Capgras delusional syndrome

I saw with my own eyes the huge blow Su Wei jumped from upstairs to Yang Shaojun.He even forgot to call the police or someone, and foolishly looked at Su Wei lying on the ground from the window from which Su Wei jumped out for a full minute, until someone passed by and screamed, and he went crazy Like rushing downstairs.

In the years that followed, Yang Shaojun would often dream of that scene, Su Wei lying on the ground covered in blood, his expression numb like a marionette.He stretched out his hand, trying to help Su Wei up, but it was too far away, too far away, and he couldn't reach it.

Fortunately, the place where Su Wei jumped was only the third floor, and he was quickly rushed to the hospital by the ambulance. There was no serious injury on his body except for a broken leg—the most serious injury was It's in my heart.

After receiving the call, Su Qian didn't even pack his things, so he booked a plane ticket to return home that night.

When Su Wei woke up in the ward, the first thing he saw was his brother's eyes that were red with anger and sadness.Su Qian slapped him hard, and after he had already suffered a concussion from the fall, this slap almost knocked him out again.Then Su Yi pulled the crazy Su Qian out of the ward, and the nurses immediately rushed in to do a new round of examinations for Su Wei.

Su Qian took a two-month long vacation to stay in the country. During Su Wei's hospital observation period, he insisted on adding a bed for himself in the ward to guard his beloved brother.But Su Wei's depression is very severe, and he is afraid of being nervous when he sees anyone, and Su Qian has been one of the sources of stress for him since he was a child, so that his mood deteriorated even more during the time Su Qian stayed in bed. Terrific, in the end Su Qian was reluctantly taken out of the hospital by his parents.

Soon Su Qian discovered that Yang Shaojun had returned.

One day, Su Qian stopped Yang Shaojun on his way to the hospital, as domineering and indifferent as two years ago: "Stay away from him."

Su Qian is still the same Su Qian, but Yang Shaojun is not the same Yang Shaojun anymore.He just shrugged his shoulders indifferently, and handed the flowers he just bought to Su Qian: "He likes the blue enchantress, please put the flowers in the vase beside his bed for me, thank you."

Su Qian held Lan's strange bouquet in a daze for a while, then threw the flowers back into his arms angrily and amusedly: "Why? Take your flowers, and your people, and stay away from my brother!"

Yang Shaojun raised his hands in a gesture of surrender: "Young Master Su, I know you have many ways, you can do whatever you say, and I won't fight against you again." He showed a mocking smile: "You can even send me out Galaxy, don’t let me see the same sun as your brother, I have no objection. You are so capable and you protect him so well, so tell me, why is he lying in the hospital now?”

Su Qian gritted his teeth hard, his fists rattling.

Yang Shaojun glanced at his clenched fist and smiled.Bending down to put the flower on the ground, she made a provocative gesture to him: "Come on, young master, I'll fight with you."

Su Qian still didn't make a move in the end.From the bottom of his heart, he disdains to fight with someone like Yang Shaojun.But he didn't give in either, he was still the same arrogant and unreasonable, and insisted on not allowing Yang Shaojun to get close to Su Wei.

One night, he went to the hospital to visit Su Wei. When he came out, he saw a man sitting on the steps of the hospital gate drinking under the night.Looking closer, it was Yang Shaojun, with four empty jars and a bunch of withered blue enchantresses at his feet.There were two adults standing behind him. They were invited by Su Qian to stand guard outside the hospital. The purpose was to prevent "messy" people like Yang Shaojun from visiting Su Wei.

Hearing the footsteps, Yang Shaojun raised his head drunkenly, looked at Su Qian and smiled: "Young Master, is this hospital also run by your family? Why can't I go in to see a doctor when I'm injured?"

Su Qian took a closer look and saw that his knee was covered in blood and flesh, which was caused by a fall.Blood remained along the calf bone, and the hem of the snow-white socks was also stained red.

Su Qian was just silent.He knew that what happened to Su Wei this time had nothing to do with Yang Shaojun, and he even regretted it a little. If the person who was with Su Wei back then was Yang Shaojun instead of that damned cowardly Gao Jin, wouldn't Su Wei have to be like that today? Lying numb in the hospital ward.But what did he do wrong?He just didn't want his dear brother to get in touch with bad people. He was only out of the country for two years, and his brother actually used jumping off a building to surprise him! !

Yang Shaojun raised the wine jar and took another sip. He was choked and coughed violently.

Su Qian looked at him coughing, and kept struggling in his heart, but in the end he couldn't convince himself to let Yang Shaojun go in to see Su Wei.After Yang Shaojun coughed for a while, he walked up and said, "Get up and follow me."

