Drunk into late autumn for you

"...uh...um..."

An extremely suppressed and painful moan escaped from the gap in the shaking curtain, and was immediately crushed by the rolling wheels.

Mo Zuiqiu's hair was disheveled, his forehead was dripping with cold sweat, his outstretched legs were bent at the sides of his body, he couldn't help trembling and twitching, his eyes were closed tightly, and he still couldn't ignore the severe pain caused by Yi Shenghan's penetration of his lower body.

The leader of the Tianyi sect seemed to be enraged by the words of that day. In the past few days, he frequently punished him with the most unbearable "punishment".Forcing him to erect, to release... insisting on depriving and destroying what little masculinity he had left.

Fingers moved for a while, then tightened violently, watching the white sticky hot liquid spit out, splashing helplessly on Mo Zuiqiu's rapidly rising and falling chest and abdomen, Yi Shenghan smiled and let go, buried deep behind Mo Zuiqiu The right hand in the court was also pulled out after vigorously stirring it.

The red and swollen hole was the same as its owner, with its mouth open in misery and humiliation, a few streaks of blood slowly hanging down, staining the fur blanket under it.

After Yi Shenghan wiped his hands with Mo Zuiqiu's clothes, he routinely threw the medicine bottle beside Mo Zuiqiu, and without looking at him again, he leaned his back against the wall of the car and began to close his eyes and meditate.

Mo Zuiqiu gasped for a while, then slowly propped up his extremely sore body, picked up the medicine bottle and slowly crawled to the corner of the carriage, and took the medicine for himself with shaking hands.

The wound medicine is very effective, but it is unnecessary for him, because every time the wound does not heal, it is torn by Yi Shenghan himself.

He didn't know when this repeated humiliation would come to an end, maybe after he found the Millennium Blood Ganoderma lucidum in exchange for the rest of his master's life, he could be completely freed.

An unfaithful and unfilial sinner like him shouldn't have lived in this world, so let's hope that day comes soon...

Mo Zuiqiu sat dumbly, finally couldn't bear the filth all over his body, and closed his eyelids tremblingly, but he didn't realize that Yi Shenghan's bright black eyes had already been opened, quietly peeping at him all the time.

He hated Mo Zuiqiu for being obsessed with Guan Shanyu and ignoring him, so he turned all his jealousy into anger, and poured it on Mo Zuiqiu, who didn't know what to do, and carved scars on Mo Zuiqiu time and time again, Claim your possession.

However, even if he could penetrate into the deepest part of Mo Zuiqiu's body and make Mo Zuiqiu tremble and moan under his hands, he still couldn't open Mo Zuiqiu's locked heart, and he couldn't even hear Mo Zuiqiu's begging for mercy .

That stubborn man was willing to kneel down and beg him for the surname Guan, submit to it, let him manipulate and ravage him, but he refused to beg him for forgiveness for himself.In fact, as long as Mo Zuiqiu opened his mouth, even if he just said "no", Yi Shenghan would not be as angry as he is now, and still have deep and powerless frustration...

He stared at Mo Zuiqiu's pale face like paper for a long time, then moved his eyes to look out the window of the carriage.

The curtain was blown by the wind, and there were endless icebergs, and the world was quiet and desolate, with only a few yellowish fallen leaves fluttering past his sight.

Quietly and unknowingly, it has entered autumn.After careful calculation, more than a month has passed quickly since they entered the Tianshan Mountains.

According to the drawing on the secret letter, the place where the Chang Sheng Gang found the blood ganoderma should be not far ahead...

Yi Shenghan looked at the mountains in the distance, his eyes were dark.

Tianshan Mountain stretches thousands of miles from east to west, and is sparsely populated. What Yi Shenghan and others are going to is a treacherous mountain where no herdsmen's footprints are rare.

All the way deeper, the weather became colder and harsher, and the large amount of food carried on the carriage gradually ran out.Fortunately, there are many animals in Tianshan Mountain, and Chiyi is very good at hunting.Every few days, an antelope, wild wolf and the like are culled, enough for three people to eat for a few days.

Mo Zuiqiu was searching among the snow-covered mountains.

At sunrise, he always set off with great anticipation, and then returned with disappointment at sunset.The autumn air became more and more bleak day by day, and his expression became more and more exhausted and hopeless, but he still kept his spirits up and repeated his almost vague search.

