Joy of Rebirth

do. "Finally, Guo Yuze heard what Le Xiaoyao said, so he crossed out the place where he had filled in liberal arts, and wrote a nice word "Li".

As he approached the third year of high school, Wang Xiufang deliberately resigned from outside work to cook for him and Le Xiaoyao. He knew that maybe he was just blessed by Le Xiaoyao, but Guo Yuze was still very moved. This time, someone really cared about him.

The third year of high school was spent in sprints. According to the teacher, he and Le Xiaoyao were the most likely to be admitted to the best school in China. Guo Yuze didn't think so much, as long as he was with Le Xiaoyao, he would be fine anywhere.

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The author has something to say: the first few chapters are inverted V, if you have read it, don't read it again.

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43. Chapter Thirty-Eight

On the eighth day of the lunar new year, Le Xiaoyao reluctantly watched Le father and mother say goodbye.Le Xiaoyao refused his mother's request to send him off. He didn't like sad scenes. Early in the morning, Le Xiaoyao packed all his luggage. In fact, there was nothing to pack, and he didn't bring much when he came back.And now, there is an extra pack of Guangdong specialties sorted out by Wang Xiufang.

He went back without telling Lei Shuo.Maybe in his thoughts, he had nothing to do with Lei Shuo, but he was a little excited inside. Thinking about Lei Shuo's reaction when he came back, Le Xiaoyao curled his lips.

When Le Xiaoyao was waving to stop the car, he heard someone calling him: "Xiaoyao." Le Xiaoyao turned his head to look, and saw Guo Yuze wearing a white coat with his hands in his pockets, his cold eyes pierced Le Xiaoyao's heart a pain.

"Why, are you going to leave without saying goodbye?" Guo Yuze stared at Le Xiaoyao. He had just heard Wang Xiufang say that Le Xiaoyao had left when he went to look for him at Le Xiaoyao's house.Guo Yuze didn't hear what Wang Xiufang said next, he only knew that this time, he was going to chase him and ask him why?But when this person was in front of him, Guo Yuze didn't know what to say next.

"Yuze..." Le Xiaoyao stopped crying softly. He wanted to open his mouth several times, but he couldn't say anything.

"I'll see you off." Guo Yuze took a bag of things from Le Xiaoyao's hand, and before Le Xiaoyao realized it, he stopped the car and got in.

Le Xiaoyao couldn't calm down, he didn't dare to look at Guo Yuze.After not seeing each other for half a year, he felt that Guo Yuze exuded a pressure all over his body, and this pressure made him unable to hold his head up in front of Guo Yuze.

Along the way, Guo Yuze didn't speak, even though he was very angry.Even if they can't be lovers, is their relationship for more than ten years so weak in front of Le Xiaoyao?Guo Yuze slowly clenched his fists, and the plastic bag in his hand made a 'creak, creak' sound.

It's been a long road, but it's finally here.As soon as the car stopped, the driver drove out the moment Le Xiaoyao and Guo Yuze got off the car.Along the way, the driver was worried. At first, he thought he had made money by lying down, but who would have thought that the gloomy atmosphere of the two people in the car made him think that they were robbed.

After driving for a long distance, the driver slowed down. Thinking of the two people just now, the driver shivered again.In the future, it is better to take less business from such people.After driving for a while, the driver saw someone waving from a distance. He smiled honestly. His life is very simple. He gets up early and stays late every day. Although he is a little tired, he is very satisfied.His ideal is also very simple. When he earns enough money, he will go back to his hometown, marry a wife, and have a big fat boy. It would be even better if he also gave birth to a daughter.In this way, he will be content in this life.

But God likes to play tricks on people. Many years later, this honest rural man lay on the bed and looked at the handsome man standing beside the bed: If he hadn't been greedy for cheap things, now his son could bring him water to wash his feet.

These are just words. Now the driver stopped the car happily. He thought that he could make more money today, and he was getting closer to his goal of marrying a wife.

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Le Xiaoyao and Guo Yuze stood in the lobby. They hadn't said a word since getting in the car.Every time Le Xiaoyao wanted to say something to break the calm, he stopped.What can he say to Guo Yuze, 'I'm sorry'!He thought, Guo Yuze would rather listen to another sentence.

