My Xiangshan

Xiangshan made Tiantian a good place for him to stay in his room without making any noise, and he would bring him food after dinner.

He went downstairs, wanting to make things clear to Gu Xi through this meal.Since he has made it clear that he cannot provide staff dormitories to Xiangshan, it is better to find a rental room earlier.

What worries Xiangshan is where should he rent a house.

The factory where he stayed for more than two years was burned down, and it was impossible to complete the rebuilding work in a short period of time. Xiangshan could only work in Gu Xi's machinery company, but it was relatively close to the city, and the rent should not be cheap.

Xiang Shan sat down without looking at Gu Xi, just thinking about what kind of plan would be the most cost-effective.One is to rent a house nearby, so that it is closer to the company, and people will feel more relaxed, without having to run around every day.The second is to rent a house in the same area as the original home. He probably knows the price, which is the lowest in the city, and there is no need to find an intermediary. He knows which houses have vacancies.In fact, this way, the round-trip fee for Moonlight is not too small.

Gu Xi saw that he sat down without speaking, and without even looking at himself, he grabbed the chopsticks to pick up two mouthfuls of rice, his mind was spinning non-stop.He didn't bother him, Gu Xi just kept staring at him, but Xiangshan didn't realize it, and after a long time, he took a couple of mouthfuls of food and just didn't look at him.In the end, he finally let out a long breath, as if he had made a decision, and felt a lot easier.

"Why don't you eat food?" Gu Xi pointed to the various dishes on the table in front of him:

"No appetite? Or is the food not tasty?"

Because Xiangshan had a estrangement with Gu Xi, it was purely a relationship between a subordinate and a superior to him, so he was quite reserved on weekdays, and he usually picked up the food in front of his chopsticks symbolically when he ate, as long as he was not hungry.People like him like to delve into academics, but if they don't come to work, they always think that it is good to treat Gu Xi well at work. As for life, they still owe nothing to each other, so don't get entangled.

So when Gu Xi mentioned the house to him after dinner, Xiangshan refused.

Gu Xi showed him the blueprint, and he said it was a resettlement house for demolition.

Xiangshan believed it a little at first, and sat down to look at it stupidly, but soon found that the area was wrong. His original house was too small, but this suite is very spacious, and it is a high-end residence, which is near the company.

"My suite... seems to be an off-plan house, and the foundation has not even been laid yet." But this suite, even the decoration effect has come out, looks quite exquisite.

Xiangshan couldn't accept it, he hoped that the relationship between him and Gu Xi would be clean, and no one owed anyone.

Gu Xi heard what he meant, and immediately explained:

"It's all the same. Isn't it more convenient for me to call you here?"

If it were really that simple, Xiangshan would not hesitate:

"My set doesn't have such a large area, I don't need it, and I can't afford that much difference."

Gu Xi spoke calmly:

"It's not just your name on the real estate certificate, but also mine."

Xiangshan has never seen such a rascal before, he can't understand it:

"What do you mean?"

"You also said just now that your area is not enough, the rest is of course mine. In fact, the house is close to the company. I am sometimes busy, so it is more convenient to live there." When Gu Xi said this, there was no Going to see Xiangshan, I couldn't make it up in the end, so I had to explain indiscriminately: "If you really don't understand, just treat it as we live together, do you think it is acceptable?" Gu Xi insisted on adding his name on the real estate certificate, mainly because he was afraid Xiangshan would not let him live in it.His big dog is not a vegetarian either, if he enters, another big dog has to be brought in to keep him in check.

Xiangshan would not agree now anyway.He is not a conspiracy theorist, he guessed that the demolition of his house should not be in Gu Xi's plan, and he would not go to war for himself, it is not worthwhile.But not long ago, he refused him to move to the staff dormitory, which should have cut off his way out.Xiangshan gritted his teeth with hatred, and couldn't figure out what the purpose of Gu Xi's doing this was.He should have thought of it on a whim, because Gu Xi never interfered in his life whether in prison or in the past two years after he came out, Xiangshan couldn't think of what made Gu Xi turn his head again.

He thought about it carefully, Gu Xi didn't have anything on him before, and as for the company's secrets, he didn't know anything about it.

Xiangshan felt extremely uncomfortable, he felt like he had jumped into a fire pit.

"I'm sorry, I can't take it. I will wait for the resettlement house slowly, and I will find a way with the price difference. I will go out to find an intermediary early tomorrow morning. There should be a lot of houses near the company."

Gu Xi didn't expect Xiangshan to refuse so directly, in his memory, this has never happened before.

But a person's state of mind is always changing. This moment is different from the last moment, let alone ten years.

