Take down that Alpha school grass

Chen Weiwan watched Lin Moci walk into the body anti-stress testing equipment with a heavy heart. He put the mobile phone in his pocket, and did not rush in to disturb Lin Moci at this time, but he was very anxious.

After passing the weight-bearing sprint, vision, pull-up and other tests, Lin Moci only needs to pass the physical stress test. This is an extremely important moment for him.

If he can, he will also create a history in the No. [-] Middle School and become the first omega in the No. [-] Middle School to pass the military school physical examination.

With his heart beating like a drum, Chen Weiwan pressed his hand on the window, making a few prints, his knuckles raised, anxious and restless.

The body stress test is extremely uncomfortable.

At first, it felt like holding your breath underwater, testing your lung capacity, and then you would feel a sense of weightlessness. At first, it was just like being a pirate ship, but later it would be as if you were thrown off a cliff. There was no gravity, as if you were being trapped Something pulled and endured a huge sense of weightlessness.

There is a red button on the side, you can press it if you can't bear it.

Lin Moci bent his body with limp legs and felt nauseated.

At such an uncomfortable moment, he thought of the military uniform he would wear in the future, the medals he had been ashamed to express his admiration for, and the back view of his father performing missions again and again.

He was very annoyed by that back, because it meant parting.

But.... If he really reveals the thoughts in his heart for many years, he has to admit that he has always admired that figure from the back.

Every father was once the hero of his son when he was young. They walked in front, followed by a series of chasing footprints.

That's why my father always has his back.

The sense of dizziness and weightlessness has decreased, and the test has come to the last step, the sense of pressure.

It was as if a heavy load had been thrown on his back and legs, as if he had been thrown into the deep sea without protective gear. The strong pressure made him feel that his bones were about to break, his whole body was trembling, and his spine was about to be bent. Break down again.

The most insurmountable gap between omega and alpha lies here. No matter how they train their physiques, they are not as naturally strong as alphas, with high bone density and muscle ratio.

So for Lin Moci, he had to grit his teeth and rely on ten times more willpower to survive.

His whole body was soaked in sweat, and he pressed his hands on his knees desperately, even if he didn't kneel down, he didn't press the red button even if he was about to faint from pain.

The inspectors outside almost tried to persuade him to give up, but he couldn't see the commotion of people outside, nor could he see Chen Weiwan's infinitely worried eyes. He only had one thought in his mind.

Get over it.

He has a place he wants to go, a road he wants to walk on, and for this, he can bear it to any extent.

If he falls down here and chooses any other industry to do from now on, for him, it will really turn his life into a desert, without any vitality.

With the sound of a beep, Lin Moci pushed open the door, watched the 3-minute test time pass, and lay down on the mat, as if he could finally catch his breath, holding his heavily heaving chest and breathing heavily, But there was a smile in his eyes.

The word "qualified" was printed on the physical examination form, and he slowly got used to getting up and walking out of the classroom. People outside shouted and ran to tell each other. Everyone spread the news that he, an omega, passed the physical examination of the military school. Looking at it with admiration, there is no doubt about it.

In Alpha, strength is the most convincing thing.

From then on, he was an official candidate for the military academy, far surpassing many seemingly strong and mighty alphas.

Lin Moci rushed out holding his legs, hugged Chen Weiwan excitedly, and screamed excitedly: "Brother Wan! I did it! I did it!"

He patted Chen Weiwan on the back: "I have the confidence to negotiate with my dad after passing this!"

Chen Weiwan hugged him reluctantly with a smile, and after he excitedly shook the paper back and forth several times, he said vaguely: "Xiao Ci, we may go to the hospital now..."

Lin Moci looked at his very strange expression, and tried to withdraw slowly from the state of excitement, but he was still dazed and dizzy with excitement, unable to calm down completely: "What's the matter, what's wrong with you?"

Chen Weiwan grabbed his hand: "It's not me, you go with me first...but, promise me to stay calm, okay?"

An ominous premonition welled up in his heart, Lin Moci shook his hand back: "What's the matter..."

Chen Weiwan didn't explain to him, and accompanied him by car all the way to the Municipal People's Hospital, passing through various white coats, passing by all kinds of people who were troubled by illness, and walked to the operating room on the fourth floor of the hospital.

The closer he got, the more uneasy Lin Moci felt in his heart.And as soon as he got to the door, he saw Zhou Yaohong sitting outside with eyes wide open, accompanied by a few of his father's comrades-in-arms.

The operation was still in progress, and it seemed as if a string snapped in Lin Moci's mind.

He looked at the scene in front of him with weak legs, and even forgot to go up to say hello to a few uncles, and went straight up to ask Zhou Yao: "Mom... what happened?!"

Zhou Yao looked up at him, and before he answered, he was afraid to listen.

So familiar.. He is too familiar with this scene....

