Plan carefully

"I miss you."

"I miss you as well."

Wet fingers rubbed against my lower lip repeatedly, and there were obvious hard calluses on the fingertips.He is such a person, seems to be hard, but gentle, seems to be cold, but warm.

I leaned over to kiss him, this action that appeared in my dream every night during the three years was done quite calmly.Only this time, I didn't miss the air, nor did I fall off the cliff. I was actually pulled into his arms and kissed to the corner of his mouth.

The soft tip of the tongue squeezed open the gap between the lips, and with the breath and taste that belonged to him, it grazed the teeth and penetrated into the mouth.I closed my eyes and responded delicately with the same slow rhythm and the most gentle gesture.He hugged me so carefully, and groped my back up, down, left, and right with one hand, counting every bone in detail.I felt that my body scattered in the world of ruins was picked up piece by piece by him and put back together.No entanglement, no intensity, his kiss is more like a kind of healing, the tip of his tongue has soothed every inch of mucous membrane in my mouth, even every tooth, as well as cheeks, eyes, ears, moist and soft covering those invisible wounds , Repair every crack with extreme patience.There is still a clear pain coming from the irreparable loss, it just doesn't collapse like a bank.

Sprouts will emerge from the ruins, and the collapsed world will be rebuilt. I can support myself and go on. I still have a direction, and I still have Mu Yu.

I put my arms around his neck, under the palms are tough lines, warm temperature, and throbbing pulse.Leaning closer, clinging tighter, I enjoy the intimacy he gives to me, and at the same time return him with tenderness and obsession.I don't know how he has lived these years, but I can smell the same loneliness in him as I do.We all trap ourselves in a place where no one else can get in and we can’t get out. Day after day, we are extremely vulnerable and stubborn.I understand the feeling at that time, and he also understands, so we can only hug each other, confirm the return of each other, and comfort the pain and despair that are unknown to outsiders in our hearts in the empty time.

The water in the pot buzzed.

Mu Yu reluctantly pecked my lips twice, then parted my forehead hair, and pressed a kiss between my eyebrows.

"I cook the noodles first... Do you want to eat the eggs broken or whole?" He asked me in a calm tone, as if those differences were illusions, we have always lived like this, before and now ,after……

I hugged him from behind, "Is everything okay?"

He said "En", and looked back at me, the corners of his mouth curled up.

Still so good-looking, every expression and movement fits my heart perfectly.

The white water mist, pots and pans, oil, salt, sauce and vinegar, someone's silence and tranquility, all these build up my own fireworks in the world, which are plain and down-to-earth.

The phone in the living room rang, and through the ring tone, it should be Wu Yue.These days, around eight o’clock in the evening, he will call me, which is more punctual than our head office. In addition to his phone, there are text messages from sister Cao, apprentice and others. In short, some people have been using some kind of signs Remind me, I'm still being remembered.

After the phone rang five times, Mu Yu turned to remind me, "Call."

"En." I put my arms around him, blinked my eyes, and rubbed my chin on his shoulder without moving.

The phone rang until there was no strength left, and finally stopped.There was a kind of helpless and sweet indulgence in Mu Yu's eyes, I turned my head and kissed behind his ear, the delicate and warm skin attracted me to linger.

He touched my face back and continued to beat the eggs.The eyelashes are drooping, the corners of the mouth are curved, and the whole person is very soft. The coldness and harshness that I saw before are all gone, just like an illusion.

The bell yelled tirelessly for the third time, and Mu Yu finally lost to me and Wu Yue.He turned off the fire, dragged me to the living room, handed me the phone, and the word 'Wu Yue' flashed on the phone screen with his photo as the background.

"Hands-free." I couldn't move my hands, and I used both hands to hold Mu Yu.

Mu Yu complied.I gave a feed, and Wu Yue's panicked voice came out, "An Ran, what are you doing? What's the matter with you? Where are you? Is uncle by your side? Do you have the medicine with you?"

He was really in a hurry, and I was a little embarrassed, "It's okay, Wu Yue, I'll stay at home well, don't make it seem like I'm going to die anytime soon." Glancing at Mu Yu, his face darkened, and his brows frowned slightly .I quickly added, "Don't worry, I'm not sick at all, I'm fine."

There was a strange silence on the other side of the phone, and Wu Yue said after a long time: "An Ran, are you really okay? You never said you were fine, you only said that you couldn't die..."

"It's okay, okay, if you don't believe me, ask Mu Yu." I pushed out the witness card, but Mu Yu didn't speak.

There was silence again... Then Wu Yue panicked, "Anran, don't scare me, can you? I know that your aunt's death has hit you hard, and I know that you are all focused on waiting for your younger siblings to come back. I know that you have always been depressed... But... An Ran, wake up? Do you know who I am?"

I was embarrassed, he thought I was crazy.

"Wu Yue, do you think I'm crazy?" I turned my head and urged, "Mu Yu, what do you say?"

