Capgras delusional syndrome

Su Qian’s family had raised purebred German Shepherds and Alaskan dogs. Later, the Alaskan dogs died of old age, and the shepherd dogs were taken away by the married eldest sister Su Xieyuan.After that, Su Qian never had a pet again.

Yang Shaojun has had a problem since he was a child - he is afraid of dogs.Perhaps because he was bitten by a dog once when he was very young, he would become stiff and dare not move when he saw a dog since he was a child. It was not until he became a policeman that he occasionally had contact with police dogs that he overcame this problem little by little. .Even now, however, he still felt uncomfortable at the sight of dogs.

Yang Shaojun raised many pets when he was a child.Not to mention that he was afraid of dogs, he couldn't afford mainstream pets like cats and dogs because they were expensive, and the most expensive thing he ever kept was probably a tank of goldfish his mother bought for him.Once Xiao Shaojun is free, he will feed into the fish tank, and then lie on the glass tank to watch a few goldfish fight for food.Qi Yongxu is also very interested in this tank of goldfish, and the first thing he does every time is to feed them.

At that time, the Internet was not yet popular, and Xiao Shaojun and Xiao Yongxu had no experience in raising goldfish. They didn't know that goldfish were so stupid that they would eat as much as they wanted, and they would not stop until they were exhausted.

Later, those few goldfish died without a doubt.

Later, Yang Shaojun raised many pets.You can buy a budgie for four yuan a piece from a roadside vendor, and you can buy it by saving a few strings of tenderloin; a rabbit for ten yuan a piece, and a golden silk bear for eight yuan a piece...

The parrot flew out of the balcony one morning and never came back; the rabbit was carried downstairs by Qi Yongxu and put on the side of the road to eat some weeds, and died within a few days of vomiting and diarrhea after returning; Yang Shaojun put it in a cage and put it in the corridor, but it disappeared after a few days. I don't know if it was taken away by someone or it was too stinky and thrown away.

Every time Qi Yongxu comes over and cannot find the pets he saw a few days ago, he will be very disappointed. When Yang Shaojun tells him that those pets are dead in a neutral tone, he will be surprised, but after a few days Also forget.Children around the age of ten generally don't understand what "death" means, they only know that there is no more, but it will not have any impact on life.

However, Yang Shaojun is different.After the goldfish died, he didn't know what to do. He just left them like this, unwilling to throw them away, and didn't dare to change the water. It wasn't until a few days later that the fish carcasses rotted, smelled and deformed, and he had to cry and pour them into the water. Flush it in the toilet; when he woke up one morning and found the rabbit lying there motionless, he didn't even dare to touch it, so he took Qi Yongxu outside to play wildly for a day, and when he came home at night, he found that the rabbit was still there. Lying there motionless as in the morning, he was sure that the rabbit was really dead.When no one was around in the middle of the night, he sneaked downstairs with the cage and ran three streets. When he threw the cage and pets into the trash can, he was so panicked that he was shaking all over, and even felt that he was a murderer. He killed that life with his own hands.But this time, he didn't cry anymore.

A long time later, Yang Shaojun became a criminal policeman. He has seen all kinds of cruel crime scenes, seen all kinds of strange dead bodies, and shot criminals to death with his own hands.But he no longer felt the fear he felt when he saw the rabbit die.In his eyes, those lost lives are not even worth as much as a rabbit worth ten yuan, because at this time he has really learned to be ruthless.

It's just a life.One day, everyone will die.

--------------------------

Su Qian didn't cry in the end.If a mature man in his early thirties really cried inexplicably like this, Su Qian felt that he would probably go out and find a tree to hang himself.

Seeing his weeping expression, Yang Shaojun was surprised at first, then leaned forward and hugged him into his arms, coaxing him while patting his head like a child: "Don't be sad, you can tell me something. "

Su Qian leaned in his arms for a while, rolled her eyes wide open, until she felt that the tears had been completely swallowed back, then coldly pushed Yang Shaojun away, and leaned back on the chair meticulously: "I'm fine. Go back "He sneered in his heart: This "Yang Shaojun" is really ridiculous, San Zhang's man is still so Qiong Yao.

