post-zombie era

Gu He stood up straight, looked up at Xiao Ce, and felt very sad for some reason, so he had to turn his eyes away again, stretched out his hand to straighten his hat, almost covering his eyes, and then said, "Well, it's like this. I can't help Guan Jin. He is almost responsible for the things between the two of us, but I can't always let him take the responsibility. I also want him to be able to Take it easy, I don't know if you have this feeling of wanting to feel sorry for someone, if you do, you should be able to understand me. I really don't want to see him feel guilty and sad because he can't get his family to agree to my marriage with him as soon as possible, after all , our marriage is a matter between me and him, and I should do what I can for this matter, shouldn't I?"

Xiao Ce could hardly control his agitated body because of Gu He's words. He really wanted to take Gu He who was standing in front of him away, and take him to a place where he was alone, so that there would be no one else in his eyes and heart. , he is his own, and there should be no care in his world.

But Xiao Ce could only suppress himself, he didn't even dare to move a step, didn't dare to make a sound, he didn't answer Gu He in time, but Gu He didn't understand his intention, he just thought that Xiao Ce was very embarrassed about this matter .

He walked there anxiously for a few steps, then raised his head to look at Xiao Ce, the redness in Xiao Ce's eyes was spreading, as if blood was flowing out, Gu He smiled at him, and said, " I know this matter must make you very embarrassed. After all, your sister is going to marry Guan Jin. This is definitely not your decision alone. It is the decision of your family and the Guan family, and it is related to the interests of your family and the Guan family. , because of my relationship, I would like to ask you to cancel your decision to marry your sister to Guan Jin. You, I really can't think of any way. Guan Jin is a person with very strong self-esteem. I dare not go to his house to beg his family to accept me, because I know that if I do this, he will definitely be unbearable and feel It's his fault that I need to do this kind of thing. Therefore, I have no choice but to beg you. And I also ask you not to tell me what I begged you, even if you agree to me. I'm afraid Guan Jin will be even more angry when he finds out."

Xiao Ce smiled, his smile was perfect as if he had put on a laughing mask, but his eyes were so deep, so deep that it seemed hollow.

He asked Gu He in a low voice, "Then if I don't agree, what will you do?"

Gu He didn't find it unacceptable, but just said lightly, "Actually, I didn't expect you to do me this favor, because I know it would be too embarrassing for you. But, even if you don't agree, you won't What, at least I did it this way, sometimes, many things can't be helped..." His voice dropped at the end, with a kind of dazed sadness.

Xiao Ce looked at him quietly, looking at Gu He in this quiet small exhibition room, as if walking from the other side of time and space, just like the white porcelain jar he mentioned before, because there was once a person I loved him wholeheartedly, and he understood and understood this kind of love, so he walked quietly and peacefully in time without arrogance or impetuosity, and he didn't care whether others loved him or didn't care about him. Because it is enough for him to have that person's love.

Xiao Ce said softly, "Can I kiss you again?"

Gu He looked at him in surprise, but Xiao Ce was already standing in front of him, and he didn't even have time to stop him. Xiao Ce had already taken off his hat, and he could only feel a gentle hand stroking his hair , that kiss, like the wind, gently brushed over his hair, when he wanted to feel it again, he couldn't find it anymore, as if it never existed at all.

When Gu He raised his head, there was no Xiao Ce in the small hall, only Xiao Ce's voice remained in his ears, "As long as it is what you think, I will do it."

Gu He took off the hat that Xiao Ce put back on his head, and touched his hair. There should be the place where Xiao Ce left his kiss. After a long time, he found someone walking towards the small hall, so he put his hand down. For some reason, he suddenly couldn't control it anymore. Tears welled up from his eyes, and he quickly took out a towel to wipe it. With tears in his eyes, he turned around and stared blankly at the plate full of flowers in front of him. The colorful flowers were clustered together. Gu He was dazzled before, but now he felt that every flower on it was a solitary existence. It’s like when the artist who painted on them painted them one by one, he painted each of them as a unique flower, and each flower was unique, so, on the contrary, it felt lonely.Because in the eyes of the painter, no one is the most unique, every flower is blooming lonely.

Gu He stroked his hair again, put on his hat, and had no intention of looking at any porcelain anymore, so he had to walk out of the exhibition hall slowly.

There was no sun on this day, and when he went out, he found that the sky was already raining. The rain was not heavy, and the ground was stained with traces, and the whole earth was wet. It was like a distressed cry, silently, Tears slowly overflowed.

