[Comprehensive] Die well, lie down every day

This time the dream became more and more clear, but at the same time, I also felt something desperately wanting to come out.

Want to be born.

— to die.

Something wants to come to this world.

— to die.

"...Who?" I couldn't help asking as I stood on the dark sea. The voices that had been cursing in my mind before quieted down in an instant, but they all gushed out in the next second.

——Die, die, die!

Countless cursing sounds came from the black sea water under my feet, and I stumbled and fell to the ground without paying attention. The black sea water swept towards me, but it seemed to reject my existence and threw me out.

Before I could get a firm footing, I was pushed forward by a group of people in simple clothes.

No matter how I yelled, those people rushed towards somewhere ahead as if they didn't hear me.I don't know how long it took, they stopped, and the dull expressions on everyone's faces suddenly changed. They looked at a certain place frantically, cursed, and beat something.

And I, if you want to describe it, am a bystander.

Those people seem to believe in something, and they look at it with piety, but what they do is like treating something that should be resented, waving the weapons in their hands as much as possible, mouthing He kept spitting out vicious curses.I watched this strange phenomenon from the side, and I couldn't understand what their actions meant.

This dream didn't seem to be about me, but about someone else.

Or rather, it's more like someone's past.

Maybe it was exhaustion, or maybe it was the end of the ceremony, people resumed their previous dull expressions, and turned back in unison like when they came.

I was left there alone and finally saw the truth of what they had done to me.

It is a person, a thing that was once called a "person" in life.

I know it's a weird way to describe it, but it's the perfect way to describe that thing.That is... a creature that could have been called a human with its hands and feet cut off, and its right eye gouged out. ... No, it is still to be considered whether this thing can be called a living thing now, and it is not certain whether the thing is still alive.

... No, that's still alive.

At least that eye was looking at me right now.

The dream ends here, this should be the shortest and strangest dream so far.

I was disturbed by the noise of the mobile phone alarm clock, so I had to reluctantly stretch out my hand from the warm bed, but I couldn't touch the mobile phone on the bedside.

At this time, the alarm clock from the mobile phone suddenly stopped, as if someone had pressed it off for me.I dazedly wanted to open my eyes to see what was going on, but suddenly felt a chill on my cheeks.

Ah, it feels like someone put the phone on my face on purpose as a prank.

But thanks to the cool touch on my face, I finally got out of the nausea-to-vomit state.As soon as I opened my eyes, I was in direct contact with the phone screen showing the time and date. "Friday...Friday?!" I looked at the date on the phone and was a little surprised. The day at Shirou's house happened to be June [-]th, a Saturday.

Logically speaking, today should be Tuesday, June [-]th, but today's date displayed on the phone is June [-]th, Friday.What the hell is this?

"Oh, I really can't stand it anymore. Although I have seen Master's ability to always lose the chain at critical moments before, it is really surprising that you are so slow." The voice sounded from the top of the head, with a full mocking tone Said to me like this, "But it can't be helped, my Master this time is a rookie who doesn't know anything."

What did he say?

I looked suspiciously at the source of the sound, but I only saw a mass of dark shadows, barely forming a human shape. "What is this?!" I couldn't help but shouted loudly, and at the same time stepped back.

My reaction seemed to please him greatly, the black shadow trembled as if laughing out loud, and then the words that stood out became more and more hateful. "Sure enough! Sure enough! Although I thought about this kind of reaction before, it's still interesting to see it!" He laughed happily, and the shadow also shook happily. "Ah, but I think you should pay attention to your surroundings, okay?"

"Around...?" I murmured, only then did I notice that I was lying on my bed at home.

In other words, not only did I go back to four days ago, but I even went back to bed?

"That's not the case." As if seeing through my thoughts, the shadow denied me aloud. "It's not back to four days ago, it's back to the beginning, the beginning. It's the so-called origin, just like running around the sports field." The voice said, accompanied by "Oh, my master is really not ordinary It's going to fall off the chain" sigh, just listening to it makes people want to throw something at him, so that he can't speak anymore.

Maybe the phone will be clean after being dropped.

I stared at the black shadow, thinking that I should change my phone anyway.