"Think about it again. Although I haven't helped you, I won't hurt you."

Xiangshan shook his head silently.

After Gu Xi left, Xiang Shan silently went to the kitchen to fetch food for Tian Tian.

When feeding it, the little guy was very obedient, gently licked Xiangshan's hand, and then ate nothing left.Xiangshan kept thinking about things, absent-minded.

He is very sure that his design will not go wrong, it was the same ten years ago, and it will still be the same ten years later.He just went to prison at that time, and he wanted to confide in Gu Xi all the time, asking him to believe that his work was fine, but gradually this kind of thinking faded away, because Gu Xi had never come to see him.So later, even if he was released from prison and saw Gu Xi again, he didn't want to justify himself.

Time is a wonderful thing, it can turn day and night thoughts into a pool of stagnant water.

Xiang Shan took the dishes down to wash them, tidied them up, and came up to hug Tian Tian:

"Let's look for a house tomorrow." Xiangshan felt a little relieved that he no longer had to be so sneaky.It's not that he doesn't have a plan. It might be easier to find another job after working with Gu Xi for a longer period of time and having experience in a big company. At that time, people's focus will also shift from the prison to this.

When Xiangshan was thinking about something, Gu Xi himself was having a hard time.

If it is said that he has struggled with Xiangshan's feelings in his whole life, the first time was when he first met, and the other time is now.

The fire made him face up to his feelings for Xiangshan, but there is morality besides feelings, the second uncle is no different from his own father, even if it was an unintentional mistake, Gu Xi would find it difficult to forgive Xiangshan.He has persisted for ten years, but now he has to go back on his word, it is impossible not to struggle.

He still remembered what happened when he was young. After the initial throbbing, Gu Xi himself was stunned. He didn't know what kind of feelings he had for Xiangshan. Brothers are not like brothers, and friends are not like friends.

He wanted to be with Xiangshan, to be together all the time, just the two of them.He doesn't want others to look at Xiangshan more, if on the contrary, Xiangshan looks at others more, he will be even more jealous, almost going crazy.When two people get along in private, if Xiangshan falls asleep and is not awake, Gu Xi can't help but give him a hand, hug him, and pull him into his arms. In short, it shouldn't be what a man does to a man.

This was absolutely abnormal in those days.

Gu Xi also knew that his behavior at the time could only be regarded as mentally abnormal and perverted, and there was no reasonable, authoritative, and scientific explanation to tell him why this kind of affection occurred between same-sex people.The folk sayings are often very unobjective, and the discriminatory color is very serious.He had set up a stall near the park before and had seen such people.

Usually when two people get on board, one of them takes out a cigarette and borrows a fire from the other. If the other party is willing to light the fire for him, it implies that the two are having fun.However, this way of striking up a conversation is often only a one-night affair. They even eagerly do it in the nearby public toilet regardless of time and place. Gu Xi has bumped into it several times.

He has never doubted that he is a normal man, so he is quite worried when encountering such a thing.

But gradually, he actually had thoughts about Xiangshan, and even he himself felt dirty about many thoughts.

Gu Xi couldn't restrain himself, so he could only run away from Xiangshan.

Near the end of the period, various exams were arranged quite tightly, but Xiangshan hadn't seen Gu Xi for more than a month, and he didn't take professional courses anymore, Xiangshan was very worried.

He went to Gu Xi's house to look for him, knocked on the door for a long time, but no one answered, so he sat at the door and waited.

Gu Xi came back very late. When he saw the figure at the door, he was taken aback for a moment, then turned his head and asked unnaturally, "Why are you here?"

Xiangshan stood up, took out the notebook and handouts from the bag, and handed them to Gu Xi:

"The exam is coming soon. If you don't come to class, just look at the review materials. The notes are very complete, and I have ticked off the key questions in the lecture notes for you." They are majors in science and engineering, and the exam is not easy at all. High mathematics and physics are overwhelming, and the professors are rigorous and will never let anyone who is dissatisfied. Xiangshan is very worried about him.

Gu Xi didn't speak, and flipped through the documents in his hand. Xiangshan's handwriting was reassuring.

Seeing that he had nothing to say, Xiangshan turned around and planned to leave.Gu Xi grabbed his hand and didn't know what to say, he just didn't want him to leave so soon.

"Thank you for your information, let's go after dinner."

It wasn't the first time Xiangshan ate at Gu Xi's house, but this time was the most embarrassing.After the meal, neither of them spoke much.

"I'll go back first, the school gate will be closed when it's late."

Gu Xi subconsciously stood up and blurted out:

"I haven't touched the textbook for a long time, help me with tutoring."

Although he deliberately avoided Xiangshan for a long time, as soon as this person appeared, Gu Xi didn't want him to leave.