Guan Shanyu was afraid of offending Yi Shenghan, even though he was heartbroken for Mo Zuiqiu, he could only watch from a distance, not daring to approach Mo Zuiqiu, let alone talk to him.

Facing Mo Zuiqiu's relentless search, Yi Shenghan stood by with his arms folded, his small face getting darker day by day, and there were more complicated emotions in the eyes staring at Mo Zuiqiu, and he couldn't tell whether it was anger, sadness, or worry.

Guan Shanyu saw everything in his eyes, but he couldn't figure out what Yi Shenghan was thinking about Mo Zuiqiu now.

He let out a long sigh, lowered his head, and continued to wash the pile of clothes in his hand, which Yi Shenghan had thrown to him not long ago.When Mo Zuiqiu's shirt was washed, Guan Shanyu's hands paused, and the shirt was stained with dried blood and semen.

Guan Shanyu has seen this situation many times, but regret still flooded his mind again.He knew that the reason why he was still unscathed until today was all because of Mo Zuiqiu's pleading for him. Although he was temporarily safe, Zuiqiu became the plaything of the leader of the sect that day.

How many times when he drove the car, he heard unbearable noises from inside the car, as well as Zui Qiu's pained groans...

It was him who caused Zuiqiu... Guan Shanyu's hands were trembling, and he could hardly hold the clothes. It took him a long time to force himself to calm down, and slowly scrubbed the clothes.

Mo Zuiqiu covered his shoulders with the afterglow, dragged to his sore legs, and came back disappointed again. From a distance, he saw Guan Shanyu washing clothes by the water.

The golden sunset fell on the master's temples, and there seemed to be more silver and white intermingled with the black hair than in previous days... He sat silently by the carriage, staring blankly at Guan Shanyu's back, feeling dazed.

Time seemed to flow unstoppably, regardless of his persuasion, it passed by relentlessly, half of the year had passed, and the blood ganoderma he was looking for still couldn't be seen.Although he never stopped searching, looking at the seemingly endless frozen mountains, Mo Zuiqiu actually reached the verge of despair in his heart.

If the time comes, what should he do?

Yi Shenghan closed his eyes lightly, sat cross-legged in the carriage and meditated, and waited for his inner breath to circulate for two big circles, and the purple aura on his small face faded away.He lifted the curtain, and he saw that the Golden Crow had fallen halfway into the ice peak, and Mo Zuiqiu was sitting beside the carriage with a sad expression.

Following Mo Zuiqiu's line of sight, he saw Guan Shanyu's busy back as expected.

After that night, the master and the apprentice never spoke again, and they never even made eye contact. Yi Shenghan was really proud of it for a while at first, but until now, he didn't feel the slightest bit of victory at all. pleasure.

Mo Zuiqiu's eyes always reflected Guan Shanyu's figure, without him.

If it was earlier, Yi Shenghan would still be furious over this, and make Mo Zuiqiu cry and moan for him in the way that Mo Zuiqiu hates most but has to bear, and has no time to miss that person anymore.But as time passed, Yi Shenghan finally understood that no matter what he did, he could not drive Guan Shanyu out of Mo Zuiqiu's heart.

Everything he did, apart from hurting Mo Zuiqiu all over his body and heart, there was nothing else.

The person soaked in the dark red light of the setting sun is much thinner than when we first met, and the whole person is silently tired from the inside out.

Only half a year has passed, the one who was worried about him back then would get angry at him, smile at him, stand in front of him beyond self-control and want to protect him, and even show excitement on his face.Zuiqiu, who longed to ride a roc soaring into the sky, has disappeared, leaving only this walking corpse in front of him, the vicissitudes of life are so vicissitudes that even Yi Shenghan feels scared.

So instead of taking Guan Mo and his disciples to the mountainous area marked on the map, he went in the opposite direction, farther and farther away from the place where the blood ganoderma might be found.Because he knows better than anyone else that finding the blood ganoderma is probably the only wish to support Mo Zuiqiu. If Mo Zuiqiu really finds the thousand-year-old blood ganoderma, he will have nothing to love in his life.

"Zuiqiu..." He suddenly had the illusion that the person in front of him would leave him in the next moment, and a trace of unspeakable panic flashed through his heart, he hurriedly jumped out of the carriage and grabbed Mo Zuiqiu's hand tightly.

