troubled times reckless

He was dressed in the ironed uniform of the Central Army, which supported his good figure.

There are light-colored scars on the handsome eyebrows, which add to his charm.

After seeing each other after so many days, I can't take my eyes off...

Yue Weiren looked at me, then at him, and slapped me in the face: "Liang Hao?"

I came back to my senses: "Brother Yue, I want to eat plums."

"Sure, then you guys talk first, I'll pick some for you, most of the ones in the yard are ripe."

Yue Weiren turned and left, the moment the door was locked, I could no longer restrain myself from looking at him greedily.

"I like you……"

I muttered.

"I like you so much...you're gone...I think you can't eat well, and you can't sleep well."

Sniffing, he sat down at the table and poured a pot of tea.

I watched his every movement, every gesture.

"No one can bear your liking like this." He took a sip of water and said calmly, his voice was no longer the ecstasy that always crumbled when he was under me, but cold and deep.

"I'll change it...can't I change it..." I can only change it, he is not in my hands now, and I can't control him.

He didn't speak, just looked at me.

What kind of eyes are those... brutal and sharp, with some inexplicable emotions, piercing straight into people's hearts.

"You still hate me?"

"hate you?"

He let out a sneer from his throat.

"You're all wiped out now, but you're only a battalion commander of a hundred people. Whether the Central Army recognizes you or not is another matter. Do you know what my net worth is now?"

I shook my head.

A smug sneer gradually emerged from the corner of his mouth: "Now I have a thousand people under my command, all of whom are from the Central Army." He stood up, walked towards the bed step by step, and looked at me condescendingly: " Now, you are not my opponent at all! Why do you make me hate you?"

I hugged his body, his chest trembled slightly, but his body didn't move.

"I like you..." For some reason, people always become particularly clumsy in front of their sweetheart.I said the same thing again.

His voice was full of vicissitudes and hoarseness: "Now you can't torment me anymore. To beat you to the ground is just a matter of me moving my fingers."

As he said that, he suddenly stretched out his hand to gently caress my back. I was startled, and then I almost trembled in surprise, but I heard him whisper in my ear: "Before... watching you train soldiers, even people's steps are lined up. To the point, with one order, those people rushed forward regardless of life and death, and I didn't see how much copper you gave them... I knew you were not simple. Although you are a beast, but I am the leader of the army. Incomparable."

Just when I was silent in the throbbing of the narration, he suddenly pushed me away, and only then did I see the pity and playful face in front of me.

Taking a step back, he raised his hand and adjusted his military uniform slowly.

"However, man is not as good as heaven." He looked at me indifferently, and I looked at him blankly.

"It's time for the Japanese to come."

"Now you are broken..." He smiled slowly, with a sigh of satisfaction: "I am like a loach that has been cultivated for 300 years, and finally crossed the dragon gate..."

At this moment, Yue Weiren's voice sounded outside the house, Wang Quan turned and opened the door.

I saw Yue Weiren carrying a basket of plums into the house: "Lock what door, let Liang Hao breathe!" He walked in and put down the things on his hands, and patted Wang Quan on the shoulder: "By the way, I He was also sent to the Armed Forces School to study for a month, you guys knew him before, don’t you think he has changed a lot? He looks like a soldier now, he was really a bandit before.”

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I was sitting on the leaving train. It has been half a month since I recovered from my injury. Although I still have no energy, my mobile life is completely fine.

I just made up some anti-Japanese stories for students in some universities in Peking that they liked to hear. The newspaper once again praised my "vigorous" deeds, and the authorities couldn't sit still. They gave me an honorary title and transferred me to Nanjing. , I can't see me jumping up and down in this land of right and wrong.

When they lived in Yue Weiren's home, the Japanese army advanced all the way, winning all three provinces, and now they have reached Rehe.Because of this, I had several disputes with Yue Weiren.

"The top is waiting for the League of Nations to mediate, can you calm down?"

I laughed: "What's wrong with me? I have no one, no gun, and no money."

Yue Weiren almost recited it in one breath: "Then tell me, you can recuperate as soon as you recover from your injuries. Why do you go out all day, leading students to write petitions and give speeches at rallies?"

"Oh, you said that..."

"Liang Hao! The Kwantung Army didn't get the Japanese emperor's will to enter the customs this time, which is different from the previous situation. During the critical period of Japan's cabinet formation, you talked so much about the heroic resistance against Japan. Isn't this forcing the hawks to come to power?"

"How capable am I that I can force the hawks to come to power?"

"You don't know those students yet? If you don't know how to go to the battlefield, you will yell. Don't follow along and make peace... Until the last moment, don't talk about decisive battle or sacrifice lightly."

"Do you know there is a saying? Anyone who offends me will be punished even if he is far away."

"Fart, you can blow it. The Japanese are coming, why don't you run like something...forget it...I won't tell you."

