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Feng Jinghuai really had nothing to do with him, and he couldn't explain too much, lest Bai Xu ponder further, so he had to patiently say to him: "We'll talk about this later, go to bed early."

"A Huai." Bai Xu blinked her eyes and raised her head to look at Feng Jinghuai aggrievedly. Feng Jinghuai's gaze almost made Feng Jinghuai fail, and stepped forward to embrace him in his arms.

"Let's rest earlier." Feng Jinghuai fled in despair.

It was cold and windy outside, and there were dark clouds everywhere in the sky, and it seemed that it was going to rain.

It will snow in Dayan in winter, this year is already much late, it is time for snow.

Feng Jinghuai returned to the main hall, sat on the soft couch and covered his head in pain, feeling depressed in his heart, coughed a few times unconsciously.

After he recovered, Feng Jinghuai hadn't coughed again for several years, Chu Yang immediately asked worriedly, "Is your majesty feeling unwell?"

"No problem." Feng Jinghuai shook his head, "It's just that I feel depressed and sullen."

"Your Majesty, let's talk it out with the young master. Holding your breath like this will hurt your health." Chu Yang poured tea and brought it over: "With the young master's temperament, once you think about it, you won't give up so easily."

"I couldn't tell him before, and now I can't. He has already realized that he likes me. If he said it, no matter what the result is, it would be a bad thing for him. And you also said, his temper , seems docile, stubborn. Once you get the sweetness, how can you give up. "

If his liking is true, if something happens in the future, it will only hurt her. If not, knowing that there is someone who likes him by his side, there will be a gap in his heart in the future.Besides, Feng Jinghuai didn't want to get the latter answer, even if it was always so ambiguous.

Let's keep at this stalemate, I hope he is just a young man, and he will forget it after a long time.

Thinking of being in harmony with Bai Xu, and thinking that he might feel sad because of this matter, Feng Jinghuai felt chills in his hands and feet.But looking at it now, there is only one way to delay.

Feng Jinghuai actually hid Bai Xu for a few days and stayed in Qianyang Palace. When Bai Xu went to Qianyang Palace to ask to see him, Chu Yang found a reason to block the door.

Outside the house, the white catkins rolled around wanting to see him, but inside Feng Jinghuai's heart was full of bitterness, and sometimes he even thought that it would be great if he was just an ordinary person.

This half a month of hiding was the most difficult time for Bai Xu.

During the two years when she couldn't see Feng Jinghuai, Bai Xu just felt that she missed her, but now that she can't see her, she just feels that her whole heart is ups and downs, and she can't find a place to return to.

Ah Huai didn't want to see him, did he not like him and tried to refuse, or did he go too far and made him angry?

During the day, he had to go to class and practice with Zhuyu, so he didn't have much time to think about it.But at night, when she was lying on the bed alone, Bai Xu's thoughts were out of control.Sometimes I think about my feelings for Feng Jinghuai, sometimes I think about the past, and sometimes I feel red-faced and recall only one kiss.

Feng Jinghuai is close at hand, but as if in the sky, this feeling makes Bai Xu very uncomfortable, and the grievance spreads in his heart like a dark cloud.

This feeling is exactly what is said in the poem: "If you ask for it, you can't get it, and you can't sleep for it."

Bai Xu finally understands what real longing is, and understands the words and sentences used in the book to describe when the protagonist is not seen.

Lovesickness so close, isn't that the case.

It was night, this was the first time in half a month that she stood at the gate of Qianyang Palace, Bai Xu looked at the lights inside, and the boulder on her chest became heavier and heavier.

"Brother Chuyang, Ah Huai still doesn't want to see me?" Bai Xu asked.

Chu Yang was very embarrassed, he lowered his head and replied, "Young master, the king has been involved in many things these few days. After these few days, the king will go to see the young master after he finishes handling the political affairs."

"Okay." Bai Xu took another look inside, then turned and left.

