The Spring of Prince Syndrome

"Xiaoyuan, if you have anything to say, just say it, don't hold it in your heart." Tan Ruikang chased after him, looking sideways at his face from time to time.

Yuanyuan took a deep breath, his heart was overwhelmed, he just wanted to shout a few times, or find something to vent, but Tan Ruikang was very anxious, he was afraid that Yuanyuan would do something unusual.As he walked, Tan Ruikang turned around, walked backwards in front of Yuan Yuan, and said, "Xiao Yuan, it may not be what you think..."

It's not too sad for Yaoyuan to say that he is sad, this kind of thing has been thought over and over in his heart countless times, although he can't accept it, but he is already mentally prepared.The short moment of seeing that scene at that time was more shock than sadness.

Zhao Guogang didn't mention anything to himself, so the phone number must belong to that woman too.

The emotions in the distant present are only shock and anger, transferring the annoyance of being unable to change the status quo to hatred of his father.Zhao Guogang must have been with that woman without telling himself every day.They couldn't talk on the phone when they got home, and the two of them were evasive, for fear that he would get angry, so they even hid it from their own son, what is this? !

what is this! !

"Am I so annoying?" Yuan Yuan said.

"Xiaoyuan..." Tan Ruikang was trying to find a reason to reassure him, but he couldn't help but startled when he heard this.

Yuan Yuan said: "Am I annoying to others?! Very unreasonable?"

"How come?" Tan Ruikang said, "Why did you say that suddenly?"

Yuan Yuan shook his head, Tan Ruikang said: "You are fine, Xiao Yuan. Don't think about it, maybe it's not what you think at all."

"He betrayed my mother!" Yuan Yuan's eyes were full of tears, and he yelled at Tan Ruikang: "He is sorry for my mother! My mother gave all her money to him to start a business! Come here with him and work hard! His Company! His money! His home! Without my mother’s support! He’s nothing!!”

Tan Ruikang fell silent, sighed and said, "Xiaoyuan, you don't understand, don't worry about it, this is beyond your control."

"You don't understand!" Yuan Yao roared as if losing his mind: "Do you understand what a lifetime is? Do you understand what it means to stick to one goal! You are the one who doesn't understand!"

Ten years of life and death are boundless, unthinkable and unforgettable.

Yuan Yuan wiped away his tears, and walked down the street with a dazed expression. He used to like this song Jiang Chengzi very much. When he read it in junior high school, he was almost astonished. move.He always felt that Zhao Guogang's feelings for his mother were like Su Shi's mourning for his dead wife.I also believe that Zhao Guogang was once too difficult for water, except that Wushan is not a cloud, there is no one in this world who is better than his dead mother.

Zhang Zhen's girlfriend and another girl were waiting at the entrance of Lianhuashan Park, and they showed the way to friends who came to wait for the sunrise, saying: "Zhang Zhen and the others are drinking on the hillside, you go in and go straight, turn around behind the small kite shop, walk along the Follow the path and find them."

Tan Ruikang nodded, Zhang Zhen's girlfriend saw Yuanyuan's expression was a little bit wrong, and asked, "What's wrong with the milk boy?"

Yuanyuan waved his hand to signal that it was okay, they went to the meeting place of classmates, at three o'clock in the middle of the night, everyone was very excited, those with girlfriends hugged their girlfriends in the corner, covered their coats and chatted quietly, and those without girlfriends gathered together to drink and eat peanut.

"what happened?"

"Milk boy, aren't you happy?"

"Bullied?"

Several people asked.

Yuan Yuan waved his hands and sat down at the side, Qi Huiyu came over to put his shoulders, and whispered: "What's the matter?"

Qi Huiyu, Tan Ruikang, Zhang Zhen and Yuan Yuan sat beside a small iron bucket, in which was burning charcoal bought from a kite shop, and the fire reflected on their faces.

Qi Huiyu guessed it at the beginning of Yaoyuan's words, and several people did not speak, and looked at the fire barrel quietly.

"Everything comes from one to the end." Qi Huiyu said casually: "It's all fake, don't take it to heart, Su Shi also married his sister-in-law, our teacher just said this in class a few days ago."

Everyone laughed, and Yuan Yuan also smiled.

Tan Ruikang didn't speak, but shook his head.

Zhang Zhen said: "On the opposite side of our community, there used to be a girl in the first grade of junior high school who was afraid to tell the truth because she had cancer. She was afraid that the family would have no money for treatment and wanted to leave the money to the child, but she was born with a bad temper. Arguing with her husband, she jumped off the building and died."

