The general was a starlet

It seems that I had a very long dream, from the orphanage, until I cut my wrist with a knife, and walked through two lives in my sleep...

When the orphanage was demolished, he was sad but not very sad, unlike others who said he felt like he had lost his home; the death of the dean’s mother was the first time he cried, but it was just a feeling of impermanence; The first light in his life, the moon in the Mid-Autumn Festival that year, was particularly round;

When he went to a foreign country with a language barrier, he was scolded by his classmates and couldn’t understand, so he could only seek comfort through international long-distance calls, although he often hung up; after returning to China, a car accident separated him from him. He regretted that he should not have quarreled while driving. …

Became the little marquis who is loved by thousands of people, flirting with the ninth prince who has the same appearance as that person; he likes father and mother, and he likes the younger brother who follows him like a child; his best friend passed away, He forgot the end of the world with him, and he felt a little regretful, he shouldn't have quarreled with him and shouldn't have questioned him;

The sunshine at the wedding ceremony was extremely dazzling, and he actually had an artistic conception of two generations overlapping. Presumably, the suit and leather shoes were as handsome as the dark blue wedding dress; Lit by his own hands, when he slashed at the ghostly crowd, he was thinking, it's time for the family to reunite...

There was no sound when the sharp dagger slashed across his wrist, and he didn't feel the slightest pain when he slashed several times in a row. He closed his eyes and enjoyed the tranquility in the future.

Su Wanxi's face gradually returned to color. Gu Ziming, who had been by his side for three days, finally aroused the dissatisfaction of the ministers, and they all knelt in front of the Mingxi Palace, begging Gu Ziming to restore the government.

The queen mother stood silently in front of the hall, watching Chu Jingshu stop the crowd so that they would not disturb Gu Ziming. She was also a woman, and the queen mother felt sad for her. The queen mother never received the favor of the late emperor in her life, and her son died early , so what, she is still the most revered queen mother.

She wanted to tell Chu Jingshu that even if she did this, she would not be able to keep Gu Ziming's heart.

Gu Zijing pushed Chu Jingshu away, opened the door and went in, and saw his ninth brother squatting beside the bed, his complexion was not as good as that of Su Wanxi who was lying on the bed.

"Tenth brother, I don't want to be emperor anymore."

With a "snap", Gu Zijing questioned, "Do you really think that Lang An's country is something you can throw away whenever you want?"

"But I never wanted it..."

Gu Ziming looked at Su Wanxi, he was almost about to lose him, if Gu Zifeng hadn't reminded him, if he was one step late that day, he would have lost him, and being emperor would not be able to keep him, so why should he be that one? ?

"Brother Nine, why did the young master do this? It's because he thought Changying was killed by him. If you don't want Lang An because of him, do you think he will be okay? He already feels that he is sorry for many people. If this is the case, then Su Wanxi will never get well for the rest of his life."

Gu Ziming raised his eyes, and he looked at his younger brother who had always been cynical. It turned out that his heart was the clearest one.

"Can you do me a favor?"

Su Wanxi opened his eyes. He thought he would never open them again. He looked at everything around him in a daze, even more at a loss than the day he crossed over. After a while, he recognized that it was the Palace of Mingxi.

Gu Ziming came in with a food box, wearing the royal robes that he hadn't had time to change out of. When he saw Su Wanxi sitting up, he finally let go of his heart that had been hanging over him.

"Wanxi, are you awake?"

Su Wanxi looked at her wrist, the white cotton cloth wrapped the scar neatly, and she could still smell the medicinal herbs faintly.

He sighed, "Why save me?"

"Wanxi, are you hungry?" Gu Ziming didn't seem to hear what he said.

"Why save me?" Su Wanxi asked again stubbornly.

Gu Ziming walked up to him, leaned his head on Su Wanxi's shoulder, and wrapped his arms around his waist. Su Wanxi was startled, he didn't expect Gu Ziming to use such an intimate posture.

"You... Your Majesty?"

Gu Ziming's eyes fluctuated slightly, and a feeling called sadness flowed in his eyes, dripping down to the bottom of his heart.

"Why don't you call me Ziming?"

Only then did Su Wanxi remember that when he decided to die, he did call him Ziming, as if he hugged him, right?I really can't remember, I have been muddled for the past few days, and I was very drunk that night, because I was afraid of pain, so I tried to get myself drunk.

"Your Majesty, it's not appropriate for you to do this."