Yang Shaojun drank too much, he giggled at him, wiped the wine stains from the corner of his mouth, picked up the withered bouquet and followed him.Su Qian took him into the car, glanced at the withered flowers in his hand, frowned, and opened them again: "Give me the flowers." Yang Shaojun handed them to him, but he refused to accept them, and motioned Yang Shaojun to put the flowers on the car.

He took Yang Shaojun to another nearby hospital and took him in to bandage the wound himself.

After entering the consulting room, the doctor treated the wound, but Yang Shaojun was extremely tired, leaning his head on the back of the chair, and fell asleep.Su Qian stood by, watching the doctor press the cotton soaked in alcohol onto the wound, watching Yang Shaojun's reaction with concern, but Yang Shaojun closed his eyes and remained motionless.

After simply treating the wound, the doctor went out to get medicine for them, so only Yang Shaojun and Su Qian were left in the consulting room.

For a moment, Su Qian wanted to wake him up and take him back to see Su Wei, but quickly dismissed the idea rationally.For a moment he thought he should go, but after hesitating for a while, he stayed.

He walked up to Yang Shaojun, reached out and pushed his shoulder: "Hello."

Yang Shaojun shook, opened his eyes in bewilderment, looked at Su Qian, without saying a word.There was water in his eyes, and his eyes were deep and long, which made Su Qian's heart constrict and slightly hurt for a moment when he was looking at him.Then, Yang Shaojun stood up unsteadily, opened his arms, and hugged Su Qian forcefully.

Su Qian's body stiffened suddenly, his mind went blank, and he even forgot to push him away.

Yang Shaojun exhaled alcohol-smelling hot air in his ear, and murmured tremblingly: "I'm sorry...I'm sorry...Su Wei..."

Su Qian pushed him back on the chair and said coldly, "You're drunk." He walked out of the ward and asked Uncle Meng to take the drunken Yang Shaojun back, while he got into the car and left.

In the end, Su Qian threw the withered blue enchantress into the trash can.

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After sending Mr. Lu away, Yang Shaojun returned to the room alone, his heart was in a mess, and he couldn't calm down no matter what.

While driving, Mr. Lu asked him if he had talked to him since he discovered Su Qian's abnormal situation.At that time, he was stunned for a moment, and said, "We talked about it, and Mr. Lu asked him how we talked about it."How did you talk about it?He asked Su Qian why he smashed his office, no more.

When Mr. Lu was about to leave, he took a long and deep look at him and said, "If you find out that your parents or your children have such problems today, your first reaction is to try to talk to him yourself. Well, should you seek help from a psychiatrist right away? Officer Yang, you are very rational and have made the most correct judgment in the most rational situation. But when this reason is applied to this object—your lover, it’s a bit... I The old man won't say much, think about it for yourself."

Yang Shaojun could neither sit nor lie down, turned on the computer to play minesweeper, and frantically clicked the mouse after sweeping a few times, and was immediately struck by mines and died.He slammed the mouse down, took out a cigarette, took two deep puffs, and then pinched it out again.

He had to admit that he was avoiding the problem of facing Su Qian.Why escape?Because he hoped that he was just a bystander in this matter, he didn't want to drag himself into the water, and he didn't want to take any responsibility.

Ten minutes later, he walked into Su Qian's room.

Obviously, as soon as Su Qian saw Yang Shaojun enter the room, he immediately became nervous, walked to the other side of the room and sat down, his eyes wandering.

Yang Shaojun was a little embarrassed.He has worked as a criminal police officer for so many years, and has tried many prisoners, including mentally ill patients.But now this patient is not his prisoner, but Su Wei's brother, and his lover who has slept with him for three months, which is a bit tricky, he simply doesn't know how to start the conversation.

He coughed dryly, raised Erlang's legs, and interlaced his hands and fingers around his knees: "Su Qian... shall we have a chat?"

Su Qian said, "What are we talking about?"

Yang Shaojun tried his best to make his smile look harmless: "Well... tell me what you think of me? We... have been together for three months anyway."

Su Qian remained silent.

Yang Shaojun punched his forehead with his fist because of a headache, and when he spoke again, his low voice startled him: "Su Qian, let's have a good talk. I have known you for more than ten years, but I have never had a serious talk. Heart."

Su Qian finally responded: "There is nothing to say." If the person in front of him is the real Yang Shaojun...it's a pity that he is not.

The two of them stood in a silent stalemate with a distance of seven or eight meters.

A few minutes later, Yang Shaojun smiled wryly, shook his head, changed his sitting position, and leaned back on the sofa: "Then let me talk about it first. Actually... I used to hate you very much. Before this... until Su Wei and Da Huang went abroad .”