Yuan Yuan said, "What's the noise?"

Zhang Zhen said: "It's a trivial matter. Her husband didn't know about it until she died. He felt sorry for her and cried for a long time. Later, he should eat and sleep. He got married again during the National Day. It's only been two years If there are more children, there are children. The original children and the dead mother’s natal family were taken by the old man. Fortunately, the man gave all the money to the children’s grandparents, otherwise the natal family would not know how to make trouble.”

Qi Huiyu said: "I told you to come to the No. [-] Middle School earlier, but you didn't come. How nice it is to come. Let's live in a dormitory. You can't see it."

Yuanyuan said: "Can I still transfer schools now?"

Tan Ruikang said: "Xiaoyuan, don't do this."

Yuan Yuan sighed, his grades were so bad after half a semester, and he couldn't get in even if he wanted to transfer to another school. This is the first time in his life that he has so many troubles. Go to sleep, and sleep will be fine.

He was lying on the grass. Tan Ruikang took off his coat and covered him. After a while, the security guards came over and told them not to start a fire. Zhang Zhen put out the fire and got up to play fireworks with his girlfriend.

The sparks of the fairy wand were shining brightly, drawing arcs of light in the night sky, and this place has almost become the base camp of No. [-] Middle School, with students from high school and junior high school all coming.Qin Yao was also jokingly chasing after a girl, running fast.

Yuanyuan woke up, Qi Huiyu didn't know where he went, Tan Ruikang was still by his side, a fish belly was exposed in the east, the dawn of the sun was shining on the mountainside, and the first sunshine of the new century came.

On that day, Yuanyuan invited the good friends to have a morning tea. Everyone said goodbye outside the park and parted ways. They made an appointment to go to the seaside during the winter vacation, and then went home. Yuanyuan was still thinking about that. When he came home, he saw Zhao Guogang’s door was closed. , have come back to sleep.

On New Year's Day, he slept all day and got up at four o'clock in the afternoon to see Zhao Guogang and Tan Ruikang talking at the dining table.Zhao Guogang said: "Baby is up? Go brush your teeth and wash your face, wash off the paint on your hair, and take you to Xiaomeisha to eat seafood and squab at night."

Yuan Yuan said: "Who else will go?"

Zhao Guogang said: "You know all the uncles and aunts in the company."

Yuanyuan didn't mention yesterday's incident, and didn't argue with his father. After changing clothes and taking a shower, Zhao Guo just went down to drive, but Yuanyuan packed a bottle of spray disinfectant and followed his father to the parking lot.

After opening the door, Yuan Yuan began to spray disinfectant on the passenger seat.

Zhao Guogang stood quietly, Tan Ruikang dared not speak.

The smell of disinfectant was like the smell in the hospital. Yuanyuan sprayed all the visible places on the passenger seat, and then wiped it with a dry cloth. After squatting beside the car, he finished wiping the seat and the front panel. Zhao Guogang's face became pale very ugly.

"What are you doing?" Zhao Guogang said.

"Someone else sat in my mother's seat." Yuan Yuan said seriously: "It's just a disinfection, let's go."

The air was filled with the smell of disinfectant and the low air pressure of Zhao Guogang and his son. Tan Ruikang sat in the back seat of the car and dared not move or say a word.Zhao Guogang let out his breath from time to time, as if he was very bored, while Yuan Yuan leaned against the car window expressionlessly to watch the scenery outside.

That day, Zhao Guogang invited his business partners and old friends to dinner. He glanced at him from a distance, but he didn't find the woman sitting in the car yesterday. In front of his father's friends, he returned to his appearance as a good student.

Most of the uncles and friends have known each other from far away, and they have met with their father more than once, and they are familiar with each other and have something to say.Zhao Guogang introduced his nephew again.

It was the first time for Tan Ruikang to participate in this kind of occasion. He said a few words, but the position was not important, so he was not mentioned much.After all, there is a difference between closeness and closeness. Even with Yuanyuan's mother, Tan Ruikang is just a nephew, and they don't know Tan Ruikang's father, so naturally no one pays special attention to him.

The adults blushed from drinking, an uncle from Guangzhou was an educated youth from the same farm when Zhao Guogang went to the countryside, and he smiled boldly: "Xiaoyuan, I told your father that I will come to you after you graduate from university. To be my secretary, you have to study hard!"

That uncle is the general manager of a listed company. When Zhao Guogang said this, he smiled and said, "Xiao Yuan, why don't you thank Uncle?"

Yuanyuan didn't have much feeling for his future and work, although he knew that his words would be like finalizing the future, career, and life that countless people envied, but he didn't care too much, and said with a smile: "And my brother, I The two are together, and help him find a job by the way."