Yang Shaojun tilted his head and looked at him for a while, then suddenly laughed and said, "You are cuter as before. Your current expression can easily make people impotent."

Su Qian gave him a gouging look, and said in a disgusted tone, "Drive."

Yang Shaojun snorted, restarted the car, held the steering wheel with one hand and took out a cigarette with the other.Before he got angry, Su Qian had already pinned him down, frowning like a Sichuan character: "Don't smoke in the car."

Yang Shaojun gave him a sideways glance with a half-smile, then broke away from his hand, and lit the cigarette anyway.After lighting his cigarette, he habitually rubbed the already very old Zippo lighter a few times before stuffing it back into his pocket.

Just as Yang Shaojun was used to Su Qian speaking in that commanding tone, Su Qian was also used to Yang Shaojun's indifferent attitude towards him.His face was as black as the smoke that had been lit, but he didn't say anything, he just opened the windows on both sides.

After returning home, Su Qian really asked a servant to tidy up a guest room for Yang Shaojun, which was exactly the one Yang Shaojun lived in when he first moved into the Su family's villa.

Yang Shaojun was very happy to have his own independent space again, closed the door, threw shoes, socks and dirty clothes everywhere, sat shirtless on the sofa and lit a cigarette.No one belittled his upbringing, no one bossed the servants to clean up, no one coughed loudly to express their dissatisfaction with his smoking, this day was simply too beautiful!

Yang Shaojun thought cheerfully, when this case is resolved, it's almost time to say goodbye to the young master Su Qian.The first time I tried this flavor, it was so fucking exciting, happy and painful.What's exciting is that Su Qian's stinking temper can be gnawed down by him, and he hasn't kicked himself out of bed after more than three months; what makes him happy and miserable is Su Qian This face is half or six points similar to Su Wei.Sometimes Yang Shaojun would gnaw and gnaw and forget who the person he gnawed on was. At that time, he would be so heartbroken that he could not breathe, wishing to kneel down and offer this person to the altar devoutly, and even hold him so excited that tears would flow down his face .But more often, when he saw Su Qian making those unappetizing expressions with this face, he wished he could just fuck him to death on the bed!

Yang Shaojun thought to himself, in fact, he was still reluctant.When I think of breaking up with Su Qian, I really feel an abnormal chest tightness.But if he continues to be entangled like this, he will really be driven crazy by his perverted thoughts!

Just when he was thinking about these thoughts, the phone rang suddenly, pulling him back from his wild thoughts to reality.

Yang Shaojun picked up the phone and looked at it, and found that the name on the caller ID was "Yongxu".

Qi Yongxu pretended to cry exaggeratedly on the other end of the phone: "Woo~ I was smashed out by my sweetheart with an ashtray, and now I can't go back. Shaojun Shaojun, I'm at your door, when will you come back! "

Gritting his teeth, Yang Shaojun muttered: "Why didn't you be killed." Then he sighed helplessly: "I don't live in my place now, why don't you wait first, and I'll send you the key right away."

Qi Yongxu asked in surprise: "Huh? Then where do you live now?"

Yang Shaojun snorted and said, "Where is his brother?"

He heard Qi Yongxu's gasped voice: "You, you really messed with his brother! You, you, you are still living with someone? Shaojun, are you using him as a substitute or something? ah?"

Yang Shaojun hummed casually: "I can't tell for a while. It's a long story, so let's talk slowly later."

Qi Yongxu whispered there: "You are also powerful enough, you can eat his brother's bad spirit."

Yang Shaojun hesitated for a while, and asked him: "Yongxu... Do you feel that the person next to you is not himself, but replaced by someone who looks very similar? Or, the body is still that person's, but changed. A soul."

Qi Yongxu laughed twice: "What do you mean? Do you think someone around you was pierced by the soul of a novel protagonist or something?"

Yang Shaojun said, "That's almost what it means."

Qi Yongxu asked him: "Who? Who do you think has been replaced?"

