temptation trap

Xia Tian passed by in a hurry, and after these two or three months, Xiao Bai actually cut down two more laps. Busyness and fatigue are certainly one aspect, but the real reason is only clear to Xiao Bai himself.

Seeing Lin Yue sweating profusely at work, drinking the soup that Lin Yue brought him, sleeping on Lin Yue's body, listening to Lin Yue's heartbeat, and thinking of his leaving, Xiao Bai's love for Lin Yue reached the limit. the point.

Lin Yue who returned to the beach was a completely different person.Xiao Bai used to like Lin Yue's suit and tie, well-dressed and elegant, but now Lin Yue's vest and shorts, sweating profusely, always smiling like a jerk, Xiao Bai seems to like it even more.

In addition, Xiao Bai also found that Lin Yue was very good at attracting bees and butterflies. Lin Yue was a handsome guy, Xiao Bai knew that handsome guys were generally more attractive, and Xiao Bai also understood.But seeing a group of Yingying and Yanyan surrounded Lin Yue, and Lin Yue never tired of it, Xiao Bai still enjoyed it.

In other words, Lin Yue narcissistically made a billboard with his own image, and put it outside the hotel door, saying it was used to attract business. Very attractive, at least Xiao Bai and Lin's mother thought so.

Judging from the results, the billboard, which was dubbed "Sao Bao" by many folks, really worked. The number of guests in their hotel did increase, especially the female guests.

Whenever he sees men and women in cool clothes surrounding Lin Yue, Xiao Bai always feels sore and bitter in his heart.Needless to say the feeling of jealousy, what Xiao Bai suffers from is, if he leaves, will a woman or a man appear immediately, circling around Lin Yue like this, sleeping next to Lin Yue, holding their child?

Every time he thinks of this, Xiao Bai is extremely unwilling, but when he thinks about Lin Yue and looking at his frail self, Xiao Bai can only sigh with inferiority.

After the summer, Xiao Bai struggled secretly with his labor income - a large deposit, should he leave or not?Thinking of Lin Yue's appearance among the flowers in summer.Xiao Bai was not reconciled, but if he didn't leave, Xiao Bai couldn't bear to occupy Lin Yue who didn't love him so much.

Xiao Bai felt miserable in his heart, he didn't know how to eat, and his body lost weight again. When he went to bed at night, Lin Yue still hugged Xiao Bai, afraid of hurting him again, and never dared to overdo it.

Lin Yue, who had chromic bones on Xiao Bai's body, was very uncomfortable. He thought sullenly, he had already taken care of Xiao Bai meticulously, why Xiao Bai was still getting thinner and thinner?Could it be that I really hurt him too deeply, so deeply that it is irreparable?

Thinking to this point, Lin Yue couldn't help but cast a sad look at Xiao Bai.

Lin Yue's grievances have another interpretation in Xiao Bai's heart.Lin Yue must be tired of him, so every time he just hugs him.Never love him again!

Xiao Baiwo wept on Lin Yue's chest, tears wet Lin Yue and froze his heart.

Is it time to give up?The days of mental and physical exhaustion tortured not only myself but also Xiao Bai, maybe if I missed some things, I really missed them!

The summer is over, the tourists are gone, Lin Yue finally doesn't have to be busy all day, and has time to take care of the children.The warm sunshine accompanied the smiling faces of the children, and Lin Yue's heart was so light that it was about to fly. After returning home, Lin Yue was mostly happy. Only Xiao Bai would make him feel heavy. No matter how hard he tried, he couldn't wipe it off. Get rid of the bitterness in Xiao Bai's eyes.

After the summer, everyone had time to get together and drink again. Once, when they were drinking happily, Huazi fell straight down while holding the wine glass.

They drank a lot that time, everyone thought that Hua Zi was suffering from alcoholism, rushed him to the hospital, and sat in the lobby of the hospital talking nonsense until the doctor came out with a serious face and asked Lin Yue to find him. Hua Zi's family members, this group of people is quiet.

The final result came out two days later, the liver cancer was advanced.When Lin Yue received a call from Huazi's wife, he couldn't believe his ears at all.

Lin Yue stood in front of the phone like a sculpture, Xiao Bai walked up to him worriedly, but Lin Yue looked at him like a fool, Xiao Bai asked him what was wrong, but Lin Yue dragged him and ran away.For no reason, Xiao Bai was thrown into the car all the way to the hospital.

