inherent evil

Sexual Evil 5

After all, human nature is inherently evil, and greedy behavior that cannot be given up is human nature.

Liu Hao knew that he shouldn't be entangled with Xia Ya anymore, but he still wanted to continue to be friends with her.Back then, Xia Ya's company did heal his wounds, and he also liked her, but only.

He was telling the truth when he said that he wanted to marry Xia Ya. The so-called marriage can no longer be measured by love, it is a kind of oath.The so-called oath of never giving up in disasters and illnesses, even if time dilutes the feelings, the responsibilities and oaths must continue to be fulfilled.Many people don't realize this point. So many people get divorced and remarried when their feelings are used to measure marriage.

However, Liu Hao had such an awareness, he really decided to dedicate his life to take care of this girl.

Even if there is still a shadow of Ye Xiu in his heart, that is the past tense, it is just a youthful phantom like a white rose and cinnabar mole, it is meaningless, Liu Hao knows it.Now that he treats his fiancée sincerely, that is the reality.

But that car accident broke his self-deception, and he finally had to admit that he couldn't forget Ye Xiu.After so many years, his obsession with Ye Xiu still couldn't dissipate, and he had to contemplate what he really thought now.

What would have happened if he had caught up with Ye Xiu's press conference that time?What would I say to him again?Is it possible to really forget him?

But now that the world is coming back, can he change the past?If it really changed, can he let it go?

he does not know.

Xia Ya ate at the restaurant downstairs. She was obviously an alpha, but she was often bullied like an Omega.The pregnant man in front of her had a good face, and his conversation was very gentle and decent. She couldn't help but wonder who his alpha was.I don't know why, but Xia Ya felt that she was very familiar with the person in front of her, and she trusted him very much, even though it was only the first time she met her. She had an urge to protect him from the bottom of her heart.

Probably alpha's instinct towards Omega...

Xia Ya asked: "Mr. Liu..."

Liu Hao said: "You don't need to call me Mr. Liu, just call me Liu Hao, or Ah Hao, we are about the same age."

Xia Ya was a little embarrassed, and said, "Then... Ah Hao, who is your alpha? Why isn't he with you? Seeing me, don't you worry about misunderstanding?"

This question was a bit difficult for Liu Hao, but in fact Xia Ya's question was very reasonable.Liu Hao decided to confess to her to make up for the past. "Let me tell you the truth, I am a professional e-sports player, do you know about glory?"

"I heard from friends."

"You can search for the name Liu Hao. I was the vice-captain of Team Excellent Era. When I was young, I admired Ye Qiu, the captain of Excellent Era. Later..." Liu Hao slowly talked about his past, and finally he concluded : "Thinking about it now, I actually know that he is actually a good person. It should be said that he is actually a very hardworking and brave person, but he is really terrible as a boyfriend. It can only be said that his personality is not compatible, and he is harming each other. "

Xia Ya nodded, "I understand what you mean, but you have to tell him about the child, right?"

Liu Hao shook his head, "This child is just a product of accident, why should he be burdened with a life for no reason?"

"It's the first time I've heard your point of view. A child is a matter of two people?" Xia Ya didn't understand Liu Hao's statement.

"Things can't be generalized. He is not the kind of scumbag who cheats people's feelings. If I tell him, he will definitely be responsible. But why bother?" He thought, what's the use of talking to Ye Xiu.He is now a network administrator, and he is busy with forming a team every day. It is too cruel for him to be responsible for a child at this time.Moreover, this child who was not expected, but was born as a responsibility, is also very cruel.

"It's my choice not to kill this child. First, I think I have the ability to raise him. Second, I want this child." Liu Hao said seriously, rubbing his stomach: "I hope this child can become my child." It is a pity that other children are born with two parts of love from their parents, but I can only give him this one part of my love.”

Xia Ya looked at him, was silent for a long time, and suddenly laughed.

Liu Hao was very surprised. He had known Xia Ya for so long, and she was always serious. "What are you laughing at?"

