Plan carefully

On the way home from get off work, I nearly got into a car accident by running a red light absent-mindedly.Although he was called an idiot by the driver of the Land Rover, fortunately nothing happened.

Yang Xiaofei's words were spinning in his head again. He said that they were going home, and they would not come back until after the New Year, which counted as two months.two months?so long.My car was parked at the "flower tree" by the side of the road, looking at the swaying "flowers" on that tree, I became more and more depressed, that is to say, this tree will not bloom new "flowers" for two months Here we come... I looked at the row of prefabricated houses in the distance and thought about whether I should go to Han Muyu at night, but what are you talking about?Just ask when will he come home?It's not impossible, we are friends, we haven't seen each other for so many days, there is nothing wrong with meeting and chatting.

I shook my head vigorously, An Ran, you say that you are against your will?Do you really treat people as friends?Which of your friends is this the case with you?Yang Xiaofei is going home too, why didn't I see you so reluctant?Is it fun to fool yourself?Han Muyu is different, different from your friends!

He took a deep breath of the cold air full of car exhaust, his nasal cavity was hot and painful, and his alveoli seemed to be frozen.Sober, sober!I said to myself, An Ran, can you stop being so perverted?I introduced so many little sisters to you and you ignore them, thinking about a big man all day long?You say he is a friend, why are you blushing, why is your heart beating?Why are you staring at that face all the time?Why are you looking forward to people coming over to save and withdraw money every day?An Ran, this is not right anymore!That's wrong!If you make a mistake in your business, you can cancel it. When you pay the bill, you can pay for it yourself. However, if you like the wrong person, it’s still a man. !

I took one last look at the row of white houses, endured the pain in my heart, and closed my eyes: Han Muyu, you go home, stay at home for two months, let time and separation help me break up. I don't think about these things, when you come back, we are still friends, we are just friends.

In the end, I didn't go to him that day.

I asked Wu Yue out for a drink, and Wu Yue looked at me drinking glass after glass, and asked, "What's the matter with you? Are you angry with the client again?"

"No, I'm fine."

"Impossible, you must have something to do!" Wu Yue looked at me, which made me upset for a while.

"No, why are you so annoying! Drink!" I filled his glass and squatted in front of him, "If you are a buddy, don't talk so much nonsense!"

The wine was brought by Wu Yue, from the Eighteenth Winery, the blue bottle is not expensive, and I almost drank more than half of that bottle myself.It's strange, I usually lose my mind after drinking like this, but today the more I drink, the more I understand.

"Fuck, what broken wine, Wu Yue, don't fool people with this rotten wine next time, is this wine? Is this water?" I poured out the last drop from the bottom of the bottle.

Wu Yue may have also noticed that I was in a bad mood. He didn't care about me. He showed the patience of an old friend, patted me on the shoulder and said: "An Ran, if you are unhappy, tell your buddies, you If you don’t tell me, I don’t know how to get rid of you.”

I do not want to say!How should I say, I like a man, but I know it's not right, so I want to forget about it, but I'm not reconciled, I feel uncomfortable.

I rested my chin in one hand and poked the quail eggs on the plate with a chopstick in the other.

"An Ran?" Wu Yue asked me tentatively, "You're not in love, are you?"

I looked up blankly, lovelorn?Not to mention, it's really a bit detached, but I didn't even have time to fall in love, and the feeling died in my heart.

I don't know if it's because I didn't refute or I laughed too bitterly, but Wu Yue felt that he guessed right.

"An Ran, what's going on? I don't even know... People look down on you? Impossible, with your skin, few girls can handle it."

When he said this, I was really curious, how does that person see me, does he like me?However, I soon had the answer, what can people think of you, at most, you are just an ordinary friend, and the status may have to be ranked behind Fatty Yang.

This thought made me feel a pain in my stomach, so I waved my hand to signal Wu Yue to shut up.

"Don't ask, okay? It's over, really, I'm just uncomfortable for a while, we just drink for two hours, and when I get off the wine table, I will immediately forget about it, completely forgot Thoroughly, I will do what I say."

"Hey, that's right, brother, you can't find anything on your condition, that's all right, all right, what's the matter!"

Yes, what's the matter?There is neither an oath of eternal love, nor a swan geese teasing, not even a slightly ambiguous word, not even a single act that can prove my heart. All this time, it’s just my own wishful thinking, nothing, well, just treat it as something Nothing, nothing happened.

I took a weekend off and two days off to go home to visit my parents.When I was at home, I maintained my eternal poverty and handicap, and smiled happily under the nagging and abuse of my parents.My mother is very satisfied with the newly bought soybean milk machine. She likes to use this machine to cook porridge. In the past four days, there are porridge with different raw materials on the dining table, rice, millet, black rice, yellow rice, sesame, mung bean, my mother said I have to eat it all, I don’t know when I will go home next time!I immediately said that I would have to go home often for the porridge made by this soybean milk machine in the future.Dad asked me if there was anything new recently?I thought about it and said, no, everything is normal.

I did what I said, and when I said I forgot, I really forgot, and I didn't think about it at all.What's the matter?It's nothing, just a romantic dream.

On the way back from vacation, on the way to work, I saw that the gate of Wanda Plaza was closed tightly. I couldn’t hear the sound of the machines and couldn’t see people coming in and out, so the work stopped.I didn't slow down the electric car, I didn't see anything, my heart didn't collapse, I didn't feel empty and cold, I just galloped by.

When I arrived at the unit, I was told to go out and be the lobby manager, well, I like this job.

One of the responsibilities of the lobby manager is to guide customers to fill in the form.Maybe it’s the Chinese New Year, and the migrant workers have to go home. Recently, a lot of people from other places come to remit money. They are all migrant workers. They have no education, and some of them can’t even write their names correctly. If you need it, ask me to write it for you. How can you just write the payment voucher casually? If you make a mistake, you will be responsible. I am not related to them, so why take this risk?Occasionally, I will write a few strokes for them when I am exhausted, but the attitude will not be good.

When it was almost noon, I cleaned up a table of scrapped vouchers and signature pens thrown everywhere, and I was so helpless that I had nothing to say.Xiao Li called me over, "Hey, An Ran, your attitude towards those migrant workers is not right? You are yelling! It scares people, you know? You still don't allow them to be uneducated, do you?"

I took a sip of water and said angrily: "I can't, come on, see how long you can last! You can't even speak Mandarin, can't you understand? I wrote every word for him, and copied it all. Is it wrong to copy? One person fills out one of our wire transfer vouchers, and see that we don’t charge money, right? Let me write the form for him, I owe him, I love him? I can’t write my name, what business do the bank do? Don’t take part in long-distance running if you don’t have long legs! How much money do you want to remit for half a day, five hundred, one thousand? The most annoying are the uneducated, the most annoying the poor, and the most annoying poor people who come to the bank without education! Annoying!”

I was clamoring and unscrupulous, and suddenly someone pulled my clothes, and I didn't turn my head back: "The window next to me is doing business!" After saying this, I found that Xiao Li's face was a little bit wrong, and she showed a blurred look behind me. A contrived and even a little reserved smile.I turned my head, and my eyes just met those clear eyes, my heart jumped suddenly, and the breath stuck in my throat.

The pretty face that was self-hypnotized and said to have been forgotten was in front of him, it was not Han Muyu who was it.