Xiangshan knew that he was busy with the sales point business recently, and he lost a lot of weight. The second uncle also quit his job of looking after the shop and concentrated on taking care of Gu Xi's business.

He glanced at Gu Xi, then sat down again:

"Although work is important, you can't leave behind your studies, can you?"

Gu Xi listened to his lecture, and before he knew it, it was late at night.

It was impossible for Xiangshan to go back now, so he had to stay at Gu Xi's house again.

"It's so hot, take a shower before going to sleep, I'll fetch water for you."

Gu Xi moved the wooden basin to the center of the room, filled it with half a basin of water, poured some medicinal wine to repel mosquitoes and soothe the nerves, and found a large loofah for bathing.Seeing him busy in and out, Xiang Shan felt very sorry, and while unbuttoning his clothes, he said: "Don't bother, I'll wash my clothes after I take them off." This meant to let Gu Xi go out first.He is very witty: "Call me if you have something to do, and I will add another bucket of water for you later."

Gu Xi went to the kitchen to boil two bottles of water, poured them into a bucket, added cold water to adjust the water temperature, and then carried them over.

Standing at the door, he didn't move for a long time.

The center of the room was filled with mist, and Xiangshan was leaning against the wooden basin with his head lowered. Although his back was turned to him, Gu Xi could imagine that he must be very serious even when taking a bath.

Gu Xi saw that his right leg was arched, fair and lustrous, and he almost knocked over the bucket in his hand.

Then Xiangshan stood up, scooped up water with a ladle, and poured it all the way down from his shoulders and neck.Gu Xi put down the bucket, leaned against the wall outside the door, and gasped for breath.

He took out a cigarette from his pocket, lit it silently, squeezed his thumb and forefinger and took several puffs, then he was in a daze until the cigarette butt was almost burning before he realized it, and went in with the barrel again.

"Give me the towel, and I'll rub your back for you."

Gu Xi touched Xiangshan's smooth back as he wished, and he was reluctant to use force, for fear that it would get red if he was not careful.The bottom is the buttocks, which are so tight and full that people are going crazy, but his hands can't exceed the limit, and they are only placed on the lower back.

"How's the strength?"

"Just right, are you tired?" Xiangshan could hear the exhaustion in Gu Xi's voice, thinking that it was getting late and he still had to wash and rest, so he moved forward: "I'll do it myself, I'll be fine soon .”

Like a slippery little fish, Xiangshan slipped out of Gu Xi's hand, seeming to flick its tail.

Gu Xi was dazzled by his body, stretched out his hand to hook Xiangshan's waist, and embraced himself in front of him again: "Don't move, things should have a beginning and an end, it's almost there."

In order to be appropriate, his left palm has been covering Xiangshan's waist and abdomen, warm and itchy, Xiangshan couldn't help but want to laugh.

But he didn't notice that this hand would move slowly, up and down, left and right, from the chest to the side waist, lower abdomen... The fingertips often touched his navel inadvertently, it was so round and cute, Gu Xiguang could imagine its appearance by touching it .There should be a large grass below, and the little guy inside is sleeping.However, Xiangshan's body hair is sparse, and he has already entered the dangerous zone, but he can only vaguely touch a little hair.

Gu Xi trembled, feeling an unprecedented psychological pleasure.He had already reacted. At this moment, the lower part was so hard that it hurt, and the desire juice overflowing from the top made the panties wet.

He could only straighten his hips, pushing hard against the edge of the barrel again and again, using the pain to wake himself up.

Xiangshan was tired all day, working in the laboratory early in the morning, and rushed to the library after lunch to sort out materials, review homework, and toss back and forth.At this time, he closed his eyes and fell asleep, he would never see Gu Xi's appearance behind him.

The man put his head down, keeping close to his body, sniffing lightly from the tip of his hair, to the back of his neck, back, and further down, until his lips were almost attached to his buttocks.But Xiangshan didn't know anything, and seemed to trust him with all his heart.This gesture is even more maddening.

Finally on the bed, Gu Xi lay on his side beside him, gently stroking Xiang Shan's watery hair.He was so tired that he couldn't keep his eyes open when he got on the bed.Gu Xi stroked his eyes and nose, put his hand into his shirt, like tickling a cat bit by bit, touched his waist with his fingertips, Xiang Shan shrank back, leaned his back against the wall, and let out a soft snort.This is a scene that you would never see on weekdays, Gu Xi scratched it again, Xiang Shan whimpered twice, and buried his head in the pillow.Now that Gu Xi's heart was expressed, Xiangshan fell into his arms where Xiangshan was leaning against his chest.