The plum blossoms in the Imperial Garden were already blooming. When Bai Xu passed by, she stood under the tree and looked up for a long time, then returned to Zhengyang Palace lonely.

It hurts a lot in my heart, the pain of tsk tsk for no reason, Bai Xu has never experienced it, even when Feng Jinghuai was angry with him before, he never felt such pain.

Maybe this is the sadness after being rejected, Bai Xu thought.

When he got here, Bai Xu was very sure that he really had feelings for Feng Jinghuai, he had already lived in his heart unconsciously, and this feeling only came to his mind when he was really facing loss.

"I like him." Bai Xu murmured, "Tossing and turning, thinking about him, don't you like him?"

It would be great if I figured it out earlier, if I didn't have to ask for confirmation so eagerly, I would have revealed it without thinking.

Love is possession and mutual, Bai Xu hopes that Feng Jinghuai can also be like himself, thinking about being alone so much that he can't sleep.

"So this is lovesickness." Bai Xu was obviously sad, but she couldn't help but smile sweetly: "As long as I like him, that's enough, and he will like me too. He treats me so well."

It is said in the book that if you like someone, don't rush for a while, you should accumulate them over time to make him fall in love.

But Bai Xu can't wait, Bai Xu can't wait to see Feng Jinghuai now, and throw herself into his arms.

Bai Xu has always been smart, after she made up her mind, she tossed and turned on the bed, and suddenly she had a plan.

On the second day, Feng Jinghuai still didn't come back, Bai Xu didn't go to Qianyang Palace to pester Chu Yang to see Feng Jinghuai.

In the afternoon, there was a light rain from the sky, and then it began to snow. In just two hours, a white layer was laid at night.

Bai Xu put on a thin cloak, did not let the maids and eunuchs follow, and went to Qianyang Palace with a lantern.

Whether it's Feng Jinghuai ignoring him, rejecting him, or anything else, Bai Xu is sure that what he wants to do most now is to tell Feng Jinghuai what he thinks, to let him know that his Xu'er likes him.

If Feng Jinghuai had feelings for him, Bai Xu felt that he would meet her in the snowy night.

It was late at night, and besides the guards, there were only two maids on duty outside the house.After Bai Xu knocked on the door, it was Chu Yang who came out.

"Young master, the king has already rested." Chu Yang said.

Ah Huai still didn't want to see her, but Bai Xu knew he wasn't asleep, and Feng Jinghuai was not used to burning incense before going to bed, but at this moment there was still a faint smell in the room.

"Brother Chuyang, distract the people around you. I know that Ah Huai is not asleep, so I have something to say."

Chu Yang paused, then raised his hand to make the surrounding guards and maids retreat.

"Ahuai." Bai Xu knocked on the door twice more, and said softly: "What I said that day is true. Maybe it was just a whim at the time, but I thought about it carefully, and I really like you. I always miss you, I can’t sleep, my heart is full of you, but you don’t want to see me. I don’t like this feeling, I don’t like you ignoring me, I don’t like being close to you, but I can’t touch you. I am Isn't it capricious?"

There was a ding sound in the room, and there was the sound of the teacup being smashed, as if some books had fallen on the ground.

Feng Jinghuai stood behind the desk and clenched his fists, one foot had already been stepped out.

The person on top of his heart was right outside the door, speaking love language across the door, even if Feng Jinghuai restrained himself, he almost rushed out.

"If you don't like me, you tell me that I won't be willful. But I clearly feel that you like me because you kissed me. The book says that only those who like it will kiss and restrain themselves Can't live."

Feng Jinghuai thought, not only could he not restrain himself, he listened to Bai Xu wanting to see him every day in the room, and now he was still listening to his love words word by word, listening to his voice that was so wronged that he was about to cry. A kind of torture, like a feather swept across the heart.

"The plum blossoms in the imperial garden are blooming. I want to go see them with you. I also want to go to Huangzhuang to see the maple leaves with you, and I want to play the piano with you, but you don't want to see me."

