Succession of Rebirth

"I have believed it, I have believed it wholeheartedly, without the slightest doubt." Chengxuan's eyes could not help revealing the reminiscence of the years when he believed in his father until his death.Obsessed with that trust, unable to see clearly, unable to see through, unable to break free.

Since there is no doubt, where did you see it?Luo Xuanyan had such thoughts in his heart, but he didn't feel that Chengxu was lying. No matter how superb acting skills are, they can't compare with the perfection of true feelings. There will always be mistakes. If Chengxu believed in himself wholeheartedly, How can I see the flaws, because there will be no falsehoods at all.

As he carefully recalled everything, he couldn't find the way he continued to act, and he couldn't remember where he was exposed.

Chengxu turned around and handed the snow-sweeping tools to Luo Xuanyan. Luo Xuanyan took it without thinking too much, thinking about things, he followed Chengxu and moved to a yard.

The yard was covered with thick snow, and the snow removal work started again, but this time, someone helped.

When Chengxu ordered Luo Xuanyan to do things, Luo Xuanyan came back to his senses, the corners of his mouth twitched slightly, and he came again, why is he always so relaxed and distracted when he is beside Luo Chengxu, this situation is not good at all , very bad.He suppressed the unhappiness in his heart. He still had a lot of unclear things, so he couldn't just give up halfway.

Seeing Chengxu sweeping the floor, Luo Xuanyan had no choice but to follow suit. Anyway, in this Qinghui Hall, he had already done many demeaning things in front of Chengxu.

Luo Xuanyan is not very attentive in doing things, he has doubts in his heart, will Chengxu tell him if he asks?It doesn't matter whether he will answer, if he asks, there is still a possibility of getting an answer, so he asked in a third-party onlooker tone, "When did you find out your father's hypocrisy towards you?"

Chengxu, who was working hard, heard Luo Xuanyan's question, and thought about it carefully, what should I say at this time, a long time ago, before thousands of years ago, it was either regarded as a lie or a joke, and after death, The same thing is either regarded as a lie or a joke. The most suitable time is "when you are in the sky prison." When you wake up again at that time, you have already seen everything clearly at that time.

It was during that time.But the doubts in Luo Xuanyan's heart were not answered at all. Could it be that Chengxu believed in himself too much in the past, so he didn't think about anything, buried his talent, and made people think he was stupid?This temper seems to be a different person, is it because of the blow that he came to his senses?It could be explained in this way, but he had an intuition that things would not be that simple.

Even if the talents of inheriting the past are buried, it is impossible to make a drink under the moon in a short period of time. In the two poems I saw last night, it is impossible to say that the world is not benevolent and everything is a dog.A successor who is used to living a dignified life, where did he get the ability to take care of a field, make so many ingenious things, new food and crossbows, where did the successor who has never been out of the palace get the confidence, where did he come from? wisdom.

No matter how many doubts there are, it's hard to ask Luo Xuanyan's identity as Ye Xuan. If you get to the bottom of it, it will be exposed. He doesn't care at all, if the other party gets to the bottom of it, with the wisdom he sees now, he will definitely find doubts. Once his true face is exposed, all previous efforts will be wasted.

"What was your life like before?" It's fine to insinuate, this is not curiosity, but as a drinking buddy, it is okay to care about your friend's life.

"Among the lies, live a stupid life." It was really like this in the first 17 years of his life, and Ye Xuan would not know that he had a long period of time beyond this.

"It's not that serious, is it?" In fact, I knew it very well, and what I continued to say was not too much.

"I didn't see clearly that the favor of the emperor is false, the hatred of the mother's love, the jealousy of the brother, the disgust of the courtier, the world of my own imagination, isn't it stupid?" Shoveling while sweeping the snow, that When I was stupid and stupid.

Luo Xuanyan listened, but couldn't ask deeper, not because he knew everything in detail, but as Ye Xuan at this time, he could only stop here.It's wrong to ask further, as a drinking buddy, how can you poke someone's wound.

"However, I am very happy and very happy. Everything that is false makes people feel happy and happy. People, isn't it better not to be so smart?"

The last words were very light, it was the sigh of vicissitudes after the reincarnation of hundreds of generations, everything in the reincarnation of hundreds of generations was either brilliant or abject, but what made him feel the happiest was the beginning of his life in the hypocrisy, the glory or abjection Eternal, no matter what kind, always think a lot, and lost that purity, and now I can't restore the purity of the past. Is this the price of growth?

But it's just sighing like this, and Chengxu doesn't want to go back to that state.

Luo Xuanyan heard Chengxu's last murmur, the meaning of vicissitudes in it made his heart twitch, he asked himself what's wrong?It's definitely not about regret, but why does it feel that way?There will be a feeling of wanting to hold someone in your arms for comfort.