"Pfft, this can't be done, this can't be done, Master, it's so obvious with your thoughts written on your face." The mouth hidden in the black shadow seemed to have a grin. "Even if you throw your phone over here, I won't get hurt. That kind of thing will just pass through and hit the ground." His words seemed to be explaining to me with good intentions, but his tone sounded like a mockery I.

The badness revealed in his words, it feels like it has been rooted in his character and has become the same thing in essence.

I squinted my eyes and looked at the pitch-black shadow, but in the end I didn't throw the phone in my hand to try his words. "Who the hell are you?" I thought about it and decided to ask this first.

"Oh, I really asked this question." He chuckled, as if he had waited a long time for this question. "A...Anyway, you don't understand what I'm telling you. Just keep it simple and call me Amway."

"Amway...?" I read the name several times, but I still don't understand what it means to go back to the beginning. "Then let me ask you, what do you mean by going back to the beginning?" And he has been yelling like Master before, so what is going on?

He laughed. Although he was a black shadow, I felt that the expression he looked at me must be sarcasm. "Hey, let me tell you one by one."

I nodded and sat cross-legged on the bed waiting for his explanation.

"First of all, let's talk about the 'resurrection after death' that you still don't quite understand, Master." When he said that word, he snorted as if thinking of something funny. "Actually, I think you should have noticed it vaguely. Well, it's not resurrection after death——it's a cycle after death."

In an instant, I remembered that I had been vaguely feeling wrong these days.

The first thing that bears the brunt is that every time I am resurrected, I will be woken up by the phone.

The shadow swayed and continued. "To put it simply, it's like playing a game. If you die, you can only read the save file, right? Although the person playing the game knows that this is a replay, as the protagonist and the people around him, they are still the same as the first time. Playing like that, saying the same thing, doing the same thing." He ahed, and the black shadow representing his hand swung outward, as if spreading his hand. "However, rather than reading the archive, I think it's more like reopening the archive. After all, even though you have returned to the original point of the archive, your actions will be different from the first time."

Of course, because I know what will happen next, and some things don’t need to be touched specifically, so I will touch things that I don’t know. "However, the things I experience every day are different. If it is a game save, if you contact someone again, shouldn't they be talking and doing the same thing before?" I asked with some doubts, What he got was a laugh.

"Because you are the only one who is reincarnating, and everyone else is on the fifth day in normal time." The shadow shook disturbingly a few times, "Although the Master returned from the state of death to the original point four days ago thanks to my blessing, But when he started to act again four days ago, he will act differently from before? In this way, many things will happen.”

"Sorry, I still don't understand."

After hearing this answer, he froze in disbelief, and then laughed. "Hahahaha!! I originally thought that although the Master is a bit dull, at least his brain is still normal, but he didn't notice such an obvious thing?! I clearly understood what I said," the shadow representing "him" trembled violently. "To put it simply, Master, you are now trapped in the circle of after-death cycle."

"Hey, although I am the one who gave you the ability to resurrect back to the first day, but because of your problem, the resurrection is incomplete." He sighed and said, "If the Master is honest and honest If Tian is killed, he can be resurrected, but if he dies before then, there is no way I can save him." He kept sighing as he spoke, vaguely blaming me.

I was also a little aggrieved when I heard it, and stared at him with an unfriendly expression. "You mean you're blaming me?"

"Huh? Isn't my meaning obvious enough? Of course I'm blaming you, Master." He said quite innocently, "After all, I let you get the heaven-defying ability of reincarnation after death, no matter how much dissatisfaction you have I'm swallowing it." He said, and he muttered and complained about "a guy who is not a magician is tired to be a Master" and other things that I didn't understand.

Although I am still a little dissatisfied and want to complain, it is just like what he said.I have obtained the ability of reincarnation after death from him. Although it is strange that only the fourth day of death can be revived, it is much better than not being able to revive.

"That's right! There's still downstairs in my house—" I thought of the three assassins that Archer dealt with yesterday, and I was a little hesitant about what to do.

"There is nothing downstairs. Didn't I say that only you have returned to the first day, while everyone else has gone to the fifth day. That is to say, when you return to the first day, you will It means that you died on the fourth day, and everything during this period has been attributed to the past of the fifth day." He explained to me in a leisurely manner, and the shadow seemed to sway happily. "So, Master, you may need to solve the things you asked others to do before."

