one liter smile

——Some people say that curling up like a baby while sleeping is a sign of insecurity, so how does it feel to put a coat on your shoulders?

Yukimura Seiichi, a boy who likes to wear the khaki uniform of the Tachikai Tennis Club on his shoulders.

In Kanagawa, as long as you know Lihai University, you will know that the most famous club of Lihai University is the tennis club. It has won the national competition for two consecutive times. It is a perfect small team with outstanding strength and tacit cooperation.

If you have heard of Rikkai University, then you must know Yukimura Seichi, who has been extremely popular for two consecutive years at Rikkai University.

The head of the tennis department, the main officer of the student union... and a series of gorgeous titles will make you dizzy all at once.Excellent academic performance, excellent athletic skills, and outstanding leadership skills, it seems that all the beautiful halos are firmly set on Yukimura Seiichi's head.

He has two good friends who are also brilliant, one is Liu Renji, a data madman who likes statistics, and the other is Sanada Genichiro, the national middle school student kendo champion.

The three are called the Big Three of Lihai, and Seiichi Yukimura is naturally the head of the Big Three.

He seems to be born to stand on the high ground.

If you think that Yukimura Seiichi is a nerd with thick glasses, or a muscular nerd, you are wrong. He is just a slender and beautiful boy with a good appearance, slightly thin, but Full of strong body in the explosion.

Ya Ye was once mistaken for the leader of a small team of delinquent teenagers. The strange and beautiful hair color was actually brought by him.

It can’t be blamed that Ya doesn’t know about “The Prince of Tennis”. He did watch this film back then, but he only wore it after watching the second episode. He only knew that there was a 151 dwarf in it who returned to Japan from the United States. Even the dwarf’s name was Didn't remember anything.

Seiichi Yukimura is known as the "Son of God" by everyone, because he has never lost as long as he participates in the competition.

What would happen if such a young man fell from the sky to the mortal world?

After school that day, when the Big Three were walking home as usual, Renji Yanagi was talking about the little-known anecdotes that happened in the department recently, Yukimura was listening with a smile, and Sanada was listening with a blank expression.

Yukimura was smiling like this, and fell down under such circumstances.

After this fall, he has been staying in the hospital and has not left until now.

Gerry-Barré syndrome, a demyelinating disease with acute or subacute onset and chronic damage to the nerve roots and central nervous system.

Yukimura was first admitted to the Kanagawa Public Hospital. The pungent smell of disinfectant filled your nose all the time, depressing and suffocating. Looking at the walls covered in white flowers, Yukimura would feel suffocated.

His hands and feet were numb, and he couldn't hold his racket.

The fear that he had never felt hit overwhelmingly. Yukimura was tall and thin, and the disease was like a heavy iron pole, which pressed hard on his thin shoulders. For a while, he was really confused, and his mood was never before. There have been lows.

Tennis has long been regarded as his life, without tennis, Yukimura Seiichi is not the real Yukimura Seiichi.

"Yukimura, that kid...maybe, he won't be able to play tennis anymore."

The tone was so flat, but Yukimura sat down at the door of the doctor's office.He had no intention of eavesdropping, but just happened to pass by.

If he could choose, he would rather never pass by.

Yukimura, who can't hold the racket, is like a lonely bird with its wings cut off.

"Yukimura, get well soon and review."

"Minister, we are all waiting for your return."

"Minister, get well soon, you promised to fight me, you can't go back on your word."

"Jingshi, we are waiting for you."

In fact, I am also waiting for myself.

Yukimura opened his mouth, but he found that he couldn't make a sound, and all the words he wanted to say were hoarse in his throat. Looking at the eager smiles of his companions and members, he felt at a loss for a moment.

No emotion, no joy.

It's like... numb.

Later, his family transferred him to another hospital. Tokyo is not far from Kanagawa, and Tokyo General Hospital is one of the most authoritative hospitals in Japan. If there is no cure here, then there are only foreign countries.

There is no irritating potion smell here, replaced by a faint lemon scent. There is a beautiful garden downstairs in the hospital. Sitting on the stone bench under the tree, my mood suddenly settles down a bit, and I feel that the troubles seem to have subsided temporarily. .

So, he likes it here very much, even though he will be surrounded by children in the yard every time, he still likes it here, likes...

Always reluctant to leave for a long time.

One day, the doctor told Yukimura that your disease can be cured by surgery, but the success rate of the surgery is only 35%, and the family members need to confirm and sign before the surgery. The risk factor is very high, but it is the only chance for him to fully recover... …

The right to choose fell on Yukimura's shoulders all of a sudden, and the body that had been gradually thinning was under the heavy force again.

35%, if you fail, you will really never be able to play again.

