troubled times reckless

The wind was not strong, I put my hands in my pockets, the dust on the road had already been wiped off, leaving a white road, and I was almost home.

The roar of a car engine came from far behind me. I held down my western hat with one hand, and a black Mitsubishi sedan sped away from me. The white coat was blown by the strong wind from the car body was lifted up.

It wasn't until the sound of the car disappeared that I realized that the person sitting in the car seemed to have a friendly face, but I don't remember the blurry image.

When I got home, I smelled an unpleasant smell as soon as I turned on the key. I walked quickly to the telephone, called Luo Mansion, and asked my elder brother to lend me a few servants to clean the house.

After putting down the phone, he pushed open the bedroom door, only to see a black figure curled up on the bed, motionless in a stench stronger than the living room.

I walked over slowly: "Ergou...?"

His whole body trembled, and then he coughed violently. The sound was muffled in the quilt, and he almost vomited blood and took out his lungs. I walked over and lifted the sticky cover. In the not so bright room, the rows of thin bones under the abdomen were clearly protruding, overlapping with bloody and ugly wounds.

"I...I can't, you...don't come here." He shrank in with difficulty and hissed.

I laughed: "How can you still be fucked by someone like this? Look in the mirror, you are so beautiful. I will make an appointment with the cleaning worker later, and you go to the bathroom to clean yourself first."

"Is... someone coming?"

"Well, you made the bed so dirty, how can I sleep if you don't clean it up."

"Don't let people in...don't..."

I took off my coat and hung it in the closet, only to find that there was a wrong button on the button near my neck.

"...I...I don't want to be seen..." Another voice came from behind.

I held my breath and walked over to hug him horizontally, he seemed to be terrified, with a pleading look on his face.

Kicked open the shower door and threw his body into the full tub of water I had washed in when I left.

With a plop, he fell into it, choked on a few mouthfuls of water, and then hugged the edge of the bath to stabilize his body.

"... hiss... so cold..."

The water overflowed to his armpits, and his face exposed to the water was frozen blue.

I turned around and went out, pulled out the sheets, stuffed them into an iron trash basket, lit a fire, and opened all the doors and windows.

I waited until the snow-white bed sheets were burned into a pile of black cloth, and then I brought a bucket of water to put out the fire.

Put the bucket back into the bathroom, only to see him bumping his teeth up and down in the water, with bloodless lips: "Is there... Is there hot water..."

At this time, the doorbell rang outside, and I touched his face: "Stay here and don't move."

When I went out to open the door, it turned out that five servants from the Luo Mansion came with cleaning tools and entered the door respectfully. I ordered: "Clean everything up, and when you are done, close the door for me. You don't need to greet me. Go by yourself."

"Yes."

Back in the bathroom again, I pulled him up and leaned against me: "Be careful of your feet slipping."

The water swished down from his body, leaving the turbid bathtub full of waves.

Black, blood-red, yellow-brown... I was completely soaked by his naked body, and I still supported him with my arms. It was a dark red with blood purple, only a pair of lips were pale with cold.

I took out the shower head and washed him from top to bottom.

"... Is there... hot water..."

Without answering his words, I silently helped him wash his dilapidated body.He lowered his eyes with a dull and decadent expression, his pupils could hardly find the focal length.

After soaking his entire body, I casually asked, "What do you...what do you think of me?"

"..."

"Well, I don't blame you, I want to hear the truth,"

He raised his dim pupils that had been eroded by the mist: "...you...a beast in clothes..."

I smiled and said softly: "I can use idioms now, do you understand what it means to be a beast in clothes?"

"It's just... good-looking... dark-hearted..."

I turned my face sideways and thought for a while, hooked my lips, and continued to help him wash his body: "Is there anything, you murder and set fire, you are not much better than me."

He suddenly raised his voice, almost shouting: "I... I killed your father or raped your mother, you're fine with this to me... But you... You keep saying that you like me!"

At this time, there was a sound of closing the door outside, and the curtains were lifted, and the cleaners got into the car of Luo Mansion, and the car drove away.

Pulling out a large bath towel, wrapped Wang Quan's body, hugged him horizontally again, and walked out of the bathroom.

The whole room was completely new, the mattress had been replaced with crisp sheets, the floor was clean, and the room smelled of flowers.

Only then did I hug him onto the carpet in the bedroom, put him on the bed, pull on a clean blanket and cover him up. I also took off my clothes and climbed up, and got into a quilt with him.

His whole body was like a hole in ice, but he leaned towards the other side of the bed farther away from me. I stretched out my arms and pulled him back, holding him in my arms.

"Warm?" I asked softly, wrapping my legs around his body.

"warm……"

I kissed his forehead lightly: "Warm, just don't move, lean in my arms and rest for a while."

Feeling sleepy, I vaguely saw that on the vase on the window sill, there seemed to be... a bouquet of cherry blossoms.

A string snapped in my mind, and the black Mitsubishi sedan that passed by when I was about to enter the house reappeared in my mind...

I remembered... the person sitting in the car was none other than... Haoyuan...Fukuyama Haoyuan...

Busily got up and got out of bed, and went to dial the number of Luo Mansion, but the notification sound in the receiver seemed to be different from before...

After several rings, it was finally connected.

A familiar yet unfamiliar voice smiled on the other end of the phone: "Jing Yu."

The hand holding the receiver tightened.

I am familiar with this voice... But in the past, he was always gentle, even talking to me with a little suspicion and panic, but now, he is smiling with a face that I have never known.

"So it's Haoyuan..."

The other side whispered sinisterly: "We haven't seen each other for a long time. Although I always know what's going on, I still want to ask you personally."

"what?"

"Jingyu, have you... regretted it?"

I was silent for a while, and finally sighed, imitating Yue Weiren's tone, and said indifferently: "Gou benefit the country's life and death, so how can we avoid it because of blessings and misfortunes."

"it is good."

After he said the last word slowly, the phone slammed and hung up.

I tried to pull out the phone line, only to see traces of being cut and reconnected...

Heh, when I just came back, I was still able to call the Luo mansion... I didn't expect it to be so short...

Looking up, I looked at the ceiling and raised the corners of my lips.

If it was only a provocation before, then this time, it was a declaration of war.