The cold corridor, the smell of disinfectant, the hurried footsteps, and the red light on --- the operating room of the hospital has always been like a nightmare to him.

Because it was here that he saw his grandfather being pushed in with his own eyes, and then he spent the most painful and cold three hours outside the door. When we met again, the hands that had held his head countless times were gone. up the temperature.

Lin Moci took a step back, his voice was so trembling that he could barely make out what he was saying: "Is that my dad..."

Zhou Yao held his hands, hugged his face into her arms, choked up and said, "The doctor said there is only 30.00% certainty...so I...I call you..."

Lin Moci understood.

What his mother wanted to say was that she called him here because she was afraid that if something happened, he might not see his father for the last time.

Lin Moci felt as if he had been soaked in a nightmare full of rancid smell and sprayed with countless disinfectants. He couldn't react, his mind was blank, he didn't cry or make a fuss, just stared blankly, as if he had no thinking ability at all. up.

He just didn't think it should be.

Shouldn't be true.

how could be?He was fine when he left, and even quarreled with himself, and threatened him so forcefully that he was not allowed to go to the military academy.

He pushed everyone away and stood up, but due to excessive physical exertion and mental stimulation, he couldn't stand still, and was supported by Chen Weiwan next to him.

Lin Moci looked at the other uncles calmly: "Uncle Zhang, my dad doesn't go to the front line at all right now, so what could happen?"

Uncle Zhang's face was as miserable as a crumpled piece of paper, he lowered his head: "It was an accidental attack, your father has too many enemies..."

There was a swollen and tingling sensation of water soaking into the eardrum next to his ear. Lin Moci covered his face, as if he had pressed this explanation into his head, and it was like an old machine that was in disrepair. It took a long time to chew and dismantle it, and understood the other party if.

He lowered his head.

Fear, panic, pain, sadness, regret, these series of emotions finally surged up after he clearly understood the current situation.

Something happened...his dad...even had an accident...

Chen Weiwan felt Lin Moci falling on top of him powerlessly, his face was frighteningly pale, and his hands were shaking non-stop.

He supported Lin Moci to sit on the bench.

Lin Moci supported his forehead with his hands, and not long after, drops of liquid fell to the ground.

For some reason, he remembered that the last sentence his father said before he left was clearly a knife pierced into his father's heart.

——"You are sorry for me, sorry for my mother, and sorry for my grandpa!"

——"No matter what I do, I will never give you retirement!"

Now that he thought about it repeatedly, he suddenly realized that when his father listened to his accusation, he didn't refute it at all, but just wasted a moment of his always upright figure.

As if injured, much older.

——"Like this umbrella, your dad is the one who shields you from the wind and rain, but one day, the umbrella will get old..."

——"So, we have to be the ones who protect them from the wind and rain."

He thought of what Chen Weiwan said to him on that rainy day, and his heart felt like a knife was piercing his heart.

Guilt almost drove him crazy.

At this moment, he wished that there was such a vicious self lying inside.

if......

Lin Moci looked at the door of the operating room, his eyes were almost blurred by tears, he punched his heart hard with his legs, and was stopped by Chen Weiwan.

He thought, if there is a miracle in this rescue, he is willing to stay by his father's side. It doesn't matter if he doesn't go to the military academy. He is willing to do any job as long as it makes his father happy.

An hour seemed as long as a century. The light on the top of the operating room flicked, and the door opened immediately. Lin Moci's heart was almost stuck and he couldn't beat. He saw a group of people pushing his father out. All over the place, with an oxygen mask on his mouth.

The doctor glanced at everyone's concerned and anxious eyes, wiped the sweat from the long-term operation, and said calmly: "The rescue is back... The patient's own will is strong enough, and the bomb retrieval went smoothly this time, which is also lucky. The millimeter bullet just shattered the heart."

As if the supporting force was gone all of a sudden, Lin Moci fell back to the chair and fell into Chen Weiwan's arms, panting heavily, with tears in his eyes.

"Scared me to death." He cried and laughed while hugging Chen Weiwan, "Scared me to death!"

Uncle Zhang hugged his head and rubbed it repeatedly, his eyes were red and he smirked: "It's okay...it's okay..."

Zhou Yao also came over, hugging Lin Moci and the three of them, tears pouring down, even Chen Weiwan's eyes were reddened by this scene.

.....

It was not until night that Lin Moci finally waited for Lin Ruida to wake up again.

His face was bruised by the aftermath of the bomb, and he was covered in layers, looking very distressed.Chen Weiwan had already gone home first, Zhou Yao was already sleeping on the folding bed next to him, Lin Moci lay beside him, saw that he woke up, and quickly fed him some water.

There was a long silence between them, but Lin Ruida only called out "son", and Lin Moci burst into tears again.

Lin Ruida froze all over, and continued to criticize and educate: "Why are you crying, you are useless."