Still silent...he did it on purpose.

Now Wu Yue really panicked, "An Ran, calm down, listen to me, his brother and sister may be delayed by something, didn't he say that he will always love you if you are well, and if you are crazy, he will definitely not come back is you."

"Damn, I'm not crazy, he's right by my side. Han Muyu, are you pretending again?" I tightened his neck, but of course I couldn't really tighten it, he didn't care at all.

I think Wu Yue is about to cry over there, "Anran, don't be like this, you used to sleep with your account book in your arms every day, wear his favorite clothes every day, set your phone as a desktop photo on the bedside, and cry at night. Wake up and get distracted during the day... I can't persuade you... It's been a long time, why are you still so stubborn. We sent him those messages and emails, but none of them responded. He came back long ago, even if No matter how much you think about him, no matter how sad you are, even if you are crazy, stupid, or schizophrenic, he may not know... Damn, is that bastard dead? Why is there no letter? Why didn’t you come back? ? It's good to let you die..."

I leaned on Mu Yu's shoulder and said nothing more.For me at this moment, the previous lovesickness has become a thing of the past. The important thing is that he came back and returned to me, which is enough to make up for everything.

It just felt that Mu Yu's body was a little stiff, and the hanging left arm was shaking indistinctly.

He was finally willing to speak, "An Ran, I'm sorry, I didn't take good care of you."

I shook my head.

After so many right and wrong, sweet and bitter, crying and laughing, really want to figure out who is wronged and who is let down, obviously I owe him more.Fortunately, he is back, and I still have the opportunity to spend my life to make up for what I owe.

"Who, who was talking then?" Wu Yue finally grasped the point.

I reminded, "Just say that bastard."

"It's me, Han Muyu, I'm back."

Wu Yue was silent again for two seconds, and then his voice soared out at an octave, "Ah~ you, you... are you really a younger brother and sister? Damn, you really came back? I thought An Ran missed you? When will you come back?" Yes, have you received the emails I sent you? Where have you been all these years? What have you been doing? Are you still with Yang Xiaofei? How is your development going? Are you not married?..."

Hearing that the more he asked, the more unreliable he became, I grabbed the phone and shouted, "Okay, okay, let him rest for a while, I haven't said a word to him yet, if you have any questions, just let him know." Stay in the back row, hang up!"

Wu Yue was unwilling in every possible way, but in the end he wisely stopped harassing her.

Because of that phone call, the noodles were overcooked and broke as soon as they were pinched, the eggs fell apart, and the vegetables basically melted in the mouth.I took a spoon and ate it slowly. My stomach was warm and comfortable, and I was extremely satisfied.

Mu Yu didn't need me to ask, he obediently began to tell me about his experiences in the past few years.After he and Yang Xiaofei left the rented house, they didn't know where to go, and wandered around without a clue for a few days.Later, Lin Xu from Sheng'an called him and felt that it was a pity that he left just now, but he didn't want to leave anything to himself, so he introduced him to Z City where the headquarters of Sheng'an Construction Group is located, and entered a building materials company directly under the jurisdiction of the headquarters. .I asked Mu Yu what he was doing, and Mu Yu said he was a driver.I was very surprised at the time and asked him: "Can you drive?" He actually showed me his driver's license, and I was even more surprised when I saw it. It turned out to be an A license, which is impossible.That certificate cannot be directly tested, and there is a requirement for driving years, so he can't count it enough.

Fake evidence, my first reaction was this.Mu Yu said that the unit will handle it, and the driver has it.I asked him how long he had been studying, and he thought about it and told me that he had studied for two days, and the rest was practiced by the old driver on the road.I almost choked on the noodles, and asked him what kind of car he drove. He said that he drove a heavy truck for long distances and transported gravel.

He worked as a driver for a year and a half. Later, he performed well and became a small leader. However, he still does transportation and often follows the car.Half a year later, he was transferred to the supply department of the head office, where he got in touch with some core figures within the company and began to learn some inside information from the upper echelons.It was only in the last few months that I joined the project team. I started to really get in touch with the frontline of the building. I had the opportunity to watch the buildings grow out of the ground, row upon row, and become landscapes, businesses and homes.

In fact, I also think what he said is too simple. If it is so smooth and calm, at least it seems unreasonable that there is no news about him these years.Even if he was worried about the promise that he would not contact me when I was in the bank when we parted, it would not be so deadly. What's more, it was not only me who was contacting him, but also Wu Yue.

Later I realized that it wasn't just these things that I had overlooked, it was the problem from the very beginning.Lin Xu can arrange for people to join the head office, but he himself would rather stay in L City; why does Mu Yu go to the building materials company with so many departments and branches in the head office; why does he start as a driver... this huge construction king The intertwined interests in the country have only been lightly described by Mu Yu as "very chaotic". With such frequent changes of guards and such quick promotions, my Mu Yu is really outstanding, but it is still too fast and too easy. There was something he left out on purpose, and it was very important.