Capgras delusional syndrome

Yang Shaojun was transferred out of the intensive care unit that night.He is a Xiaoqiang who can't be beaten to death. Not long after he woke up, he has the strength to chat with Qi Yongxu.

He touched his chest and said, "Where is this place, why do I feel so painful?"

Qi Yongxu rolled his eyes angrily while peeling fruit for him: "The wolf's heart, your lungs."

Yang Shaojun nodded in confusion: "Oh..."

After a while, Yang Shaojun asked him, "Is there any smoke?"

Qi Yongxu didn't raise his head: "Smoking is not allowed in the hospital."

Yang Shaojun moved a bit, and found that all the bones in his body seemed to be loose, and the pain was severe.He said, "Then help me out to smoke."

Qi Yongxu: "..."

He put down the fruit knife and stared at Yang Shaojun expressionlessly.

Yang Shaojun lifted the quilt by himself, stretched out his hand to him, and looked at him innocently.Qi Yongxu continued to stare, and the two wrestled silently.

After a while, the doctor opened the door and walked in. Seeing this scene, he frowned: "What are you doing?"

Qi Yongxu said: "He asked me to help him out to smoke."

The corner of the doctor's eyes twitched, and he said coldly, "Then go."

Qi Yongxu was shocked and at a loss for a while, the doctor then said: "Pump more, don't hold back. If you are lucky, you can get back with lung cancer."

Yang Shaojun: "..."

The doctor changed the bottle of intravenous drip for Yang Shaojun, opened the drawer, and told him when to take the medicine in it.Yang Shaojun looked up at him pitifully: "Doctor, what's wrong with me? When can I smoke?"

"Quit it." The doctor said coldly and sentenced him to death.

Seeing Yang Shaojun's devastated expression, the doctor raised his brows slightly, and showed a devil-like smile: "Mr. Police, you woke up from all these hardships to commit suicide, right? You've already had lung hemorrhage, you know? Infection And smoking destroys the integrity of your alveolar membrane, the basement membrane antigen is completely exposed, your lungs are now as fragile as a baby, and it hurts to take a breath of cold air. Smoking? Save it.”

Yang Shaojun took the medicine from him with a depressed face and swallowed it.

After the doctor left, Qi Yongxu showed his diagnosis report to himself.Yang Shaojun was depressed after taking a look at it: every horizontal and vertical character was printed out by the computer, and he directly strangled to death in the cradle the possibility that he could justifiably ignore it because the doctor's handwriting was too scribbled and he couldn't understand it.When he saw the word pulmonary hemorrhage, his face visibly trembled, and then he pointed to the next item and asked Qi Yongxu: "Bacterial pneumonia? Is this not contagious?"

Qi Yongxu said: "Bacterial ones won't, but viral ones."

Yang Shaojun threw away the medical records, leaned on the bed and wailed: "Quit smoking? Then I really died once." Then he struggled to sit up with a grim expression: "Have those guys been caught? I want to save them myself ! Fuck, if I abolish my life, I will also abolish them!"

Qi Yongxu gloated and put away his things: "I'm curious what is the desire to survive that supports you? It can't be to smoke another cigarette in order to live?"

Yang Shaojun softened, touched his nose with the hand that was not cast, and said vaguely: "Huh, huh? Oh, yes."

After a while, he was still unwilling after much deliberation, and said angrily: "That doctor must be alarmist, it hurts to take a breath of cold air? Who are you kidding..." Because when he spoke, he gasped heavily, and a breath of cold air entered his body. His expression froze suddenly, his chest hurt and his throat itched, and he coughed violently, coughing up a mouthful of phlegm with black blood.

This time Yang Shaojun was completely wilted.He said shyly, "Well, turn on the air conditioner a little more."

Qi Yongxu helped him to lie down again, covered him with a quilt, and asked him: "When you were unconscious, did you remember what someone said to you?"

Yang Shaojun smiled heartlessly: "I heard someone calling my husband and crying so hard that I almost died, is it you?"

Qi Yongxu: "..."

I don't know which nerve these words touched Qi Yongxu. Looking at Yang Shaojun's smile as before, he was suddenly filled with emotion, his eyes turned hot, and he quickly concealed a fierce expression: "You give me a good rest. Come on you! Please grandpa, I have been guarding you here for two days and have not returned home, do you think I have not taken a bath for two days?" After finishing speaking, he stood up and said coolly: "Look at you all the time I can't die, I'll go home, take a shower and sleep, and come see you tomorrow morning."

He walked to the door of the ward, and Yang Shaojun suddenly said behind him: "Hey, I'm serious, please help me out."

Qi Yongxu thought that he still wanted to smoke, but when he was speechless, he heard Yang Shaojun say, "I want to go and see Suqian."

Qi Yongxu was slightly taken aback: "What?"

Yang Shaojun repeated it calmly: "Help me to see Su Qian. You said he is also in this hospital."

Qi Yongxu's expression was very subtle for a moment: "You go to see him? I heard that he didn't suffer any injuries, but he got a ward like a presidential suite. You made it like this to save him anyway. When your life or death is unknown, he I haven't even come to see you, and only Su Wei came twice in their family, and I invited them. You can't even get out of bed, so you want to see him?"