Are you talking about those things that you asked Sawada?

"Wait for me first, do you mean that as long as I go back to the first day, the previous experience will also be cleared?" When I thought of this, I couldn't help feeling a little sad, but I didn't know what I was sad about. .

And the answer he gave was: "Not necessarily. This is not absolute. Everything is possible. Maybe the other party will still do it if you don't do it, or the things you agreed with people before you will do it. Similar things are triggered. Simply put, you are now in a 'what could happen' place. Some routines are repetitive, and some are different."

I suddenly remembered that although I was woken up by the mobile phone every time, sometimes it was not only the alarm clock, but also when I was woken up by text messages and phone calls.

"That's all for now, but if you say I'll go by myself..." I was a little hesitant at this point, after all, the other party belonged to the Mafia side, and an ordinary person like me really didn't have many ways to deal with those people.

"Huhu, I didn't say you have to solve it alone. I usually stay here and wait for you to come back on the first day." When he said this, there was a strange rising sound at the end. "On the night of the third day, when you are bored, you can search the neighborhood. After all, there are few people at night, and it is not difficult for me to deal with ordinary humans."

He said it as if I went out to patrol at night not to find the person who killed me within these four days, but to kill people.

But what he said reminded me.

"Now can I talk about what you mean by 'Master'?" I stared at the black shadow with a pair of dead fish eyes, and suddenly felt that the shadow looked a bit like someone I knew,... a little familiar ?

Delusion?

"Oh oh, I don't care about it anyway. It's the oral habit of our pedestrians." He gently and deftly covered this topic, "So, please enjoy these four days, Master. I will welcome you well from the fourth day. God will return."

I glared fiercely at the black shadow that had merged with the shadow in the corner, ran to the next door and changed clothes, and then tried to call Shirou. When the other party asked me where I was going, I immediately replied happily that I was I went home and took some more things, and I will go back right away.

Ah, at least I don't really want to live back in this house right now.

I glanced up at the gloomy house in broad daylight, sighed and walked towards the station.

It was a coincidence that I met Kyoko Sasakawa at the station who was going in the same direction as me. When she invited me to drop by, I agreed without thinking much.

The author has something to say: This is half of the previous foreshadowing and dark lines, and the rest is the other half that is linked to the open lines and has not been dug out.

ps: I want to try to see if I can change it every day for a month... ＿(:3」B＿So try to change it every day? The time is still the same as before... I feel like I am looking for a ps who abuses ps: the romance is so convulsive that I want to to the point of vomiting

46

I chatted with Sasakawa Kyoko at this stall while waiting for the bus, and I understood more and more clearly what the origin of what that guy Amway was talking about, and what happened to the "first day".

For me, I don't know how long it has been since she was accidentally injured by me, but for her, it was actually no more than a week before she was injured by me and was discharged from the hospital. ... How can I describe this feeling?I feel that the people I met and what happened in those days are all illusions in my dreams, and those strange dreams and deaths are my reality.

The day-to-day life I've been through now looks like a sham.

"The bus is coming!" Sasakawa Kyoko's voice drew my attention back, "This bus is so empty..." She looked inside the bus, took my arm and walked into the bus. "Where did Mayu-san go? I went to the big market over there to buy things, and it was said that the cakes were on sale there. Ah! I don't eat cakes every day, but I set up a special day of the week just to reward myself. Can..." She quickly explained to me as if she was afraid that I would misunderstand her.

After getting on the bus, she sat with me at the back of the bus, and then started chatting with me.No, or in other words, in order not to embarrass me, I have been constantly looking for topics.

"...For cakes, I prefer salty cheesecakes." I always listened to her talking, and I felt a little embarrassed to follow her topic.

After hearing this sentence, her eyes lit up.Holding my left hand with both hands, he said, "Huh? Mayu also likes to eat cakes."

"Why, what's the matter? Although it is not necessary to eat..." As I said that, I remembered the one who was called "Sweetheart Senior" when I went to Yinglan High School. It is said that he was a senior but looked like a little boy... ...It's called Mitsubang, right?From the time I saw him until I left, the guy never stopped eating cake.

