Take down that Alpha school grass

Like everyone else, Xu Ziyan also likes naughty boys - this is Bai Jianxian's conclusion.

He stood in the classroom, looking at the tiramisu in his hand hesitantly, wondering whether it should be put on the other side's desk.

But he finally sighed and slipped the dessert in again.

He felt that he would never be able to be a domineering president, perhaps he was destined to be like the miserable male second in TV dramas, so he could only give silently like this, and be a backup when necessary.

And this feeling of loss and inferiority made him dare not confess formally.

Xu Ziyan went to his house in the name of studying with him, and even stayed at his house for one night after a coquettish meal.

He repeatedly refused, feeling that AO would not accept the offer, but the other party said coldly, "You only let Lin Mo quit, don't you want me to live?"

The look of crying after the accusation made him lose his mind all of a sudden. The night they lived together lasted like ten years. He turned over and didn't dare to move. To alleviate alpha's bad nature, but the other party turned over repeatedly, and in the early morning, he suddenly turned around and hugged him, scaring him up and ran to the bathroom in embarrassment.

Only later did he know that the other party's grades did not need to study with him at all, and he never even needed to listen to his lectures.

The relationship between the two of them was so ambiguous that only one person could pierce the layer of paper. He was always hesitant, but it was only because he felt that he was not good enough, not because he felt that there was something wrong with the other party.

Until they were promoted to sophomore year.

On the first day of school, he found that Xu Ziyan had become taller than himself.

This person seemed to have grown up, with more edges and corners on his face, which added a bit of sharpness to the beauty of the original fragile and young teeth, his shoulders became wider, and his legs became longer. When he looked at him, he even had to look up.

—he should have realized the weirdness earlier.

How could an omega be taller than himself?How could it be possible to smell your own pheromones in your own room without being affected at all?

But he didn't.

He was blinded by the other party's cute face, so he didn't realize the doubt.

Falling one step at a time, falling again and again.

He added the other party's seat in the back seat, and the other party came to his house from time to time as a guest, and got along very well with his younger sister Bai Siqi. He had the other party's bear toothbrush in his house, and he would send him home at night after school every day. .....

After a long time, his inferiority complex gradually receded, and he even began to conceive of the future of the two of them, thinking about going to the same university with the other, thinking about confessing his love and holding the other's hand when he was able to take responsibility .

However, all of this was shattered by Chen Weiwan's words in the third year of high school.

Chen Weiwan said: "Does he know you are an alpha?"

It took Bai Jianxian a full minute to react before he understood what the other party was referring to.

All the strange things before are all connected in series, the inexplicable love concept, the overly possessive desire, the over-tall stature, the calmness that has never been affected by my pheromone.....

All because the other party is an alpha.

Xu Ziyan apologized to him for a whole week.

Their relationship seemed to be reversed, Xu Ziyan brought him food every day, followed him on night walks every day, tried every means to see if there were any questions he didn't know, and then explained them to him.

Even when he followed him all the way and never heard him speak, Xu Ziyan stood in the rain with an umbrella in his hand, and couldn't help crying and said, "Isn't alpha okay? You only like omega pheromones? Didn't you say But, don’t you care about the gender of the person you like?!”

Bai Jianxian felt a dull pain in his heart, he stuck and said, "Actually, I..."

Xu Ziyan ran away with red eyes.

Bai Jianxian suffered from insomnia all night, all he could think about was the other party's voice and smile.

The other party is an alpha...but even if it's an alpha...if you like it...

Whatever it is!

He did something deviant for the first time in his life, and he chased Xu Ziyan back. He took Xu Ziyan and hid him in a corner of the woods during physical education class, and said, "Xiaoyan, I thought about it, even if you are an alpha, I think I am Can...."

Xu Ziyan's excited eyes sparkled: "Really, bro."

Bai Jianxian nodded, tentatively stretched out his hand to touch his hair, and whispered: "But, can you smell your pheromone for me..."

This was the last test he gave himself. He decided to smell the pheromone of the other party's alpha. No matter how uncomfortable it was, he wanted to bear it and adapt slowly.

Xu Ziyan lowered his head and hugged him.

Slowly, the aroma of blueberries floated in the air, and it penetrated into the skin numbly. Bai Jianxian was surprised to find that the pheromone level of the other party was much higher than his own. .

But the taste...

He didn't like the smell.

Until the taste gradually becomes richer, the fruity aroma of blueberries is mixed with smoke.

He instantly remembered the scene where he watched his close family members die of lung cancer. The smell of smoke instantly aroused his ptsd. He couldn't hold back, and pushed Xu Ziyan away. lump.

He squatted on the ground, he really couldn't bear the smell, his eyes were full of tears, and he was holding his belly in pain, his facial features were distorted.

