Capgras delusional syndrome

Su Wei asked slowly, "Young Master, what's the relationship between you and my brother?"

Yang Shaojun was a little surprised that Su Wei would suddenly raise this question. Out of guilt, he quickly turned his eyes away, and immediately realized his gaffe, and met Su Wei's gaze with a guilty conscience: "What is a relationship?"

Su Wei just looked at him silently.

Yang Shaojun swallowed: "I... you should ask your brother."

Su Wei frowned slightly: "What are you guilty about?"

Yang Shaojun was annoyed and at a loss for words.In fact, he didn't want to lie to Su Wei in his heart, so he was so vague, but in the end he left the place without 300 taels of silver.

Su Wei closed his eyes, then opened them slowly, with a strange expression on his face, and murmured, "Impossible..." At first, he just thought Yang Shaojun's attitude was a bit strange, but in his impression, Su Qian and Yang Shaojun were in conflict However, after returning, he found that Yang Shaojun's attitude towards Su Qian was obviously not as disdainful and dissatisfied as before.When they were downstairs and Su Qian was swinging upstairs, Yang Shaojun's expression was a bit heartbreaking.That's right, he knew that Yang Shaojun liked men, but Su Qian... how could his brother treat Yang Shaojun...? !In the past, he really wanted to bring homosexuals to trial!

Neither of them spoke.

After a while, Su Wei stood up and stomped a few steps back and forth in the yard, then came back and asked uncertainly, "I seem to think too much, what is the relationship between you and my brother?"

Yang Shaojun sighed: "I don't want to lie to you - you didn't think too much."

Su Wei took a deep breath and took two steps back: "You? With him? No, no, please speak more clearly."

Yang Shaojun was silent again.

After a long time, Su Wei seemed to have prepared himself psychologically, and asked out of breath, "When did it happen?"

Yang Shaojun said, "Three months ago."

Su Wei suddenly stretched out his hand to him. Yang Shaojun subconsciously thought that he was going to beat him, so he moved back slightly, but Su Wei said, "Give me a cigarette."

Yang Shaojun was stunned.The three brothers of the Su family don't smoke, Su Yi is okay, but Su Qian and Su Wei hate the smell of nicotine very much.He asked Su Wei: "Are you okay?"

Su Wei said blankly: "It's all messed up."

Yang Shaojun handed him the cigarette and then the zippo. Su Wei was stunned when he took the zippo and lit the cigarette, but he didn't return the lighter to Yang Shaojun immediately.He took a puff imitating the example, and his facial features immediately wrinkled into a ball, coughing and blowing out the smoke, feeling so sick that he wanted to throw up.Yang Shaojun came up to pat him on the back and said, "Don't swallow the cigarette, breathe it into your mouth and spit it out."

Su Wei threw the cigarette on the ground and snuffed it out with his feet.He went back to the bench and sat down, took a deep breath, and asked Yang Shaojun, "Can you tell me, what exactly are you thinking?"

Yang Shaojun lowered his head, and suddenly burst out laughing.He smiled and shook his head: "You are studying psychology, come and analyze it for me, what exactly do I think?"

Su Wei frowned: "How many people know about this?"

Yang Shaojun walked to a big tree and leaned against it: "No. Only Lao Meng."

Su Wei murmured: "It's his character." He stared into Yang Shaojun's eyes: "Do you like my brother?"

Yang Shaojun did not answer immediately, but pondered slightly.

Su Wei stood up abruptly, as if he had stepped on a landmine and exploded: "Yang Shaojun! What do you mean!"

Yang Shaojun was slightly taken aback, but soon calmed down again, and the corners of his mouth slightly curled up: "What do you mean?"

Su Wei gasped violently. Yang Shaojun had never seen Su Wei, who was always calm and overly excited, be so excited.Su Wei bite every word hard: "What are you kidding? What you told me just now was all a joke, right? Did you do it on purpose?"

Yang Shaojun frowned.The more Su Wei was like this, the more rebellious he became, and the more unruly his expression became, he deliberately smiled indifferently: "What is it on purpose? To make you angry? Then do you care?"

Su Wei turned around and took a step back, looking like he wanted to go back and ask Su Qian, but stopped again.How could he ask Su Qian?With his current state of mind.Su Wei rubbed his forehead and moaned, suddenly felt that Yang Shaojun was really wicked!But how much of what he just said is true?That's just a bit unreal.

He suddenly remembered that Yang Shaojun's zippo was still in his hand, and walked back holding the zippo, reaching out to Yang Shaojun.Yang Shaojun reached out to pick it up, and the moment he was about to touch the lighter, Su Wei suddenly withdrew his hand, and then threw it out of the wall with all his strength.

Yang Shaojun was dumbfounded.

Su Wei said word by word: "It's useless for you to keep it." After speaking, he turned and strode back to the villa.

Yang Shaojun took two steps towards the place where he threw the lighter, hesitating whether to look for it, but in the end he decided to forget it.He shook his head and smiled wryly. After all, he still felt a little sad after using it for more than ten years.