Yang Shaojun said: "It's not me. I suspect that his brother has this problem. He hasn't been quite right for the past two days. But I have also felt this way before. Sometimes I suspect that my mother is not my mother. She has changed since I was a few years old. Now I see his brother's attitude towards me and what he said, and I think he seems to have the same problem."

Qi Yongxu was silent for a while, and then said: "I don't understand, I have never felt this way. Is this considered a mental illness? Isn't Awei a psychiatrist? You can ask him about his brother?"

When Yang Shaojun heard him mention Su Wei, his heart skipped a beat, and then his heart beat faster—yes, call Su Wei!Since Su Wei left, he wanted to make a phone call countless times to ask, but there was no good reason, and he didn't have the courage to do so.

After five seconds of silence, Yang Shaojun spoke very quickly, "I know, so I'll hang up first. Oh, by the way, you wait for me to send you the keys right away." Then he put the phone down .

Qi Yongxu was stunned for more than ten seconds while holding the mobile phone on the other side, before he exclaimed: "My God, I have seen what is called heavy-colored relatives and friends. As for..."

Yang Shaojun was holding the phone, his heart beating like a drum, and even the hands that pressed the keys were trembling.He has saved Su Wei's phone number in the phone book, but he almost never looks for it there, but presses the keys one by one, as if he can enjoy it longer.Su Wei has gone abroad now. In order to completely distance himself from the past, he abandoned that number for a period of time, but after repeated persuasion from his relatives, he resumed using it.

Yang Shaojun finished pressing the number, but he couldn't press the green dial button.Even when he was pointed at with a gun by the gangster, his heart didn't beat so fast.After hesitating for a long time, he finally pressed the call button, took a deep breath, and moved the phone to his ear.

During the waiting process, Yang Shaojun never felt that the beep sound was so pleasant.He wished it could be longer, even, he hoped that the other party would not pick it up...

However, half a minute later the call was still connected.

The familiar voice sounded very tired: "Hello...?"

Yang Shaojun's palms were sweating while holding the phone, and he said in a word: "It's me." After that, he didn't know what to say.

"Who is it, doctor?" Yang Shaojun heard the boy's voice on the other end of the phone, his chest felt tight, and then he gradually calmed down.

Su Wei snorted thickly, touched the face of the young man beside him, and said softly, "Go on to sleep." Then he got up in cloak and walked to the window, yawning sleepily: "Young Master? What's wrong? It's still early morning here."

Yang Shaojun held back for a long time before he could say a word: "I'm sorry I disturbed you to sleep."

Su Wei said, "It doesn't matter. What's your business?"

Yang Shaojun spoke for a long time, but finally he said incoherently: "Your brother...I doubt him...Maybe he's not in a good mood recently..."

Yang Shaojun didn't know if Su Qian told Su Wei that he was with him, but he guessed that someone like Su Qian would definitely not tell.He really wanted to tell Su Wei, I am with your brother now, and I slept him last night.In this way, he would feel a kind of heartache, and at the same time, he wanted to hear how Su Wei would react.But he didn't dare to say it, and he believed that Su Wei would be indifferent to it.It's really contradictory!

"Oh? What's wrong with my brother?"

Yang Shaojun gritted his teeth: "I don't know what to say, and I'm not sure. Why don't you call him and ask him."

"Ok."

Then the two of them didn't know what to say.

Before making this phone call, Yang Shaojun had imagined that if Su Wei would return to China because of this... But after he finished speaking, he found that he could say so little, and everything was "I guess" "I think ", even a definite conclusion cannot be drawn.At this time, he thought darkly, if Su Qian really had something, that would be great.

However, Su Wei's next sentence shattered his fantasy: "Shaojun, I will give you the contact information of some psychiatrists who are familiar with me later. I will call my elder brother and ask. If you need anything, you can find them, after all, I am abroad now."

"...Okay." Yang Shaojun felt cool in his heart.

After that, he asked Su Wei how he was doing recently, tens of thousands of miles across the ocean, Su Wei's smile came over the phone.He said, "I'm fine. Thank you, Young Master."

After hanging up the phone, Yang Shaojun thought, Su Wei didn't even ask him why he got involved with his elder brother...