"Mo Mo..." Jiang Xiaochuan looked flustered, always feeling very uneasy in his heart, Mo Mo had something to say, but judging by his appearance, he didn't intend to say anything to him.

"It's too late, let's go to sleep." Mo put down the things at hand, and touched Jiang Xiaochuan's head. His face was calm, and there was no prelude to the storm at all.Compared to being silent like this, Jiang Xiaochuan would rather be like him in the past, using some tricks and methods to punish him and vent his unhappiness.

Lying on the bed, as usual, the two should argue about who gets on and who gets off like wrestling, and have a flirtatious flirtatious, but today, there is no such thing.Mo Mo turned his back to himself, covered with a quilt, silent as if not breathing.Jiang Xiaochuan wanted to reach out his hand several times, but he didn't know where to put it.He was angry, otherwise he wouldn't have left him alone. Such silence was terrifying.

After thinking for a while, Jiang Xiaochuan stretched out his hand timidly, pinched Mo Mo's pajamas: "Mo Mo, are you unhappy?"

Mo turned back and grabbed Jiang Xiaochuan's hand: "I'm not angry, you can rest."

The reassuring temperature returned again, and Jiang Xiaochuan was about to close his eyes in satisfaction, but the warmth was fleeting, and Mo's hand was drawn back again.Jiang Xiaochuan couldn't bear such cold and explosive force, he knew he was wrong, but he couldn't bear to follow Mo's will and leave him.After all, there are still things that cannot be let go.

Jiang Xiaochuan was a little annoyed at Mo Mo's incomprehension. When two people are together, they should be considerate of each other. He said he would return to the ice fire, but Mo Mo couldn't bear to part with that day or two. He was so anxious that he wanted to take him away.Puzzled, he withdrew his hand and shrank it in front of his chest.A silent estrangement suddenly spread out, and neither wanted to argue nor explain, allowing the gap to widen and finally shatter between the two.

Disputes always have a result. Jiang Xiaochuan went to sleep unwillingly and angry, but reaped the loneliness and silence of the room the next day.

****

Waking up in the morning, Jiang Xiaochuan found that the bedside was already cold, and the body temperature belonging to another person had disappeared for a long time.Panicked for a moment, he jumped out of bed without even wearing shoes, and ran out of the dormitory, only to find that the luggage packed last night was gone, except for a dark red pocket, which was his luggage without even thinking about it.

There was a bitterness in his mouth, unwilling to admit the fact that he was left alone, his mind was in chaos, as if a villain was holding a flag and saying to himself: You can't have both.There are gains and losses, and you said you wanted to stay. Mo just obeyed your will and kept you in Omer.

Yes, the remaining resistance is gone, but why does my heart hurt so much?Jiang Xiaochuan folded his arms, squatted on the ground, and walked away silently. He left himself and didn't want him anymore.Yes, he has no ability, his mouth is bad and selfish, he knows all this, but Mo has always tolerated himself, always gentle as if he can tolerate all his misery.

The lover is gone, he is lonely.

His cheeks were icy cold, and Jiang Xiaochuan reached out to touch them in a trance, and it turned out that they were tears that he hadn't shed for a long time.During the time when he came to the other world, he lived happily and freely. He had no chance at all, let alone cry. First, men don’t like to cry, and second, it’s really good to protect him silently. I have not tasted the sufferings of the world, and I am happy every day with enough food and clothing.

There is a limit to indulgence, and Jiang Xiaochuan finally knew where the limit was, but the person who drew the limit was no longer there, and he was abandoned.Taking a deep breath, he still couldn't help crying.The ice and fire are so far away, how can he walk back, does Mo still want him?It's still like throwing away my shoes and classifying him with the human race that has always been disliked, nothing special.

Perhaps, only in this way can he know that some things are precious, because opportunities are not repeated, and those who think they will stay forever will not stay forever.

***

It has been ten days since he left silently, and Jiang Xiaochuan found himself like a person lacking food, hungry and dizzy, sluggish, squatting in a certain place, watching people coming and going, unable to raise his spirits.I thought I would be able to participate in the reconstruction, at least to transport a few pieces of wood.But after inadvertent falls again and again, he was kindly persuaded to rest on the side.

Facing Er Yu's puzzled question, he could only smile wryly, rejecting all the rewards from the monarch, he was no longer interested in being a court figure.What can I say?The lover left, but left him alone?Jiang Xiaochuan couldn't say such words, but just counted the days in the sunshine.

It's not that he didn't think of a way, but, with his own strength, how could he reach the Ice and Fire Continent safe and sound?Without a pioneer, without a map, without knowing how to sail, going to sea would be ridiculous, is that all?

