ugly prison

After liking someone and then hating someone, is the boundary so obvious that it can change your view of a person once you cross it?

Han Sen walked aimlessly in the Absolute Wing Pavilion. After the weather turned cold, it has been snowing heavily for the past few days, and the outside of the pavilion is already a silver-white world.

The wound on his face was still throbbing, and he would have a conflict with Till, something Han Sen never thought about.

But facing Till today, he felt so angry with the other party for the first time—maybe because he realized again that Till didn't treat himself as an equal at all.

No matter how strong he is, some people still see him from the same angle, which makes Han Sen feel tired.

When Thiel questioned himself why he was willing to continue to let him manipulate and maintain that relationship, part of the reason was indeed as he told Thiel, he knew that his strength was not as good as Thiel, and struggling was futile. Fighting against Thiel is asking for trouble.

However, Han Sen knew that he was still at the mercy of Till, not just because of this.

Han Sen used to like Till very much, he really liked it, even if he thought about it afterwards, he felt that his liking was true.

Maybe it was out of admiration for the strong, maybe it was because of the other party's attitude towards him, in short, for various reasons... After he found out that Till didn't care about him at all, he was really uncomfortable for a time, but for Till. Feeling, at best, disappointment.

Disappointment didn't mean he hated Teal anymore, nor did it mean that the bond of liking was gone.

Till's kindness to him is still vivid, even if he knows that Till's kindness to him is not sincere, but this is a real fact, he likes Till because he has accepted Till's favor, these are all it is true.

Hypocrisy may be repulsive, but one does get something out of it.

Han Sen exhaled softly, and the white mist spread like powder, probably because it was too cold, his eyes and nose were red from the cold, and his whole face was so sour that even his eyes were full of tears.

He didn't think that the line between liking someone and hating someone could be so clear. Even though Teal had made him sad and disappointed, his feelings for him definitely didn't turn into hate or hatred. At most, he was just attached to the other person. feelings gradually faded.

He continued to maintain that relationship with Till, and perhaps it was because of this relationship that he was always at the mercy of the other party...

——If Binoche knew about his feelings, he would definitely call himself a bitch and beat himself up!

"Ha ha!"

Han Sen smiled wryly, and tears came out. He wiped away his tears, but he still couldn't stop.

Even if you think you are strong enough, is your weakness still deeply rooted?Just like Teal said.

Han Sen stared at a piece of snow-white ground. He stepped on the snow with his bare feet, and felt the cold stimulation, which made the soles of his feet hurt from the cold. However, he did not turn back, but walked forward.

The emotions that were boiling before suddenly eased down because of the temperature.

Now thinking of what Till did to him, he still feels pain in his chest, but it's not as painful as before.

Although he doesn't hate Till as the outside world speculates, but his feelings for him have gradually faded. Not only that, but now he feels more unwilling to Till——

If I can be stronger, can I make myself more determined, not like the current indecision?Even to get rid of the status quo, to be able to completely forget Till and everything about him?

Stretching out his palm, Han Sen looked at his rough, scarred and callused fingers, and he gently gripped them.

All right...just give him some more time—

"Han Sen!" From a distance, someone called his name.

Han Sen turned his head, and the blond man was walking over, as if he had been waiting for him since he was taken away by Till.

Han Sen wiped away the tears on his face. He only felt the cold now. He grabbed his pockets with both hands and walked towards the other party, looking like nothing had happened.

"John..."

He believes that he can become stronger.

In the past two days, Yaren has been very busy, not to mention taking care of the new prison guards, but that guy Till suddenly became so squeamish, pretending to be sick and asking for leave to stay in the dormitory and refuse to go to work.

Yaren, who had been busy for two days and barely got along with Guishang, finally broke out and broke into Till's dormitory in the afternoon.

Till was nestled under the quilt, as if he hadn't slept well for a few days, with a haggard face.

"Why are you so virtuous!" Ya pulled out the quilt angrily, and the man rolled out of the quilt.But still slumped there like mud.

"Hey! Scumbags don't get sick, don't pretend to be sick just to be lazy!"

"I'm not a scum, I didn't pretend to be sick." Thiel pouted, and finally got a response.

"You can't be convincing with these two sentences, get up and work quickly, and be careful that I will sue Xue Luoyi!"

