just to eat the grass

He suppressed himself until Su Meng fell in love with someone, and then went to prison again. At that time, Su Meng said many hurtful things to him and he didn't make too much expression. He only knew that Su Meng said Light and light, but for him to do it, it is more difficult than climbing to the sky...

At that time, he really wanted to say: "Su Meng, if you can stop loving her and stop thinking about her, then I can also part ways with you from now on, and never appear in front of you again in this life."

But he couldn't bear to uncover his scars, so he could only endure it, scarring his heart, secret love, first love is the most beautiful thing in this world, he remembered that when Su Meng fell in love with that person He said it himself, at that time he just smiled, first love, secret love is like a sugar-coated pill to him, it looks very sweet, but it is extremely bitter.

Su Meng was sentenced to ten years in prison after that incident, and he was also sent abroad by his father. The reason was that Su Meng would affect him. He thought that staying here would not help him. Maybe he followed his father's wishes. After going abroad, although his father has a bad temper, he is not a cold-blooded person. After all, the Su family and his wife have helped him raise their son for so many years. His father will definitely repay the favor of the Su family, but not now. .

In the distant America, he could only pray again and again that Su Meng would not be bullied in prison. Sometimes he would ask his father about Su Meng on the sidelines, but his father would only say that he had done his best. Although he was the mayor, He is not a judge. If Su Meng kills someone, he has committed a crime. The only thing he can do is to make him suffer less in prison and get out earlier.

Four years later, when he got the news that Su Meng had commuted his sentence and was released from prison, he immediately rushed back from the United States. He was still studying for a master's degree at the time, but is there anything more important than seeing Su Meng?

Is that Su Meng?His brother, his lover, his relatives...

He learned a lot in the United States and became more mature than before. In the United States, he learned not only academic things, but also some things that he never thought of.

In many gay bars, it is so common for men to kiss each other. He once wondered if he was a gay himself, so he felt that way towards Su Meng.

He's slept with other people, all kinds, and every time he climaxes, the name he calls is Su Meng, Su Meng, Su Meng...

He really loves him, loves to the bone marrow...

Su Meng was released from prison, but he knew that Su Meng would never let it go. Sure enough, half a year after he was released from prison, Su Meng found him and said, "Du Heng, I'm going to kill Yuexi."

He didn't show too much surprise, because this was what he expected, Su Meng is a person who has revenge, Yuexi caused Su Meng to lose his beloved and went to jail, how could he let him continue to roam free .

He couldn't help but want to say "I love you" to him several times, but when the love was crazy, these three words were so difficult to say, and he had too many worries. After all, he still didn't dare, because it was too I love him, so I dare not gamble.

Su Meng wants to take revenge, so he will be his military advisor. Su Meng has a fiery personality and is not calm at all, which will harm him, so he uses money to help Su Meng take care of everything, and let him enter a life of no future and is about to be killed by Qing Yan. The small gang that helped close.

It took him and Su Meng two years, that small gang annexed the Qingyan Gang, and then Yue Xi, the boss of the Qingyan Gang, died in Su Meng's hands. After killing Yuexi, Su Meng's life became even more chaotic. .

In fact, Su Meng is not happy, he thought, in fact, Su Meng didn't want to kill Yuexi, he just wanted to turn back the time, return to that youthful era, he was not so arrogant and domineering, so he couldn't mess with him later So many incidents are coming...

Maybe that way, he can be with the girl he likes, or get married...

At first, he disguised himself in front of Su Meng, pretending to be a normal man looking for a woman to have fun, but he couldn't be hard on a woman, and that woman seemed to see that she was not interested in him, that's why he Climbing into Su Meng's bed, when he found two people loving each other on his bed, he just smiled lightly, closed the door, and said in his heart: "Fortunately, it was a woman who seduced Su Meng, not man."

But later on, his ugliness was gradually revealed. Although Su Meng didn't express any dislike for him looking for a man, he knew that Su Meng didn't like it, but if he didn't find someone to accompany him, he was afraid that he would not be able to bear it. Kiss him, touch him, let him scream like those teenagers underneath her, and cum tremblingly...

Perhaps it was because he had been suppressing his feelings for Su Meng, and later he suffered from severe depression. He began to harm himself. There were many scars on his arms, which were messy and intertwined, but when you look carefully, you will find those Looking at the scar horizontally and vertically, it will form the word 'Mongolian'.

Later, Su Meng asked him to see a psychiatrist and met Zhang Junhao unexpectedly.

Zhang Junhao is Su Meng and his classmate. At that time, Su Meng went to the United States after Su Meng was imprisoned. The two also lost contact. Zhang Junhao became a policeman. That guy seemed to know what he did to Su Meng, so he made side-stepping remarks. I want to chat with him about Su Meng.

Zhang Junhao said: "Du Heng, you and I are classmates and I won't hide it from you. I'm also gay. We're on the same road. I can understand your thoughts on Su Meng at a glance. He is now a gangster in City A." The boss of the leader, you can't deal with him. If you use force, the brothers in the gang will not let you go. I want to help you for your father's sake. You help me choose this Su gang, and I will protect you. Su Meng is safe, I will hand him over to you when the time comes, and he can do whatever you want."

In fact, Zhang Junhao's proposal has been thought about a long time ago. In terms of resourcefulness, Su Meng is not as good as him, let alone fighting. It is easy for him to subdue Su Meng, but he is reluctant...

Sometimes he thinks, let's destroy Su Meng, even if it is violent or imprisoned, as long as he is by his side, he can hold him to sleep at night, so that he does not escape from places beyond his vision. good……

But it's still those three words, I can't bear to...

He agreed to Zhang Junhao, but he was not stupid enough to believe Zhang Junhao's words. He didn't like Su Meng's depraved appearance. He liked that lively and active boy who was as hot as the noon sun...

He doesn't want to see Su Meng change one young girlfriend after another, and he doesn't want to do anything for Su Meng anymore, he just wants to hug him, tell him I love you, and kiss his eyes... …

His sanity finally collapsed, and he killed Su Meng, the Su Meng he had been protecting all along...

He loves him, but ends up destroying him...

Du Heng looked at Su Meng, who was kneeling on the ground stiffly in front of him, tears streaming down his face. For the first time in 31 years, he embraced him as a lover...

"Su Meng...Su Meng...I love you..." He kissed the other's cold lips, sobbing...

"Su Meng...but you are a brother..." He cried hysterically in the last sentence, which contained too many emotions that Su Meng didn't understand. Su Meng always thought that they were the strongest buddies in the world, But only he knew that behind that pure brotherhood, he was so filthy and coveted him...

If possible, he would also like to just be his best friend, but he can't do it. Su Meng appeared at the very beginning of his life, existing as a relative and a brother, and he didn't know when his quality changed...

Su Meng is everything to him, but everything about Su Meng is not his...

Du Heng thought, maybe if Su Meng died, he would belong to him...

will it...

Du Heng closed his eyes, and there was the sound of footsteps outside the door, and then the door was opened, and military boots stepped on the floor making a crisp sound. Du Heng didn't even look outside the door, he only had Su Meng in his eyes.

"Du Heng, well done."

The other party praised him, but only he knew that he had done the worst thing in his life, which was to kill the person he loved the most...