How's your day

After leaving the unit building, the cold wind was biting, and there was no one in the community, only an old man on duty sitting alone in the security room at the entrance.

Cheng Fei kept increasing the fare, and finally managed to hail a car on his mobile phone, which showed that it was several hundred meters away from them and would arrive in 2 minutes.

With the cold wind blowing, Lin Xuan felt that he could hardly keep his eyes open, and his face felt like a knife was being scraped, it was so painful.Cheng Fei asked Lin Xuan to stand under the eaves of the security room to hide from the wind, while he stood at the vent and kept looking at the intersection, anxiously waiting for the car to be called.

After getting in the car, the two sat in the back row.Cheng Fei took out his mobile phone and sent Song Yu a message, asking if he was in the rehearsal room or an oolong.

"What's going on tonight?" Lin Xuan asked.

"I don't know either." Cheng Fei answered absent-mindedly, fiddling with the phone in his hand.

"I'll go together," Lin Xuan glanced at him, "There shouldn't be any problem, right?"

"What's the problem?" Cheng Fei asked.

Lin Xuan smiled, "I'm not very familiar with them."

"It's okay." Cheng Fei said, "Actually, I'm not very familiar with them."

"I think you and that lead singer seem to have a good relationship." Lin Xuan said.

Cheng Fei paused and nodded.

He was thinking whether to take the opportunity to tell Lin Xuan about his sexual orientation, but... Cheng Fei looked at the driver who was driving in front of him.

Forget it, let's talk about it next time.

I don't know if Lin Xuan can accept it.

If you can't accept it, what should you do?

When we arrived at Oolong, there were unexpectedly many people, and the whole bar was full.It seems that what Song Yu said is right, there are many people who are homeless during the Chinese New Year, and if they don’t want to stay at home alone, they can only go to the bar and spend this festival reveling with strangers.

The interior decoration of Oolong has changed its style. The dim hall is brightly lit today. Normally, you can only see the faces of people within three meters. Today, standing at the door, you can even see the lipstick number of the girl twisting her waist at the bottom of the dance floor. clear.

It doesn't have the atmosphere of a bar at all, but it has a festive atmosphere.

It seems that everyone tacitly believes that the festival should be bright and refreshed.

Whether the past year was bad or sad, throw it all away today and welcome the new year cleanly.

There were too many people, Cheng Fei and Lin Xuan finally squeezed to the bar, but were told that there were no tables today, and all the seats were full.

It was still a long time before midnight.

"You can sit at the bar." The bartender suggested.

Cheng Fei glanced around, and had to admit that there are only two seats at the bar, although it is very remote and very small.

He had no choice but to nod.

The bartender led them to sit down, "What would you like to drink?"

"Dark beer."

"How many bottles do you want?"

"I'll have a bottle." Cheng Fei asked Lin Xuan, "What about you?"

"Me too, a bottle." Lin Xuan said.

"Okay." The bar bent slightly, smiled at them, and left.

Not long after, the bartender brought two bottles of dark beer, a plate of fruit and a plate of nuts, and placed them in front of them.

Cheng Fei wondered, "We didn't order these?"

The bartender put away the tray, bowed his head and said, "These are a gift, happy new year."

The surroundings were too noisy, and Cheng Fei didn't hear it clearly. He only heard the last four words Happy New Year, so he raised his head and said Happy New Year too.

The bar said something and left. There are so many people today, they are all very busy.

While drinking, Cheng Fei saw Xiao Zhang not far away, and wanted to say hello to him, but seeing that Xiao Zhang was busy like a spiral, he gave up calling him.

What's more, it's so noisy here, even if you call him, you may not be able to hear it.

The surrounding area was filled with the sound of deafening music and the noise of the crowd.

In fact, Cheng Fei didn't come here today to drink, let alone to watch any special performance, he just wanted to meet Song Yu.

Even if Song Yu didn't ask him to come, he would find a way to come here today.After all, on such a special day, I always feel that we need to meet each other.

He had never liked anyone before, and the last time he had a crush was in elementary school.

There was a new boy in their class who was neatly dressed and his hair combed meticulously. Compared with other kids in the class who were still playing with snotty noses, he looked like a little prince.

But this secret love only lasted for a month, and the little prince moved away after a month. It is said that he felt that he didn't fit in with their school, and the family planned to send him abroad.

After Cheng Fei found out, he was sad for a full week. A week later, he and Lin Xuan, who was at the same table at the time, worked together to paint the walls of their house with colored oil pens.

After that, Lin Xuan was punished to stand in front of the wall and reflect on himself, while he was beaten up severely. After Cheng's mother beat Cheng's father, the money for repainting the wall was deducted from his pocket money.

The pain in his body and the pain of not having pocket money overwhelmed his pain of broken love, and made him no longer think about the little prince.

Later, Cheng Fei knew that liking boys was something different, and if he said it, other people would look at him strangely.

So he shrank cowardly, and was not ready to face his heart directly, just pretending that nothing happened.

He thought that as long as he didn't take that step, he didn't count.

