Fanhua is gone

Three years later.

In S City in May, the temperature is rarely suitable in a year.The afternoon sun shone on my body, making me feel sleepy.

In a dessert shop called 'Xiwei' in S city, Lin Fan leaned on a chair at the counter, half-closed his eyes and basked in the soft sunlight.

It has been more than three years since he woke up after being depressed for a whole month. In the past three years, many things have happened, and people around him have come together with the people they love one after another.

At Xiao Chen's last violin recital, Cheng Xuan knelt down on one knee and proposed to Xiao Chen in front of everyone. Lin Fan still remembered the touch and happiness that Xiao Chen's usually indifferent face showed at that moment. The two hugged and kissed like no one else at the concert.

Ye Muling graduated from university and is now working in the Ye Group. His relationship with Han Wenbing has long been confirmed. Han Wenbing now loves Ye Muling infinitely. Every time he sees the tenderness he shows towards Ye Muling, Lin Fan felt a little joy in his heart, they finally got together.

After Chu Li and Zhou Ming traveled for so long, they finally concluded their relationship with Chu Li's confession on Valentine's Day last year.Seeing Zhou Ming's excited and tearful expression, Lin Fan was also happy for them.He has been waiting since college, and Zhou Ming finally got his happiness.

Dad and Uncle Ling have always been sweet and sweet. Uncle Ling is usually powerful in the mall, but when he sees Dad, his whole expression becomes extremely gentle. The tenderness seems to melt Dad into him.

What made Lin Fan most gratified was that his mother and father finally let go of all their knots, and they became friends. What made Lin Fan even happier was that in December of the year before last, Uncle Li proposed to his mother, and the two had a wedding. At the grand wedding, seeing the happy smile on his mother's face when Uncle Li put the ring on his mother's hand, Lin Fan knew that his mother had finally found her love.

Only myself, still alone.And will always be alone.

After waking up three years ago, his mother no longer forced him to marry Chen Ying, and even agreed to let him be with Shu Yan. At that time, Lin Fan stumbled out despite his weak body that had just woken up from a coma for a month. I went to Shu Yan's villa to look for him, but there was no one there.

When I dialed Shu Yan's phone number, the only response was the mechanical voice: "The number you dialed is temporarily unavailable, please try again later...".

Lin Fan went to the company to look for him with his last hope, but Zhang Lan told him that Mr. Shu had gone to America a month ago.Lin Fan wanted Shu Yan's contact information in the United States, Zhang Lan shook his head apologetically and said that after Mr. Shu arrived in the United States, he had no contact with the company here.

Lin Fan clearly remembered that time, the hope that remained in his heart was instantly annihilated, he knew that this time Shu Yan really left, leaving S City completely, leaving him.

Originally, I shouldn't expect him to wait for me after hurting him so deeply. For Shu Yan, the reason why he returned to S City back then was because he was here. Now that the two have broken up, what else is there? Worthy of Shu Yan's nostalgia?

The moment Lin Fan walked out of the company's gate, he knew that from now on, only himself was left in his world.

After being discharged from the hospital, where Lin Fan lived became a problem.Because Dad and Uncle Ling wanted him to live with them, while Mom and Uncle Li insisted that he live with Uncle Li.But Lin Fan wanted to live alone.

At Lin Fan's insistence, Ye Xuan, Lin Ruo, Su Ling and Li Yi accompanied him to look at the house, and finally settled on a house and bought it.Except for Ye Xuan and the others who would come to see him from time to time, Lin Fan was the only one in that empty house.

At night, in the dead of night, when Lin Fan stayed in this house, the figure popped out of his mind, eroding his entire body and mind.

He misses Shu Yan, misses him crazily, lying on the bed with his eyes open every night, every cell in the depths of his soul is telling how he misses Shu Yan, that gentle smile and warm embrace including that naughty tease, Everything was impacting Lin Fan's thinking, making him almost unable to support his weak body.

The scar named Shu Yan engraved in his heart will accompany him for the rest of his life.

This 'Xi Wei' dessert shop was opened two years ago. Since that time when he woke up, Lin Fan's health has been poor. Coupled with his depressed mood, Ye Xuan and Lin Ruo let him take a good rest. It's just that no matter how much he recuperates, his body won't get better.The scar in his heart was too deep, and if the knot in his heart couldn't be untied, it was impossible for his body to recover.

But staying at home all the time, Lin Fan didn't know what to do except miss, and miss would only make his health worse and worse, so in May two years ago, Lin Fan thought about opening a dessert shop, This idea was agreed upon by Ye Xuan and Lin Ruo. They both felt that Lin Fan should focus more on work, so that he would have less time for wild thoughts, but his body was not suitable for going to work in the company, because Lin Fan With Fan's temperament, once he goes to work, he must work as hard as before, otherwise his body will definitely be completely exhausted.