Want to vent on him in that unspeakable way again?Mo Zuiqiu stood up knowingly, and was about to get into the car, but Yi Shenghan just took his hand and didn't mean to drag him into the car.

Looking up at Mo Zuiqiu's haggard and tired face for a moment, Yi Shenghan pursed his lips and whistled, calling the red wings soaring in the air to land, and said: "I'm idle and bored, Zuiqiu, can you relax with me?"

In front of Yi Shenghan, can he refuse?Hearing Yi Shenghan's request, Mo Zuiqiu felt it was ridiculous and ironic, and nodded obediently as usual, and then was carried by Yi Shenghan onto Dapeng's back.

Red Wing let out a loud and long cry, and spread its wings soaring into the sky.

Flying into the sky again, Mo Zuiqiu had long since lost his original novelty mood, only felt that the sky was high and the wind was cold, blowing on his skin and bones, and the half-sunken setting sun looked like a mass of blood, which was disgustingly dirty. The towering snow-capped mountains around him also seemed to be full of hostility surrounding him, mocking him as a useless person ferociously.

In this life, he is doomed not to avenge his parents. He cannot love the person he cares about the most. He even wants to cure his master's chronic illness, but instead makes his innocent fellow disciples die, and pushes both his master and himself to a dead end.

All kinds of disasters are caused by him, is it possible that everything will be calm when the root of the disaster is dead?And he doesn't have to endure endless humiliation, and he doesn't have to endure the pain of a heart being bitten...

Yi Shenghan has been paying attention to Mo Zuiqiu's expression. He wanted to take him on a free flight so that Mo Zuiqiu could put his troubles aside for a while, but he found that Mo Zuiqiu's expression was getting more and more sad. He sighed secretly, Losing all interest, he patted Chiyi on the head, and said in a low voice, "Go back!"

Chiyi screamed, tilted its wings, and glide down at extreme speed.

The strong wind hit his face, and Mo Zuiqiu's entire chest felt cold as if it had been blown away... The corner of his mouth was pulled slightly.As if laughing, he suddenly let go of the hands holding Chiyi's leather collar.

"Zuiqiu?!——" Seeing Mo Zuiqiu fall off the bird's back and quickly fall to the ground, Yi Shenghan screamed in shock and pierced the sky. He leapt up and caught up with Mo Zuiqiu in midair. Hug tightly around the waist.

Touching the relieved smile on the young man's face, he suddenly realized that Mo Zuiqiu did not accidentally stumble and fall, and he couldn't help feeling cold all over.Does this Mo Zuiqiu want to die in order to get rid of him?

Chiyi was psychic, seeing his master was in danger, he swooped towards the two with a long roar, his two sharp claws were like iron hooks, firmly grasping Yi Shenghan's shoulders, flapping his wings and flying low, only a few feet away from the ground, it Only then did he yelp twice, and let go of his paws.

Yi Shenghan landed steadily, his heart was shaken, and he still couldn't calm down.

Guan Shanyu was startled to see Mo Zuiqiu fall from the sky just now, her heart almost stopped beating, she couldn't care less about Shang Yi Shenghan Gao's displeasure at this moment, she rushed over and snatched Mo Zuiqiu from Yi Shenghan's hand, seeing Mo Zuiqiu was safe and sound, and finally recovered from shock.

His body couldn't bear the repeated blows of surprise and joy, and suddenly lost his strength, he slumped on the ground holding Mo Zuiqiu, and hissed with a laugh: "It's fine as long as you're fine, Zuiqiu..."

Yi Shenghan stared at his empty hands, in a daze, and when he heard the man repeating these words, he seemed to be about to cry, so he raised his head slowly.

Before Mo Zuiqiu was in the open space, he only felt that the world was like floating clouds, everything was empty, and there was no interest in life for a while, and he wanted to die. At this time, he saw Guan Shanyu's face was full of grief, and the corners of his eyes were even more gloomy. Finally, he came to his senses and stretched out his hand with great difficulty, wanting to wipe away the tears for Master, but he was afraid to touch him again, trembling, he retracted his hand again, and said apologetically, "Master, it was Zuiqiu's fault, and Master was worried. it's..."

