Plan carefully

During the festival, the supermarket is as lively as a Spring Festival train station.It took half an hour to choose something, and 45 minutes to wait in line to check out.My mother said that there were four families going, and what I gave to each family was a brightly colored boxed holiday gift and a shopping card worth [-] yuan.

When buying red wine, Mu Yu asked me, "An Ran, do you like wine?"

"Well, it's okay." I don't have any special requirements for the type of wine, red, white, yellow, or foreign. If there is any, the more expensive the better.

"Then next time you come home with me, try the wine we make at home." When Mu Yu spoke, he gently rubbed the back of my neck with his palm, and the tingling electric current instantly penetrated the spine.I glared at him and complained silently that he was teasing me in public, but I couldn't help rubbing against his warm palm.

Ever since Mu Yu told me about the things he was bullied at home, I didn't have a good impression of his hometown, and by the way, I labeled him a 'poor mountain and evil water troublemaker'; and every time he went home, he was fine. It was a good thing, either I was beaten all over my body, or I was dragged back to a blind date, so overall, I couldn't help but reject the place where Mu Yu lived in hardship.

"An Ran?" Mu Yu shook me who was in a trance.

"what?"

"Next time, come home with me." The voice was as cool and smooth as silk, and the tone was indescribably gentle or tough.

I nodded subconsciously... No matter how 'poor', 'evil' and 'diagnosed' there are, didn't they still raise this nice young man by my side?Just go, I have to see my mother-in-law and sister-in-law anyway.

When I got home, my mother was ironing the shirt, and asked me to change it when I went out to visit relatives at night.

"Why are you so particular? It's not a blind date? Don't bother." My plan is to borrow a car from a friend first, and take an hour to finish the four relatives tonight. Excluding the time on the road, each relative's home You can sit for less than 10 minutes, and you just leave things behind, say a few polite words and then leave. There is really no need to dress so neatly.

My mother put the snow-white shirt on the hanger, and said: "You can do whatever you want, my son is so handsome, he has to be decent wherever he goes..." I had to give my mother a pinch Her shoulders were patted away by her with a smile, and she taught her a lesson: "You are such an adult, you are not safe at all. Let me tell you, when you see your uncles, don't play around with me..."

"Don't worry, I won't embarrass you..." I patted my chest to promise, and then pulled Mu Yu who was standing aside to my side, "Mom, tell me, who is more handsome, Mu Yu or me?"

Mother replied without thinking: "Mu Yu."

I leaned on Mu Yu's shoulder and cried loudly, "Look, I already guessed that I wasn't her own..."

My mother grabbed my ear and brought it to her face, and said viciously, "If you're such a scrounger, if you weren't your own, you would have been thrown into the ditch and drowned." I yelled at Mu Yu for help!

Mu Yu watched our mother and son acting, very wisely kept silent and smiled back.

Hearing the sound, the old man poked his head out from the study, saw the situation clearly, and shrank back.

Mother couldn't bear my yelling and finally let go.I jumped back to Mu Yu's side and complained that he would not save him, but he looked at me with envy.Mother sighed bitterly, and said to Mu Yu, "An Ran is so virtuous, she's grown up like a child... she looks smart, but she's actually simple-minded... she doesn't have any evil intentions, just After a period of confusion, you friends have to bear more when you are together..."

Mu Yu naturally turned to me, "Auntie, seeing what you said, I think An Ran is a very nice person and very likable."

"That's it!" I chimed in.

Before it was time for dinner, my friend sent me the car downstairs.

I turned the car key a few times on my finger, and I asked Mu Yu, "Do you want to experience my brother's driving skills? I have three years of driving experience." Although I haven't driven on the road a few times in the past three years!

After an hour and a half.

Sitting on the co-pilot, Mu Yu commented, "Anran, I think you drive very...steadily." I lay on the steering wheel and yelled.Who knew that the traffic jam would become such a virtue tonight. You have to wait for three traffic lights to cross an intersection, and you have to brake all the way. Bicycles are faster than this.