In the hospital, Xiao Bai was dragged by Lin Yue and ran all the way in the hospital.Lin Yue found Xia Sen, he pushed Xiao Bai to Xia Sen's eyes, and said tensely, "You, check his body, the whole body."

Xia Sen, who works in the hospital, naturally knew about Hua Zi, but silently agreed, and dragged Xiao Bai to the examination room.Xiao Bai didn't understand, so Xia Sen told him, "Hua Zi is sick, liver cancer. Lin Yue must be worried about you, after all, you have lost so much weight recently."

This news is too unexpected, Xiao Bai can often see Huazi.Huazi is a diving instructor, and she always comes to greet them with her upper body bare and her diving suit on.Huazi looks so healthy and strong, it has nothing to do with cancer.However, Xiao Bai, who is a medical student, is also very clear that cancer is often a disease that has no reason.

Xiao Bai did all the inspections that could be done. When Xia Sen returned Xiao Bai to Lin Yue, he told him that although the final inspection results would not come out in two days, judging from the current results, there should be no major problems. question.Lin Yue thanked him, pulled Xiao Bai over, and walked out of the hospital without looking back.

After leaving the hospital, Xiao Bai asked Lin Yue why he didn't see Huazi before leaving?Lin Yue said in a daze, "I don't know how to face him! He is so young, the child is only two years old, why is there such a disease!"

Lin Yue's eye sockets were wet, which made Xiao Bai at a loss, he had never seen Lin Yue like this before.

Xiao Bai and Lin Yue returned to the car, and just as they sat down, Lin Yue turned around and hugged him tightly, and said in a low voice, "There is another reason why I can't face Huazi, you know it's What?"

"It's about me, isn't it?"

"When Xia Sen said you were fine just now, I was really relieved! If one of you must suffer from that disease, I would rather it be him than you! Am I bad? We grew up together, He is my best friend!"

Lin Yue's tears fell drop by drop on Xiao Bai's back, Xiao Bai trembled slightly, maybe what Lin Yue said before did not know what love is true!

"Lin Yue, do you love me?" Xiao Bai tried to ask.

"Do you love me or not? I want you to live, as long as you are by my side!" Lin Yue hugged Xiao Bai even tighter, as if afraid of being snatched away by others.

"Fool!" Xiao Bai thumped Lin Yue's back heavily, and began to cry.

Lin Yue let go of Xiao Bai, and said, "You say I'm a fool? Then why are you crying?"

"Fool! You are, and so am I! Do you know how much pain I have suffered these past few months? I love you, I love you so much, but you don't love me, I... I can't stay, and I don't want to leave you, I ...I...I'm going to die!" Xiao Bai wailed loudly, just like Xiao Yuan'er, crying.

Lin Yue didn't know where to start, could Xiao Bai's depression be caused by this?Lin Yue's eyes widened, and he asked, "Didn't I let you stay here early in the morning? At the beach, do you remember?"

"Didn't you say that I have nowhere to go and stay?"

"Misunderstanding, misunderstanding, big misunderstanding!"

Lin Yue took Xiao Bai's hand and said, "That day I wanted to tell you about my case, so that you could understand the real me. After all, the me you love is not the real and complete me, so I want to tell you the real and complete me. I will tell you, and then you decide whether to go or stay. If you still love the real me, of course I hope you stay!"

Xiao Bai exclaimed: "That night, where did you express this meaning?"

Lin Yue disdainfully said, "You're still a genius! Who would confess to an irrelevant person and tell him all his taints? Besides, I took the child away because of your crappy experiment. You want to kill the child." We made it public as an experimental result, if you are not so perverted, can I take the child away?"

"That was decided by Uncle Li. I have worked very hard to complete the experiment as much as possible. Besides, even if the research results are published, it is just a paper. The most extreme is just to publish the video process of my childbirth. There There will be no children's faces, not even mine, how do you not even know that! Idiot!"

"You are an idiot, you can't grasp the point of other people's words!"

"You are the one, if you want to let people stay, just say it straight, why are you beating around the bush, aren't you the best at talking about love?"

Lin Yue became serious, and he said to Xiao Bai word by word: "I wouldn't say that, I've said that to countless people, including you, but none of them were sincere! That time was different. You should know!"