Le Xiaoyao didn't lift the luggage on the ground until the message "Flying to ** to ** the plane is about to take off, passengers who haven't boarded yet..." said in the hall: "Yu Ze, I'll call you when we arrive. "After finishing speaking, he took his luggage and went to the plane he was taking to register. At the last moment when boarding the plane, Le Xiaoyao turned his head and shouted in the direction of Guo Yuze: "Guo Yuze, you will be happy."

You will be happy and we will all be happy.Le Xiaoyao hopes that everyone will be happier than him.

It was just noon when we returned to the rented place. Le Xiaoyao didn't sleep much last night. When he told Wang Xiufang that he was going back to Hangzhou today, Wang Xiufang dragged him to chat for most of the night.The content of the chat is nothing more than to let Le Xiaoyao not be too high-sighted, and book it when he meets a suitable girl. They are all from the countryside, and there is no requirement that the girl must have an urban hukou. This life is lived by myself, what suits me? is true.

Wang Xiufang talked a lot, and Le Xiaoyao listened carefully.His mother was getting older, and he was also thinking about when he would quit his job in Hangzhou and go home to find a job close to home.For Le Xiaoyao, if it wasn't for some reason, the first thing he thought of was to be with his parents. In this life, he would guard them.

After entering the door, Le Xiaoyao found that Lei Shuo was not at home, he was slightly relieved, and now he hadn't figured out what to say when he met Lei Shuo.Le Xiaoyao went to the bathroom to wipe his face, no matter whether he was hungry or not, he fell asleep when he entered the room, he was really sleepy.

Le Xiaoyao slept until night, and when he opened his eyes, looking at the dark room was not suitable.Lying on the bed, Le Xiaoyao doesn't want to wake up at all, and he seldom stays in bed after work.One is that there is no time, and the other is that the biological clock will wake up automatically when it reaches that time.

Le Xiaoyao looked at the ceiling without moving his eyes.When Le Xiaoyao slowly regained consciousness, he heard the sound of 'ding dong, ding dong' coming from the kitchen. Le Xiaoyao looked at the door of the room. Outside the thin door, there was a person there. Slowly, he He got up and put on his coat, and approached the door of the room step by step.

The moment he turned the door, Le Xiaoyao saw through the crack of the door the person outside wearing home clothes walking back and forth between the kitchen and the living room.At this time, others did not notice that they were being peeped at by others.After you entered the kitchen, Le Xiaoyao came out. He saw a laptop on the dining table in the living room at a glance. There was also a Baidu website displayed on the computer desktop. Le Xiaoyao only saw it when he approached. How to make soup is introduced.

He walked to the computer and looked at the webpage seriously. The webpage introduced how to make pork ribs and lotus root soup.This is a very common home-cooked dish. Wang Xiufang often cooked it when Le Xiaoyao was at home. Le Xiaoyao likes to drink this soup very much.He felt that he was not very picky about food, but once he heard Le Chunchun talk about it, he realized that he really had a lot of vegetables that he did not eat.For example: fish, green onions, leeks, celery..., counting them in detail, when he was at home, Wang Xiufang seldom cooked those dishes.

Le Xiaoyao didn't know how Lei Shuo knew that he liked this dish. He stared blankly at the pictures on the Internet, and his heart moved slightly.Maybe this person really cared about him.

"It's up..." Lei Shuo was holding the soup he just made, and when he came out, he saw Le Xiaoyao standing by the dining table. Seeing that Le Xiaoyao was looking at the computer, Lei Shuo blushed. He really didn't know how to make soup. At noon When I came back, I saw that there seemed to be something different in the room. Lei Shuo seemed to be casually walking towards Le Xiaoyao's room, but who knew that his heart was beating like thunder at this time.

Lei Shuo slowly opened the door of the room. He even blinked and stared inside. When he opened the door, Lei Shuo saw the quilt on the bed slightly raised. He smiled and closed it again.This person is back.

After he came out, Lei Shuo smoked a cigarette in the living room. He seldom smoked, and only smoked one when he was in a bad mood.But now, he is in a good mood, which makes him want to find someone to express it.Therefore, smoking is the best way for him to express his emotions.After smoking, Lei Shuo remembered that Le Xiaoyao didn't like people smoking at home, so he hurriedly opened the window to let the wind dilute the smell of smoke in the room.