"Silly boy, Master, as long as you are fine." Guan Shanyu choked up and was speechless, and could only use all his strength to hug the person he had poured almost his whole life into.If something unexpected happened to Zui Qiu, he would have no face to meet that person when he went under the Nine Springs.

Yi Shenghan looked at the master and apprentice, the muscles on his small face were twitching slightly, his hands clenched tightly into fists, and with a sharp scream, he swung his fists in the air.

"Boom!" There was an astonishingly loud noise, ice and snow residues, gravel and dust flew all over the sky, and when everything dispersed, a mountain peak a hundred steps away from him had been cut off a large corner of rock.

The monstrous wrath was vented in this blow, Yi Shenghan panted lightly, lowered his hands, and laughed in a low voice, his black eyes flashed hopelessness and self-mockery in the twilight.

There was no room for him between those two.

It is night, and the ice wheel hangs high.The cold moon shines brightly all over the mountains.

Yi Shenghan gazed at the blurred bluish-white moonlight through the side window of the carriage, and turned his head after a while.

Wrapped in a blanket, Mo Zuiqiu curled up in the opposite corner, not asleep, watching the night outside the car from another window.The moonlight fell on the side of his face, casting a deep shadow, his skin was pale and bluish, lifeless.

Yi Shenghan stared at Mo Zuiqiu for a long time, leaned over, hugged Mo Zuiqiu together with the blanket, stepped off the carriage, and quietly passed the small tent where Guan Shanyu lived.

Mo Zuiqiu didn't know what Yi Shenghan wanted to do, so he kept silent, letting Yi Shenghan walk briskly forward with him in his arms.

After the two of them crossed a large stretch of strangely shaped rocks, their eyes suddenly opened up. Yi Shenghan wandered around, and finally found a wide stone platform with the best view, and jumped on it.

The moon was as bright as a silver plate, unobstructed by the clouds of the mountain peaks, hanging above the heads of the two of them.

Yi Shenghan leaned down slowly on Mo Zuiqiu's lap, and sighed with satisfaction: "Zuiqiu, the moon is much clearer when you see it from here."

Mo Zuiqiu didn't believe that Yi Shenghan would have such a good mood, and brought him out in the middle of the night just to enjoy the moon in the bitter cold wind, but he couldn't figure out what Yi Shenghan was thinking, so he could only keep silent.

He waited quietly for a while, and finally heard Yi Shenghan say in a slow voice: "Ziqiu, there is no one else here, and you don't need to worry that I will take my anger on Guan Shanyu. I know that you deliberately let yourself fall during the day. You are honest Tell me, do you hate me?"

hate it?Mo Zuiqiu was in a daze for a moment, then shook his head sadly. "No."

Yi Shenghan stared at him with slanted eyes. "I won't vent my anger on Guan Shanyu. Zuiqiu, I want to hear you tell the truth."

"Really do not have……"

Mo Zuiqiu lowered his head, faced the slight astonishment in Shangyi Shenghan's eyes, and said calmly in a low voice: "Master Yi, if it wasn't because I robbed the blood ganoderma halfway, maybe at this moment, you have already snatched the alchemy from Master Jishen. Medicine, you can grow up as you wish. You and I will never meet, I will not be expelled from the teacher, I will not make the master suffer, I will not know my own life experience, I will not search here, find a A thousand-year-old blood ganoderma that may never be found..."

The world is impermanent, all due to fate.He smiled shyly: "All the evil results are caused by myself, there is nothing to hate."

Yi Shenghan pursed his lips tightly.This result was quite different from what he had imagined, and it made him even more at a loss - he would rather Mo Zuiqiu hate him deeply than Mo Zuiqiu only thought of him as a passer-by in his life.

In his life, he has always been able to do whatever he wants, and there is almost nothing he can't get, but right now, the almost illusory expression on Mo Zuiqiu's face tells him that now, he can't even ask for the other party's hatred.

He remained silent for a long time, until he could feel the horrifying silence around him, and then softly said: "Zui Qiu, hold me tight."

Mo Zuiqiu hesitated for a moment, knowing that he had no room for refusal, so he unfolded the blanket on his body, carefully wrapped it around Yi Shenghan, and hugged that thin body to his chest.

The young man's heartbeat is still as powerful as before... Yi Shenghan closed his eyes and listened, as if he had returned to the scene when he and Mo Zuiqiu rode back to the south of the Yangtze River together, and heard autumn insects whispering between the cracks in the stone, he A smile couldn't help but appear on the corner of his mouth.

