My Xiangshan

Every day, lying on the big blanket with her stomach in her arms, Xiangshan closed her eyes and said nothing, the room was eerily silent.

Gu Xi tightened his arms, put his chin on Xiangshan's shoulder, and gently rubbed it.

Xiangshan was afraid of ticklish, shrunk his shoulders, and tried to move forward.

Gu Xi stretched out his hand to bring him back again, Xiangshan was not happy, so he just got into the quilt and refused to come out.

"Xiao Xiangshan, are you asleep?" Gu Xi tentatively touched his face through the quilt, but there was no response.He smiled, and simply bent down and hugged him with the quilt: "Let you hide, have you been caught by me now?"

Xiang Shan was startled, stretched out his hand under the quilt, scratched twice in the direction of Gu Xi's palm, then bent his legs and curled up into a ball.

Gu Xi felt that his heart was about to be broken into pieces. He pressed his face against Xiangshan's body, and he seemed to be able to hear the other person's heartbeat through the quilt.

"Do you think that even those three people today are much better than me?" Gu Xi wasn't joking this time, his tone was light, but there was actually a feeling of concern and sadness in it.

Xiangshan's voice became muffled through a layer of quilt:

"Brother Xiao didn't introduce it indiscriminately. The three people today are not as bad as you think."

Gu Xi didn't speak, he was waiting for Xiangshan to continue.

"It seems to be the first one. Although he speaks badly, he has been in jail for ten years for his brother. Brother Xiao and the others respect him the most. From his point of view, he seems to be good."

Gu Xi gritted his teeth secretly, but it was the first time that Xiangshan was willing to talk so much to him, he couldn't tell what emotion he was in at the moment, but his heart was also trembling.

"Let's not talk about the fat man. He is an honest man with excellent character and learning. It's just that he got sick two years ago, and he's been like this since he recovered. As for the last one, he looks stingy and unreliable, but he's actually quite filial. Brother Xiao said that he was divorced more than ten years ago because his wife was not good to his mother, and now he wants to find someone who can save worry and money..."

Before Xiangshan could finish speaking, he turned the other person over and took a hard bite at the slightly raised butt hidden under the quilt, until his eyes turned red.

"Everyone else is better than me, you want to run away."

Looking up Tiantian, seeing Gu Xi's fierce and lonely expression like a wolf, flinched a bit, twisted the chubby body and sneezed.

Xiangshan nestled in the quilt, warm and soft, but no sleepiness at all.He reached out his hand to touch the tooth marks on his buttocks, closed his eyes, and recalled the thing that he and Gu Xi went to the south for an internship more than ten years ago.

At that time, the school's large team had already set off first, and the two of them were delayed for a day, because it was the weekend, so they were not in a hurry.It was settled in the past, and the work officially started on Monday.

The two of them got out of the station, eating all kinds of snacks along the way, and the fragrant hot air smelt their faces.Xiangshan was almost frozen like an iceman, walking with two legs stiff, looking at the noodle wontons by the side of the road, swallowed, lowered his head and continued walking.

"Why don't we eat a bowl of noodles first, and then leave when it's warm." Gu Xi knew that Xiangshan's mother had been ill in the past two years, and his family's situation became worse and worse. .

Xiangshan didn't have time to hesitate, and was dragged into the shop by Gu Xi.

"A bowl of Sanxian noodles, a basket of soup dumplings, and ten beef pot stickers, please hurry up, boss, we have to hurry."

Xiangshan put his hand into his pocket, clutching the few tens of dollars he had.Before leaving, his mother told him that if he encountered difficulties, he would go to his cousin Song Zhizhang.Xiangshan’s grandfather has been living in Beijing since returning to China many years ago, but his ancestral home is actually in Jiangsu and Zhejiang. Since his family’s decline, he has almost lost contact with his relatives.

In addition to the little money to live on, Xiangshan also found a small piece of paper.He knew that the Song family's address was written on it, No. 45 Huafu Road——Song Garden. At first glance, it was from a famous and wealthy family. Xiangshan didn't want to go to them, after all, it was the friendship of the previous generation.Besides, if people were still thinking about their branch, Grandpa wouldn't be silent when he was dying.

Xiangshan was distracted, and when the food was brought to the table, he realized that Gu Xi only ordered a bowl of noodles.

"You eat first, I'm not hungry." Xiangshan pushed the noodles towards Gu Xi, but he stopped him: "I don't like pasta, you eat first, I'll just have some soup last." Gu Xi is not really Wanting to save two yuan, I really want to eat a bowl of noodles with Xiangshan, but I have no valid reason.

Xiangshan hesitated for a moment, then said:

"Then I'll eat first and leave half for you."

Gu Xi went out to serve in the army for two years, and the two of them often corresponded. In the army, they were only allowed to make phone calls during the holidays.He usually calls his second uncle first, tells his recent situation in a hurry, holds the number of a small shop near Xiangshan's house in his hand, and the brothers in the queue behind him start to rush up: "What's the matter, call your girlfriend? Hurry up, buddy, let's But we're all waiting."

Gu Xi gritted his teeth and dialed the other party's number. The shop owner knew Gu Xi.He is careful, and he has established a good relationship with him long before joining the army.I handed over a pack of soft Zhonghua, and discussed with the boss, and I will call occasionally in the future, hoping that he can help Xiangshan to pick it up, which is just a few steps away.

