Pick up my white moonlight and run away

Lin Mo couldn't help trembling a little.

Chen Yuyang did not cross the line, and sat back in his driving seat.

As the car started, the evening wind came in from the half-opened window, messing up Lin Mo's hair.

In the past, Lin Mo suffered from motion sickness slightly.When the two of them were in the car together, Chen Yuyang would always help Lin Mo open the car window next to him to make him feel better.

Until now, this habit is still preserved.

Lin Mo felt that his eye sockets were sore, and couldn't help reaching out and rubbing his eyes.

The people around me obviously still remember all my hobbies, but back then, why did they leave without saying goodbye?

After Chen Yuyang went abroad, Lin Mo tried many methods and wanted to have a few more words with him.

As a result, only the online contact information did not receive a reply, the notification tone of the dialed phone changed from off to empty, and even the transoceanic letter he tried to write fell into the sea.

At that time, Lin Mo thought a lot, did Chen Yuyang forget to say goodbye to him?Does he have unspeakable difficulties?

Or did he not want to contact him at all, nor did he want to be able to find him?

Maybe he'll never come back.

For a long time, Lin Mo was troubled by these questions and guesses, and couldn't get out.

As many people comment on themselves, Lin Mo knows that he is a bit stubborn.

For things that have been identified, they will stick to them to the end.

This is the case for my career and my favorite guqin.

The same goes for people, Chen Yuyang, who I like.

Maybe it's because I realized my incorrect view of feelings that my friends and even some relatives always like to match me up for a blind date.And Gao Mu is undoubtedly the one who is most enthusiastic about his blind date plan.

Outside the car window is the night view of the city.

The lights are flashing and the neon lights are colorful. At this time, the road is still full of people.

While driving the car, Chen Yuyang said softly, "I didn't go abroad voluntarily, nor did I deliberately not contact you."

Lin Mo gave a soft "hmm".

In fact, what he has been waiting for is such an explanation.As long as Chen Yuyang told himself that there was a dilemma at that time, he would always remember himself.

Chen Yuyang then briefly talked about the process.

Just after graduating from middle school, his family forcibly sent him out of the country and severed all contact with him in China.

All the electronic devices he had used before were confiscated, and even some of the accounts he had originally used were stared at him to log out or unbind them.

He quickly completed his studies abroad, compressed the original three-year courses into two years, and then began to complete the family arrangements, accept career tests, and even started his own business.

With continuous accumulation, Chen Yuyang has the ability to control his own destiny and is no longer under the arrangement and control of the family.

What he paid in the past can now be said plainly from his mouth.

Even if he didn't say it, Lin Mo knew that Chen Yuyang must have put in a lot of sweat and hard work during the time abroad.

Lin Mo asked his doubts: "So at that time, why did you..."

Chen Yuyang understood what he meant, and said, "Because they found out that I like men."

Although it has been several years since the same-sex marriage bill was passed, this sexual orientation has not been accepted by the public before.

Especially for a family with a deep foundation like the Chen family, they cannot accept that the future heirs of the Chen family like the same sex.

For this reason, Chen Yuyang's father had quarreled with him many times, and finally used thunderous means to forbid him to stay in the country and go abroad immediately.

In front of this strict and even old-fashioned father, it is the right choice to marry and have children like ordinary people, and pass on the incense.

Chen Yuyang refused, and resisted with all his strength, but at that time, he was still too weak.

"So now?" Lin Mo asked.

He was a little nervous, wondering if Chen Yuyang's family would object to them being together?

If it is still opposed, is Chen Yuyang willing to go against the wishes of his family?

Lin Mo digested what Chen Yuyang said just now, feeling a little flustered.

Chen Yuyang smiled and said: "Now I have won the right to decide my feelings, don't worry."

He didn't tell Lin Mo that it was an angry remark from Father Chen at that time.

At that time, his father set a very high standard, saying that only by reaching this line and passing the test at home, can Chen Yuyang be with the person he likes.

But it was because of this sentence that Chen Yuyang completed this almost impossible task.

Seeing his son whose fighting spirit and obsession had not been wiped out in the past few years, it was Chen's father who finally compromised.

In the end, the head of the Chen family, whose temples were much whiter, just looked at his son and sighed: "Forget it, it's up to you to choose."

Chen Yuyang also didn't tell Lin Mo that when he graduated from middle school, his family had already discovered that he liked Lin Mo.

At that time, he had a thick record book, which recorded the details of his relationship with Lin Mo and the love he had always kept in his heart.

There are also photos of Lin Mo and him in his professional textbooks.

Chen Yuyang also has a special wooden box to keep the things Lin Mo wrote to him, maybe it's a postcard, maybe it's just a small note.

Was smashed by the family, found out, the father was furious.

The Chen family even wanted to ask Lin Mo if he had spoiled their child, but was stopped by Chen Yuyang.

Chen Yuyang said that he unilaterally liked Lin Mo and had nothing to do with Lin Mo.

He didn't even know if Lin Mo liked him.

Lin Mo pursed his lips and lowered his head.

Chen Yuyang continued: "Mo Mo, my family respects my feelings now and will not interfere with my choice."

Lin Mo nodded.

The car soon arrived at the garage under Lin Mo's small villa.

Chen Yuyang was a little reluctant to separate from Lin Mo like this, but he told himself that he needed to proceed step by step, and he had already gained a lot today.

He helped Lin Mo unbuckle his seat belt: "Go to bed early at night, remember to contact me."

Lin Mo looked up at him and hooked his neck: "Boyfriend, are you going to leave like this?"

Chen Yuyang stayed where he was, not daring to move, and looked at Lin Mo's face from a close distance.

Lin Mo raised his lips, leaned forward, tilted his head, and kissed Chen Yuyang's side face.

Then he got up quickly and got out of the car.

Lin Mo pursed his lips and said "goodbye", then closed the car door.

When he turned around, the roots of his ears were red.

Just now I was suddenly bold, but now I think about it, I am really ashamed.

Why can't I help myself for a while?

Chen Yuyang, who was in the car, still maintained the original posture, belatedly touching the place where Lin Mo kissed just now.