"But I still prefer cakes." I refocused on Kyoko Sasakawa, and I continued to add, "It's just sweet things, I prefer cold things like ice cream to cakes. "Speaking of this, I found that the reason why I like ice cream is also very strange. The reason I like to eat it is not because of its taste, but because it will cause headaches or stomachaches if I eat too much of it. It is something that needs to be eaten with discretion.

When she blinked and was about to say something, her cell phone rang suddenly.

She smiled at me embarrassedly, turned slightly to answer the phone.

I vaguely heard the voice from the phone coming from Tsunayoshi Sawada. Feeling like I had nothing to do, I simply picked up the phone, but made a call to Grandma Toshi.

... Or at present, only Grandma Dengshi can chat with me more in the contact book of my mobile phone.The others are the people that Tsuna Kichi Sawada hangs up with. "Hello? Grandma Dengshi..." After the call was connected, I made a sickly voice.Suddenly I remembered the money my mother-in-law lent me.

Speaking of that money, how do I return it to my mother-in-law?According to what Amway said, the incident that she lent me money may or may not have happened, but for me that is something that did happen.Hey, this debt of favor is really hard to repay.

"Where did you go, you unlucky ghost?" The person who answered the phone was not Granny Dengshi, but Yin Shi, "That old woman was looking for you to come over for hot pot this morning, but she couldn't find you, so Ah Yin hasn't talked to you yet. The warm hot pot lady hugged me." He muttered, as if there had never been a shooting incident when I went to his place before. "Hey, where are you guys? Tell Ah Yin quickly, otherwise it's your fault that Ah Yin can't eat hot pot."

I opened my mouth, not knowing what to say to him. "Okay, it's my fault... By the way, where was the anchor Yuye who came to you last time?" After I asked, I felt wrong.

If this doesn't happen, then I...

"Huh? Anchor Yuye, go as you go. You don't need to take care of Miss Yuye's affairs. It's an entrustment to Ah Yin." He answered me as if he was afraid that I would steal his job, let me Unconsciously laugh out.

"Who cares about the entrustment, besides, you didn't earn much in the end for every subsequent entrustment, right? Dingchun's meal money is enough for you to work hard for a week. Hey, if this continues, it is impossible for a girl to marry you Yes." I glanced at the scenery outside the window and continued. "But if you beg me, I can consider asking you to marry me. Anyway, I don't care how many good-for-nothings I have in my family."

"Let's go! Ah Yin, I'm the man who has already decided to marry Yukino's family!" He hummed and returned to the previous topic. "Don't change the subject for Ah Yin, where are you now?"

I looked out the window carefully, but felt that this section of the road felt a little wrong. "I don't know too much... I'm going to Fuyuki City, and I'm taking the car to the Shinkansen, but there's no one in this car." It's better to say that there are only the driver in this car, me and Kyoko Sasakawa more relevant.

"...Mayu-san..." Sasakawa Kyoko on the other side suddenly looked at me for no reason, "Tsuna-kun said that we should get out of the car quickly."

I looked at her suspiciously, and she looked at me with the same suspicious eyes.

Before I could ask anything, the driver of this car suddenly turned around as if deliberately preventing me from speaking, and made me and Kyoko Sasakawa fall to one side.

"Wow——! Yinshi, I said this driver doesn't feel right!" I stared at the driver who was holding the steering wheel in front of me, and shouted this sentence to Yinshi on the other side of the phone. Before I could say anything else, then The driver stepped on the accelerator and rushed forward.

The rapidly accelerating car was like a horse out of control, rampaging all the way and then completely flipping to one side when passing a bend.

Sasakawa Kyoko next to her screamed, and then fell out with the car. I don't know where I got the strength from, so I reached out and grabbed her wrist and pulled her over.

The out-of-control car finally slumped to one side exhausted, and my side was not much better.

When Kyoko Sasakawa was pulled over, her hand seemed to be dislocated, and one foot was also stuck under the deformed car seat, and she couldn't move her forehead due to the previous shaking.On the other side, Kyoko Sasakawa was in no better condition than me. Although she didn't look injured, she didn't know whether she was frightened or hit her head and fainted.

I tried my best to stand up and look at the driver over there, but there was no movement there. Even if I wanted to call someone for help now, the phone didn't know where it went.Now this situation makes me just sit and wait.