Tan Ruikang: "..."

Zhao Guogang couldn't help laughing.

The man was drunk and said with a smile: "No problem! You and Ruikang's work is covered by Uncle!"

Tan Ruikang hurriedly said thank you, thank you, so that he was exposed to the distant light, and his expression was very sad.During the meeting, several people were talking about farms going to the countryside, and they also talked about the construction and development in the past few years, the party secretary of a certain city, and business opportunities in a certain place, Yuan Yuan left after eating, and went out to watch the sea and pick shells.

"Xiaoyuan." Tan Ruikang said, "Thank you."

"What are you talking about?" Yuan Yao sat on the beach smoking a cigarette and said, "For them, it's very easy to help them arrange a job. Besides, you study so well, it doesn't matter who you will rely on in the future. If you go to Peking University Tsinghua University, going to work in their company is simply cheaper for them.”

Tan Ruikang sighed and said, "No, Xiaoyuan, this is very important. I understand that no matter how hard you study these years, it is all for a good job in the future."

"How can you say that?" Yuan Yuan shared a cigarette with Tan Ruikang, and the two sat side by side on the beach, with the waves crashing.

Yuan Yuan said in a daze: "Knowledge is the eyes of the soul. Although what we have learned is really not knowledge, but learning is not entirely for a future diploma, right?"

Tan Ruikang was a little surprised. He didn't expect Yuanyuan to say such a thing. He had read the books about Drakes and they were on the bookshelf at home. But Yuanyuan's words made him feel admiration suddenly.

"You always have so many novel ideas." Tan Ruikang sighed to himself.

Yaoyuan was still thinking about Zhao Guogang, and suddenly he wanted to give up on himself, stop studying, leave home to work, and wander around, like Annie's baby book said, going to Tibet, Yangon, and Inner Mongolia.

"What do you want to do in the future?" Yuanyuan asked Tan Ruikang.

Tan Ruikang thought for a while and said, "Start a company like my uncle, make money, and live a good life."

Yuanyuan Xindao is really a vulgar ideal, but Tan Ruikang smiled, looked at Yuanyuan, and said, "Xiaoyuan, what about you?"

Yuanyuan was still thinking, Tan Ruikang said: "You must be a great person in the future."

Yuanyuan's mouth twitched and said, "Don't flatter me like that, I've got goosebumps."

Tan Ruikang hurriedly said: "No, I'm serious, your future must be broader than mine in the future, because your ideals are also broader than mine, and the things you touch have more room for development."

Yuan Yuan remembered that Zhao Guogang once asked him if he wanted to study abroad, but he was not interested at all, and he didn't want to leave home.

"I want to be a painter in the future." Yuan Yuan said, "Or a singer who sells songs and wanders around."

"The painter is good." Tan Ruikang said with a smile: "Forget about being a singer, it's too hard, I support you, and I will make money to pay for your travel expenses in the future."

distant:"……"

Yuanyuan just thought it was funny, but Tan Ruikang still couldn't understand Baby Anne, Haizi and Sanmao's wandering complex, the sunset in the Sahara and the sea in Greece.

Although Yuan Yuan has never seen these with his own eyes, even if he is given a ticket now, Yuan Yuan will definitely not have the guts to get on the plane and leave.

But he always had to find something to change his mind, especially after he had such an almost desperate feeling towards his father, last night he tossed and turned, wanting to do something, but he didn't have a good template. I simply imitate in the books I have read, imitating Baby Annie's independence from the world, imitating Sanmao's smile - of course not really doing it, many things are just talking.

But why are Traveler Xiaoqing all female?

This problem has troubled Yuanyuan for quite a long time, until he bought a copy of Zhuang Yu's adaptation one day, of course, this is a later story.

After Tan Ruikang talked about his ideals that day, he didn't mention these things much, because it was too difficult to achieve, and he was lazy.

Zhao Guo just finished drinking and asked the company driver to come and drive them back. Neither Yuan Yuan nor his father mentioned the woman again.On the second day of New Year's Day, Zhao Guogang also had a holiday. Yuanyuan finished the exercises and went to buy a dish and came back. He lay on the sofa and watched the dish with Tan Ruikang, while Zhao Guogang bought vegetables and cooked for his two children.

A cry at the beginning of the movie attracted Zhao Guogang.

Tan Ruikang was stunned seeing Cheng Dieyi's extra finger chopped off.

"Haven't you seen this movie?" Zhao Guogang asked casually.