Er Yu patted Jiang Xiaochuan on the shoulder and sat down beside him: "Look what, are there any flowers on your fingers? Or are you going to count six fingers?" looking at what.Probably lost something, and I was very upset.

"I wish I was worrying about whether my fingers could turn into flowers, but unfortunately not." Surprised by the despair in Jiang Xiaochuan's mouth, Eryu stared at the other's drooping eyebrows, and asked suspiciously: "What are you doing? Not too emotional?"

Jiang Xiaochuan was dejected: "How can I get taller, Eryu... If I want to go to sea, to the Ice and Fire Continent, do you think it is possible?"

"Binghuo... maybe." Eryu thought about the mysterious and exciting place on the map, and no one could reach it. With this answer, Jiang Xiaochuan will be even more desperate.

"..." Is it possible to continue in despair like this, doing nothing, dying?Or do you think there is any way to save it?

"Forget it, Eryu, I finally understand a truth. For some things, if you are wrong, you are wrong. It is meaningless to repeatedly entangle and suffer. For me, the important thing is how to recover." Xiaoqiang Jiang Xiaochuan stood up, and in an instant Feel the power in your body.Perhaps, grief and remorse are the best expressions at this time, but it has been painful, so it can only go on like this.Depressed, living in remorse and nostalgia.

"You just need to figure it out." For some reason, Eryu felt that Xiao Chuan couldn't keep him anymore.The heart is not in the body, let alone standing with him.Suddenly, I felt that everything was like a dream. The counterattack of those monsters suddenly seemed to be just a fragment. Now that I think about it, it has become blurred with time.The same is true for Jiang Xiaochuan's figure. Once he disappears, it will probably end without a trace.

"I may have to go, but please." Jiang Xiaochuan turned around and held Eryu's arm, "Please give me a boat, His Excellency, I want to go to sea alone."

Eryu asked in surprise, "What?" Going to sea?Did he hear correctly? "You are not a sailor at all, and you don't know the direction, how are you going to go to sea?"

Jiang Xiaochuan shrugged indifferently: "Then give me a small boat, as long as it doesn't sink." Eryu frowned, the joke was not funny at all, but Jiang Xiaochuan seemed to be very serious.

"You really, want to go to sea?"

"Well Well."

"What if you get lost? What if the boat sinks? You don't know how to sail a boat at all."

"Then die."

"..."

In fact, it's not that pessimistic. In the dark, Jiang Xiaochuan always feels that there will be guidance, just like when he first came, didn't Delu find him quickly?If even the boat he was driving could ride the wind and waves all the way back to Mo Mo's side, then what would be insurmountable between the two of them?If it cannot be reached, let him drift on the sea.

With persistence, after ten days, Jiang Xiaochuan boarded the special ship specially made for him by the Pope. The ship was not big, but its style was like the original banana pancake, and it was equipped with enough supplies.There were also several crew members, but Jiang Xiaochuan refused.His intuition told him that Momo didn't like outsiders.

Sea voyages are depressing, Jiang Xiaochuan bravely endured loneliness and boredom, and moved forward with anticipation and hope.More than a month later, Jiang Xiaochuan saw the tip of the iceberg in the Ice and Fire Continent.

As in the past, the towering Tongtian Tower, like a lighthouse, stood still.

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The author has something to say:

Put your palms together, thank you for watching the last ones.

I was too tired to write this article. In November 11, when I was writing to the point of enthusiasm, I was notified to take the exam, and it was an internal medicine as thick as a brick.Well, study hard, I still want to compete, at least get a third-class scholarship.From then on, the exams followed one another until the holidays.

When I got home and wanted to start writing again, I found that I could no longer find the passion and YY that I had when I wrote this article. The only thing I was sure of was to finish writing it, not to give up halfway.There are no comments, and the number of people who read the article is very small. I understand these, after all, I am also an author with unstable updates.

For this book, there seems to be nothing to say, everything is going according to the outline, and there are many places in the middle that are lightly mentioned, such as the battle scenes that were originally depicted, and various things in the God of Weeping Continent.

In the end, it was broken like this, and I was a little speechless.The enthusiasm is over, that's it, many times I want to force myself, but I feel empty when I sit in front of the computer.I'm really sorry for the friends who followed the article all the way, the only thing I can do is not to cheat.

The new article has already been opened, and this time I probably won’t face the scene of frantic review, because I will have an internship in June, and I hope I can have enough time to write articles after the internship.It's one of my few hobbies after all.If this article can make you feel okay, I am very honored, if there is a storm, I have no choice but to hide my face and run away.

I sincerely thank my friends who followed the article all the way. Your persistence is the driving force for my persistence.

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