"No! I don't want to work—" Teal sat up, raking his hair irritably, and muttered.

"I don't care if you want to work or not! Get up!" Yaren grabbed Till and tried to drag him up.

"No! I don't want to see that guy right now..." Till flattened his mouth, looking like he was about to cry, then softened his body, and murmured: "But, in fact, I want to see..."

"What the hell are you talking about? You eat too much meat, so your brain is full of fat?"

Yaren felt that Teal had nothing to do, and finally threw him back on the bed.

"What's going on with you, it's almost like..." Yaren has experience: "It's like a broken love." Then he saw Till staring over, and stared over very hard.

"Stop talking nonsense! I'm Uncle Till, how could it be...how could it be..." Halfway through speaking, Till flattened his mouth again, his eyes watered.

As far as Till's face is concerned, this expression is very cute in the eyes of ordinary people, but as far as Yaren is concerned, he only feels creepy, the sea is about to pour back, and the world is about to end.

"It's all because of that guy, who told him to hit me, who told him to hate me, who told him..." Halfway through the sentence, Thiel was already choked up.

"Who the hell is that?" Someone dared to beat Till?Yaren thought about it, shrugged, and asked, "Han Sen?"

Then Teal's body froze.

"No way..." Yaren covered his mouth with his white-gloved palm, not trying to hide his surprise, but his smile. "Are you in love with someone?"

"No!" Thiel retorted in a second, but the prepared answer was even more suspicious.

"Oh I got it"

"Why is that so, Han Sen and I are not the third-rate guava stories like you and Gui Shang!"

"It's not a third-rate guava story, but it's also a bloody banana story!"

"Where did the banana story come from!"

"In short, you fell in love with someone now, only to find that the person you liked very much now hates you?" Yaren speculated in this way, he has experience in being hated by others.

"I said I didn't like him!" Till retorted with a red face.

But Yaren ignored him at all, and sighed softly with his hands spread out: "Look! Who told you to do so many bad things? Heaven's sins are especially unavoidable. Self-inflicted sins... This is retribution, retribution, I have warned you long ago, Teal."

"I don't want to listen to what you say from experience! I just said that I'm just sick, not the lovelorn you said!"

"yes……"

"Yes!"

"Then I'll ask Luo Luo to help you inject a few thick syringes, and you'll be fine soon." Yaren smiled.

"No! I'm afraid of pain!"

"But you're sick, aren't you?"

"As soon as you come, I'll be cured!" Teal jumped out of bed.

Then there was a silence between the two.

Yaren raised a sneer, and handed back the electronic watch that monitored the cell to Till: "Then, please go to work right away! Anyway, it's just sickness, not lovelorn, and you can't die."

Till took the electronic watch, stood there in a daze, and watched Yaren leave.

—he was fooled, and thoroughly.

"Ah..." Sitting down on the bed decadently, Till stared at his watch and sighed.

He is in a conflicted mood now, he doesn't want to see Han Sen, but also wants to see Han Sen.

When he thought of his attitude towards her and the way he looked at her two days ago, his heart beat wildly, and then when he thought that the other party hated him, his heart was so painful that he was about to die.

However, this definitely does not mean that he likes Han Sen.

This is impossible!There was no sign of liking this feeling, and he didn't notice it, so how could he fall in love with the other party?He only cared so much because Han Sen said he hated him...

In the past, if Han Sen had an overnight stay, he would sleep there with the quilt rolled up and let him occupy the entire bed.

Thiel hates people robbing him of the bed, so he also hates people sleeping with him, but now he looks at the position where Han Sen slept before, and keeps thinking about that feeling...

However, that corner had been empty for a long time, and Han Sen was unwilling to spend the night with him, nor would he stay for long.

——Did you really hate him?And it's so annoying.

Teal turned around and buried his face in the pillow.

I don't know if the other party felt the same way now when the other party cried because he said he was annoying and disgusting before?

Even after returning to work, Till still didn't go to Han Sen as usual, but deliberately avoided him. He didn't know if it was a guilty conscience or what kind of mentality, but he just didn't want to meet him face to face.

Because every time he saw Han Sen, his heart was like being stabbed by a needle, and then he would remember that he hated him.

Till tried his best to avoid thinking about it and feeling like this, so he pretended to be indifferent to the outside world, ignoring Han Sen and not mentioning Han Sen.