It's just that he felt a little uncomfortable, because when he mentioned the past, he couldn't feel the pain of inheritance, and his flat tone was like a bystander, and he didn't care about the inheritance of him as the father. Is the past injury so light to him that it can be forgotten?In his heart, Luo Xuanyan, as the father, has no place.Thinking about it this way made me even more upset, covering up the throbbing pain.

"Chengxu," Luo Xuanyan called out in a low voice, put down what he was doing, and looked at Chengxu, looking a little hard to speak.

Hearing Luo Xuanyan's call, Chengxu raised his head, looked at the unspeakable look, and said, "Just say what you have?"

"You know," he pursed his lips, hesitated for a moment, seemed to think about whether to say it, and finally made up his mind, and then said, "Is your mother passed away?" Speaking of this matter, the news of the queen's death was deliberately blocked by him when he entered the Qinghui Hall, and Chengxuan would not know about it.Continuation Even if you have a grudge against the queen, will you be moved and sad when you hear the news.See, he really can't do that kind of supreme absolute disregard, he will still be disturbed, and because of the unhappiness in his heart, he looks forward to continuing the hurt and sad look.

Luo Xuanyan himself didn't know, what he wanted more was to use this incident to prove that no matter how calm he was to his mother in Chengxuan's tone, there would be emotional fluctuations after knowing the news of the queen's death, which was a proof of his feelings , then for the very plain self in Chengxu's tone, does he also have a place in Chengxu's heart, rather than an existence that can be forgotten.

But Chengxu in front of Luo Xuanyan was completely unmoved, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, "I know, my mother passed away last spring, I knew it a long time ago." Before she died, the two of them They met each other, and finally he got a sincere blessing and a mother's love, but in the end, he lost it and no longer needed it.

"Aren't you sad?" Luo Xuanyan's rationality told him, he should ask, how did Chengxu know, he blocked the news, how did Chengxu get the news?The queen's influence should be eradicated by him, so could there be fish that slipped through the net?But what I asked was whether I would feel sad about such a thing.If you ask, then ask, and after you go back and talk, clean up again to remove those fish that slipped through the net.He didn't want to have some miscellaneous fish wandering around in his continued life.Chengxuan wants to continue this kind of life, so don't let Chengxuan get involved in those dirty things.

Luo Xuanyan didn't realize that, at this time, he had already started subconsciously thinking about the continuation.

"People are mortal, this is the destiny." Birth, old age, sickness and death are normal. He has experienced too many births, old age, sickness and death, and he has already seen through it, but the cycle of heaven. When he completes the cycle of heaven, the six reincarnations are born. among.Death is but a new beginning.

Luo Xuanyan shut his mouth, that's right, no matter how strong a person is, no matter how honorable he is in this life, he cannot escape death.Death is a helpless but inescapable thing. Even if he is rich and powerful in martial arts, he doesn't know when he will encounter some accident and die.

The topic ends here, the two concentrate on doing things, two people always work faster than one person, and Luo Xuanyan, who is not in a good mood, uses the matter of sweeping snow as a way to vent his depression, using martial arts, That's called doing it fast.

After a while, the snow in the yard cleared up, and when he was done, he went to the kitchen to get a pot of warm tea, and thoughtfully took something to eat. It was prepared for Luo Xuanyan who hadn't eaten yet. Put it on the stone table in the yard, and invite Luo Xuanyan to sit down.

Today is the New Year, the weather is very face-saving, the snow has stopped, the winter sun will not be very warm, but the radiance that shines still makes people feel warm in their hearts.

Chengxu poured a cup for himself and Luo Xuanyan. Once the hot tea entered his stomach, the heat that emerged from the inside of the body not only relieved fatigue, but also made the warmth flow to the limbs.

"Ye Xuan," after drinking a glass, Cheng continued to pour a glass for the two of them, and called Luo Xuanyan who was picking up vegetables to eat.

The snacks made by Chengxu were very appetizing to Luo Xuanyan, and it was not easy to answer Chengxu's words with something in his mouth, so he asked with his eyes. "What is it?"

"I don't even ask about your origin or the purpose of your visit to Qinghui Palace." Chengxu is not a fool, he doesn't ask, doesn't go into the details, it doesn't mean he doesn't know about Ye Xuan's strangeness, he just doesn't want to care about it, a person who has been reduced to Now the deposed prince, if there is anything that needs to be taken by others, if he wants to harm him, he has nothing to fear, so he will take them one by one and fight back.

Luo Xuanyan put down his chopsticks, restrained his expression like a prodigal son, and looked at Chengxu seriously, since he didn't ask, why did he say this.

"I have taken a fancy to your qualifications, would you like to worship me as a teacher?"