Feng Pei

Ling Yilin made the ground a prison and imprisoned me in his country.

In the 13th year of Yanchao, I used the killer trained by Fengxuelou for the first time to avenge Qinglian.

After that action, an old friend approached me.

I did think that the dispatch of the killer would attract Ling Yilin's attention, but I never thought that he would come to the door so soon in person.

That night, Han Qing said that a very special guest came.The only guest who can make Fengxuelou feel special is Lindi.

I haven't seen him for more than 12 years. This man's face has been corroded by the years, and I am even younger than 12 years ago.

I know that it is not easy for him to ascend the throne.

When the Yan Dynasty was first established, Ling Yixuan suddenly disappeared, and Ling Yilin, who had never cared about political affairs, was forced to take over, but the power had already fallen into the hands of Prime Minister Mu.

At that time, rumors abounded. Some people said that it was Emperor Xuan who passed the throne to Emperor Lin, and then took his male queen Bai Xuefeng to live in seclusion; others said that Emperor Lin relied on Prime Minister Mu's influence to usurp the throne and killed Emperor Xuan. and Bai Xuefeng.

The latter occupies more in people's hearts, but they dare not mention it.

As soon as Ling Yilin saw me, he came over and tore off the pimples on my face.

The moment he saw my real face, he was shocked.

Ling Yilin asked me why I didn't go to him as agreed, why I established Fengxuelou as a pavilion, and why I changed my appearance like this.

I stroked my face that could turn all living beings upside down, looked at him, and told him everything, including Jue Shi.Then he smiled brightly: "There is only one in the world, and I have already eaten it. So, it is here." I pointed to my heart, "Why don't you just dig it out and eat it."

Ling Yilin looked at me for a long time, and then smiled, he said: "You are always like this, you just pretend you didn't hear anything you don't want to answer. You know it clearly, but the only thing I care about is why you didn't go to me."

I asked him in my heart, Ling Yilin, are you just so mean?Do you want me to say it, to tell you that I never thought of going back to you, to tell you that I was just using you?

But I don't know why, I didn't say that.

I can obviously laugh at him, I can mock him, this is my usual style, isn't it?

But I didn't.

Ling Yilin seemed to have expected that I would be silent a long time ago. He looked at me and said, "I will not kill you, and I will not be peerless. I have committed the crime of murdering my brother and taking the throne for you, and helped you kill my most beloved brother. Do you still remember that you promised to find me, and then promised me one thing? I originally wanted you to promise me not to leave me. Now that you have eaten Peerless, I want you to guard this ten thousand miles for us Yan Chao Jiangshan, eternal life, must not be abandoned!"

That was the only time I saw Ling Yilin's sad eyes.

Ling Yilin told me that he already has the ability to bring down Prime Minister Mu.He wants me to use Fengxuelou's power to protect the royal family of Yan Dynasty after Yan Dynasty stabilizes.

He believed so much that I would do what he said, and turned and left without giving me a chance to agree or refute.And I, as I said back then, promised him one thing, promised him to guard the country of the Yan Dynasty forever, cultivate the power of Fengxuelou to become bigger and bigger, and guard the royal family of the Yan Dynasty.

In the following days, Ling Yilin and I never met again.The only connection between us is probably the contact between the steward of Fengxuelou and the chief of the palace's hidden guards.

Emperor Lin had no children in his life, and the crown prince he established was the son of Emperor Xuan.

It seems that at that time, people felt that they had wronged Emperor Lin, and that Emperor Lin had no intention of seizing the throne at all; of course, some people said that Emperor Lin did this because of guilt and anxiety.People's hearts always like to make others think so darkly.

In the 28th year of the Yan Dynasty, Ling Yilin, the second emperor of the Yan Dynasty, died of illness at the age of 49 due to overwork.

That day, the entire capital city heard the mournful bells.

I stood on the roof of Fengxue Building, holding Feng Pei tightly, listening to the death knell unique to the royal family, looking towards the direction of the palace, and said softly: "Ling Yilin, I regret it."

Only then did I know that I would have a day of regret.

I withdrew my gaze from staring at the window lattice, ending this first memory in a long time.

I had a very long dream last night, dreaming about things from a long time ago, people from a long time ago.I suddenly became interested and took a moment to remember the people who had appeared in my life.After all, now I can only remember the first few people.

I have always admitted that I am jealous, I am jealous of their love.

Yan Yihan loves but refuses to admit it, he doesn't deserve Jinmu's love.

Gu Mo is hypocritical and weak, he doesn't deserve Qinglian's love.

Luo Ziyu is naive and doesn't know how to cherish, he doesn't deserve the love of the poor.

Wumou doesn't trust Cangli, he doesn't deserve Cangli's love.

Those who do not deserve to be loved, I take away their right to be loved.

As for me. ． ．

I am cold-blooded, paranoid, and always jealous. I know I don't deserve Ling Yilin's love, so I choose to run away from him.

I did regret it, but if I did it again, I think I would still do it.

Ling Yilin made the ground a prison and imprisoned me in his country.And I, as the mysterious host of Fengxue Building, have been protecting the royal family of Yan Dynasty for him.

Until today, more than a hundred years later.