Lin Moci wiped away his tears, told him about the physical examination he took during the day, and added, "If you disagree with this military academy, I won't go."

He cried and said, "Dad, I will always listen to you from now on..."

Lin Ruida has participated in the military school physical examination, although he passed it easily, but he knows how difficult it is for an omega to pass it.

He had just returned from the gate of hell, and he couldn't move at all, but his thoughts were also clearer than ever.

Not long ago, in a hail of bullets, he stood up and blocked a passerby at a critical moment, which resulted in such a serious injury.

From the moment of rushing up to the last desperate fight and fainting from serious injuries, he seemed to have finally figured out one thing.

That was Lin Moci's determination, just like his actions regardless of life and death.

At that moment, it was their instinct to regard faith as more important than life.

Back then when my father heard that he had accepted an undercover mission, he cursed and whipped himself with a small bamboo pole, but even though he knew that the road ahead was difficult and there was always a risk of death, he still went there without hesitation, and Lin Moci made the choice for his life now same.

Putting himself in the shoes of others, he felt like he was thinking about it.

"You go." Lin Ruida opened his chapped lips and said to Lin Moci, "Go to the military academy."

Lin Moci was stunned for a moment, and after realizing it, his brows were beaming with joy: "Really?"

Lin Ruida only maintained a good father image for half a minute, and then poured cold water on him: "Well, you won't pass the exam anyway."

Lin Moci: "..."

Is it so difficult to speak well? !

As if hearing the cry from the bottom of his heart, Lin Ruida coughed a few times, but smiled lightly, and asked him to touch the blood-stained military uniform hanging beside him and take out the old pocket watch.

Lin Moci searched for a long time before finding it out and handing it to him.

Lin Ruida pushed it to him with her finger: "It's for you."

Lin Moci picked it up and looked at it for a while, and saw that the pocket watch was seriously damaged and its luster was dim. Although it was still beautiful, it did not meet the aesthetics of young people.

Lin Ruida looked at Lin Moci's increasingly angular face from the side, and suddenly seemed to see himself when he was young. The only difference was that Lin Moci was rounder, and his face shape was inherited from Zhou Yao.

In the past, there seemed to be an unheated river of ice between them, where years of misunderstandings and separations were frozen.

He felt that there was no need to explain many things in the past, but now that he has experienced life and death, he wants to explain.

Lin Ruida tried hard to find a topic to start: "Actually... when you were a child, the people around me were all drug dealers. I had no choice but to..."

Lin Moci lowered his eyes and said, "I know..."

Lin Ruida raised his eyes and looked at the ceiling. The door of the ward was not closed tightly, and there was a soft sound from time to time when it was blown by the wind. The cold wind everywhere reminded him of his father's death at that time.

The past came like a flood.

"The day I went to City C, your grandfather said to me, 'Don't forget about me. When the weather is fine, I can see City C from the high ground of City A'." Lin Ruida said slowly, "I know that I can't see it. It's just that he wants to give me a reason to move forward with peace of mind and let me let go of my concern for him."

He pointed to the reflective mechanical pocket watch, and continued: "This, this is left to me by your grandfather. It is a pocket watch that accompanied him through his military career."

"In the days when his condition worsened, I was still running around in the hail of guns and bullets in City C, unable to sleep day and night."

This is a past that, as long as he thinks about it, it will make him so solid that he can't maintain his appearance at all. He and Lin Moci talked with trembling voices.

"At that time, I also wondered if I was the most unfilial son in the world, and I couldn't even accompany my own father in the last time."

"But when I see this watch, I can understand that your grandfather entrusted me with the unfinished mission of his life."

"This pocket watch is condensed with the blood he shed. It is the fiery torch that he held up all his life, and he passed it to my hand."

As if tearing open the wound in his heart that had been silent for many years, he finally explained to Lin Moci in a serious and non-critical way:

"Compared to looking at each other with tears in his eyes before he died, the highest memory I can give him should be to inherit his spirit and live on."

"And this spirit, now let me pass it on to you."

"You are my son, whether it's an omega or something, you are my pride."

"Xiaoci, this job is not as easy as you think. Many people around me were seriously injured but no one remembered their names. Your grandfather was also injured but was not awarded a medal."

"Don't aim to be a hero, your aim should be to save everyone you can."

He tried his best to stretch out his inconvenient right hand, wrapping Lin Moci's hand, which was a size smaller than him, and held the pocket watch together, as if it could cut through life and death and time, and three generations reunited in the palm of his hand .

At this moment, it is not just a pocket watch, but also a spirit and inheritance.

He gave Lin Moci a belated education. On the day when he was officially qualified to sprint towards the military academy, he told Lin Moci what his father said most often.

He said: "Small words, you have to remember, but do good deeds, don't ask about the future."