Yang Shaojun said: "It's because he didn't come to see me that I went to see him. Please help me up."

Qi Yongxu was still standing at the door hesitating.

Yang Shaojun sighed: "You don't understand. It's because he didn't come to see me, so it's impossible for him to be fine. I'm afraid of him...I'm afraid that he will be seriously ill."

Qi Yongxu walked back to the hospital bed hesitantly: "Do you feel so good about yourself? Maybe people don't care about your situation at all?"

Yang Shaojun smiled: "No matter what he thinks of me in his heart, no matter what relationship I have with him, if he knows my situation, he should come to visit me out of reason. He is not such a rude person. He did not Come, something must happen."

Qi Yongxu couldn't resist him, so he had to help him up.But Yang Shaojun was covered in injuries, not to mention getting out of bed, he grinned in pain even when he moved.At his insistence, Qi Yongxu had the cheek to get a wheelchair from the doctor, and pushed him to Su Qian's ward.

At this time, it was nearly midnight, and Su Xieyuan was left in the hospital to watch Su Qian.She heard someone knocking on the door, went to open the door, and was shocked to see Yang Shaojun outside.Seeing Yang Shaojun's appearance, with bandages on his head, plaster on his arms, and a salt water bottle hanging on his wheelchair, he even cried out in shock.

She whispered: "Officer Yang, what are you...how..." Su Wei visited Yang Shaojun before leaving the hospital. He thought that Yang Shaojun had just woken up and was inconvenient to disturb, so he didn't tell others. He planned that Yang Shaojun's condition would be better in two days Let the family members go to say thank you at one o'clock, so it's no wonder that Su Xieyuan was so surprised, she didn't even know that Yang Shaojun was in this hospital.

Yang Shaojun whispered, "Is he asleep? I want to see him."

Su Xiexi smiled wryly: "I don't know if he's awake or not. Forget it, you can come in."

Yang Shaojun was pushed into the ward. In the room, there was only a small light on by the bedside, and documents were spread out on the table. Su Xieyuan was working here just now.

Yang Shaojun stretched out his hand reluctantly and put it on Su Qian's.He felt Su Qian's hand move a few times, indicating that he was still awake.He whispered, "Su Qian, Su Qian."

Su Qian turned his head.

Yang Shaojun looked at Su Xieyuan, and asked with his mouth: "Is he sick again?"

Su Xieyuan nodded with a forbearing expression on his face, and covered his mouth to cry again.

Yang Shaojun said to the two people: "Can you go out for a while? I want to talk to him alone."

Su Xieyuan hesitated, agreed, and walked out with Qi Yongxu.

In the ward, Yang Shaojun looked at Su Qian with gentle eyes.He only had one hand that could move, and the active hand was still receiving a needle, so he couldn't use force, so he could only touch the back of Su Qian's hand.He glanced at the door of the ward, the door was closed, and people outside should not be able to hear it, so he said, "Hey, listen, I'll only say this once, so you must listen to it. "

"Just now I was so sick that I was about to die. It turns out that there is such a thing as a soul out of my body. I saw myself lying motionless on the operating table. I wanted to get back into my body, but I couldn't get back in. So I I floated out. I floated, I wanted to find you, I went back to the factory, but I didn’t find you, and I went back to your house, but I still didn’t see you. I was thinking that I was going to die, so I found you and explained to you Forget about the last words, but I couldn’t find you, so I went back to the hospital in a hurry, got into my own shell, and then I got in, and then I woke up.” He leaned down with difficulty, and touched it with his hand. Touching Su Qian's face, he sighed: "It seems that I don't want to tell you personally. Su Qian, I like you...Give me a chance to make up for what I did wrong before, and I will take good care of you. ’—even if you never get better.He murmured this sentence silently in his heart, but did not say it out of his mouth.

outside the ward.

When Qi Yongxu saw Su Qian, he knew that things were not as simple as he thought.He hesitated and asked Su Xieyuan: "Su Qian..."

Su Xieyuan said to himself with red eyes: "He has always been strong, his willpower is so strong...I believe he will get better."

In the ward.

Yang Shaojun brushed his lips with his fingers: "So, it doesn't matter if you can't hold on anymore, and it doesn't matter if you don't believe everyone. You have the right to be willful, and there is no need to always resist yourself. Let you try To believe is actually what we should do.”

Su Qian was still quiet.

After a while, Yang Shaojun was pushed back by Qi Yongxu.

The next day, Dai Yu received the news that Yang Shaojun was awake.When he answered the phone, he was sitting in the office looking at Yang Shaojun's documents, frowning and puzzled. After hanging up the phone, his worries disappeared, and he smiled slightly at the photo of Yang Shaojun on the document with his mouth crooked, half a smile, and said to himself Said to himself: "You have passed your own test." With a wave of his big hand, Zhang knocked down.