"Sorry..." He squatted, his voice hoarse, "I can't accept it... sorry Xiaoyan."

Before he finished speaking, he saw Xu Ziyan's pretty face showing a bit of ferocity, grabbed his chin, and forced him to meet his eyes: "Why can't you accept it? Didn't you just say it's okay? Why?"

"Smoke..." Bai Jianxian covered his mouth to disperse the strange smell in the air, "I can't smell the smell of smoke."

However, before he finished speaking, the other party stuck his chin and kissed him fiercely, releasing pheromone again and again, forcing him to accept his own taste.

He never thought that Xu Ziyan, who looked thin and weak, could be so strong. His lips were bitten by the fierce action of the other party, but he couldn't bear to punch the other party, but in the end he pushed the other party away with all his strength and said Sentence: "Sorry..."

Holding his stomach that was about to explode, he pushed it away and finally vomited it out while holding the tree.

Xu Ziyan panicked, came up to support him, didn't care about the dirt at all, took out a handkerchief to wipe him clean, and took him to the school hospital.

After that, their relationship was like climbing to the top of Mt. Fuji in spring, Lan Yinxu Guo, but the flowers were gone all the way to the top, and it was snow that did not melt for years.

Xu Ziyan's attitude towards him no longer has the slightest sense of indifference, as if he has transformed from a spoiled child into an adult, only occasionally watching him from the back seat, running behind him in physical education class, quietly, never going out Excuse me.

This tacit understanding was maintained until graduation.

Many students hugged each other, and Bai Jianxian was very popular. After hugging half of the class, he turned to Xu Ziyan.

Even though he had mixed feelings in his heart, he still said: "Xiaoyan..."

Xu Ziyan didn't hug her, but just smiled lightly, with bitterness in his smile: "I asked your sister, you can't bear the smell of cigarettes, I know."

Sun Hao who was beside him ran past, bumped into Xu Ziyan, and threw him directly into Bai Jianxian's arms.

Sun Hao scratched his head: "Aren't you two still hugging? I'm going to hug the school committee soon!"

A group of people around watched, only when there was an excuse of a graduation hug, Bai Jianxian dared to touch him again, his fingers curled up slightly, trying to hug Xu Ziyan, and then let go.

It was like saying a shameless goodbye to my entire youth.

But Xu Ziyan pushed him away without hugging him, the wry smile on his face seemed to be afraid that he would smell him.

Bai Jianxian smoothed things over awkwardly: "Xiaoyan, where do you want to apply in university?"

In the past, they agreed that they would go to S City Medical University together.

But Xu Ziyan just said: "I'm going abroad, brother."

After he paused, he suddenly tugged on the zipper of Bai Jianxian's school uniform. It was a small movement like when we first met, but this time he really opened his clothes.

"I won't bother you anymore, you have to take care."

Holding a small knife, he quickly cut off the second button of Bai Jianxian's shirt - the one closest to the heart - and held it in the palm of his hand.

"I don't expect to hug, let me commemorate this."

Bai Jianxian couldn't remember how he went home alone that day.

All he could think about was the phrase "I won't bother you" that the other party said.

I will never see that coquettish girl who clings to her again.

No one needs him to accompany him all the way.

His ugly bike backseat can be removed.

No one will use the bear toothbrush at home.

Because of his cowardice and incompetence, and because of a boring psychological shadow, he personally hurt the heart of the only person he loved, leaving the other person with a heart full of scars, leaving City A for a foreign country.

Even in the end, Xu Ziyan just looked red-eyed, but didn't dare to hug him.

When the street lights came on, a barbershop was playing "What Kind of Man Are You?", as if the whole world was mocking him.

Looking at himself in the window, Bai Jianxian couldn't help but squat down with his head in his arms in the crowded street, losing his composure to the extreme.

During the summer vacation after graduation, he began to miss Xu Ziyan by his side like crazy.

That sense of loss is like when the other party cut off the buttons, they also gouged out a corner of his soul, leaving a sore that cannot be healed, leaking rain and wind, making his whole body dilapidated, every night It's all suffering.

More like punishment for a coward like him.

The longing entangled his bones like poison, he went to his cousin's bar to order wine, he ordered a whole table, and after drinking alone, he slept in the box all night, but the next day he woke up with only crazy emptiness feel.

Alcohol doesn't help.

In the second month when Xu Ziyan couldn't be contacted, he seemed to have been poisoned by something, and ran to the convenience store alone in the middle of the night to buy a pack of cigarettes.

There are many brand-name cigarettes, but he finally chose Blueberry Seven Star Pops.

The first cigarette made him go to the toilet and vomit for half a night.