But anyone with a discerning eye can see that every time he sees Han Sen with Binoche or John, Till's eyes will follow each other, and then it seems that he wants to burn a hole in the picture in front of him...

In short, the days of ignoring each other lasted for a while, but the people who cared about these did not know whether it was two people or just Till.

However, some things have happened these days, which have more or less diverted Thiel's attention.

In the Juechi Pavilion, where the weather was suddenly cold, another prison guard named Falcon came after Cang Wu, the prison guard of Gu Yan's building.Till was very happy at first, but finally all four prison guards arrived.But he was disappointed when he later discovered that the new guard was a effeminate, slender man.

This kind of person will definitely not last long in the Absolute Wing Pavilion, and Gu Yan doesn't like it, so there will definitely be problems!

Till thought so at the time, so he later entrusted Falcon to Cangwu to take care of him. As a result, the rookie took the chicks, and it really brought out problems. Finally, it led to the big event that the two tried to escape from the Jueyi Pavilion overnight, which caused him Both the Heya people suffered.

As a result, the escape happened not long ago, and the new prison guard who hadn't been in the Absolute Wing House for a long time made a big deal again, and this time he almost lost a prisoner!In the end, both Cangwu and the prisoner Tianhai were rescued, and the new prison guard committed suicide, which ended the farce.

At that time, just being busy with these things was enough to make Till and Yaren dizzy, and he had to listen to Xue Luoy complaining all day long, so that Till gradually...forgot about Hansen—— Strange!

I still think about it every night, when I eat, and when I deal with troublesome things. I am annoyed by thinking about it, but it is useless to try to divert my attention. I always feel that I will see Han Sen's shadow when I look at everything. .

People hate you, why do you still think about them like this?idiot!It was probably the first time in his life that Till had scolded himself like this. However, after scolding him, his thoughts still drifted to Han Sen.

You have to be ambitious, and others don't care about you anymore!Don't bother with him either, give him some flair!Till kept saying this to himself, but he endured it, he was finally on the verge of the limit——

Even if you ignore him, you can't give him a look. If you give him a look, you still have to take the initiative to attack, right?Afterwards, Till made such an excuse for himself. After many days of cold war with Han Sen, he finally decided to go find him this day.

But what to do after finding the other party?

Till hadn't thought of this, and he planned to find the person by his side before talking about it.

Till hasn't looked for him these days, is he finally tired of him?Han Sen, who was warming up, smiled bitterly. He didn't know how he would suddenly think of these things at this point in time.

Noticing his trance, Binosh directly slapped him on the head very bluntly.

"Concentrate! What time is it, do you still imagine being beaten so miserably a few times before?"

Han Sen touched his head and nodded, indicating that he understood.

Early in the morning, the restaurant of the Jueyin Pavilion was very restless. This is because a major event happened in the restaurant.It was the first time that the air pressure was so lively after several days of continuous low pressure, because the prisoners heard about Han Sen in Bi Nuoxu's building. After challenging and losing a few times, he challenged the prisoners on the eighth floor again. .

Prisoners love to watch this, so they started to make noise again early in the morning when the prison guards were not there.

Han Sen stretched his muscles and bones. The prisoner who had beaten him badly before seemed to be ready. He was about to step forward, but was grabbed by John who was also beside him.

Han Sen turned his head, and John happened to lean over, so close that others almost thought he was going to kiss him.

"Did you win?"

Han Sen heard John ask, so he nodded and smiled.

"Don't be brave, or you will be beaten like a pig's head again." John frowned, persuading.

Han Sen gave him this answer: "However, if you don't try to be brave, how can you become stronger?"

Fallacy, this is absolutely fallacy.

Before John could ask him, Han Sen walked towards the opponent first.

It's really time to stop thinking about Teal, because it's just a waste of time.Han Sen scratched the back of his head. He now has other things that he wants to do more, more important things, and people who are more worthy of concern and getting along with.

The relationship with Teal, probably ended like this—

His thoughts stopped here, Han Sen looked at the opponent in front of him, no other distracting thoughts in his head, his goal now is to knock him down!

When Till entered the restaurant, he felt that it was very lively. When he was thinking about what it was about, he saw the prisoners yelling around the table.