"I remember very clearly now. I don't know if you still remember. The first time I met you, I went to fight with a group of friends at the gate of X Central. At that time, you just came out of school. I thought you were the other party. my helper, I ran over and wanted to do something to you. You didn’t even make a move on me, so Uncle Meng ran over and beat me to the ground. You walked up to me and looked at me with a very, very arrogant look Look at me, call me rubbish. After that, for more than half a year, when I think about it, my liver hurts. I think people like you are amazing because of their money. Hiring a trained bodyguard is like nothing. Yes, if you are capable, you can fight with me yourself, and I will definitely beat you to the ground."

Su Qian narrowed his eyes, as if recalling.

Yang Shaojun smiled wryly: "Later you really fought with me, and it was me who was beaten all over the floor looking for teeth. At that time, I couldn't even beat Su Wei, and I was thrown by him all day long. He was just a junior high school student..." Suddenly After a pause, "During the two years when I went to serve in the military, it was very hard and I worked very hard, especially when practicing martial arts. I fought desperately, and I practiced with whoever was stronger. I hated you at the time. Like, just like you destroying my whole family, I just had one thought, one day, I must want you to look good. When I am under the most pressure, imagine the scene where I can beat you and kneel at my feet and cry, in my heart All at once... how should I put it, the smoke dissipated and everything became bright."

"Actually, when I think about it now, I was very naive at the beginning. There is nothing wrong with you. You are protecting Su Wei. You don't want your brother to associate with someone like me... Actually, I understand it when I calm down and think about it. That bastard back then had no human form at all. I have never introduced my friends to Su Wei before, and I know that they are all jerks. I don’t want that kind of person to have anything to do with Su Wei, but I On myself, I am confused again."

Su Qian remained silent and his expression was indifferent.

Yang Shaojun sighed, changed his sitting position again, bent down, and put his elbows on his thighs: "Do you know what the one thing you made me hate the most? When Su Wei jumped off the building, I wanted to go to the hospital to see him. You won't let me Go in. God knows how much I wanted to beat you up, and I endured it. Once I deliberately provoked you, and I asked you if you want to fight with me. I have been a soldier for two years, and I just want to prove to you that I am transformed Now, I'm different from two years ago - but your performance at that time, you didn't fight with me, you didn't even bother to fight with me. You know, I thought I finally molded myself into a mud embryo, It almost took shape after being baked, but in the end you broke me apart, and you told me with your sense of superiority that you exude all the time, no matter what I do, I will be a pile of mud."

Yang Shaojun let out a long breath, as if a big stone had landed in his heart, and his expression became relaxed: "Telling you this...it's strange, we still seem to..." He thought about it, and in the two places of lovers and bed partners He hesitated between the words, and said with a last smile: "I have figured it out a little these two days, and I can't say it's revenge. I'm just a little awkward and always want to make things difficult for you. I'm sorry for causing trouble and pressure to you. You. These three months have been too much for me, especially the alarm clock... Actually, I shouldn't have recruited you in the first place. You said that we are two big men, and you have a wife and children... It's all because of me. Fuck it!"

Su Qian moved his lips, pursed them again, and swallowed the word "ex-wife".

Yang Shaojun laughed easily, showing his natural ruffianism again: "I heard from Mr. Lu that you are bothered and disgusted by our relationship. You have always been against homosexuality, so I actually just want to Break your prejudices... Well, it's my fault anyway, so don't think about the two of us anymore. The above said that this case is already a bit of a deal, and I'll pack up and go back when it's over, and I won't show up again In front of you. Of course, you can rest assured that as a policeman, I will definitely do my best to ensure your safety as a citizen." After a short pause, "Besides, you are Brother Suwei."

Finally, he licked his lips uneasily and asked Su Qian, "Do you... have anything you want to tell me?"

Su Qian shook his head.

Yang Shaojun breathed a sigh of relief, and stood up: "Then you should have a good rest, don't go to the company for two days, and tell your secretary, isn't the Internet now very developed, and everything can work remotely, it's better to stay at home and relax , don’t put too much pressure on yourself.” After speaking, he seemed to think he was wordy, shrugged with a smile, walked out, and gently closed the door.

After closing the door, Yang Shaojun stood outside the door without moving for a long time.He finally said "break up", although he didn't use these two words, because he never admitted in his heart that he and Young Master Su were real lovers.He thought that Su Qian should breathe a sigh of relief, and he should also breathe a sigh of relief.should.

Su Qian didn't look up when he heard the door closing and footsteps.He sat in the corner of the room, like a puppet, with nothing in his heart, no thoughts, no soul.