Interstellar male god Raiders

Life is often like this sometimes, when you fall, he will not help you but will step on you heavily.

Shen Yuxiu is like this now, since the last time he was hit by Chu Yan's mother with an ashtray, he didn't care at first, he stopped the bleeding hastily and didn't pay much attention.

But things started to get out of control. Occasional dizziness and darkness in front of his eyes made him doubt whether he had hypoglycemia. At first, he didn't pay much attention to it, and he didn't even think about going to the hospital.

But once there was darkness in front of his eyes for more than a minute, Shen Yuxiu had to start caring about it, he started to remember to eat breakfast in the morning, and bought milk, and his quality of life began to improve.

It's just that the matter didn't stop there, Chu Yan asked him several times if he was not feeling well, Shen Yuxiu waved his hand and said he was fine.

Chu Yan wanted to take him to the hospital for an examination, but Shen Yuxiu felt that he was making a fuss, and told Chu Yan that it was just ordinary anemia.

Neither of them could convince the other, and the atmosphere fell into a freezing point again.

Until one day, when Shen Yuxiu got up early in the morning, he went to the kitchen and got a glass of water. As soon as he walked into the living room, he felt a pain in his head, and the world turned around for a while.

Shen Yuxiu fell to the ground, the glass shattered to the ground, he subconsciously wanted to grab something, the sudden darkness made him unable to do so, the severe pain and dizziness in his brain made him urgently want to ask for help.

He didn't grab the phone or the table, but instead grabbed shards of glass all over the place. He felt a burning pain in his palm, and he was in pain and panic.

When Chu Yan arrived at Shen Yuxiu's house, he happened to see this scene. Shen Yuxiu fumbled for something on the ground in a daze. He looked like an abandoned child, his palm was cut by glass shards, and his hand was covered with blood.

Chu Yan felt as if his chest was being pressed down by a big rock, and he couldn't breathe.

He ran over to hug Shen Yuxiu, and Shen Yuxiu held on to his clothes tremblingly.

"Chu Yan...Chu Yan..."

"I am, I am, I am."

Chu Yan tightly hugged Shen Yuxiu, his eyes were red, and tears kept falling from inside.

"I...I can't see...I can't see..."

Shen Yuxiu's words seemed to hit Chu Yan's chest heavily with a heavy hammer, making him bloody and miserable.

"No, no...you'll be fine."

Chu Yan held his face, as if speaking to Shen Yuxiu or to himself.

"You hug me, you hug me."

Shen Yuxiu's voice was trembling, his face was full of tears, he leaned forward and kissed Chu Yan continuously, the two of them had tears all over their faces, they stroked each other's bodies.

In the tears and blood, as if they were dying, they used all their strength to occupy each other and their lover for the last time.

"It's so cruel, why is it like this, they are just in love, why is it like this."

Qiuyi cried out of breath, and Li Fenzhen handed her the paper.

Ji Shenqian was still crying, he was sobbing as if he was going to die in the next moment.

Xi Cen wiped away his tears and coaxed him not to cry.

He took the trouble to coax the unreasonable Ji Shenqian, coaxed him to drink water over and over again, and coaxed him to calm down.

Li Minzhen knew that Ji Shenqian had some problems recently, but seeing Ji Shenqian like this, he knew that Ji Shenqian might be much more serious than he imagined.

Seeing Xi Cen coaxing Ji Shenqian who was almost convulsed by crying over and over again, Li Fenzhen's heart ached.

He thought that Ji Shenqian, who was so cheerful before, has become like this because of a drama, will Ji Shenqian get better?Is he going to be like this all the time?Just because of a play?The price is too great.

Li Fenzhen knows that Ji Shenqian is not the only person who has become obsessed with filming throughout the ages, he is not the only one, and he will not be the last, but Li Fenzhen still can't help but resent why this kind of thing fell on Ji Shenqian.

At night, Xi Cen coaxed Ji Shenqian to take the medicine, and after taking the medicine, Ji Shenqian felt drowsy.

"Come on...wait for me..."

Ji Shenqian's voice was soft and weak, but when it hit Xi Cen's heart, it was heavy and muffled.

He took Ji Shenqian into his arms, and gently kissed Ji Shenqian's forehead.

"Well, I'll wait for you."

Xi Cen stroked his black hair and said softly, "Shall we get married after filming this movie?"

Ji Shenqian's body was obviously startled, his hand was held by Xi Cen, and the two intertwined their fingers, Ji Shenqian could feel Xi Cen's body temperature, Xi Cen's vitality, he couldn't help but worry that he would really get better like this?If he is like this in the future, should he drag Xi Cen down?

Ji Shenqian fell silent, Xi Cen looked at him: "What's wrong?"

He shook his head and raised the corners of his mouth, but the tears came down, and he was smiling with tears all over his face.

He answered Xi Cen with his hoarse and trembling voice: "Okay."

