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In the end, there was still half a basket of skewers left, so Cheng Fei cooked them and packed them up, ready to go back and feed the three people in the dormitory.

When they arrived at the dormitory, the thin monkey and the fat man were starving and throbbing with hunger. Seeing him coming in with a bag, they immediately went up to him with green eyes, snatched the bag and ate it.

Cheng Fei glanced at Lin Xuan's empty desk, "Where's Lin Xuan?"

"I went to the library." The fat man said vaguely with his mouth full of food.

"He must be working too hard." Cheng Fei took off his coat and hung it in the closet, "Didn't he get far behind No.2 last semester? Why are you still working so hard?"

"You don't understand the world of Xueba, so don't speculate about the spiritual world of our Lin Xueba." The thin monkey held a skewered beef in his hand.

Cheng Fei shrugged, sat on his chair, turned on the computer, and called up the schedule.

The form was made by him last semester, and it listed his general plans for the past few years in college, as well as various certificate plans to be tested.

Cheng Fei looked at the list of unfinished plans above, sighed, took out the information book resignedly, rummaged through the drawer to find the library card, and prepared to go to the library to meet Lin Daxueba.

The thin monkey saw him standing up with the book in his arms, "What are you doing? Don't tell me you're going to the library too?"

"Ordinary people like you won't understand the world of a top student." Cheng Fei put on a thicker coat.

"Oh my God, is there any way for us scumbags to survive? Living in such a dormitory is so stressful that we can't even play games happily," Shouhou said.

"It's okay, Fatty is with you, so feel at ease and be your scumbag." Cheng Fei smiled at him, walked out of the dormitory, and closed the door intimately.

"Hey." The thin monkey hugged the fat man next to him, "Fortunately, I still have you, otherwise I would have to apply for a change of dormitory."

He buried his head in eating a bunch of fat people who didn't listen to the two of them: "???"

Cheng Fei found Lin Xuan in the library without much effort, sat where they usually sat, and walked over softly.

Lin Xuan felt someone sitting down next to him, raised his head and saw Cheng Fei's figure, and was stunned for a moment.

Cheng Fei raised his eyebrows at him, sat down, and handed him the hot black tea he bought on the way.

Lin Xuan took the black tea, and the two did not speak in a tacit understanding. They each looked down at the information books in their hands without communicating.

The library is very quiet, only the sound of flipping books and strokes on the notebooks from time to time, everyone is studying seriously.

Cheng Fei was soon immersed in the information books, not even aware of the passage of time, until Lin Xuan next to him touched him and pointed to the watch on the wall, only to realize that it was almost closing time.

He packed up his notebooks, put on his schoolbag, and walked out of the library with Lin Xuan.

The two of them walked towards the dormitory. At this time, there was no one on campus, only a few students who had just come out of the library like them, walked quickly with their books down under the lonely streetlight.

"You..." Lin Xuan started to talk, but didn't continue.

Cheng Fei was distracted, and was stunned for a moment, "What?"

Lin Xuan pursed his lips and said, "Are you and Song Yu serious?"

"What?" Cheng Fei was at a loss, not understanding what he meant.

Lin Xuan said again: "Are you two serious dating?"

"Yes." Cheng Fei took it for granted, "Otherwise?"

"Then, aren't you going to tell Aunt Cheng and Uncle Cheng?" Lin Xuan said.

"Are you talking about coming out?" Cheng Fei frowned, "It's impossible for them to accept it."

Lin Xuan looked up at him, "So you're not going to say it?"

"Yeah." Cheng Fei said, "It's not like you don't know what my mother is like. If you tell her, she won't blow it up. During the Chinese New Year, she and my grandma forced me to have a girlfriend. It's really annoying."

"What about Song Yu, has he come out with his family?"

"Him?" Cheng Fei said, "I don't know too well, why did you suddenly think of asking this?"

"I suddenly thought of it." Lin Xuan said.

Cheng Fei kicked the pebbles away from his feet, "I haven't thought much about coming out, it's too far away for me, at least I have to wait until after I graduate. And coming out, Anyway, it doesn't affect Song Yu and I, we can talk about whatever we want, and we don't want to get married, and we don't need to meet our parents."

Lin Xuan wanted to say something, but swallowed it back without opening his mouth.

"But it's amazing." Cheng Fei said to Lin Xuan, "You accepted the matter between me and Song Yu so calmly, without any surprise, and now you are still discussing with me about coming out."

"What's so magical, it's not uncommon to be gay now." Lin Xuan said.