Feng Jinghuai walked lightly to the door, and seemed to hear Bai Xu's breathing and his heartbeat through the door.

One more step forward, and you can hold him in your arms,

Feeling Feng Jinghuai's breath, Bai Xu was overjoyed, sniffed and said, "Ah Huai, it's snowing outside, it's so cold."

Feng Jinghuai couldn't restrain himself any longer, raised his hand and opened the door, and saw the white catkins with red noses outside the door at a glance.

"You know it's snowing, so you don't want to wear more?" Feng Jinghuai sighed: "Go back quickly, I'll let Chu Yang see you off."

Bai Xu squinted her eyes and smiled, threw down the lantern and opened her hands to rush towards Feng Jinghuai.

Feng Jinghuai was caught off guard by him and staggered, barely steadied his body and followed him, smelling the smell of wind and snow in his hair, his tense heartstrings were completely broken.

"Ah Huai, you still hate me, don't you?"

"When did I give up on you?" Feng Jinghuai said helplessly, "You ran here in the snow at night, didn't it make me feel bad?"

"Then why didn't you see me?" Bai Xu rubbed Feng Jinghuai's shoulder aggrievedly: "You only said that we'll talk when I grow up, you just let me think about it, you didn't say you don't like me. Ah Huai Do you like me too, like I like you?"

"Xu'er."

Bai Xu is like a willful child, even now, Feng Jinghuai is not sure whether his liking is obsession or true liking.Or in other words, he understands how much he likes him.

"Don't say no." Bai Xu's voice began to cry: "I don't want to listen to the truth."

Feng Jinghuai's heart melted into snow water and was boiled again. He couldn't say a single word of those great truths in his heart, those words of rejection.

She obviously likes him, seeing him like this, how can she say words of admonition.

"That's all." Feng Jinghuai hugged him tightly: "I'm here with you, now I can't harden my heart at all."

"Then you answer me."

"Xu'er, I like you. I love you from the bottom of my heart. I liked you before you liked me." Feng Jinghuai felt the warmth in his arms: "But..."

"I like it if I like it, why should I? But, I don't like you adding this sentence." Bai Xu pushed him away, looking into his eyes with red eyes: "Is it my fault?"

"No, you're fine." Feng Jinghuai sighed again.

Bai Xu is simple but stubborn, now he just likes it and wants it all over his heart, no matter how he listens to those great principles, no matter how he understands that it is for his own good.

"Hey, whatever." Feng Jinghuai stretched out his head and wiped the corner of his eyes: "It's because you are stubborn, and it's because I'm not firm enough to withstand the temptation. From now on, even if I know I can't do anything, I will do my best to protect you. I hope you can understand."

"What are you talking about?" Bai Xu was puzzled.

"No." Feng Jinghuai lowered his head and kissed the corner of his mouth: "I'm talking, what should I do when you Xue Ye complained about lovesickness?"

"Whatever you want to do is fine." Bai Xu burst out laughing, and threw herself into his arms again: "As long as you like, it's fine."

"How do you know I am?"

"I'm not sure either, I just want to burn the boat. If I beg you so much and you still don't want to see me, I won't think about my feelings for you anymore, and I won't think that I like you."

"Are you the type to give up so easily?"

"Then I can't tie you up and make you say that you like me." Bai Xu felt that her heart had found a foothold, and she clung to Feng Jinghuai tenderly, feeling extremely comfortable.

At the beginning of love, even if Bai Xu's liking is still in ignorance, now she knows that Feng Jinghuai is really different from other people.

[The author has something to say: Bai Xu is naughty and self-willed now, he doesn't even understand what liking is, he only knows what he wants, and there is still a long way to go.

A spoiler for you, Bai Xu once said: "A Huai taught me what love is, but my willfulness ruined everything."

So you can understand why Baixu after 2000 is gentle and pleasant, Feng Jinghuai said everything, right?

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