Xiangshan answered the phone, the two of them didn't know what to say, they asked and answered cautiously.This hard-won minute or two is often the reason to support Gu Xi to continue.

He just came back last month. I haven't seen him for two years. It's inevitable that he will be unfamiliar.He and Xiangshan talked about everything in the letter, but they couldn't speak a few words on the rare phone call, let alone meet again.

Gu Xi practiced for three months, and even when he was sleeping, he had to think about how to say the first sentence to him.When Xiangshan came to pick him up, the two of them walked all the way from the station back to school, and they were all silent!

During this time, Xiangshan was wandering between the library and the laboratory almost all the time, and Gu Xi had very few opportunities to get in touch with him.No matter how close they were before, they had only been together for a year, and they were all diluted by time.What's more, they never made it clear that Xiang Shan only regarded him as a good friend.

Gu Xi couldn't eat anything, he stared at Xiangshan intently, his face was dyed red by the heat, he drank soup with his eyes down, or buried his head in eating noodles, it seemed that whatever he did would make people dazzled.

"I'm done eating..." Xiangshan pushed the bowl back in front of him, and Gu Xi happily took the remaining soup and planned to settle it slowly.There seems to be a scent of Fragrant Mountain on the side of the bowl, which is faint but very attractive.

Looking down, he found that Xiangshan left all the delicious food to him, and he only finished half a bowl of noodles and a few mouthfuls of soup.

Gu Xi's chest was so warm that he couldn't speak.

They faced each other day and night in those days, Gu Xi took Xiangshan to the old house he borrowed from his comrades in arms.

Eat together, take a bath together, and squeeze into the same bed, Gu Xi will secretly kiss Xiang Shan on the face after Xiang Shan is asleep.With seven points of taboo and three points of sweetness, Gu Xi hugged him in his arms, intertwining his fingers, unwilling to let go no matter what.

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Xiangshan took a deep breath, buried his face in the quilt for a long time, and had difficulty breathing.He squirmed slightly, and Gu Xi leaned on him, wrapping his hands and feet around him, and the quilt was slowly lifted off: "Even your puppy is laughing at you..." Gu Xi touched Xiangshan's side face, although he was making fun of it on purpose, but he couldn't help feeling sour in his heart.It seemed that before the quilt was lifted, they were still teenagers, and it took only a moment, and more than ten years had passed.

Xiangshan lay down again, hugging a corner of the quilt and was about to fall asleep.

Gu Xi stroked his soft hair:

"Go to sleep, you are tired."

He knew very well that the reason why Xiangshan did not show obvious resistance to him, and even slowly tried to accept himself, was entirely because of the second uncle's incident, and he felt guilty and remorseful.He felt that if he hadn't given the Song family brothers an opportunity, the second uncle would not have had an accident.Xiangshan is very confident in his professional ability, but he didn't expect to stumble when dealing with people and things.He firmly believed in the facts for many years, and it all fell apart more than a month ago. Except for Gu Xi, probably no one can understand how miserable he is now.

He was giving Gu Xi a chance, and he was also giving himself a chance.

Otherwise, no matter how much he misses Gu Xi, it is absolutely impossible for him to turn back.

Gu Xi is a smart person, so how could he not understand what Xiangshan was thinking.

He reached into the quilt and held Xiangshan's hand, unwilling to let go.

After the afternoon nap, the two got up together, Xiangshan was still in a half-drowsy state.Originally, Gu Xi didn't want to wake him up, and it was rare for him to be free in the afternoon, but Xiangshan set the alarm clock himself, and got up on time after only half an hour's rest.

He knew that Xiangshan had been troubled by the machine transformation recently.Today He Ping told him that Xiangshan had handed over the final report to him, and he had also completed the prototype of the improved machine in the laboratory.

At that time, BAND came to Xiangshan, which was really beyond Gu Xi's expectation, but since the two parties have reached an agreement, he has no place to intervene.Now he doesn't want to let Xiangshan get involved in these things anymore, he does everything possible to be a bad person in front of his teacher and Xiangshan, and then he gets him into the research institute, just for the sake of safety, he doesn't want Xiangshan to have another accident.

Tian Tian lay on the ground wagging his tail, Xiang Shan stroked its stomach:

"Don't be greedy in the future, it's so uncomfortable to have a bloated stomach."

Gu Xi snickered next to him, and he didn't know who it was, who kept making his puppy eat meat.Seeing Gu Xi's gloating expression every day, he yelled twice, and immediately rushed forward and grabbed the corner of the white shirt, unwilling to let go.

Xiang Shan took the little guy away, raised his tail every day, and shook Gu Xi vigorously.

The little guy hadn't seen Xiangshan for a long time, his front paws rested on his master's body and refused to let go, while Xiangshan wasn't paying attention, he quietly licked his face.

"I'll take you to the research institute." Gu Xi put on his coat, stood behind Xiangshan and looked at him silently.

"No, you can go first if you have something to do."

"It's just on the way, let's go together." Gu Xi had already changed his shoes at the door, Xiangshan thought about it, and told him: "I'm not going to the research institute today. I'd better go to your company."

Gu Xi paused, then turned to look at him:

"But He Ping told me that your work has been done."