"That's right." Cheng Fei smiled, "At first I thought you couldn't accept it."

"Why?" Lin Xuan asked him.

"I don't know, I just feel like you might not be able to accept it." Cheng Fei thought about it for a while, "Maybe it's because you have always played obediently since you were a child."

"Really." Lin Xuan said softly, "Actually, I'm not good either."

"You are not considered obedient, so there will be no obedient people in the world." Cheng Fei grabbed Lin Xuan's shoulders and walked staggeringly, "You have been the kind of child in other people's families in legends since you were a child, because you It's not like you don't know how miserable I am."

"If it wasn't for me, you probably wouldn't even be able to pass the college entrance examination now." Lin Xuan said.

"That's right." Cheng Fei laughed happily, "Isn't it because you always took No.1 in the exam when you were a child, and it seemed that my bottom one was particularly obvious, which led to being scolded and beaten by my mother every day, and finally started to study hard to survive. .”

After finishing speaking, Cheng Fei vaguely felt that something was wrong with what he said, and secretly glanced at Lin Xuan's expression.

"Why?" Lin Xuan felt that he was sneaking a glance at himself, and looked back at him.

"No." Cheng Fei hesitated for a while, then said, "Your family..."

Before he finished speaking, Lin Xuan interrupted him, "They are coming back."

"What?" Cheng Fei immediately let go of Lin Xuan when he heard the words, stood in front of him and looked at him, "Go home?"

"En." Lin Xuan nodded calmly.

"How do you know? They contacted you?" Cheng Fei asked him.

"Call me." Lin Xuan said.

Cheng Fei frowned, "Why didn't you tell me?"

Lin Xuan looked at him, "There's nothing to say about it. They were just going on a business trip. Isn't it normal to come back when the time comes?"

Cheng Fei frowned even more when he heard this, and said in a serious tone, "Then what are you going to do?"

Lin Xuan glanced sideways at the streetlight behind Cheng Fei's head, and said softly, "I don't know."

"I don't know what it means." Cheng Fei was a little anxious, "You...you don't want to go home, do you?"

Lin Xuan looked directly into Cheng Fei's eyes, and said calmly: "This is my home, where can I go if I don't go back?"

Cheng Fei felt that what he asked was nonsense, "Just stay at my house!"

"I don't want to stay." Compared to Cheng Fei's excitement, Lin Xuan looked very calm.

Cheng Fei didn't understand what he was thinking, "Why don't you want to stay? Could it be that my family treats you badly?"

"I don't mean that, I just think..." Lin Xuan said to Cheng Fei, "I can stay in your house for a while, but can I stay in your house for a lifetime?"

Cheng Fei took it for granted, "Why not? You can stay as long as you want, what's the problem?"

Lin Xuan pursed his lips and stopped talking.

"No, why are you so mean?" Cheng Fei had a look of resentment, "What's wrong with my house, you can't stay any longer, you have to go back? What are you going back for? Get beaten up?"

Lin Xuan took a deep look at Cheng Fei, didn't speak, and walked around him.

Cheng Fei grabbed him and said angrily, "I didn't mean that, I was just a little anxious."

Lin Xuan shook off his hand and continued to walk forward.

"No, don't go." Cheng Fei followed, "Why are you angry with me?"

Lin Xuan stopped and turned around, "I know you care about me, but tell me, Cheng Fei, what would you do if you were me?"

Cheng Fei was stopped by his question and was speechless for a while.

Lin Xuan continued to be aggressive: "What do you want me to do? Never go home for the rest of my life? Go to the police? Let the police take my mother away?"

"That was not what I meant..."

"Do you think I'm useless now?" Before Cheng Fei could speak, Lin Xuan said, "I also think I'm useless, but what can I do? Do I have to watch Li Xiuxiang go to prison with my own eyes? ?"

"I didn't force you to call the police, nor did I want to send Aunt Lin to prison." Cheng Fei explained with difficulty, "It's just that nothing has been resolved now. You went back, and then? Did you change anything? Nothing changed, So what's the point of you living out during this time? I don't want you to go home, I just don't want you to go back to your previous life. You are an adult, and you don't have to be raised by someone at the age of 6 or 7 to grow up. It’s big, and even a child can choose the life he wants.”

Lin Xuan might want to laugh, but he didn't. He tried his best to keep his tone calm, "Do you think I don't want to? But how can it be so simple? Don't talk about anything else, just talk about money. You know why I talk about money every day. Do you want to go to the library? I don’t have any money, and the only money I have is given to me by Aunt Cheng. If I can’t get the scholarship, will I have to live on your family’s relief in the future? And let’s not talk about this, just get a scholarship What is the scholarship enough for? If I don’t go home, what will I use to pay for my tuition? What will I use to eat? What will I use to live? I will go to London in my sophomore year, tell me where I will get the money from?”