In the next period of time, Yang Shaojun actively cooperated with the treatment, took medicine and injections every day, and rested on time.Pneumonia is a disease that is difficult to cure. He used to be indifferent to whether he was short-lived or not, but now he has new hopes and goals in life. He doesn't want to become a medicine jar in the future, and he becomes an uncharacteristically good baby. It's hard when.Qi Yongxu said that there is a way to relieve addiction, which is to form a bad conditioned reflex. For example, every time an addict gets an addiction, he is shocked by electric shock. And fear, will naturally relieve addiction.So Yang Shaojun also thought of a way. In the past, what he was most afraid of eating was bitter gourd. The bitter taste could make him lose his appetite for a whole day, so he asked Qi Yongxu to prepare a bunch of bitter gourd by his bedside. He would eat bitter gourd whenever he wanted to smoke. Twice I was forced to spit out sour water bitterly, and it will be fine after a long time.After almost a month, his craving for cigarettes has dropped a lot, but he has gradually accepted the taste of bitter melon, and he has become addicted to eating bitter melon, and he will feel uncomfortable if he does not eat it for a day.

Su Qian's illness has also improved slightly under the drug treatment. He may be able to regain clarity for a period of time in a day, be able to communicate with others normally, and be able to recall what happened before.But most of the time he is still unconscious, most of the time his five senses are blocked like a walking dead, and occasionally he would yell madly and throw things to escape.All in all, his situation is worse than before he was kidnapped, and it is not optimistic.However, even so, no one could really let him undergo brain surgery. After all, it was a matter with a very low success rate, and if he failed, he would only fall into a worse situation.The family members are all lucky, thinking that maybe one day he will suddenly recover.Even if it doesn't get better, then so be it. It's not that the Su family can't afford him, as long as he is alive, it's better than anything else.

On this day, Yang Shaojun was approved to be discharged from the hospital.His serious illnesses are almost healed, and it is not a problem to live freely without strenuous exercise.The pneumonia has not recovered yet, so I have to come to the hospital on time to take medicine and injections, but the situation is not serious, and I can rest at home by myself.

After completing the discharge procedures, he went to visit Su Qian again.When he went, Su Qian had just had a big riot. The salt water bottle was smashed, glass shards and liquid were all over the floor, and there were some faint bloodstains.The little nurses were cleaning the ward, and he lay quietly on the bed like a marionette, making it impossible to imagine that the mess in the room had anything to do with him.

The person guarding him that day was Su Yi. In the farce just now, Su Yi was slightly injured and was taken away by the doctor for treatment. There were only a few nurses in the room.

Yang Shaojun walked to the hospital bed, looked at Su Qian who was motionless, worried and didn't know what to do.

The little nurse thought that he was afraid that Su Qian would have another attack, and comforted him, "It's okay, he just took a sedative, and he's fine now."

Yang Shaojun sat down by the bed and held Su Qian's hand. Unexpectedly, Su Qian held him back weakly.

Neither of them spoke or moved. It wasn't until the nurse finished cleaning and told Yang Shaojun to ring the bell for someone to go out that Yang Shaojun reached out to stroke Su Qian's hair.

Su Qian called his name tremblingly: "Yang Shaojun."

Yang Shaojun hadn't spoken since he entered the room, and he smiled when he heard this: "How do you know it's me?"

Su Qian raised his other hand very slowly and pulled up his blindfold.He had just been sedated, and now he was weak all over. Such a simple movement was very difficult to complete.Yang Shaojun hesitated for a moment, but did not stop him.

After adapting to the long-term darkness, the stimulation of the fluorescent lamp made him squint his eyes vigorously, so Yang Shaojun got up and turned off the light, and then closed the curtains.Walking back to the bed, Su Qian had slowly opened his eyes, looking at Yang Shaojun with the faint light.His pupils trembled and he looked terrified, but he managed to calm himself down and stared at Yang Shaojun.In the book, he squeezed out words word by word very slowly: "I beg you, help me."

Yang Shaojun was obviously taken aback: "What? Are you uncomfortable?"

Su Qian shook his head slowly: "I know, I'm not good. I don't want to live like this. Please..."

It was as if a sharp knife had been pierced into Yang Shaojun's heart. The pain caused him to bend down slightly, and his voice trembled: "No, Su Qian, you will be fine. The doctor is treating you."

Su Qian shook his head again, took a few deep breaths slowly, and the tide in his eyes accumulated more and more: "I, I can't hold it anymore. I know..."

Yang Shaojun wanted to say something, but Su Qian raised his hand, motioning him to listen to him.

"I'm not, I want to die. They're afraid of my death, I know, but no, I can't live, like this. Please, help me." A tear slipped from the corner of his eye, quickly seeped into the pillow cover and disappeared.

What he said was incoherent, but Yang Shaojun understood. Su Qian probably knew that if he wanted to be treated, he would have to undergo surgery on his brain. He also knew that because of the high risk factor, his family did not dare to send him to have the surgery. .

It was the first time that Yang Shaojun knew that the feeling of distress could surpass the feeling of being stabbed or shot. The pain made him unable to breathe, and his hands and feet were cold.

yes!He is Su Qian!He is such a proud person, even if he is dead, he still has his pride, living in such a humiliation like a walking dead, for him, life is worse than death! !

He held Su Qian's hand tightly and solemnly promised, "Okay, I'll help you."