At four o'clock in the afternoon, Lei Shuo had been sitting on the sofa, he didn't move a step, watching the sky slowly getting dark outside the window, Lei Shuo got up.He came to the refrigerator, opened the refrigerator and found nothing, remembering that Le Xiaoyao has not been here for more than ten days, he seems to seldom go shopping for groceries, and when it comes time to eat, he either calls outside or makes instant noodles.It's not that he's lazy, it's that he feels lonely when he cooks and only eats by himself.The kind of loneliness that is so cold to the soul.

He picked up his wallet, took the keys on the coffee table and went out.When I came to the supermarket, I didn't know where to start with the dazzling varieties in the supermarket.He watched those middle-aged women choose what they were satisfied with in a dish, which made Lei Shuo unable to start.He stopped and walked until he reached the lotus root. The pale yellow lotus root touched Lei Shuo.At this time, another pair of mother and son came. The mother stopped by the lotus root and called the son next to him: "How about eating stewed pork ribs with lotus root at night?"

Lei Shuo heard the little boy next to the mother say: "Mom, good!" When Lei Shuo thought that the son liked to eat this dish, he saw the child whispered while the mother was not paying attention: "I hate eating it!" Lotus root." The little boy was very cute with his mouth curled up.Lei Shuo watched for a long time, if he and Le Xiaoyao were together, then he would be doomed to have no children of his own in this life, if Le Xiaoyao was willing, he would adopt two, preferably a boy and a girl, the boy is an older brother, Girls are sisters.In this way, the elder brother can protect the younger sister.

Lei Shuo waited for the two mother and son to leave before he set his sights on the pile of lotus roots. He carefully selected them.Don't go anywhere else until you're satisfied.

After the lotus root was brought home, Lei Shuo realized that he couldn't make lotus root soup, but he didn't want to give up. In the end, he thought that there were a lot of things about it on the Internet.After searching online, Lei Shuo felt that this lotus root soup is not that complicated.

"Go wash your hands and eat later." Lei Shuo smiled after looking at Le Xiaoyao who was stunned.This person seems to have reflected clearly.

"Oh."

After washing his hands, Le Xiaoyao stayed in the bathroom for a while before coming out. When he came out, he saw that Lei Shuo had prepared all the meals for him.Le Xiaoyao sat at the dining table and saw Lei Shuo looking at him with expectant eyes. Le Xiaoyao took Lei Shuo's fried side dishes. This was not Lei Shuo's first time cooking, but every time Lei Shuo looked at his Looks like the first time.This made Le Xiaoyao couldn't bear to refuse.

"How is it?" Lei Shuo asked.He hoped that Le Xiaoyao could eat the dishes he cooked with his own hands every day.

"good……"

"It's not bad!" Lei Shuo was a little disappointed, and he also took a chopstick to repay it. As expected, it can only be regarded as not bad.

They had a very warm dinner this evening.After the meal, Lei Shuo filled a bowl of lotus root soup with Le Xiaoyao, and he cleaned up the bowls and chopsticks only after watching Le Xiaoyao drink a drop.Usually, they have a clear division of labor. If Le Xiaoyao cooks, Lei Shuo must be the one who washes the dishes.If Lei Shuo cooks, Le Xiaoyao will also consciously wash the dishes after the meal.

This is their life.

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44. Chapter Thirty-ninth A Travel of Two Individuals...

In the second month after returning to Hangzhou, Le Xiaoyao resigned from his job. When resigning, Ye Tian once said to him: "Xiaoyao, to be honest, I don't want to let you go. After all, your working ability lies in that... ..." Ye Tian paused, and then said: "But I also know that I can't keep you, Xiaoyao, take care!" When he said this, Ye Tian looked solemn.This person was the only one he didn't catch, and the only one he admired.

"Senior..." Le Xiaoyao didn't know what to say, Ye Tian always took care of him when he came here.This job can be said to be the first official job in his life. After half a year, he has no feelings for this place.He was also very reluctant to leave.