I finally got to my relatives' house, because the sisters and sisters of those uncles' house were too enthusiastic about Mu Yu, so I minimized the time I stayed in each house.Therefore, even though the road conditions were not very good, it took less than an hour, everything that should be stringed up, everything that should be greeted, and everything that should be sent out should be sent out.

Coming out of the last one, there are obviously a lot fewer vehicles.

"Mu Yu, you are too attractive. The two daughters of my second uncle's family can't help but stare straight at you." While driving, I recalled the situation just now.

"That's looking at you." Mu Yu said.

I didn't bother him about it because I saw him squinting his eyes as he leaned back in his seat.

"Sleepy?" I asked.

"Not sleepy..." The light outside the car window swayed across his face one after another, and Mu Yu, who closed his eyes amidst the changing light and shadow, was particularly alluring, "I just want to close my eyes like this, so I don't have to think about how to walk, and don't have to worry about getting lost... Wherever you take me, I will go..."

When Mu Yu said this, there was a kind of relaxation on his face that he had never seen before.

However, that expression pierced my heart like a needle point, and the pain was sharp.

I think of the first meeting, the lonely figure under the dazzling neon lights.I know the indifference of the city, because I am also the creator of these indifferent cities. The pressure of survival makes us pay attention to ourselves and ignore others.I never asked Mu Yu at that time how he had no job, no money, and was alone in a strange city how he survived one cold night after another. I knew it must be very difficult, just like how he fought for a little bit of dignity for his dead father. It's difficult, but he has to persevere, even if he can't find his way, even if he can't tell the direction, he must persevere... because he has a responsibility...

I found myself always ignoring important things, like I always blindly feel the beauty of love, but don't look at the pressure in Mu Yu's heart, although the conditions are better now, but the pressure is more, it comes from his home , his job, our relationship, even the idea that he felt responsible to give me a 'good life'.

The pride in his bones allowed him to support everything by himself, without my sharing or even mentioning it to me.He never said he was tired, never complained, he always treated me well with everything he could achieve.However, just now, his phrase "Where you take me, I will go there" made me see my own stronger desire in the strong heartache. I hope to give him support and support, and hope that he encounters difficulties I don't need to stand alone anymore, I hope that whenever he sees me by his side, he can silently say "I still have peace", and he will feel relieved.

It seems that I really can no longer just muddle along and dawdle like this.

It's been a long time since I've had this feeling of wanting to work hard, and it's actually not bad.

"It's still early, I'll drive you around..." I asked Mu Yu for his opinion.

"En." He promised, but did not open his eyes.

I adjusted the recline of the seat a little to make him more comfortable, and I stuffed a CD with me and pressed the play button.The music floated out, it was an unknown foreign song, the soft tone was quite suitable for the current atmosphere.

It's just a small county, I ran once on the main road, and then circled the outer ring twice.Mu Yu leaned back on the seat quietly, and sometimes I suspected that he was asleep.

Finally I stopped by a river just outside the city.Through the car glass, you can see the round moon swaying slowly on the water.Turn off the lights, turn off the music, and suddenly there was a dim silence.

Where the moonlight shines in, the outlines of things can still be seen clearly.

"Mu Yu."

"kindness."

"I'm lost." I tease him.

"It's okay, I know."

"Ah?" It's impossible, I leaned over half of my body and asked him, "Then where do you think this is?"

He opened his eyes that were still glistening in the darkness, and replied, "Beside An Ran."

There was a sweetness in my heart, and I gave a 'cut' with a smile, and stretched out my hand to pull the nasty person, "Come, let's go watch the moon with your An Ran."

Unexpectedly, Mu Yu dodged my arm. He leaned forward, put his hands under my armpit and hugged me, and dragged me from the driver's seat to the co-pilot's side by pulling and dragging. side.Because the space is too small, I can only face him and sit on his lap.The pose is awkward, and it leaves me...overwhelmed.

"What are you doing?" I asked in a low voice, actually, I didn't know at all.

Mu Yu pulled out the hem of the shirt that I tied into my trousers, reached into the clothes, and rubbed my waist and back.

He said, "An Ran, I want to hug you."