But opening a dessert shop does not require much energy from him. Su Ling helped him find the pastry chef. Lin Fan only needs to visit the shop every day, direct the specific arrangements, and then watch the comings and goings at the counter. people.Sometimes he would chat with the customers who had afternoon tea in the store. Lin Fan's personality was originally very gentle, coupled with his handsome and cute face, the customers who came to his place liked to chat with him, and some even specially On Saturday afternoon, I came to drink tea and taste cakes and talk to Lin Fan about the things I encountered recently.

This kind of life is plain and comfortable. Lin Fan sometimes thinks that if he had never met Shu Yan, maybe this life would have been so plain. There was no great joy or sorrow, no heart-wrenching pain, and no sweetness that drowned him. tenderness and pampering.He will marry a wife, and like most people in this world, he will go to work during the day, and when he returns home at night, there will be a wife and children waiting for him, and he will live his life in a normal way, and that kind of life should be very fulfilling.

But there are no ifs in life, he met Shu Yan and started a different life.

In the past three years, Lin Fan wanted to understand one thing, that is, no matter how painful and lonely he is now, he never regrets meeting Shu Yan at the beginning. If life could be restarted, he would not hesitate to choose There is Shu Yan's life.Because the happiness with Shu Yan allows him to rely on these memories to spend the rest of the days that are only lonely.

Sometimes when he was tired of thinking, Lin Fan would also fantasize about miracles, whether Shu Yan would return to S City, even if he no longer loved himself, as long as he could see the figure occupying his whole body and mind from a distance , Lin Fan would also feel very happy.

It's just that this illusion has gradually weakened in the past three years, because Shu Yan has never contacted anyone here, and he is determined to stay away from everything in S City.

Now, with the afternoon sun shining warmly on his body, Lin Fan naturally began to miss that figure in his memory again.Probably never see him again in this lifetime.Thinking of this, Lin Fan opened his eyes, looked at his thin body, which was almost bone-less, and smiled wryly, how many more years can such a body last?The worried expressions of his parents and Uncle Ling appeared in front of his eyes, Lin Fan could only smile helplessly, he knew where his illness was.

Just as he was lost in thought, a customer came in. Lin Fan stood up, with that faint smile on his face, and greeted him as usual...

The moment Shu Yan stepped off the plane, he suddenly came back.

After leaving for three full years, he still came back here, but this time, he was no longer the previous Shu Yan.

In the past three years, he has become the president of the Shu Group. His style is more ruthless than before, and he no longer has a soft heart. Outsiders call him the cold-faced king of shopping malls.

In fact, there is nothing wrong with being ruthless and loveless, at least his heart will no longer hurt, he will no longer worry about that thin figure, and he will not have the feeling of being suffocated by missing him.

Shu Yan said to himself that in this life, he will never waste his brain cells for such illusory things as feelings. How much are feelings worth? !He devoted all his life's love in exchange for nothing. Compared with the kind of income in the mall, things like feelings are the least worth investing in, because the contribution and return are not proportional at all.

So his heart died three years ago, and now his heart is as still as water, as cold as ice.If there was anything left in his heart, it was the hatred for Lin Fan.

"Shu Yan, where are we going?" The boy with a fair and delicate face beside him asked.

"Follow me is..." Shu Yan threw down a word and strode away, the boy hastened to follow.

It was Uncle Liu who came to pick up Shu Yan. Seeing Shu Yan's return, Uncle Liu was so excited that he almost shed tears at his age, but when he saw the boy behind Shu Yan, Uncle Liu frowned slightly. , couldn't help asking: "Master, may I ask who he is?"

"His name is Yang Xi..." Shu Yan frowned and got into the car, Yang Xi followed immediately.

Uncle Liu looked Yang Xi up and down for a while, and felt that the boy's appearance really matched his name, he was as warm and pleasant as a stream, and the bright eyes on his fair face were very attractive.

Seeing Uncle Liu frowning at Yang Xi, Shu Yan snorted and called, "Uncle Liu!"

Uncle Liu immediately turned his head and concentrated on driving.

Through the car mirror, one can clearly see Yang Xi kneeling between Shu Yan's legs, twisting his head back and forth, while the young master is humming softly with his eyes closed.

Uncle Liu's heart speeded up suddenly, knowing that it was "see no evil", he immediately drove without looking sideways, but he understood one thing in his heart: the young master has really changed.