"You go out first!" Ye Tian waved his hand, allowing Le Xiaoyao to leave.When Le Xiaoyao really turned around, Ye Tian looked up at the man's back, at this moment, Ye Tian actually felt a little lonely.Thinking about it, he was a little self-deprecating, is he old?

After packing up his things, Le Xiaoyao left under everyone's persuasion. When leaving, Le Xiaoyao straightened his waist and walked away under the gaze of his colleagues.

After walking out of the company, Le Xiaoyao looked back at the building for the last time.Then leave resolutely.

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Back at the residence, there was no one at home, Lei Shuo told him last night that he had something to go out for today.At that time, Le Xiaoyao remembered that he just smiled lightly. He didn't want to ask about Lei Shuo's matter, so of course he didn't have the right to say anything.But Lei Shuo seemed to see his thoughts, looked at him and said seriously: "Xiaoyao, I just hope you don't treat me as an outsider."

For Le Xiaoyao, Lei Shuo always had a feeling that he couldn't grasp it. The person in front of him gave Lei Shuo an illusion that as long as he let go, Le Xiaoyao would leave without hesitating.Lei Shuo always felt that he was making a fuss, but the uneasiness in his heart reminded him all the time.In this way, Lei Shuo is careful with Le Xiaoyao.In Lei Shuo's view, the love between them may take a long time, but before that, Lei Shuo is confident to wait.

After sitting for a while, Le Xiaoyao got up to get himself a cup of hot water. He was thinking whether he should go home right away or go back here later. He didn't tell his family about his resignation.At this point, he hesitated.

Looking around, every bit of the furniture here is carefully arranged by myself. Although the furniture is not worth much, Le Xiaoyao is still reluctant.

Thinking about it, Le Xiaoyao picked up the water glass and walked to the window.It was sunny outside, and it was quiet everywhere. During the day, the adults went to work, and the students also went to school.Here, without them, it is really quiet, even a little scary.However, such a community has a different kind of beauty.Le Xiaoyao was fascinated by watching, he was deep in his thoughts, he didn't even hear Lei Shuo's door opening.

As soon as Lei Shuo opened the door, he saw Le Xiaoyao standing in front of the window. Lei Shuo was a little surprised. Shouldn't Le Xiaoyao be in the company at this time? He put on his home shoes and walked to the window without disturbing Le Xiaoyao. forward.Following Le Xiaoyao's gaze, Lei Shuo saw a row of landscape bamboos.The bamboo is nothing special, it just grows very lush, and even Lei Shuo feels that it is the power of life.

Le Xiaoyao took a sip of the cold water, but in the next second, he held the cup in his hand with one hand. Le Xiaoyao was startled. He turned his head and saw Lei Shuo looking at him.

"Xiaoyao, drinking cold water is not good for your health." Lei Shuo frowned and stared at the water in the glass, this person really didn't care about his body at all.

"When did you come back?" Le Xiaoyao ignored Lei Shuo's question and asked instead.Why didn't he know Lei Shuo came back.

"Not long?" Lei Shuo walked to the TV, poured the cold water into the indoor potted plants, and took some hot water before handing it to Le Xiaoyao: "What were you thinking just now, so engrossed?"

"Well, thinking about what to do in the future?" Le Xiaoyao said the truth, he was really thinking about what to do in the future.Just resigned, he didn't want to look for a job right away.I always want to go out for a walk.

"Let's talk about it, maybe I can help you." Lei Shuo said with a smile, he likes Le Xiaoyao to share with him what is in his heart, which means that Le Xiaoyao has slowly let go of his guard against him.

"You?" Le Xiaoyao looked suspiciously at Lei Shuo.This person is really talking big. He doesn't even know what he is talking about, and he even talks about helping him.

"Xiaoyao, why, don't you believe me?" Lei Shuo looked at Xiaoyao for a while, and then said, "Are you thinking about what job to find in the future?"

"Eh... how do you know?"

"Hehe...Xiaoyao, you probably don't know yourself very well, you are a person who won't be a miner without special circumstances." Lei Shuo analyzed: "Have you thought about what will happen in the future?"

"Would you believe it if I said that I would marry and have children and live the life of ordinary people?" Le Xiaoyao asked.

"Really?" Lei Shuo paused for a while, and continued: "This is also very good, getting married and having children is the best."