"Zuiqiu, do you remember? You said you would take me to catch crickets, release paper kites, dig out bird eggs, heh..." At that time, Mo Zuiqiu excitedly mentioned all kinds of childhood games that he had long forgotten. Sheng Han only thought it was funny, but when he recalled it now, his heart skipped a beat.

Mo Zuiqiu couldn't help laughing wryly, the leader of the Tianyi Sect still remembers this, is he trying to make fun of him, a blind fool?

"Master Yi, I..."

"Call me Xiaohan!" Yi Shenghan didn't know why, he opened his eyes suddenly, looked at Mo Zuiqiu, and said, "Now it's just you and me, you don't need to call me back and forth, just like before, Just call me Xiaohan."

If he was still "Xiaohan", would Mo Zuiqiu still treat him as before?

In an instant, Yi Shenghan impulsively came up with a weird idea that he felt unbelievable—if, if he could really get along with Mo Zuiqiu as before, even if he was asked to let the one named Guan go and give up growing up. It seems that the opportunity is not something that is absolutely intolerable...

"Zuiqiu, call me." He stared fixedly at Mo Zuiqiu.

Today, the leader of Yijiao, what happened tonight?Mo Zuiqiu was stunned for a long time, but he still didn't call out the two words that Yi Shenghan was secretly expecting, and smiled sadly: "Master Yi, I was the one who spoke nonsense to you because I didn't know Taishan. Those nonsense , Zuiqiu will never mention it in front of you again, so stop making fun of me."

The fire that was beating in Yi Shenghan's heart slowly shrank and extinguished in Mo Zuiqiu's helpless smile. He turned his head silently, watching the moon gradually being engulfed by the drifting clouds, and finally said expressionlessly: "I Understood."

Finally seeing clearly that in Mo Zuiqiu's mind, he could no longer be the "Xiao Han" who caused Zuiqiu's love and concern in the past, and Yi Shenghan also killed all the ridiculous thoughts in his heart that shouldn't be there. "

The next day, he ignored Mo Zuiqiu's bewildered eyes, and coldly ordered Guan Shanyu to drive the car and head east.

The large snowy ridge hundreds of miles away to the east is the place where the blood ganoderma was unearthed.Although he knew very well that even if he found the right place, he might not be able to find another Millennium Blood Ganoderma there.

Let Mo Zuiqiu find it.It was God's will that he could find it, and he didn't need to keep Guan Shanyu anymore, so he let the master and apprentice go free, but if they couldn't find it...

This question, like a tarsal maggot, haunted Yi Shenghan all the way.

He no longer touched Mo Zuiqiu, and the gaze he looked at Mo Zuiqiu became more and more indifferent day by day, like a few snowflakes flying by outside the car.

The first snowfall in Tianshan Mountains.

The winter wind is strong, blowing the yellow sand all over the sky, covering the clouds and the sun, sweeping and sweeping the bitter cold land outside the Great Wall.

In the hazy and raging wind and sand, two black shadows gradually appeared.

The mane of the two steeds was covered with a layer of sand, and the original coat color could hardly be distinguished.The knight ten on the horse on the left is a middle-aged literati in his forties. He wears a Confucian shirt with big sleeves, a long sword on his back, and a big bamboo hat on his head.

The young man on the right, with the green jade hairpin and the green robe, has calmer eyes than the middle-aged scholar, and even has a silky smile at the corner of his mouth, as if he is not trekking in the harsh frontier, but is walking freely on the beautiful and beautiful Jiangnan waterfront.

"Sect Master, can we really find Senior Brother Guan if we search for the method like this?" Shu Shanlei couldn't help frowning as he wiped the fine sand from his face.

It has been more than a month since the head of the sect set out. Seeing that he was getting closer and closer to the inaccessible snowy area of ​​​​Tianshan Mountain, he became more and more confused. He coughed dryly and said, "The people of Tianyi Sect will really rob Senior Brother Guan to this kind of place." where? Sect Master, are we going to make a mistake?"

"I don't know." The man in the green shirt answered lightly, caught a glimpse of Shu Shanlei's tangled eyebrows, and said with a smile, "Since we've come here, let's continue to follow the people in front. They want to arrest the chief officer, so we will follow." There should be nothing wrong with them leaving."