He couldn't take it anymore, his stomach was empty, but his heart seemed to be full, smelling the smoke, he seemed to see Xu Ziyan laughing at him, deliberately asking him questions, and deliberately pretending to be cute that he didn't understand.

Later, after smoking too much, he finally stopped vomiting, but he also became addicted to cigarettes.

After half a month of military training at the beginning of the university, he had to smoke on the balcony every other day. The dormitory is a two-person room, and his roommate has never come to report, so he is not worried about affecting the other party.

Until he smoked the last one that day and wanted to buy another cigarette, he turned around and saw a silver suitcase.

The owner of the suitcase sat on the door frame and squinted at him: "Don't you hate the smell of cigarettes the most?"

Bai Jianxian's whole body froze, as if all his souls were taken away from his fright, he quickly opened the window for ventilation: "Xiaoyan?"

Xu Ziyan looked thoughtfully at the cigarette case he had thrown away before he came: "How did you get this habit?"

Bai Jianxian threw away the cigarette case with a "snap", flustered: "I'm not, I don't... Aren't you going abroad?"

Xu Ziyan walked up to him, picked up his cigarette case, but didn't throw it into the trash can.

His hair has grown again and can be braided, but he wears it, the beauty is indistinguishable and fragile, and he is dressed in black, like a cold-blooded beauty killer.

Xu Ziyan looked at the cigarette case: "I originally wanted to leave, but I was afraid that you missed me too much, so I stayed. It just so happens that we are in the same school and assigned to the same class."

Bai Jianxian didn't know where to put his hands: "That's right...a coincidence..."

Xu Ziyan: "It's a coincidence, the most coincidental thing is, brother, you really miss me."

Bai Jianxian wanted to shrink back, but he grabbed him and pressed him against the balcony door, teasingly said: "Otherwise, you are a person who makes you sick when you smell cigarettes, how can you smoke, and it's seven-star blueberry bursting pearls... yes My pheromones?"

Bai Jianxian: "..."

Xu Ziyan seemed to have the same expression when he caught him sniffing his clothes before, sly and joyful: "Do you like it now?"

Bai Jianxian: "What?"

Xu Ziyan brought the cigarette case in front of him, as if to let him see the six words written on it: "My pheromone is the same as my brother...alpha pheromone."

When Bai Jianxian didn't see him, his thoughts were like a tide, and when he saw him, he immediately pressed the switch, and didn't dare to say anything, as if he was holding a fragile piece of porcelain, and if he said a wrong word, he was about to run away.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Xu Ziyan was a little aggrieved. He took his hand and let go of his strength: "I really wanted to go, brother. But I wanted to... go abroad alone. I'm afraid of the dark, and I'm afraid of walking at night. , still afraid of thunder..."

"Without you, what should I do..." He lowered his head, bent his legs again, and buried his face in Bai Jianxian's arms, "I really can't leave you, I miss you so much."

After a while, Bai Jianxian hugged him back tightly.

He had always been a meek person, and rarely had such intense emotions, but at this moment his heart was being pulled, and he finally couldn't help his mountain-like feelings.

But how could he let it go, if he wasn't by Xu Ziyan's side, how could he let it go!

"I like it... But it has nothing to do with pheromones... I like you."

Bai Jianxian trembled every time he said a love story, he rubbed Xu Ziyan's hair, his heart full of remorse, wounds and regret cracks was refilled at this moment during the separation during the whole summer vacation.

"I like you... don't care about AA love, what pheromones... as long as it's you, as long as it's you, it's all good."

Xu Ziyan was taken aback by his confession at last, looking at the light outside the window, he inexplicably thought of the lamp in front of his house.

When the lamp was repaired a few times in high school, he broke it a few times, and finally he simply bought the repairman. Anyway, he lives in a detached house and it doesn't affect others.

He is not afraid of the dark, not afraid of thunder, let alone living in a foreign country.

In his many years of life, the only time he was afraid was when he heard Bai Siqi contact him during the summer vacation, saying that Bai Jianxian was going to faint from smoking.

At that time, he was almost shaken. He thought that it would be better to show up now, and stop playing tricks on his brother. What if he really broke down and got out of play?

But in the end, he endured it.Forcing Bai Jianxian to accept him after the heart-wrenching parting, to accept his cheated alpha.

In fact, in the final analysis, what he fears most is losing his brother.

Xu Ziyan smiled softly, he stood up straight, and taking advantage of his height, pressed Bai Jianxian who had just confessed his love to the glass of the balcony door, interlocked his fingers, and kissed him.

His pheromone is smoke, while Bai Jianxian's pheromone is green tea. When the two are in love, alpha pheromones are all over the room.

Their pheromones conflict with each other, and they are forced to entangle each other under the intimacy of their masters until they blend together, like two beasts finally biting each other, but finally accepting.