Cheng Fei felt like his head was going to explode, "Are you just worried about this? Are you sick? I can help you if you have money, and if I can't afford it, my family can help you too. What's there to worry about? ?”

"So I'm going to be raised by your family all the time? You depend on you for food, clothes, and school. What is this?" Lin Xuan was a little excited as he spoke. Obviously, these thoughts had already been in his mind, but Never said it.

Cheng Fei really couldn't understand what he cared about. In his logical thinking, what Lin Xuan said was not a troublesome thing at all, it was too small to be worth mentioning, "What's wrong with this? We are the best Friend, what are you pretending to be?"

"Because I feel ashamed!" Lin Xuan finally shouted loudly, "I feel very ashamed! I don't want to rely on your family for food, clothing and housing!"

Cheng Fei was provoked by him, and said indiscriminately, "What's the shame? Don't you feel ashamed if you go back and get beaten?"

Lin Xuan lost his mind and shouted: "Yeah! I earn money from beatings, or hard-earned money. What shame?"

"Could you stop digging into a dead end?" Cheng Fei grabbed his arm, took a deep breath, calmed himself down, and tried to communicate with him calmly, "If you don't want to live in my house, fine, fine, I won't force you." You. But you are not allowed to go back to live, you can either rent a house to live in, or you can live in the school, we can go to work together for money, and earn money by ourselves, without my family paying for it. "

He looked into Lin Xuan's eyes, and said in a calm tone: "Is this okay for the head office? I won't pay you, and my family won't pay you either. You can work and earn money by yourself. If you can't do it, you can get a loan and wait until you graduate. Pay back the work. Anyway, there are many ways, there is no need to rely on money from your parents to live."

Lin Xuan looked at Cheng Fei and fell silent. After a while, he whispered, "But I want to go to London with you."

"Go, let's go together. Isn't it possible to apply for a scholarship for studying abroad? If it's not enough, apply for a loan. If it doesn't work, you can take it as a loan from our family and pay it back slowly later." Cheng Fei said to him, "It's okay. ? Is this not ashamed?"

Cheng Fei saw that Lin Xuan still didn't speak, and said: "Besides, we are only students now. Isn't it normal to have no money? It's also normal to need help from others. There is no need to refuse it because of self-esteem. We have been together for so many years. I've known you since you were naked, and now you tell me that you feel ashamed to rely on our family, aren't you slapping me in the face? You have eaten all these years of friendship. "

Lin Xuan lowered his eyes and did not speak.

Cheng Fei saw that his attitude softened, and his tone became lighter: "If you don't have any money, it will only be a few years. When you graduate and work, won't you start to make money? Then you can pay it back slowly. Why worry? Ah, a good life is waving to you in front of you, there is no need to go back to the quagmire for a few money."

"I said so much, did you listen?" Cheng Fei nodded Lin Xuan's head, "Look up at me."

Lin Xuan raised his head.

"Speak." Cheng Fei said.

"talk."

"Are you angry with me?" Cheng Fei pointed at him, "Speak carefully, do you understand?"

After several seconds, Lin Xuan finally said, "Understood."

"Is that embarrassing?"

"Shame." Lin Xuan said.

"Tsk." Cheng Fei pointed at him again dissatisfied, "Answer well, is it embarrassing?"

Lin Xuan let out a breath, admitted defeat and said, "No shame."

"That's good." Cheng Fei took his shoulders again, and dragged him to the bottom of the dormitory building, "Then it's a deal, don't go back on your word."

Lin Xuan was staggered by him, and took several steps to stabilize himself.

"Tomorrow, let's go see if there are any part-time job shops nearby." Cheng Fei said lightly, as if he had solved a serious problem in his heart, "There is nothing that can't be solved, just stop thinking about it all day long."

"But the class is full tomorrow." Lin Xuan still said calmly.

"The day after tomorrow." Cheng Fei said nonchalantly, "I don't think you should rent a house. If you want to go back to my house on weekends, you can go back to have a meal with me. If you don't want to go back, you can stay in the dormitory. I'll bring you delicious food when I come back. This will save you money, although you won't earn much from part-time jobs, it should be no problem to meet your daily expenses."

Lin Xuan was led into the dormitory building by him, and he hummed lightly while Cheng Fei was speaking.