Back upstairs, Yang Shaojun wanted to see Su Qian, but when he walked to the door, he found that Su Wei had taken Su Yi's shift and was guarding by the bed.He stood at the door for a while, and finally left quietly.

At two o'clock in the morning, Yang Shaojun's alarm rang.In fact, he never fell asleep at all, he just lay there in a daze, and when the alarm rang, he turned off the alarm and sat up, ready to go to Su Wei's shift.

He changed his clothes and just opened the door when he saw a black figure standing outside the door and was startled.The black shadow walked in, and with the faint light of the desk lamp, Yang Shaojun saw clearly that it was Su Wei in front of him.

"How did you come?"

Su Wei frowned and said, "I went downstairs to pour a cup of coffee. I passed by your door and heard you playing music—what song is that? Why are you playing rock and roll in the middle of the night? I was taken aback outside. The coffee was spilled."

"What song..." Yang Shaojun repeated foolishly with his eyes wide open.

Su Wei looked puzzled: "What?"

Yang Shaojun quickly adjusted his expression: "It's nothing." For a moment, he wanted to laugh, feeling that he was so stupid, and understood Su Qian's mood every time he lost control and grabbed his mobile phone and threw it against the wall. At this moment, he There is also an urge to throw the phone out of the window.

He said: "It's just right, go back and rest, don't drink coffee at night. I'll take your shift."

Su Wei didn't know why he suddenly changed his face, and frowned in confusion: "I'm not sleepy, you can go to sleep."

Yang Shaojun smiled and reached out to touch his hair, just like many years ago, his eyes were full of doting, tolerant of this boy who was two years younger than him - although now they are no longer qualified to be called boys: "You If you don't sleep, your mental state is not good, and it is not conducive to work. Our police also work in shifts when performing tasks. I'm already up, so you can go back to sleep."

Su Wei was silent for a moment, acquiesced to his words, and followed him to turn around and walk out.

The two walked up the stairs, Su Wei suddenly grabbed Yang Shaojun's arm from behind, and whispered: "I remembered, MorbidAngel's "blessedarethesick", a song I liked many years ago."

Yang Shaojun didn't turn his head back: "Oh, is that so?"

Su Wei walked up to him in two steps and stopped him: "Shaojun, last time you told me that I was still living in the shadow of Gao Jin ten years ago and couldn't get out. You were right, I received treatment , I'm cured. What about you?"

Yang Shaojun bypassed him and continued to walk up, lazily said: "It's just too lazy to change it after using it for a few years, you think too much—so I heard it from you, I even forgot where I heard this song .”

Su Wei chased after him again: "Yang Shaojun..."

Yang Shaojun was still grinning one second, then suddenly turned down his face and threw away his hand the next second, angrily said: "Don't be so self-righteous!"

Su Wei froze for a moment, watched him go up the stairs, and said calmly from behind: "At that time, I was just a rebellious middle school patient, and I hadn't heard rock and roll for seven or eight years—in fact, I never I haven't liked it, just like you said, self-righteous, just pretending."

Yang Shaojun ignored what he said, and walked into Su Qian's room quickly.After entering the room, the first thing he did was to take out his phone, cancel the alarm, and delete the song "blessed arethesick". Su Qian lay sideways on the bed, heard footsteps, moved his body, and said softly: Vi, I want a drink of water."

Yang Shaojun saw a cup filled with clean water beside the bed, went up to touch the cup, it was still warm, so he picked up the cup and walked to the bed.Su Qian's eyes were covered with blindfolds again. In order to prevent another sudden situation, the doctor dilated his pupils again.Yang Shaojun helped Su Qian to sit up, gently moved the quilt to his mouth, and slowly fed him to drink - these days, Yang Shaojun has become more meticulous and patient than before.

Su Qian finished drinking the water silently, and slowly stroked Yang Shaojun's hand.Yang Shaojun didn't speak, just looked at him silently.

After a while, Su Qian lay on his side and patted the empty space beside him: "Awei, you are tired too, lie down."

Yang Shaojun didn't move.

Su Qian's tone became a little hurried: "What's the matter? Come up, lie down with me for a while, my heart is beating so fast, I can't fall asleep."

Yang Shaojun knew that he had been suffering from palpitations, restlessness, and insomnia recently.He remembered that he was stabbed by a prisoner once before, with a three-inch gash in his stomach. The wound was infected, and he developed a high fever.Pain, palpitation, dizziness... All these things combined together really make people feel like life is worse than death.But now Su Qian may be suffering from such torture all the time, what kind of sadness is this?It can drive people into pain without thinking.

He took off his shoes, socks and coat, and slowly lay down beside Su Qian.Su Qian leaned into his arms, pillowed his arm, and pressed his forehead against his chest.

After a while, Su Qian whispered softly, choked with sobs: "I'm so uncomfortable."

Yang Shaojun hugged his back tightly and rested his chin on the top of his head.

Su Qian also hugged him hard, wishing to rub herself into his chest completely.With a strong nasal voice, he mourned: "I can't hold on anymore."