No need to look too much, it must be a fight, but who is with whom?Thiel always had a bad feeling.

Sure enough, as soon as he pushed aside the crowd, he could see that it was Han Sen, who he thought about day and night, playing enthusiastically.

At this moment, Han Sen's face is covered with blood, and the place that should be swollen is swollen, but the other party is not much better.

Seeing Han Sen being punched in the stomach by the man, Till's heart was lifted up, and he couldn't help but take a step to stop it.However, it is not allowed to prevent the prisoners from fighting for the floor. In the Absolute Wing Pavilion, the prisoners have the right to use this method to seize their own territory.

Stopping in his tracks, Till felt very uncomfortable. Seeing Han Sen being beaten made him run and run, wanting to beat up Han Sen's opponent.

However, before he could make a shot in his mind, a quick and hard elbow hit the opponent directly in the face.

That kind of strength and speed is perfectly displayed in Han Sen's gradually growing man's body, which makes people stare dumbfounded.

Till was almost unrecognizable. At this moment, grinning his teeth and glaring at him—is that really Han Sen?

The elbow is followed by continuous left and right uppercuts. It is best to apply continuous pressure to make the opponent unable to resist before the opponent wakes up from the shock of the elbow.Han Sen also grasped this point very well.

The fierce sound of body and bone collision may make the prisoners present excited, but it only sounds harsh to Thiel's ears.

Bi Nuoxu seems to be right. He is still young and doesn't know how to look at people. Han Sen is an unpolished jade, but he has been playing with it like a stone before, so he has no chance to shine.Now it was picked up by Binosh, and it has been figured out into a beautiful shape, but it can't be returned to his hands no matter what...

After all, he was the prisoner on the eighth floor, so even if the opponent was hit, he could still react quickly.

The fist hit Han Sen's right face hard, causing Han Sen's body to miss, and blood overflowed.

Till never thought that he would be so shocked to see Han Sen being beaten with his own eyes. He hurriedly shouted: "Han Sen!" But his voice was swallowed by the cheers of the prisoners.

Noticing his gaffe, Teal lowered his head, the brim of his hat was lowered, but his face turned pale.

The sound of physical impact on the field continued, but Till didn't know whether to watch it or not. Han Sen was beaten like that, and he felt very uncomfortable.He didn't understand why, why Han Sen was always eager to climb up, so he wanted to cooperate with Bi Nuoxu's plan and become his pawn?

Or—does he really want to get rid of himself?

Both sides haven't fallen yet, but it's quite miserable. Till is very impatient. He hopes to end it quickly. It doesn't matter whether Han Sen loses or the other party loses. He just doesn't want to see Han Sen beaten like that.Till had warned him several times before, but Han Sen still often left himself scarred.

The current Han Sen is not the obedient Han Sen he used to be, he doesn't listen to what he said at all.

Teal suddenly felt very disappointed, and all the disappointments from the previous days came together.

He gripped the brim of his hat tightly with his fingers and bit his lower lip hard.

"What rough jade! I still prefer the original stone..."

No one in the restaurant heard Till's voice, and the eyes of the prisoners were still focused on the venue. It was time for the prisoners who were almost unable to stand still to decide the winner.

Han Sen in the arena had already started to lose his voice. There were flies buzzing in his head, and even the lights were dazzling.

I don't know if he was tired, but at such a critical moment, he was still distracted, his eyes wandered around the crowd, swept over Binoche and John, and finally stopped on the person who appeared unexpectedly.

Till was standing in the crowd. He was not tall and was wearing a uniform. His head was lowered, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

For a few seconds, Han Sen just stared at the other party, without any thoughts in his mind, until he saw the other party raised a small face red-faced, and then called him with a worried expression: "Han Sen!" Only then did I feel my heart was numb and sore.

ridiculous.

Suddenly waking up, Han Sen found that the opponent was rushing towards him. Last time, the opponent knocked him down with such a straight punch, so this time he will not make another mistake...

Sweeping legs, chopping from the ribs, and finally chopping hard from the neck.

After knocking down the opponent, Han Sen almost couldn't open his eyes. Sweat and blood got into his swollen eyes.He heard a burst of cheers, but he didn't know if he could slack off, maybe the prisoners really cheered that the man stood up after being knocked down by him.If that's the case, he's probably done.