During this period of time, my subordinates also brought red flowers again and again in various colleges and universities in Beiping, and experienced the taste of being a hero for the first time.Under the pressure of public opinion, Nanjing upholds the policy of preferential treatment and recruits them all back.

Yue Weiren happened to be going to Shanghai for business. This time due to the international mediation of North China Ping An, the situation in the Songhu area was tense.

When Yue Weiren went out, he brought his adjutant Wang Quan with him.I also smiled and accepted Yue Weiren's invitation to be in the same car, Nanjing and Shanghai are also very close.Wang Quan hadn't been seen since the last time he was at Yue Zhai. It is said that he was sent by Yue Weiren to deliver supplies to the front line.

I maintained considerable courtesy along the way, but Yue Weiren asked a few adjutants to pick me up and play several tables of mahjong.

Yue Weiren was tired from playing here, so he called me: "Liang Hao, come and help me play a round, don't lose."

I promised to say yes, but I was stunned when I saw the cards. What kind of bad luck is this.

Wang Quan had been sitting at Yue Weiren's next house, and when I stood behind him watching the battle, he looked uncomfortable, causing Yue Weiren to ask him several times if he was motion sick, but now that I sat at the same table with him, his expression became more and more rigid .

But I smiled happily: "Come on, let's start."

I don't know if it's because Wang Niannian has become a little impatient playing cards, or because I'm too familiar with him, but I can see through almost every subtle expression of his at a glance.

So I quietly played out the cards he might need, and just like that, he played five hands in a row.

Another adjutant took the money and shouted bitterly: "Mr. Liang, do you know how to play mahjong? No matter how you do it, it's a bad move."

I smiled apologetically: "Sorry, sorry."

Wang Quan suddenly pushed away the table and stood up abruptly: "I'll go out and blow some air."

"Why do you want to run away after winning money?"

Shaking off the yelling behind him, I followed him to the smoking room of the special train.

"Don't follow me." He said coldly.

I followed him and closed the smoking room door.

He glared at me: "What do you mean?"

As he spoke, he took out a lighter and lit a cigarette.It seems that I still can't get used to it. After hitting it seven or eight times, I only heard the sound of Chi Chi, but there was no fire.

With a sound of "Bang--", he threw the lighter out.

Under his angry gaze, I walked over and picked up the lighter he had thrown on the ground, and lit it with a bang.

Passing the fire in front of him, he glanced at me, lowered his head and put the cigarette holder up, and after a while, red sparks flashed on the dry tobacco.

While exhaling smoke, he narrowed his eyes slightly: "You are so pitiful."

I carefully put his lighter in my pocket, and leaned against the wall of the car and looked at him: "Why? I like someone, what's wrong?"

"But I don't like you."

I shook my head, my eyes fell on the part of his neck that was exposed in the military uniform, and said softly: "You like it, but you don't admit it. Every time we meet skin to skin, you forget how enthusiastic you are..."

He suddenly scratched his head a little irritably, and interrupted me: "...that...you forced me..."

I took a step closer: "If you don't like me, you can kill me with the knife when you responded. I can live until now because you don't want to..."

Seeing him move his hand, I didn't hide.He beat me hard on the face, I leaned on the wall of the car to spit out the blood in my mouth, and looked up at him.

But I saw him throwing the cigarette butt towards my face fiercely: "You think too highly of yourself!"

Wiping off the blood from my lips, I walked over and locked him between the car wall and me with brute force, and he stared at me.I watched him lovingly, waiting for him to struggle, or to speak.

After a long silence, he didn't push me away.

"Since I was a child, I have been without a father and no mother..." He opened his lips with a proud expression: "But I have traveled all the way, and now I am above you."

"Once upon a time, when I was begging on the road, I was bitten by a dog. When I went to work as a small worker in a rich man's house, I was hung up and beaten by the owner, and I was not given food... Later, when I was old and strong, I became a bandit and had money in my hands. The gun is the king of the mountain. Do I still want to find and kill the dog that bit me when I was a child and the scholar who beat me? It's funny, I don't have the energy, and they don't deserve it. "

"The past is the past. If you don't let go of the past, you won't be able to get better and better in the future. I won't stop thinking about becoming a general just because I was a beggar when I was a child; I won't stop thinking about being a general because of what you did to me before." , I just think about revenge. Now that I have a bright future, why should I get entangled in the past?"

Seeing my dazed look, he pushed me away: "You should understand this by now!"

He said he walked out of the smoking room without looking back.

Hitting the back of the car wall, I closed my eyes, I think I finally know what I like about him...

What he has is all that I have lost.

I wanted to drag him into hell with me, but he blazed a new path to heaven by himself.

Suddenly, the back that moved up and down in the woodshed when we first met appeared in front of my eyes,

The embarrassment of being willing to be whipped because you think you can take advantage of me;

The first time I ate chicken soup, the defenseless eyes;

And when I was imprisoned, he limped to bask in the sun, squinting his eyes...

It is an instinctive and exuberant life like a wild dog...