"I want to watch it again." Yuan Yuan said, "My brother hasn't seen it either."

Tan Ruikang said: "I'm fine, uncle, let's see, I'll wash the vegetables."

Zhao Guogang signaled that it was okay, and said, "Uncle, I saw it several years ago."

Zhao Guogang drank two cups of tea and went into the kitchen to cook. The voice from the living room still came from the living room. When he saw Cheng Dieyi painting Duan Xiaolou's eyebrows, Yuanyuan couldn't help but get red in his eyes.

When the subtitles came out after the finale, Yuanyuan sighed.

Tan Ruikang's expression was very strange, and he said after a long time: "Xiaoyuan, they are..."

distant:"?"

Tan Ruikang frowned in disbelief and said, "They are actually gay?!"

distant:"……"

"Is homosexuality so disgusting?" Yuan Yuan couldn't help but ask.

Tan Ruikang didn't dare to speak, he looked like he had eaten a fly, thought for a while, sighed, and said, "It's really touching, hey, homosexuality is really... only to end up like this."

Yuanyuan said: "This has nothing to do with homosexuality at all, what matters is Cheng Dieyi's words, and the feeling of being with you for a lifetime. Didn't you hear what he said? A lifetime is a lifetime, and one day less, one hour, one minute, is not a lifetime." .”

Tan Ruikang said: "But this is also related to the fact that they are all men. If Dieyi were a woman, there wouldn't be so much trouble."

Yuan Yuan couldn't argue with him at all, Zhao Guogang said, "It's time to eat."

At the dinner table, Yuanyuan was still saying: "This is just...to visualize the resistance and contradictions of same-sex love as a means of expression. Forget it, you don't understand."

Zhao Guogang said: "I have a Chinese movie on my bookshelf for 40 years, and Ruikang can take a look at it."

Tan Ruikang nodded, and Zhao Guogang gave them two chicken legs, one for each of them, and took the fish belly out for Yuanyuan, and the other side of the fish belly for Tan Ruikang.

"The final exam is coming soon, do you have the confidence to catch up?" Zhao Guogang said.

Far away: "Yes."

Tan Ruikang: "Xiaoyuan will definitely be able to do it."

Zhao Guogang: "Xiaoyuan is as smart as his mother. Your Tan family is very good at studying. It's a pity for Ruikang's father. He went to the army to take care of the two elders, otherwise he can get into a good university."

Tan Ruikang said with a smile: "Grandma also said that he is not suitable for studying."

Zhao Guogang sighed and said, "Don't listen to her, everyone in your family is smart."

Zhao Guogang was able to level a bowl of water just right every time, even for praise. After a while, he casually said: "Xiaoyuan, if Dad finds you another mother someday, would you accept it?"

The dinner table was quiet, Tan Ruikang didn't dare to speak, got up to add more food, thought about it far away, and said: "Yes."

Zhao Guogang stared at his son silently.

Yuanyuan said again: "This is your freedom, I don't

It's useless, the premise is that she can't live with me, can't enter my house, because this house is left to me by my mother..."

Yuan Yao said and tears came down: "I respect your choice, you can go to get married, but I won't say a word to her, and you don't bring her home..."

Distant tears rolled back and forth in his eyes: "But don't mention her in front of me, I just pretend I don't know."

Zhao Guogang said: "If you don't agree, just tell Dad that you don't agree. What are you talking about?"

Yuanyuan wiped away tears, Zhao Guogang couldn't help it, sighed, his eyes were red, and said, "Got it, the baby has the final say."

Yuan Yuan put down his chopsticks, put his fist against his nose, let out a long and uncomfortable breath, tears flowed down uncontrollably, and finally lay down on the table, panting desperately, and burst into tears.

Tan Ruikang came over and touched Yuanyuan's head.

After eating, Yaoyuan went back to his room, Tan Ruikang cleaned up the table and washed the dishes, and he heard Zhao Guogang on the phone in his room from the balcony of the kitchen.

Zhao Guogang: "Yes, Xiao Yuan is too young to accept it. He loves his mother very much..."

Tan Ruikang stood quietly and listened.

"Don't wait for me anymore, no, I'm not worth your waiting... It may not be possible in a few years, even after the college entrance examination... No, I figured it out... I can't delay you."

Zhao Guogang talked for a long time, very embarrassed.

"Okay, wait a little longer, we'll talk about it later." Zhao Guogang ended the phone call, and the last sentence he said was: "I love you too."

The smell of smoke wafted up, a red spot dissipated in the night, the starry sky outside the window was brilliant, the winter night was gradually awakened in the bustling lights, and it was another new year.