"You think so too?" Le Xiaoyao looked at Lei Shuo mockingly.Without waiting for Lei Shuo to say anything else, he turned and walked towards the bedroom.

Where Le Xiaoyao couldn't see, Lei Shuo smiled bitterly: "Don't you ask me about my future plans?"

Hearing Lei Shuo's question, Le Xiaoyao stopped, and then continued to walk towards the bedroom.He doesn't want to know what Lei Shuo plans to do today, it has nothing to do with him.

'Xiaoyao, are you really that impatient with me? When Lei Shuo heard Le Xiaoyao closing the door, he felt more melancholy.When Le Xiaoyao couldn't hear him, Lei Shuo murmured: "I hope to spend this life with you."

It was almost noon when Le Xiaoyao came out of the room, and when he returned to the room Le Xiaoyao regretted it, why did he lose his temper again.Does this mean that he also cares about Lei Shuo's opinion, Le Xiaoyao doesn't want to find the answer from it, and the hidden meaning that is about to be revealed makes Le Xiaoyao panic.He wanted to treat Lei Shuo with a peaceful heart, but he couldn't.He can't do it at all, maybe, he is afraid, he is afraid that his sincerity will be trampled on again.

That's his concern.

After leaving the room, Le Xiaoyao couldn't help feeling disappointed when he saw the living room was empty.Standing in front of the bedroom door, he suddenly felt a kind of loneliness, which was the loneliness of the soul.

Le Xiaoyao walked to the door in an instant when he heard the sound of the key's 'Ding Ling' coming from outside the door, and opened it abruptly.Le Xiaoyao slowly relaxed when he saw the person coming.

Lei Shuo was carrying the dishes and was about to open the door when the door was opened. Lei Shuo saw the surprise in Le Xiaoyao's eyes that had not retreated after seeing him.At that moment, Lei Shuo's heart couldn't stop speeding up, Le Xiaoyao was worried about him.Lei Shuo is sure.

"You..." Le Xiaoyao wanted to say something, but when he looked up, he saw the mockery in Lei Shuo's eyes.Le Xiaoyao asked angrily: "You are such an old man, don't you know if others will worry?" At this time, Le Xiaoyao seemed to be angry or acting like a baby.

"Xiaoyao..." Lei Shuo entered the door and blocked Le Xiaoyao with one hand, so that Le Xiaoyao's whole body was in his arms: "I'm very happy."

Le Xiaoyao felt his body stiffen, he wanted to break free, but said Lei Shuo said: "Let me hug you." Lei Shuo's tone was full of exhaustion.He's been working on a plan these days and just finished it today.But before that, he didn't dare to show his fatigue in front of Le Xiaoyao.I am afraid that my emotions will affect Le Xiaoyao.But at this moment, Lei Shuo couldn't bear it anymore, Le Xiaoyao's sudden concern made him relax all over his body, and after the relaxation, he was exhausted.

Staying in Lei Shuo's arms, Le Xiaoyao slowly relaxed his body, he could feel Lei Shuo's heavy breath.

During the meal, Lei Shuo asked Le Xiaoyao: "What are you doing next?"

"Not ready yet."

"Well..." Lei Shuo gave Le Xiaoyao a pinch of food, and said, "If you have nothing to do, then go for a walk."

Le Xiaoyao's heart moved, Lei Shuo's proposal happened to coincide with his thoughts.

"I know there is a place, it's very good, it's suitable to go to relax." Seeing Le Xiaoyao's expression was a little strange, Lei Shuo knew that Le Xiaoyao also had the same idea.

"I'll think about it."

The final result of Le Xiaoyao's consideration was to follow Lei Shuo to the ancient town of Xitang. His initial thought was that he would be alone, wherever he went. During his journey, Lei Shuo was not in his range.

After following Lei Shuo to Xitang, Le Xiaoyao was fascinated by the local environment.Those fishing boats sing late like a big ink painting.When he first arrived in Xitang, Le Xiaoyao saw these words: people are in the water, a small bridge is built on the water, pedestrians walk on the bridge, boats go under the bridge, shops stand at the head of the bridge, and there are reflections in the water.