Gu Ziming moved away from his embrace, lowered his head and couldn't see his expression clearly. After a long silence, he asked, "Are you hungry?"

Su Wanxi shook her head, "How long have I been asleep?"

"For three days, I was motionless while sleeping, not at all like you who can kick the quilt."

"Have you been guarding me?" Su Wanxi felt guilty, but also had a trace of expectation.

Gu Ziming remembered Gu Zijing's words, he didn't want Su Wanxi to be burdened: "No, I have been guarding you all the time, who will handle the government affairs?"

Su Wanxi seemed to be relieved, and there was still a little loss that was not noticed by others.

"I'm home."

Su Wanxi made a gesture to get up, but Gu Ziming held him down, "No, you can't go."

Gu Ziming would never let him step out of this door again unless he was with him.

Before Su Wanxi could say anything, Gu Ziming arranged the food on his own. The dazzling array of food looked very attractive, but Su Wanxi had no appetite at all.

"Don't you like it? Then I'll ask someone to buy it again."

Still not waiting for Su Wanxi to speak, Gu Ziming rushed out and ran directly to the Jingyou Hall, "Zijing, the vegetables you bought are not good, he won't eat them, you can go buy some more."

Gu Zijing had just returned from Baiweitang, and before he even drank enough water, he was ordered by his ninth brother to buy again.

After buying it back and forth three times, Gu Zijing finally couldn't take it anymore. He rushed into the Mingxi Palace, pointed at Su Wanxi and cursed: "You don't want to die, do you? Can Baiweitang move back for you? I'll buy it for you." How much? You can eat it if you like it, and eat shit if you don’t like it!"

Su Wanxi pursed her lips, looked at Gu Zijing, who was rarely angry, and smiled lightly: "Tell your ninth brother, let me go home."

Gu Zijing was startled, "You just go back? Who stopped you?"

Su Wanxi pointed to the roof: "Bai Shuang, Rong Qichen."

Gu Zijing slapped his head, good guy, why don't you bring Bai Jiu along.

"Let's eat first, I'm going to starve to death." Gu Zijing sat down, picked up the bowl and chopsticks, and ate wildly. Halfway through eating, he found that Su Wanxi didn't move, like a statue.

For the next few days, Su Wanxi didn't eat or drink, either nestled on the bed and wandered, or sat in the yard in a daze, her face getting worse and worse.

Gu Ziming couldn't pretend anymore, he didn't want to create an illusion that he was concentrating on state affairs, he stayed by Su Wanxi's side all day and night, even if Su Wanxi would lock him out, if he didn't eat, he would do not eat.

Eunuch Qi was so anxious that he was going crazy, he knelt in front of the two of them, begging over and over again, his old bones were about to fall apart, and finally got Su Wanxi's words: "I want to go back to Su's residence."

In exchange for Gu Ziming's words: "No."

Gu Zijing couldn't do it anymore, he had to deal with the government and the public, military affairs, and those old ministers at the same time.

The Empress Dowager came to scold her every day, and even Concubine Le came to persuade her, but Gu Ziming just refused to listen. When would Su Wanxi be willing to eat, and when would it be over.

Holding Shen Changying's saber, Gu Zifeng knocked Gu Ziming unconscious with the scabbard, and threw it to Rong Qichen: "Take him back to the Hall of Mental Cultivation."

Then he kicked open Su Wanxi's door, stabbed Su Wanxi's shoulder with a sword, pulled it out ferociously, picked up his collar, and asked, "Does it hurt? Does it hurt? You don't feel it, do you?"

He slashed his sword again, and cried and cursed: "Do you know that Shen Changying bought your life back for you? What right do you have to say no to it? You let my Changying's life go to hell, and why don't you give me your life?" Do you want my brother to accompany you into the abyss?"

It was the long-lost pain. Su Wanxi didn't know whether to cover her shoulders or her chest. His hands were covered with his own blood, and he could feel the warmth.

He fell under the bed, knelt on the ground, wiped the tears that gushed out with his hands, and the blood in his hands wiped his face. Su Wanxi stumbled out and vomited while holding on to a stone. This feeling was worse than a hangover. It was uncomfortable and disgusting, as if he had vomited out all his internal organs.

Gu Zifeng wiped the sword clean, and walked out of Mingxi Palace without looking back. He really didn't want to see Su Wanxi again, he was worthless for his Changying.