Gu He wore a lot of clothes, but still felt cold, so he wrapped the scarf around again, and when his finger brushed his ear, he froze, as if Xiao Ce's last words were still brushing against his ear, He remembered that there was a mark of being sucked up by Guan Jin on this ear, maybe Xiao Ce had seen it, but maybe he shouldn't care whether Xiao Ce saw this mark or not.

Originally, he agreed with the driver to pick him up in two and a half hours, but when he stood at the door and looked at his watch, he realized that it had only been two hours, so he went to the book cafe next to him, ordered a cup of coffee at random, and took a book The book looks like, but in fact, I can't read any words, I just stare blankly in a daze.

Such a time-wasting daze was a rare occurrence for Gu He in the past, but since he met Xiao Ce, he felt that this kind of situation had become more and more frequent, and he couldn't stop it. This change of oneself.

When the driver came to pick him up, he went out of the cafe. After getting into the car, when the driver asked him where he wanted to go, he had no interest in going anywhere, so he just said, "Go home."

The voice was very tired, and even the driver, who had always been calm and silent and never talked much, couldn't help but look back at him and asked, "Mr. Gu, are you feeling unwell? It's suddenly cold this afternoon and it's still raining. Don't you I have a cold."

Gu He said, "I'm fine, I'm just a little tired after shopping all day."

During dinner, Guan Jin called him, "Did you have dinner? Are you still in the city?"

Gu He said weakly, "I've already gone home, ready to have dinner. What about you?"

Guan Jin laughed, "I'm on my way to the airport, let's eat when I get back."

Gu He lazily said "Oh", and said again, "Isn't the plane scheduled for ninety o'clock, why are you back so early?"

Guan Jin said, "There was a dinner party, and I could talk to a few important people. However, there are more important things at home, so I will go home first. I have already apologized to them and declined the dinner party." .”

Gu He didn't think much about what he said, and said, "Okay, I'll let the kitchen prepare your favorite dishes for you."

After hanging up the phone, Gu He didn't have any appetite to eat, so he just ate some hastily, because Guan Jin was tormenting him too much last night, and he walked a lot during the day, and he was not feeling well after that, so he took a bath Just climbed into bed.

Maybe it was because he was mentally weak and lazy, so his body was even weaker. Later, he called Gu's mother to tell her and Gu Miao to come to RS City for the Spring Festival. He always felt that he was not strong enough, and his voice was weak and lazy of.

Normally, Mother Gu would have heard that something was wrong with her son, but this time she didn't pay attention to it. Instead, she was very anxious and rejected Gu He's proposal to have someone pick them up these two days, " Miao Miao is not in good health these few days, and she and I can't go to your place, so let's wait a little longer."

Gu He thought that Gu's mother meant that Gu Miao was on her menstrual period, so she didn't want to ask more questions, so she said, "Let her pay more attention to her body, if she is missing something, or if there is something wrong, please tell me."

Gu's mother said, "I will tell you about something. But you, you should pay more attention in RS City. After all, you are only there alone, and Miao Miao and I are not here. If it is really bad, you will come back."

Gu He was stunned for a moment, then said, "What can I do, I'm with Guan Jin, even if I have something to do, he's always there."

Gu's mother said, "No matter what he is now, he is an outsider. What I said is something, and I don't mean anything else, but the conflict between the two of you."

Gu He said, "What conflicts can there be? We're fine."

At this time, Mama Gu's voice suddenly became louder, and said, "Are you still lying to the family? There are news on the Internet, saying that Guan Jin is going to marry Miss Xiao's family."

Gu He was silent, and then comforted Gu's mother, "Mom, you know how untrue the news on the Internet is. Why do you believe that news. Guan Jin didn't mean that. You will see it in a few days. A clarification of the news."

Gu's mother's voice was choked up, "Xiaohe, if things don't go your way, you can come back."

Gu He sighed, and said, "Mom, things are really not what you think. Even if I want to go back, Guan Jin won't let me go back. The relationship between me and him is really fine. When the wedding date is confirmed , I will tell you about the date of marriage. Moreover, after Miao Miao’s college entrance examination, you and she just moved to RS City, isn’t Miao Miao’s wish to apply for RS University, and I will also be a teacher there at that time, just to take care of you.”

Gu's mother heard her son say this, so she didn't want to say anything else to make the atmosphere bad, but said, "Okay then. After Miao Miao's condition improves, I will discuss with her whether to go to your place. You first put yourself Take care of."

Gu He had no choice but to agree, and after hanging up the phone, Gu He buried himself in the quilt, which was obviously soft and warm, but it always made him feel cool.

I don't know if he understands that he has completely cut off any possibility with Xiao Ce, so he always feels dizzy and uneasy, as if he is tossing on the sea and is about to be hit by a big wave. come over.