Since Xi Cen and Ji Shenqian said that they would get married after filming, Ji Shenqian often fell into a long silence, because Ji Shenqian always did this after illness, so it seemed normal to Xi Cen, so he didn't find Ji Shenqian's abnormality.

In the play, Chu Yan's mother forced Chu Yan and Shen Yuxiu to break up to no avail, and asked Chu Yan to go on a blind date, but Chu Yan was also unwilling, and in a fit of anger ran to Shen Yuxiu's school to make trouble, asking for an explanation.

Everyone knows that Shen Yuxiu is a homosexual. This time, these people still have no intention of repenting. They still discuss Shen Yuxiu, saying that Shen Yuxiu is a disgusting homosexual. Could it be that they don’t call Teacher Xiao Xu’s liking? Teacher Xiao Xu He also said that he actually fell in love with a homosexual, which is really disgusting.

These people didn't realize that it was because of their vicious remarks and the attitude that they were superior and could not tolerate people like them had already killed Lin Xi. When this kind of thing happened again, they were still discussing and disgusting, Malicious speculation.

Words can kill people, but these murderers still have nothing to do with themselves, as if they are superior to them.

But Shen Yuxiu didn't understand himself, what was the difference between Lin Xi and them, what was he in the way of them, why did he want to belittle them so viciously.

Your love is love, why is our love dirty, disgusting, and perverted?

If it is possible, who is willing to go against the opposite direction of this world by birth? They just fell in love with someone of the same gender as themselves. How could it be more unforgivable than murder and arson without murder?

Shen Yuxiu hung up the phone. The call just now was from the school. In short, he had caused a very bad influence on the school, and the school decided to dismiss him.

Shen Yuxiu curled up on the sofa, trembling all over, like a drowning person, sinking deeper and deeper, unable to float up again.

Things got out of hand. Although he couldn't see when he went out, he could clearly hear someone pointing at him. When he went shopping for vegetables, people would not pity him because he was blind, but would feel sorry for him. Don't sell him vegetables because he's gay, or sell him some broken vegetables anyway he can't see.

Shen Yuxiu stumbled home and fell several times on the way. He was in a mess, and his ears were full of vicious and obscene words from those people. He was terrified. This is the reality. No one likes a homosexual, this is his The real world is also his living hell.

It was raining this day, and his body was drenched by the rain. The wet hair on his forehead was still dripping. Because the road was slippery in rainy days, he fell several times. When he got home, he closed the door and slipped on his feet. On the ground, tremblingly hugged himself.

He was flustered and his mind was a mess.

"Bang bang bang."

It was the sound of knocking on the door, Shen Yuxiu trembled all over, and then heard Chu Yan's voice.

"Yuxiu, it's me, open the door quickly."

Shen Yuxiu sat up a little bit, wanting to open the door for Chu Yan, wanting Chu Yan to hug him, but the lingering obscenities in his mind made Shen Yuxiu sit back again.

He can't let Chu Yan do the same, Chu Yan shouldn't be like him, he has always been an invisible existence in the quagmire, but Chu Yan is different, he is so good, there is no need for him, for a blind man, for a person People ruin themselves by calling out gays.

Chu Yan still has another way to go, he can still have a normal life, he can still return to normal.

Shen Yuxiu hugged herself tightly, tears mixed with rainwater and kept falling down.

His life is hopeless, and he may even starve to death one day, but Chu Yan is different, he can still have a brand new life.

He can't drag Chu Yan down, as long as he thinks that he is with Chu Yan, Chu Yan will be dragged down and be scolded together with him, and then Chu Yan will be kicked out of the company, there is no place willing to hire homosexuals as employees, and Chu Yan has to take care of a blind man , Such a day was terrible, he couldn't imagine how much pressure Chu Yan would have on his shoulders, and how painful Chu Yan would be.

He is Chu Yan, how could he be so downcast, he deserves better.

The sound of knocking on the door gradually subsided, and after a long time, until Shen Yuxiu even thought that Chu Yan had already left, Chu Yan's voice came from outside the door.

"You don't want me?"

Shen Yuxiu felt a pain in his chest, so painful that he could barely breathe, his tears kept pouring out, and his stomach convulsed.

He gritted his teeth and persisted, not listening or looking, not opening the door for Chu Yan, he covered his mouth, his fingers were wet with tears, he tried his best not to make a sound.

He heard footsteps going away, it belonged to Chu Yan, Shen Yuxiu collapsed on the ground as if out of breath, retching constantly, he covered his mouth, afraid that Chu Yan would run away again when he heard a little noise return.

Sweat, tears, and rain wet his face. He closed his eyes and blessed Chu Yan in his heart.

I love you, you must be happy.

"Okay, let's go. That's all for today. Thank you for your hard work."

Following the director's order, everyone cheered.

This drama has entered the final stage, and tomorrow will be the last scene of the two of them.