Besides, there was really no better way, Shu Shanlei sighed, lowered the bamboo hat, and shook his hand with a whip.

The wind and sand became more violent, and the two figures in the distance ahead became more and more blurred.They can't lose people!

Under the fluttering long gray hair, a pair of distant and empty eyes were staring behind him, then he looked back calmly and drove the horse forward.

The yellow-clothed attendant beside him asked respectfully: "My lord, those two people follow us all day long, do you want Qin Song to drive them away?"

"Let them go." The priest looked at the gray world in front of him, and said quietly: "You are not the opponent of Su Muzhe, the gentleman of the Seven Swords. I will find another chance to compete with that hypocrite."

Qin Song answered yes, and lowered his head quietly, the Lord's tone was as usual, but it was extremely unpleasant to his ears.

On that day, his heart softened for a moment, and he let Mo Zuiqiu and the weird child go. Afterwards, he learned from the Lord that the child turned out to be the leader of the Tianyi Sect who injured the Lord.Although the lord did not convict him, he still felt uneasy after all.

When the Lord came back from Hangzhou injured, he asked for a brocade lantern privately, and was injured by the leader of the Tianyi Sect again. He took the initiative to ask for Ying and went down the mountain with him.

The two broke into the main altar of the Tianyi Sect, but they couldn't find the rightful master. The teacher worshiped the gods and arrested several leaders. After a lot of torture, they forced to find out the whereabouts of the leader of the Tianyi Sect, and then took Qin Song to Tianshan.

The journey was very peaceful, even boring, but it started a few days ago, but Duanjian Xiaozhu and the other two followed behind.At first, Qin Song thought that the other party was here to seek revenge. After many days, the two showed no signs of doing anything, and just followed them leisurely.

What are those two thinking?Qin Song shook his head secretly, seeing that the lord's mount had gone far away, he immediately put aside his distracting thoughts, grabbed the horse's belly, and chased after it.

The snow peak is thousands of feet high, standing majestically in front of Mo Zuiqiu and the others.The peak covered by solid ice and thick snow, like the ten fingers of the earth demon, pierced into the sky, and the mountain was steep, as if it was about to fall towards the three of them.The sound of the wind is interspersed and whirled between the crevices of the mountains, similar to the roaring and low roaring of countless prehistoric giant beasts.

Mo Zuiqiu was horrified by the strange peaks and dangers created by nature's uncanny workmanship, only to hear Bian Shangyi Sheng Leng say indifferently: "The people from the Changsheng Gang found the blood ganoderma in this snowy ridge. Can you find another one? , depends on your luck."

After he finished speaking, he walked back into the carriage without looking at Mo Zuiqiu and his apprentice.

Mo Zuiqiu was stunned for a moment before he realized that he had searched hard for several months, but it was all in vain. He felt a pain in his chest, and almost gasped. He wanted to ask Yi Shenghan loudly in the direction of the carriage why he deliberately made him look for nothing. After so long, when the words came to his lips, he finally swallowed them back with a wry smile.

How could he not be clear about Yi Shenghan's intentions?Isn't it just to let him find the blood ganoderma, and when the deadline is up, he can justifiably use his master to make medicine!

Even the large snow ridge in front of me may not be the real place where the blood ganoderma was unearthed.

After experiencing too many lies, he can't convince himself to believe in Yi Shenghan now, but even so, Mo Zuiqiu still has to take heavy steps to continue searching, just because he can catch one. A life-saving straw is always better than complete despair.

He raised his head sadly and looked up at the sky, the sky was gray and dim, just like his mood.

Red Wing spread out its huge wings and hovered in the air continuously, and uttered a few extremely loud calls from time to time, as if it was because it came to the right place, knowing that it could leave Tianshan Mountain as soon as possible, it seemed very excited.

Yi Shenghan was in the car, he was used to hearing Chi Yi's cry and found it harsh, but after holding back for a while, the sound still didn't stop, he finally let out a long and stern cry.

Several spots of snow on the nearby rocks were shaken by his whistling and fell down rustlingly.

Chi Yi heard the master's restlessness and displeasure, and hurriedly flapped his wings and flew down beside the carriage, but his pair of blood-red beads were still looking up at the sky, his throat moaning incessantly.