Fanhua is gone

章节字数：1725更新时间：11-03-1923:28

After hanging up the phone, Shu Yan went home.Although the house was deserted, at least it allowed him to remove all disguises.

Lin Fan and Chen Ying walked back to school after lunch.

After hesitating for a long time in the dormitory, Lin Fan still wanted to call Shu Yan, he wanted to ask if Shu Yan really came to see him that day, and if he really cared about him, why did he humiliate him like that every time we met? ?

The hand holding the phone was shaking all the time, Lin Fan was afraid that Shu Yan would laugh at him for being sentimental, but compared to this, he cared more about Shu Yan's real thoughts.In the restlessness and emptiness of the past few weeks, even with Cheng Xuan's concern, he still couldn't help but miss Shu Yan. Only then did he realize that Shu Yan's meaning to him is really different from that of a friend. He affects everything about him. Emotions, the sudden joy and excitement when we met by chance, even if he was ridiculed and ignored, Lin Fan knew that he would feel so sad when he saw Shu Yan's sarcastic remarks, not only because of his humiliation, but also because he thought Shu Yan will never have any concern for him again, and when he thinks that he will no longer have any contact with Shu Yan from now on, his heart hurts badly.

So today when Chen Ying said that Shu Yan visited him when he had a fever, all the disappointment at that moment was suddenly replaced by shock and happiness, and the depression of the past few days turned into a feeling of happiness. He didn't quite know what it was It's not that he likes it, but now he is willing to try to accept this forbidden love.

Perhaps, I didn't reject this kind of other kind of emotion so strongly as I imagined, it's just that he never thought that he would be liked by the same sex before, and he chose to escape after being flustered and shocked.And after Shu Yan left, the hole in his heart grew bigger and bigger, seeing the deep bitterness and worry when he was intimate with others made it difficult for him to breathe.If these are all because of love, then he is willing to sink with him.

However, Lin Fan was worried about whether Shu Yan's love for him would remain.He's going to try anyway.

After struggling for a long time, he finally dialed Shu Yan's number.

Shu Yan never thought that Lin Fan would take the initiative to call him.The only possibility was for the morning's business in Starnaccibuck.

"Hey?……"

"Hello? Shu Yan?..." Lin Fan's voice trembled.

"Um...what's the matter?"

"I heard from Chen Ying in the morning that it was the girl who was with me..."

"Sorry, I'm not interested in your affairs!" Shu Yan interrupted Lin Fan coldly, "If you want to show off your sweetness, please find someone else!"

"Ah?..." Lin Fan was stunned.

Shu Yan said impatiently: "Lin Fan, you are looking for the wrong person, I have neither the time nor the interest to listen to the stories between you! Nothing else, I hang up..."

"Wait...wait!" Lin Fan hurriedly said, "You misunderstood..."

"Oh?……"

"I'm not going to tell you about me and Chen Ying, I... I... just... I..." I don't know where the courage I mustered up just now went, Lin Fan stammered for a long time and still couldn't tell me what to say. So come here.

"You?..." Shu Yan couldn't help frowning when he heard Lin Fan stammering.

"Chen Ying said... said... that you came to see me that day..." Lin Fan closed his eyes and finally spoke out.

"Um?……"

"So I, I want to ask...you...have you...really...been here..."

Shu Yan smiled wryly in his heart, what's the use of really going there, you don't care, for you, the current me may not be as good as that girl named Chen Ying, right?Rather than making you feel that I am pestering you, you might as well withdraw yourself. Even if you lose, you don't want to lose so embarrassingly.

"Yes." Shu Yan smiled, "However, you don't have to worry about it, I just went to find Cheng Xuan and he went out, but you were in the dormitory, so I took a look at you who was sleeping..."

"..." Lin Fan was stunned.

Seeing that Lin Fan didn't speak, Shu Yan continued: "Don't worry, I didn't do anything to you. I'm not someone who will turn back..."

"Is it just like that?" Lin Fan tried his best to hide his disappointment and asked.

"Otherwise, what do you think?" Even across the phone, Lin Fan could clearly feel Shu Yan's disdainful expression and tone.

"Oh...um...it's nothing...then, that's it, goodbye..." He hung up the phone hastily, Lin Fan was afraid that his bitter voice would reveal his sadness if he continued speaking.

That's right, good horses don't turn their backs. He just forgot such a simple truth.Sure enough, I thought too much, thinking that as long as I catch up, I can hold that warm hand, but I don't know that during the time he left, Shu Yan's hand no longer stretched out towards him, maybe the hands that originally belonged to me He has already held another pair of hands that can bring him happiness.It's just that Lin Fan foolishly thought that Shu Yan would wait for him where he was, but when he turned around, he found that the person waiting for him was no longer there.

This emotional game was over when he was ready to participate, and his lateness made them pass by like this.

Lin Fan felt that his eyes were a bit dry, and he reached out his hand to wipe it away, his hand was full of tears.