabbed Pei Ze's collar and pulled him down, stepped on his feet and kissed him.

He took the initiative to bite Pei Ze's lip, so hard that Pei Ze bled. Pei Ze was stunned, but quickly reacted, hugged his waist and kissed him back.Lips and teeth intertwined and collided, making them both hurt, but no one let go, Pei Ze hugged his waist and pulled him into his arms, holding the back of his head to prevent him from retreating, Xie Congxin didn't want to retreat either, He was the one who took the initiative.

Although he has no experience, his learning ability is better than Pei Ze's. Besides, this kind of thing is not difficult at all, just follow his instinct. Xie Congxin took his lower lip into his mouth, licked it with the tip of his tongue, and soon I felt the change in Pei Ze's body.

There was a bang in his ears, the door of the room was closed automatically without anything propping it up, the two of them didn't bother, Pei Ze simply hugged him up against the door panel, Xie Congxin spread his legs and clamped his waist, Being supported by his legs, the slippers on his feet fell off, and the whole person was suspended in the air. The only point of strength was the door behind him and Pei Ze's hand, so he simply put his arms around his neck and pulled him down a little. , slowing down the rhythm of the kiss, biting his lips gently.

In many things, as long as the first step is taken, everything that follows will become natural. In fact, they have already taken the first step. At this moment, it is probably doomed at that time. No matter how much Xie Congxin struggles and procrastinates, he cannot stop The seeds planted grow into towering trees.

He leaned back, and Pei Ze let him go, but didn't let him down.

Xie Congxin was only wearing a bathrobe, and the belt had already been undone during this movement, and the neckline was cut open to reveal a large area of ​​skin, as well as the bite mark on the left shoulder.

In the past one and a half months, the wound has already healed, and the scab has fallen off, leaving a scar, which is still dark in color and is very obvious on the clean skin.Pei Ze lowered his head and kissed that inch of skin, then kissed again, rubbing gently with his still wet lips.

It was too itchy, Xie Congxin kicked him on the shin and said, "I didn't bring the key card."

"There is a spare downstairs." Pei Ze looked up at him.

"..." I don't know if this incomprehensible style is true or not, Xie Congxin narrowed his eyes, "No need, I'll go to sleep with Cheng Yinshang..."

Before the words fell, there was another click on the opposite side. The two looked over together and saw Cheng Yinshang standing at the door holding back a smile. The door is also closed, and I didn't bring my room card, so I'll find Peng Peng to make do with it for the night, haha..."

He obviously came out a long time ago, and I don't know how long he watched it. Xie Congxin didn't realize that Pei Ze's hearing is so good, it's impossible not to notice it.

Xie Congxin was used to being strong, and he even told Cheng Yinshang that he only wanted to be 1, but now he was hugged by Pei Ze like this, and his face was somewhat uncomfortable.He kicked Pei Ze again, frowned and said in a low voice, "Put me down."

Pei Ze stood still, and looked down at the ground. Xie Congxin's white slippers fell on the corridor, and he stepped on them, and they were already dirty.

He nodded to Cheng Yinshang, showing no sign of shyness at all, pulled Xie Congxin's unbuttoned collar better, and walked towards his room just like that.Cheng Yinshang was very winking, and when they reached the door, he went to pick up the clothes that Xie Congxin had thrown on the ground, and said with a smile, "I'll take it down and iron it again, and send it to the captain's room tomorrow morning!"

Xie Congxin: "..."

Pei Ze replied him with a good word, supported Xie Congxin with one hand, and swiped the door with the other hand. After entering, he put Xie Congxin on the bed, took off a new pair of slippers, and knelt on the ground for him to wear.

Xie Congxin propped his arms on the edge of the bed, and he lifted one foot and put on soft cotton slippers.

The lights in Pei Ze's room were not turned on, and the starlight outside was blocked by himself. Pei Ze knelt on one knee in his shadow, but he couldn't see his expression clearly, but Xie Congxin just looked at his outline, and suddenly felt relieved.

Pei Ze's surrender at the moment is enough to calm down all the reluctance in his heart.

—— How insignificant is the control of the body in love, he knows that he has already occupied the highest point in Pei Ze's spiritual world, and that's enough.

Xie Congxin lifted his other foot, stepped on his broad shoulders, and called him softly: "Pei Ze."

The calf under the bathrobe was straight and slender, even the toes were clean and round. Pei Ze raised his head to look at him, and Xie Congxin looked down at his dark pupils condescendingly, "Like me?"

Their mutual gazes can be described as calm, as if this is a very ordinary moment, because the answer has already been tacitly understood, the few words asked, and the answer that follows are nothing more than a necessary ritual.

Pei Ze turned his head, kissed his calf, and then slowly got up while holding the sole of his foot.

The towering tree finally covered the sky and touched the sunlight above its head.He left Xie Congxin's shadow, knelt on the edge of the bed and approached, Xie Congxin was gradually pushed back by his breath, and finally his arms couldn't support him, and he fell into the soft quilt.

"Well," Pei Ze propped one hand on the side of his head, without pressing his body down, brushed his forehead hair with the other hand, and said in a low voice, "I like it."

With his personality, being able to say these two words is already a very, very big improvement. Xie Congxin met his extremely focused eyes and asked word by word: "When the virus antibody is successfully developed, or whether you and I die?"

This was the third time they said this sentence, and the meaning changed every time. Pei Ze lowered his head and kissed Cong Xin's forehead, and said, "Until I die."

Xie Congxin's eyes were a little out of focus, and it took him a long time to come back to his senses. He raised his hand to touch the corner of Pei Ze's eyes, and said, "Then you have to live longer."