Succession of Rebirth

"For a hundred generations, I have been an emperor, a beggar, a loyal minister, a traitor, a general, and a bandit. I have experienced prosperity, wealth, and displacement. I have experienced them all." Feeling far away, "every life is different, but the same forgetting the past, and starting over again, from birth to death, repeated a hundred times." Looking directly at Luo Xuanyan, "the love and hatred I have experienced also have Hundreds of times. I hated it heartbreakingly, and I also loved it with all my heart."

Luo Xuanyan is also just Chengxu's eyes, looking at the calmness behind Chengxu's clear eyes, that is the calmness after a thousand sails, he feels very uncomfortable, when he heard Chengxu said that he loved, he was really uncomfortable , How could Chengxu fall in love with someone else?In fact, he also understands that this is not a matter of succession, the reincarnation of forgetting the past is a new beginning.

"In the reincarnation of a hundred generations, the ones you fall in love with are not the same, gentle, noble, simple, pure, and dissolute." Chengxu laughed at himself, "Those loved ones, now looking back, their appearances are blurred."

"Those who love me, there are those who are more blazing and crazy than you, those who are more gentle than you, those who are more clever than you, and those who sacrifice more than you. Even if they are blurred, I will respect everything they do Remember. I have loved. For my love, I am willing to give everything. I have also ignored all pursuits. I have given up everything. I have been crazy. Those feelings are not false. I have experienced them. , meet someone who can be with each other, met someone who can be with you forever." The memory of the reincarnation of a hundred generations is in the mind, and the feelings that have been truly experienced are deposited in the bottom of the heart, rather than being forgotten, the deep feelings left behind Traces, how could they be forgotten. "Father, I have experienced too much love."

Luo Xuanyan pursed his lips, he didn't say anything, because Chengxu hadn't finished his words, but his heart was really uncomfortable, it was jealousy, in Chengxu's eyes, there was still a deep memory of the love in those eternal reincarnations , as a person who wants to monopolize all the heart of inheritance, he is even cruel to those who occupy the heart of inheritance. He has never been a kind person.It's just that those people are long gone and only remain in the inherited memory, how will he get rid of them.

"What is love? At that time, I vowed that I will live forever and never change in the next life, but when the reincarnation turns around and forgets everything, the feeling of loving and the person I loved have all changed. When the memory of the reincarnation of a hundred generations returns Afterwards, I realized that hobbies are fragile, as long as you forget them, you don’t have to be anymore.” Chengxu said this without feeling sad, but a kind of calm, deep peace.

Luo Xuanyan also understood why Chengxu would use the method of washing away and tampering with his memory. Whether love is a soul or a memory, for Chengxu, it is the latter.Even he can't guarantee that after reincarnation, in another life, if he is not him, and the continuation is not the continuation, will he still fall in love with the person who has the same soul?No, he doesn't need an afterlife either, this life is enough.

"After so much hard work, now, there is nothing left, and the feeling of love is taken away. I don't love anymore, not because I am afraid, but because I don't know how to love anymore. This heart has long been taken away. I've been sharpened." Looking back at those memories of love with distant gazes across time and space, they couldn't stir up any ripples.Obviously once loved so much.

The vicissitudes revealed by that distant gaze, Luo Xuanyan knows how difficult it is to impress Chengxu, it is so difficult to be impossible, Chengxu is not love, he has loved, loved too much, those fiery feelings have been burned out up.

"You should understand why I don't love you, even so, do you still insist?" Putting those memories aside, he lives in the present, so he won't be silent in the past.

Luo Xuanyan smiled proudly, stood up, and walked to Chengxu, "Xu'er, my decision remains the same, even if you don't love me, I still love you, you are the only miracle in this world, let me fall in love with you, Do you think that I am passionate enough to fall in love with other people? No, no one else can make me fall in love." The feelings came so suddenly, but so violently, as crazy as if I lost my reason, but He thought very clearly that it took a long time to get lost in the knowledge given by Daozu. He had already understood the gains and losses, and his heart would not change.

Lifting up Chengxu's hair, Luo Xuanyan was full of determination, "Even if you have loved so many people, I am the one who is by your side now, and I will be the one who will be by your side in the future. I will remove those people little by little. Clear your heart, let me be the only one in your heart, even if you don't love me, you are mine, the only Taoist companion." Luo Xuanyan said domineeringly.

"Is this enough for you?" Chengxu asked provocatively without pulling his hair, and having no feeling for Luo Xuanyan's overbearing.

"Of course it's not enough. I want more. We have a long time to spend, don't we?" Luo Xuanyan smiled complacently. Since the power of time can wear down the inherited feelings, he will spend a longer time cultivating them The relationship between him and Chengxu, what love is, Chengxu knows better than himself, whether it is hot or plain, as long as it is the relationship that Chengxu gives, he will accept it.The kind of eternity that is always with you is also a kind of love.