Han Sen wiped his eyes, but his vision was still blurry. Fortunately, when he opened his eyes, Binosh's laughing face came into his eyes first. At this time, he was sure that he had won.

Very good, the feeling of winning is always good, and you will feel that all the strength that was defeated just now is running back into your body, even though you can't actually walk anymore.

Han Sen looked at his bloody palms and fingers, which were trembling with pain, as if they couldn't hold them anymore.

He couldn't help but smiled wryly. Although he won, Han Sen felt that he might still have to go to the infirmary, so he ignored the existence of someone, looked up at Bi Nuoxu, and waited for him to show mercy. Drag him to the infirmary in a rude manner.

"Boy, you..."

However, Binoche, who was walking towards him, stopped before he touched him, his thick eyebrows were furrowed deeply, and even John behind him looked very unfriendly.

Then, the hand with the white glove held his aching hand, Han Sen turned his head, and Till stood next to him at some point.

"Go, go to the infirmary!"

Han Sen stared blankly at the other party. What he didn't understand was why the expression on the other party's face was so awkward?Shouldn't someone who told him to go away, hasn't touched him for a long time, and completely lost interest in him, have a look of disdain?

—He must have been knocked out.

"What are you laughing at?"

"Laughing at your face... and laughing at my broken head."

"What, what and what?" Till didn't know what Han Sen was thinking. Seeing the other party's tottering appearance, he was really worried that the other party's head had been knocked out.

"I want to go by myself..." Han Sen said weakly.

"Self-go yourself!"

Do you still want to run away at this time?Till felt very upset, and dragged the person up forcefully to take him away.As soon as they approached, Bi Nuoxu hissed like a cat that had been robbed of a fish, "What are you doing? I'll just take this guy to the infirmary!"

John's face was ugly, and Binoche shrugged.

"I didn't say anything, it's just that the guy on the ground was injured more seriously, so he should be taken to the infirmary first." Binoche looked at Till mockingly.

Till just pouted, without much hesitation.

"I can't die, wait for Yaren to come and ask him to help me deal with it." After speaking, Thiel took Han Sen away without looking back.

Not very satisfied that Till didn't show his teeth to confront him, Binoche scratched the back of his head, Till's reaction to Han Sen was beyond his expectation, he always felt that this was not good.

Things that are not in the plan will always add more variables to the future.

Till was still thinking about it when he threw Han Sen, who had passed out halfway, onto the hospital bed. He seemed very dissatisfied with Han Sen's desperate beating upstairs.

But maybe it was too annoying. In the end, the impatient female doctor directly kicked the opponent's crotch with the heel of her high-heeled shoes. The pain was so painful that Thiel almost didn't go to the emergency department directly here.

"Are you a man? You keep reading like a bitch, and I'm so angry when you hear this." Pulling her feet back, Luoluo's face was covered with veins.

"No... well, I just can't see it..." Teal moaned, grabbing his crotch.

"What's not to like? The puppy is trying hard to climb up, even if the limb is broken. Isn't this very masculine? I like it." The woman held a hot towel and gently touched Han Sen Wipe on face.

"You like me and I don't like it!"

"Why? Is it because of the sour grapes mentality that doesn't make people happy? Or is there another reason?"

Till didn't answer, so he wouldn't tell Emon Luoluo anything. If he did, with a woman's black-hearted personality, he would definitely tell him something, which made him feel confused.

Just like the elegant people back then... I don’t know what Luo Luo said after hearing what Huimeng Luoluo said. Since then, my heart has changed drastically. I used to be so dark-hearted towards ghosts, but now I feel disgusted and Bala, just like a little girl in unrequited love .

He is not the kind of elegant person, he will mess up his own way.

"Maybe it's because the puppy has been obsessed with his own affairs recently, completely ignoring a certain person, so that person is lonely!" The corners of Luoluo's mouth twitched, and he laughed.

"No, no!" Teal yelled, blushing.

Someone who just thought that he would not mess with himself, the more he denied it, the more suspicious he became.

"If you don't, you don't. What are you so excited about?" Emeng Luoluo spread her hands, one hand on her waist and the other tossing the towel, and continued indifferently: "But I said...you can't ignore you because of the puppy, you can't ignore you because of the puppy." Lonely and stubbornly want to take the puppy home, this is too naive and cruel, besides, isn’t the puppy doing well now?”