"It's different, it's different, Lin Yue, if you don't tell me clearly, how would I know! I hate you, I hate you!" Xiao Bai threw himself at Lin Yue excitedly, what is the suffering of these months!

"Can you see us from outside?" Xiao Bai asked.

"I can't see it, what's wrong?" Lin Yue asked.

"I want you, I can't wait!"

Lin Yue put the seat flat, Xiao Bai raised his legs to rest on the storage box in the car, Lin Yue easily touched Xiao Bai's pussy.It has been lonely there for a long time, but after a little teasing, it becomes warm.

Xiao Bai's chest heaved and heaved, his face was alluring pink.

The person in front of him is so sweet and delicious, Lin Yue's lower body is already hard enough to cut someone.However, the lesson last time was really painful, Lin Yue had no choice but to lower his body and speed up the expansion of his hand, and the painful little thing was not idle, Lin Yue used it to rub Xiao Bai's delicate inner thigh, doing the front of the charge warm-up exercise.

Lin Yue has already stretched three fingers in, patiently massaging Xiao Bai's anus, surrounded by pleasure.Xiao Bai felt extremely comfortable, his body was as soft as a pool of spring water.Xiao Bai's soft moan made Lin Yue's heart flutter, and he wanted to make Xiao Bai more comfortable, but his little brother couldn't wait any longer, he was so swollen that he was about to burst.

Lin Yue grasped his baby, stood up and stabbed, and Xiao Bai's body tensed instantly, Lin Yue comforted Xiao Bai under him, "Just bear it, and you will feel comfortable in a while!"

After enduring the discomfort for a while, the pleasure soon came.Xiao Bai's body was almost made to fly by Lin Yue, which felt great.

In the past few months, Xiao Bai lived by the sea, and he could often hear the sound of the waves, but now, the waves seemed to be inside his body, whistling to and fro, Xiao Bai was addicted to it, and forgot everything.

Until a hot current gushed out from the back of his acupoint, Xiao Bai knew that the time for pleasure was about to end, Lin Yue withdrew from his body, his lonely little acupoint was throbbing, clamoring for reluctance.

Lin Yue lay beside Xiao Bai, holding Xiao Bai's upright lower body: "Hey, you little thing is not restless today!"

"The medicine has been stopped long ago, it should be restored!"

"Then I'll tease it today!" Lin Yue held Xiao Bai's avatar in his mouth.

After one unrest and another, Xiao Bai grabbed Lin Yue's back, moaning unrestrainedly, Lin Yue's lips and tongue were so dexterous.From top to bottom, and then from bottom to top, the series of tremors are self-evidently beautiful, Xiao Bai thought it would be good to just go on like this.

It is so natural to shoot turbidity. Xiao Bai was lying lazily on the seat. He just wanted to take a look at Lin Yue, but what he sent was a seductive wink, which was full of laziness, full of charming.

Lin Yue turned around and pressed onto Xiao Bai's body again, caressing Xiao Bai's face without any trace, and said with a smile, "Not satisfied, still miss me?"

Xiao Bai rested his head on Lin Yue's shoulder, and said in a low voice, "The back is not satisfied, it hasn't seen you for a long time."

A second later, a hot cock came in again, Xiao Bai turned sideways, raised his legs to grab Lin Yue's body, and the cock went deeper inside him.

After that, there was another burst of cloud and rain, and a burst of joy. Xiao Bai seemed to be running happily in the sky, feeling very refreshed. After finishing, Xiao Bai lazily leaned on the back of the chair, feeling like walking on the clouds.

Two days after the epilogue, Xiao Bai's examination results came out. Except for some malnutrition, everything else was normal.It was also on that day that Hua Zi was officially hospitalized and started chemotherapy.

Chemotherapy was very painful. Lin Yue watched Huazi curl up in pain.With chills on his back and sweaty palms, Xiao Bai, who was standing next to Lin Yue, gently spread Lin Yue's palm, stretched his hand in, and held it gently again. Lin Yue turned his head, and Xiao Bai turned towards him. Lin Yue smiled.

At this moment Lin Yue really wanted to cry, because of Huazi, but more because of himself, he never felt that the feeling of having someone by his side was so good.

At night, Lin Yue lay on the bed with Xiao Bai in his arms, and asked him, "Your child can be born, can cancer be cured?"