"Jingshi, you are in a daze. Didn't you say you want to sit in my ward? If you don't walk for a while, you won't be in time for dinner."

"Ah? Ah...Okay, let's go, Aya."

Yukimura remembered what happened the other night, the data analysis scattered in the office... Oddly, he stopped and asked.

"Ya, tell me, if someone laughs, is he really laughing? When he cries, is he really sad?"

"Huh? Well...of course you can laugh when you are sad, and you can cry with joy when you cry. Why do you ask such a profound question? Are you not hungry and want to drink water and eat biscuits at noon to lose weight?" At this time, Aya and Yukimura The relationship between them is not as blunt as it used to be.

Maybe, I really answered that sentence, as patients in the same hospital, why should we meet each other before.

But they are all people who are afflicted by diseases.

"Aya, what's your smile like, happy, or habitual?"

Facing Yukimura who seemed to be addicted to asking weird questions, Aya just smiled with a good temper, "Of course I am happy. I feel that life is very beautiful and happy now, so I am laughing. Is there anything wrong?"

The beautiful black-haired boy was indeed smiling, and the smile reached deep into his eyes, and Yukimura's figure was reflected in his eyes, but it was not very real, Yukimura couldn't see his expression clearly at this time.

A beautiful boy, but his walking posture is extremely inconsistent with his exquisite appearance.

His legs are spread apart, almost shoulder-width apart. His left and right feet must be carefully coordinated at all times. If he is not paying attention, he will fall hard. No one knows how long Ya also practiced secretly to keep his balance. .

Only the young master who bathed Yaye every night could notice the abnormal bruises on the kitten's body every day.

Even knowing that he is terminally ill, can he face the future and everything with a smile like this?

Yukimura slowed down his pace, and stood side by side with Aya, "Actually, there is nothing wrong with it, everything is my own overthinking, too complicated."

Ya also stopped the penguin's steps strangely, looked at him and asked, "Jingshi, did you watch a horror movie under the covers last night?"

"No." Yukimura smiled helplessly and shook his head.

"Then you peeked at literary novels?"

"No, don't guess, I went to bed early last night."

"Very early?" Ya Ye touched his chin, took a step closer, raised his head and stared into his eyes, "Love, it really makes people's IQ drop."

"Aya, Genichiro and I are just good friends who grew up together." Yukimura smiled wryly. Ever since Aya caught him whispering to Sanada one day (it looked like a kiss), he seemed to be in love with Aya big hat.

"Jingshi, in fact, if you want to say 'laugh'... don't you love to laugh more than me? 'Goddess who loves to laugh', I remember Xiaomei's group of children called you that."

If you don't even know the reason why you laugh, and you don't even know the definition of what you think about laughing, then the so-called laughter is just an illusion, a mask to deceive ghosts.

Yukimura was slightly taken aback, as if he had never thought about why he smiled.

Is it a habit, or something else...

At this moment, it seems that something vague has become clear and transparent, and it seems that something has slowly taken root in the heart, and even secretly issued a small sprout.

There are hopes, dreams, futures, and... more unknown things.

Yukimura seems to have transformed?Well, of course, it is also possible that Brother Cun transformed. (group fight)

"Hehe, Ya is smiling too, of course I have to smile too."

To smile confidently, smile flying.

Tennis is regarded as life by Yukimura Seiichi, but fortunately, tennis is not the only thing in Seiichi Yukimura's life.

The 35% probability is not a reason to escape, an excuse to shrink back, how can it be possible to succeed and achieve the final perfect result without even trying hard?

Looking at the cute kitten who didn't know how "great" he said, Yukimura suddenly showed a smirk, which was much more real and clear than the usual light smile.He lifted his finger to catch Yaye's chin, and his smile deepened, "Yaye."

"Ah?" The kitten was still in a daze and hadn't realized it yet, wondering what kind of madness the opposite guy had gone into today.

However, Yukimura grinned and revealed the so-called 'truth', "Actually, I watched an ethics drama last night."

"That's why you have become like this?" Kitten pushed away Yukimura's delicate fingers, shook his head, and continued to walk towards his ward with the penguin's footsteps.

Sure enough, Jingshi is still in love, look, he has become such an idiot.

The temperature of the other party still remains on the fingers, and the soft touch makes people nostalgic.

He clearly remembered Yaya, who listened to him playing the guitar carelessly under the big tree, and said with a smile that he would go back to the hospital; My buddy Yaya...

Everything is youth, people are not 2X in vain, and there is nothing wrong with being a magic horse in adolescence.

Sorry, I secretly inquired about your illness because of my selfish heart, thank you, for the courage you inadvertently gave me, for you inadvertently awakened me who had been sleeping for a long time...

【Mother, I have decided to undergo surgery. 】