I subconsciously realized that if I didn't struggle out from here, the end would probably be death.But I couldn't pull my foot out, and I couldn't wake Kyoko Sasakawa who was lying on the side.

In this situation, I couldn't help laughing. "Ah... I'm really a bearer of bad luck. Heck, if Sasakawa hadn't met me, you would probably be in your boyfriend's arms by now." By this time, my brain became clearer, " ...You think so too, right? Zetian." I looked up at the young man with golden red eyes and a cluster of orange flames on his forehead who had arrived at some unknown time.

He pursed his lips and shook his head slowly. "I don't think it's..."

"Forget about that kind of thing. It makes me feel happier to honestly blame me like everyone else." I laughed and pointed to Sasakawa Kyoko beside me. "You should take this guy to the hospital first. I don't know if she hit her head. Anyway, I can hold on for a while."

Lying, I didn't even know that I could lie without changing my face.

He opened his mouth, and struggle could be seen in his eyes.

He probably knows it too well, right?If it took time to get me out of this car that might explode at some point, Kyoko Sasakawa might miss the opportunity for treatment.The reverse is also the same, if Kyoko Sasakawa is sent to the hospital, at least one leg will be crippled on my side.

I understand his struggle very well, that is the painful look that wants to save everything but can only choose one.But... From the very beginning, it has been decided who will be saved.

I am the female supporting role.

"I'm very grateful for the promise to help me before." I stopped looking at him, and said alone, thinking about what I had asked him to do before, "Although I don't know if this has happened to you, but to me Said, that really happened. So, this time, it's better for you to choose the person you like carefully."

The willingness to help me escape assassination by those people is enough to make me grateful.Although this may not have happened to Zetian, it has happened to me.

He listened to my words, turned his head as if giving up thinking, picked up Sasakawa Kyoko who was on the ground, and turned to face me. "...me," his other hand, with its strange glove, was ablaze. "I don't think it should be your fault." He turned his head, and after saying this, he flew into the air so that I could never see him again.

I lowered my head and found that I couldn't laugh at all. "...It's better to blame me."

Although I told him to give up and save me first, I still struggled desperately, but even so, I, who had no idea of ​​the passage of time, gradually felt hopeless.

Maybe it's time to give up.

Suddenly, I heard a voice not far away.

"Ah,... sure enough." The gaze that looked over with hope, had completely lost hope when it met the driver who was staggering towards me with a gun on his face covered in blood.I suddenly felt ridiculous.

Sasaki Mayu, me, how valuable is it, is it worth being chased and killed by others?

At the moment when I was about to accept my fate and closed my eyes, the sound of the bus body cracking and the sun shining in front of my eyes suddenly came from above my head. I opened my eyes suddenly, and saw a silver streak across the air, riding that A small locomotive perfectly knocked the driver who raised the gun into the air.

My eyes widened in astonishment as I watched this scene.Probably because the timing of this guy's appearance was just right. When I met the eyes of the white-haired man on the locomotive, I couldn't help crying.

"Hey! Don't cry, leave it for me on the hot pot table and cry with gratitude! If Ah Yin and I don't get the hot pot, it's all your fault!" The man complained cursingly, with the same tone as usual, Suddenly, it was like the light that rescued me from the abyss, slowly shining.

That light is actually very tiny, more like the silver light of a drawn sword than a burning flame. Although the light is very faint, it cannot be ignored as long as you notice it.

"What are you blaming me again, I'm out of luck here!" I complained to him, picking up stones on the ground and throwing them at him.

He pulled out the wooden knife at his waist, split open the twisted seat pressing on my leg neatly, and then pulled me onto his back, "80.00% of life is full of disasters. There will be more troublesome things than this. As long as I am still alive, I will grit my teeth and pass this kind of trivial matter!"

He sat on the motorcycle with my back on his back, and tied me with him with the black belt around his waist as if he was afraid that I would fall off the motorcycle. "Say it first, bastard, don't close your eyes until Ah Yin eats the delicious hot pot." As soon as he finished speaking, the locomotive carrying Lu Baikou drove forward.The author has something to say: the male lead is on the stage, Brother Gun will soon start eating happily