But suddenly one day, Song Yu appeared.

It broke into his life without warning, creating an overwhelming sense of presence, which made him throw away his armor and armor before he could react, and was defeated.

He didn't know when he was tempted.

How much he likes it, he doesn't know.

Even Song Yu was not very clear to him.

He knew almost nothing about Song Yu.

Maybe it was this kind of hazy feeling that kept him restless and thinking about it all the time.

When you think about it, you think about it in your heart.

Now he can't figure out how he and Song Yu have developed to this point, and he always feels that everything is in a daze, everything is done by instinct, and there is no time to think clearly in his heart.

He had thought about it for a long time since the last bar incident.Finally he was sure, he liked Song Yu, he wanted to be with Song Yu.

Even if other things are not clear, but he is very clear about these two points.

very clear.

He originally wanted to wait until after the New Year, when he came back from London, he would formally confess his love to Song Yu, but he secretly wondered if Song Yu also liked him a little bit.But recently he was getting more and more anxious, especially when Song Yu didn't reply to his messages, the anxiety in his heart became even heavier.

He was not sure at all, and he could even imagine Song Yu's mocking expression after hearing the confession in his mind.

lifelike.

Just like the way I look at him occasionally.

Look like a fool.

Except for laughing at him, Song Yu always had a calm expression, and couldn't tell what was going on in his heart at all.

He wasn't even sure if there were other people around Song Yu, and if he was the only one who maintained a relationship with Song Yu.

Cheng Fei took a big gulp of beer, and the bottle made a crisp sound when it was placed on the bar.

He made up his mind, not waiting for his return from London.

Just today.

He is going to confess his love to Song Yu today.

Whether it is life or death, he needs an answer today.

As the night deepened, the atmosphere in the bar became more and more boiling.By 11 o'clock, the band hit the stage on time.

They dressed up very normally today. They didn't dye their hair in strange colors or wear strange clothes. They looked like a normal band.

It was rare for Song Yu to tie up her hair on the stage, and the color was dyed back to black. I don't know when it was dyed.

Showing a plain face, without the usual heavy makeup for stage effect, it looks so good.

All the lights of the bar were focused on him, and he stood in the center of the beam, holding the microphone stand, and smiled slightly, looking very well-behaved.

"happy New Year to all."

After he finished saying this, Jiang Yulei gently tossed the drumstick up, and reached out to catch it after spinning a few times in the air. The first drumbeat was sounded and the performance began.

Cheng Fei stared at the stage intently, and Lin Xuan seemed to say something to him, but he didn't hear a word, and only focused on Song Yu on the stage.

Song Yu seemed to be shining today, she didn't need to sing, just standing there had already attracted everyone's attention.

He seemed born to be on everyone's radar.

He is so fit for the stage, a man like him deserves to stand on stage and be worshiped by all.

For the first time, Cheng Fei felt that the stage of the bar was too small, which was far from enough for Song Yu.

Song Yu shouldn't just stand on such a small stage and perform in front of these people. He should go to a bigger stage and sing his favorite song in front of more people.

He doesn't belong here.

Cheng Fei was overwhelmed by the sudden depression, he couldn't tell what he was feeling, he just felt very depressed.

He always knew that he and Song Yu were not in the same category as himself.

But until today, he really realized how deep the gap between them is, like two planets, which look very close, but are actually thousands of miles away.

"There is one last minute." When the performance ended, the band did not step down, and the LED screen behind

Start counting down.

60, 59, 58, 57....

In the last ten seconds, Song Yu held the microphone and started counting down, "Ten, nine, eight, seven..."

Everyone in the bar counted down with him, and only the sound of counting down could be heard in the entire space.

"five four three two one!"

Huge shouts erupted from the crowd, and everyone began to shout and scream like venting, jumping crazily, welcoming the new year with the craziest gesture.

"Happy New Year!" Several people on the stage held microphones and shouted unevenly.

Cheng Fei looked at Song Yu who was smiling on the stage, drank the last sip of wine from the bottle, and smiled at Lin Xuan beside him, "Happy New Year."

Lin Xuan also smiled and said to him, "Happy New Year."

"Wait, I still have something to say." Song Yu on the stage suddenly said, the light beam hitting the stage has not moved away, he stood in the light, "I don't know if a friend will come today, There were too many people and I couldn't find him."

Cheng Fei's breathing was stagnant, and he vaguely felt that Song Yu was talking about himself, and his heart began to beat crazily, thumping, as if it was about to jump out of his body.

The crowd below guessed what was about to happen, and they all looked at the stage with great interest.

"Cheng Fei." Song Yu called out his name in the next second, "I don't know if you are here, if you are, can you be my boyfriend?"

The whole bar seemed to be still, Cheng Fei couldn't hear anything, he couldn't hear the booing, whistling, and screaming of the crowd around him.

Even his heart seemed to have stopped beating.

He froze in place, as if he had added a special blur effect to his eyes, he could only see the person on the stage, and he could only hear what that person said.

He said, can you be my boyfriend?