"It's the first time I saw someone who got pregnant by alpha and was still speaking for him. Don't you want to say that sleeping with him is my choice, and it has nothing to do with him?" Xia Ya put away her smile, He said sincerely: "It seems that he is really a very good person."

Yes.

Liu Hao loves and hates Ye Xiu. Ye Xiu is a very good person in the eyes of everyone. His hard work is admirable. He is gentle and affectionate. He has lost everything. look.But loss never appeared in his eyes. The moment he returned to the peak, his light was even more dazzling than before.Liu Hao originally loved him who was so dazzling, so when he glowed again, Liu Hao couldn't help but be attracted to him.On the one hand, he was unwilling, and on the other hand, he was afraid, and at the same time, he couldn't help but like him.

It is precisely because Ye Xiuben is such an excellent person that Liu Hao likes him.It is precisely because he likes him so much that he is so eager to reciprocate. He can do anything for him, but Ye Xiu's attention to him still can't satisfy him. Su Mucheng, even people like Yu Wenzhou and Huang Shaotian are closer to Ye Xiu than him. In his heart, he had done so much for him, but he still couldn't reach Ye Xiu's heart.

All this reached its peak when Ye Xiu finally broke up with him.At that time, he thought, even if it was unscrupulous, let him remember himself.

Xia Ya said: "Do you know why I left the publishing house?"

Liu Hao looked at her.Xia Ya said: "It's about me and my editor. You also know that I am the author recommended by the publishing house. After I became famous for a while, he wanted me to write some stories that make money, increase the sales of books, and let me have more money. Publish some business activities. But I don't publish books to make money or to be famous. If I want to make money to support myself, I would rather be a housekeeper. I had a fight with him and then left the publishing house because I voluntarily terminated the contract , so I didn’t get a part of the manuscript fee.”

"That's why you have to come out to work?"

She nodded, "Actually, I don't care much about money. After all, they will publish books for me. I just want everyone to see my work." Xia Ya frowned, "I didn't know until later that I The editor has put a lot of hard work on me, so I don’t have time to train other writers, and I can’t meet the sales requirements of the publishing house, so I want me to help him write some stories that make money.”

"Now he has been transferred to another department, and he doesn't know how he is doing. I regret it now. He really guided me a lot. When the publishing house rejected my serialization, he helped me convince the editor-in-chief Yes, I really appreciate him."

"But I really can't write that kind of routine story. It's not that I don't want to help him, I really can't do it." Xia Ya grabbed her hair and bit her lip.

Liu Hao didn't know how to comfort her for a while, he found that Xia Ya was a little bit like Ye Xiu in some places, that kind of straightforwardness, focus and courage to fight hard.

He thought, so that’s why, although I often call Ye Xiu ky, straight man cancer, but in fact I really like his straightforwardness, even his incomprehensible style, I just want him to care about me .

Xia Ya raised her head, "I think I understand a little bit what you said. I already know that you like him and that he is not a bad person. I respect your choice."

"Don't you think I'm a villain? It was my team members who pushed him out, I admit it." Liu Hao felt helpless, "I have different ideas from him, and we can't always get together."

"Then don't you understand him now?"

"That's because..." That's because nine years have passed, and he has gone through a lot of ups and downs. Looking back on the past, he naturally figured it out.

"It is impossible for people to understand [-]%. We are all independent individuals. The hardships of life make us strong. These strengths are our thorns to protect ourselves. Each of us is like a hedgehog. The closer two people are The easier it is to hurt the other party." Xia Ya looked at him, her eyes were clear and straightforward, like a mirror, Liu Hao could see his heart through her eyes.

"Ahao, you must know what you want to do now?"

"You wanted to prove yourself to him at the beginning, but you used the wrong method. If you want to get out of his shadow, you must first get out of your own shadow." Xia Ya stood up, "You want to prove to him that you are not just flattering Flattering hypocrite, you are also an excellent player. Then show him some results! It’s not that you can’t afford to lose!”

"I won't admit defeat either. Didn't he say that my book has no future. I still want to stick to my story, even if I'm a nanny for the rest of my life, I still want to write my story well."