"I can't at the moment." Xiao Bai said truthfully.

"Why did you study the unrealistic subject of men giving birth. How practical is it to study cancer!"

Xiao Bai sighed with emotion, and said: "Actually, thinking about it now, Uncle Li chose this topic at the time probably because it was impractical. When I was young, I wanted to study a lot, including cancer, but Uncle Li said that men have the most risk of having children." The value of research, I think Uncle Li must have thought this way at the beginning, there are already so many researches on cancer, who knows that when I grow up, will cancer be as curable as a cold?"

Lin Yue cut it, and said, "If you are asked to start researching from now on, would you be willing?"

Xiao Bai hugged Lin Yue and said, "My research was not completely successful. The breastfeeding project failed in the end.

"To be honest, since I met you, my research has not made much progress. I was thinking that before I was called a genius, maybe it was just because I concentrated all my energy on that small piece. Later, I met You, my world has become wider and more complicated, and I can no longer concentrate, so I become mediocre."

Speaking of this, Lin Yue also began to feel emotional: "Actually, it was not a good thing for me to meet you. My plan at the time was to have fun while I was young, and when I was middle-aged, I would find a random woman. Just give birth to another child casually, and it would be fine to be filial as an adult, but you forcibly broke my life plan."

"But think about it now. It's nonsense to plan or not to plan. Life is a matter of today and no tomorrow. What kind of affection, love, is nothing compared to life!"

Hearing Lin Yue's words, Xiao Bai chuckled, raised his head and asked Lin Yue, "Don't you know what love is, and how do you know that it is nothing compared to life?"

Lin Yue was at a loss for words, and turned to say: "Then let me ask you, what is love!"

"Lin Yue, love is not a computer program, there is no need for one instruction after another, the logic is rigorous; love is not an industrial blueprint, every point can explain the design reason!"

"Love is great, greater than life, but you don't need to figure out what love is, you just need to be loved by me happily!" Xiao Bai smiled sweetly, hugging Lin Yue even tighter tight.

After returning from the hospital that day.Xiao Bai carefully recalled what Lin Yue said to him at the beach that day, it seemed that there were indeed things about hackers and sex.It's all because of Lin Yue's last sentence, "If you have nowhere to go, stay here, it had a great impact on Xiao Bai, making him only firmly remember that sentence and ignore the others.

Xiao Bai didn't believe that Lin Yue didn't understand love at first, how could such an almost instinctive thing be clear, then Xiao Bai gradually understood, it's not so much that Lin Yue doesn't understand love, it's better to say that he doesn't understand vaguely defined things I understand.One side says that love is the same as the case, and the other side says that love is the promise of life and death, Lin Yue doesn't understand what love is!

After the truth came to light, Xiao Bai was annoyed. Others said he was a genius, but he felt that he couldn't find anyone who was more stupid than himself. After 28 years of his life, he believed everything he shouldn't believe and everything he should believe. Unbelievable, Xiao Bai said that his physical and mental wounds needed to be comforted, and Lin Yue cheerfully comforted him every night. On this day, after the wonderful affair, Lin Yue gave Xiao Bai a body massage as usual, and Xiao Bai lay down comfortably. Lin Yue said, "I have a few questions to ask you."

Since that big misunderstanding was resolved, Xiao Bai kept asking him questions all day long, for fear that there might be other misunderstandings.

"If you have any questions, just ask!" Lin Yue said.

"You used to always say that you were busy with work, so you came home very late. Did you go out to fool around with others then?"

Lin Yue stopped what he was doing, and said with a rascal smile, "Didn't I confess everything to you? Doesn't it prove that you don't care or get angry if you stay?"

Xiao Bai sat up, picked up the basin in front of him, poured it on Lin Yue without hesitation, and said, "Who says you can't get angry, it's because I believed you so much at the time. Even if I found a condom in your pants, I believed you, but You lied to me! You liar, go to hell!"

Lin Yue was drowned. He wiped the water from his face and replied, "You are also a liar. Didn't you say that you don't remember what I said? You know it all, you liar!"

Satisfied, Xiao Bai lay down again, pointed at Lin Yue and ordered, "I'll be a big deal about the past, and I'm never allowed to go out and fool around in the future, and I'm not allowed to use that flirty billboard again next year! The past is over. From now on." You can only be mine!"