Chengxu smiled and pulled back his hair, "We'll wait and see." Chengxu is more confident than Luo Xuanyan, even if he will accompany Luo Xuanyan forever, it's not love.He also didn't think that Luo Xuanyan could make him fall in love with anything, his heart was already as firm as a rock, not to mention that with the deepening of his cultivation, his feeling in this aspect would only become weaker.

Without pulling back Chengxu's hair again, Luo Xuanyan returned to his seat and refilled some hot water for Chengxu's teacup, making the cold tea warm again.

"Xu'er, did you acquire mana recently?" Thinking of his own experience, Luo Xuanyan felt a little palpitated about mana.

"It should have been there two years ago. However, at that time, the soul of the queen mother was recruited, so that the queen stayed in this world for a long time, and lost some blood, so she regained her mana until now." After finishing speaking, The warm tea was poured into his mouth, moistening his dry throat after talking a lot.Essence blood, the essence blood of a monk is not ordinary blood essence, but the fusion of spirit, energy and spirit, which is the foundation of life preservation. The loss of essence blood is quite serious for Taoism.

When this matter was mentioned, Luo Xuanyan felt guilty for a moment. After all, he killed Chengxu's biological mother. This topic can be continued and changed.

"What's Xu'er's plan?" Luo Xuanyan asked, inheriting Taoism is the mission of Chengxu, so what Chengxu wants to do, no matter what it is, he will fully support it.

"After a while, when I get stronger, I plan to leave the palace for a walk." Chengxu was not as deep as Luo Xuanyan thought, thinking that Luo Xuanyan was asking about his recent plans.

"It's fine to go out of the palace." Luo Xuanyan had nothing to object to, he was paying attention to going out of the palace with Chengxu.

"You don't mean to abandon your responsibilities and go out of the palace with me." He raised his eyebrows, seeing that Luo Xuanyan agreed to his going out of the palace without objection, Cheng continued to guess Luo Xuanyan's plan.

Luo Xuanyan just smiled, neither admitting nor denying, but this was the default.

Chengxu's expression changed, and he said to Luo Xuanyan very seriously, "We have to talk about your affairs."

"What's the matter?" Luo Xuanyan had to be serious with Chengxu's serious expression.

"I said that you will rule the world. This is your destiny and the general trend. There must be no change in this matter, do you understand?"

Luo Xuanyan really didn't care about this matter. The most important thing for him now is to re-cultivate his relationship with Chengxu. Now that Chengxuan mentioned it, he remembered it, but he was not happy after hearing it. Unifying the world must be A long matter will take too much energy, which means that the time he spends with Chengxuan will be reduced, and he will be occupied by other things. As long as he thinks about it, he feels uncomfortable.

"Don't think about abandoning this responsibility. Heaven's punishment is one thing. Domination of the world is also related to your position as the Lord of Heaven." Seeing Luo Xuanyan's obvious displeasure and repulsion, Cheng Xu spoke first.

"How to say?" In terms of Tao knowledge, he has only a superficial foundation, and the inheritance is more than he knows.He is not in love with the position of Lord of the Heavenly Court, but this position is the key to his being with the successor, and he cannot lose this position.

"If you want to become the lord of the heaven, there are two ways." Cheng Xu pointed out two fingers, "One is that you die."

The corner of Luo Xuanyan's mouth twitched, Chengxu still hated him.

"Achieve a true spirit after death and become the lord of the heavenly court." It's like the list of gods.

Luo Xuanyan also remembered the matter of the list of gods. Most of the members of the heavenly court in the prehistoric world became immortals after death, and very few became gods in the flesh. Become a fairy.Although the Taoist knowledge he knows is the basics, it is the most correct, so he knows that it is not good to use the true spirit to achieve the immortal body.

The complete cultivation of body, mind, spirit, and soul is the correct path. Abandoning the physical body is also giving up the possibility of further progress. He will never choose this path.

"The second thing is to practice."

"I choose this one." Luo Xuanyan immediately expressed his attitude.The position is very firm.

"No matter which way it is, there is a necessary condition." Put your finger back under the table.

"My destiny." Luo Xuanyan was not stupid, so he analyzed it naturally.

"That's right, unifying the world is your destiny, and it is also a prerequisite for you to become the Lord of the Heavenly Court. You just reserved this position, so you may not be able to take it. Unifying the world is just the most basic test." Not everyone can do it at will. Sitting in that position casually, Luo Xuanyan wanted to sit under the Dao of Heaven as a mortal, in charge of order, and sit on an equal footing with his teacher, how could he do nothing.