The woman didn't believe what Teal said at all.

"You, you! I just told you that's not the case! I don't care about him at all!" After talking about the day after tomorrow, he felt a little guilty, and Till simply touched his nose and turned his head away to stop talking.

Hui Meng Luoluo just snorted twice, she thought to herself, if she didn't care, would she keep thinking about it?Are you still acting so suspicious?

She turned around and continued to check on Han Sen, and ignored Till. The latter didn't stay quiet for a few seconds, but leaned over as if he was very concerned.

"He...how is he doing?"

"what?"

"Don't get me wrong! I just think it would be troublesome for me to take care of him if he was seriously injured."

If the injury is really serious, of course I will take care of you, which round will get you?Eimeng Luoluo really wanted to complain about the other party's bad excuses, but Till's awkward expression made her almost sweat, and she really didn't have the heart to expose the other party's lies like this.

"Fortunately, it's all bruises and contusions. There may be a fracture in the finger bone... It's fine to rest for a few days. Young people have strong resilience!"

"Really..." Till breathed a sigh of relief.

Hui Meng Luoluo felt that his eyes were going blind, and Till's caring appearance was too flashy, cute and disgusting, and it was unbearable for those who knew him.

She didn't look at it at all, and Luoluo turned her head and continued to treat Han Sen's injuries, but the prison guard who said he didn't care about him at all stood behind and refused to leave.

The female doctor who always liked to see a doctor alone couldn't bear it anymore, she turned her head and said, "Aren't you going to work?"

"Hmm...wait a minute." Till lowered the brim of his police cap and was in a stalemate with the female doctor.

"Then can you not stand behind me, I like men lying under me, I don't like men behind me."

Till pouted, and obediently sat down on the hospital bed next to him. Now don't mess with the female doctor.

He quietly looked at Han Sen who was lying on the bed. The injury on the other party's face was so ugly that it made him feel uncomfortable. It's not that he has never seen Han Sen's miserable appearance before, but he was hurt by the other party recently. The appearance reaction is getting stronger and stronger, he just doesn't like to see Han Sen like this.

Han Sen still opened a pair of puppy eyes, and then looked at people innocently and longingly... No, looking at himself, that's the best.

However, it seems very difficult to see Han Sen's expression now - Till took off his police cap, his soft brown hair was messy, and he didn't know how depressed he looked.

Holding his police cap, he couldn't help but start talking again: "I really don't know why Han Sen is so desperate to become king, I'll see if he really dares to defeat his favorite Bi Nuoxu! "This is very sour.

"That's right, with Bi Nuoxu's military personality, even if the two of them are in collusion, they will definitely not just pretend. At that time, Wang Zhan will probably ask Han Sen to come for it." Emeng Luoluo replied absent-mindedly, Nod.

"Han Sen doesn't have the courage... Wouldn't it be good to stay on the eighth floor? Fight again! Even his parents won't recognize him!" Till didn't want Han Sen to continue fighting, so Han Sen He is actually not happy to be a king or something.

There are many people coveting the king's position. If someone challenges the king, the prison guards can't stop it. If Han Sen is really made king, how many people will challenge him in the future?Not to mention, what will happen when he stops working as a prison guard and only Han Sen is left to serve his sentence in the prison...

When thinking about this question, Thiel unconsciously became anxious, even though it was more than ten years later.

"By the way, speaking of parents, I asked Bi Nuoxu how he made Han Sen want to climb up." The female doctor's words brought back Till, who was lost in his own world.

"what?"

"I heard that I want to meet my adoptive parents."

"what?"

"Han Sen! Bi Nuoxu told him that when he becomes king, he can do whatever he wants, so he asked him, and he said that if he becomes king, he wants to see his adoptive parents."

Till frowned. On the one hand, he was unhappy that Binoche knew about this kind of thing before him, and on the other hand, he was puzzled.

Han Sen wants to meet his adoptive parents?The adoptive parents who abandoned him back then?

Such adoptive parents, do they have the urge to meet someone worthy of making him want to become king so desperately?Till was puzzled. He looked at Han Sen, tilted his head, and suddenly had some thoughts.

If he wanted to see him so much—if he let Han Sen meet his adoptive parents before Binosh, would Han Sen be grateful to him?