Lin Yue didn't care about his wet body, climbed onto the bed and pressed on Xiao Bai's body, kissed Xiao Bai's lips, raised his eyebrows and asked, "Who's whose?"

Xiao Bai didn't speak, he hugged Lin Yue's body and giggled.Those shining eyes were brighter than the stars in the night, Lin Yue said to himself, his happy Xiao Bai finally came back.

Half a year later, by the sea.

Xiao Bai and Lin Yue were wearing black suits and standing by the cold seaside.Watching Huazi's wife sprinkle Huazi's ashes into the sea little by little.

In the past six months, Huazi never gave up, even though she was tortured by illness, in front of his wife and children.Hua Zi is always strong, only when his wife and daughter are away, he will cry and say he doesn't want to die.

Seeing his former friends turned into handfuls of dust, Lin Yue couldn't stop crying. He couldn't forget that Huazi was so painful that he hit his head against the wall and insisted on not taking painkillers. He was afraid that he would never see him again after closing his eyes. No more lovers and children.

After the funeral, Lin Yue's heart could not be calm for a long time, so Xiao Bai accompanied him to blow the wind by the sea.The icy sea breeze hit the tearful face like a knife, so as to reflect Lin Yue's current mood.

Xiao Bai couldn't bear to see Lin Yue like this, so he comforted him and said, "When I was young, Uncle Li told me that because my parents were good people, God missed them so much, so God took them back early. I I think Huazi is too kind, so she was picked up by God so soon."

Lin Yue's whole body was cold from the inside to the outside, except for the small part of his hand that was held by Xiao Bai.

"Then I will live for a long, long time." Lin Yue gave Xiao Bai an ugly smile.

Xiao Bai held Lin Yue's face, wiped away his tears, and said, "I've talked for a long time, I promise!"

The tears that Lin Yue had finally stopped started to flow again.

What is the game of life, what is drunk and rich.The life behind the vanity is only birth, old age, sickness and death, and Xiao Bai is by his side, watching the joys and sorrows with him, how happy he is!

Lin Yue hugged Xiao Bai into his arms, calm as water, he said: "Xiao Bai, thank you, thank you for clinging to me, for giving me a child for my family, people only know what is most precious when they are lost, thank you for being with me !"

Xiao Bai smiled and stroked Lin Yue's head, and said, "If you can add a sentence of I love you at this time, it will be perfect, but for you, it's better not to say it!"

Lin Yue smiled and said, "Don't tell you I love you!"

Time is like water, the weather warms up in a blink of an eye, and then the midsummer season comes again, and the seaside is full of tourists again.

When Huazi died, everyone thought that Huazi's weak and beautiful wife would definitely remarry, but in less than half a year, that weak person actually learned to dive and became a diving instructor instead of Huazi. There was another sassy look on his face.

It was also during this time that Xia Sen lost his love, resigned, and went elsewhere.The fiery love makes people dizzy. After waking up, Xia Sen began to dislike the girl's thick lines, and the girl complained that Xia Sen cared too much, so the fire of love was extinguished like this.

For this reason, Lin Yue also complained to Xiao Bai that love and other things are elusive at all. After Huazi's death, Huazi's wife can inherit his career and raise the children for him alone. This is love.Look at Xia Sen and the girl from the hotel, breaking up for trivial matters. This is also love.

It's obviously all love, why is there such a big difference?

After hearing this, Xiao Bai just smiled, kissed Lin Yue's cheek, and said affectionately, "I love you!"

Lin Yue was confused, but still smiled silly.That summer, Lin Yue grew a beard and dressed in a very sophisticated manner. Most of them were busy in the kitchen, and Xiao Bai took care of the guests in front of him. This was to prevent him from attracting others.

Seeing the handsome men and women in cool clothes passing by, Lin Yue wanted to rush forward, but Xiao Bai's eyes like steel knives always followed him like a spotlight.

Lin Yue was very dissatisfied, but Xiao Bai said, this is love.

In the evening, Xiao Bai lay on the bed clean and white and waited for him, letting him do whatever he wanted, Xiao Bai said, this is also love.

Lin Yue asked Xiao Bai: "What is love?"

Xiao Bai smiled mysteriously, pointed at himself and said, "I am your love!"

——The full text of "The Temptation Trap"——

I wish you all the best in the new year, all wishes come true, and the whole family is healthy!