"Don't fall into the water." Lei Shuo pulled Le Xiaoyao, seeing Le Xiaoyao's whole body moving outward, he worried that if he didn't pull Le Xiaoyao, Le Xiaoyao would fall into the water.

It was not the first time for Lei Shuo to come here. He remembered that when they graduated from high school, they had a good time and came to Xitang together. When they first arrived here, Lei Shuo, like Le Xiaoyao, was shocked by the sight of Xitang.When I came here, Xitang was not as crowded as it is now. Lei Shuo and the others didn't even find such a hotel, they stayed in the local people's house.

Le Xiaoyao didn't hear what Lei Shuo said, he was silent in the hazy painting of Xitang.As the setting sun sets in the west, the water surface of Xitang is shrouded in a blur of orange, and the brilliant color reflects the entire water surface into golden yellow.

Until the evening, Le Xiaoyao reluctantly followed Lei Shuo back to the fixed residence.They lived in a hotel not far from the viewing point. The hotel was scattered on the water. Le Xiaoyao and the others had a room because it was not a holiday when they came and there were not many tourists.Le Xiaoyao was very satisfied with this, he was afraid that the hotel didn't have any spare rooms, but everything was fine.

Before going to bed, Lei Shuo went to Le Xiaoyao's room with a pillow in his arms, but was kicked out by Le Xiaoyao. He touched his nose, which seemed not the first time.

The author has something to say: I also feel that this word is getting less and less, and I feel guilty...

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45. Chapter [-] Momentary touch, but nothing to do with love...

During the few days of the new year, Guo Yuze stayed at home and didn't go anywhere, even Guo Dabao asked him to go to Le Xiaoyao's house.Guo Yuze didn't know whether he was blocking Le Xiaoyao or himself.On the seventh day of the lunar new year, Guo Yuze went downstairs and met Le Xia Tian. Le Xia Tian pulled a girl. The girl was not very beautiful, but at most she was pretty and pleasant.But he could tell that Le Xia Tian liked this girl very much.

Guo Yuze nodded to them, and when he passed by, he heard Le Xiaxia say: "Yuze, why haven't you come to my house, did you quarrel with Xiaoyao?"

Guo Yuze smiled lightly at Le Xia: "There is something wrong at home." This sentence was obviously perfunctory, but he couldn't find another reason.

"Let me just say, you two have been so good since childhood, how could you quarrel? By the way, Xiaoyao will go back to Hangzhou tomorrow, did he tell you?"

A look of shock flashed in Guo Yuze's eyes, he had never heard Le Xiaoyao explain that he was going to leave tomorrow.

Le Xia Tian didn't seem to feel anything, he quickly said: "Little Xiaoyao, you are too ignorant? I'll talk to him when I go back." Le Xia Tian was a little embarrassed, and he spoke indiscriminately.

Seeing the unnatural atmosphere between Le Xia Tian and Guo Yuze, Le Xia Tian's girlfriend said, "Le Xia Tian, ​​why don't you introduce me?"

"Eh..." Le Xiaxia glanced at his girlfriend gratefully: "This is my girlfriend, Xiao Duoduo, and this is my younger brother's younger brother, my godbrother, Guo Yuze."

"Yuze, I'm Xiao Duoduo, this guy's girlfriend. If I knew there was such a handsome guy, I wouldn't have chosen him." Although Xiao Duoduo said so, her eyes were full of happiness .

"Hello, Guo Yuze." After speaking, Guo Yuze said to Le Xiaxia: "Second Brother Le, I have something to do, so I'm going out first."

Seeing the back of Guo Yuze leaving, Le Xia Tian thought it might be his own illusion. He felt that Guo Yuze was a bit lonely.But before he could figure it out, he was pulled by his girlfriend's ears: "Hello, Le Xia, you don't even say a word when you know such a handsome person."

"Duoduo, let go...it hurts..."

"Hmph..." Xiao Duoduo hummed heavily, but finally let go.

Le Xia Tian, ​​who was let go, flattered: "Duo Duo, don't be angry, it's my fault."

Xiao Duoduo glanced at Le Xia Tian. She was angry that Le Xia Tian didn't introduce herself to his friends. Before Le Xia Tian introduced herself, she could guarantee that Guo Yuze didn't know her existence at all.

Walking on the street, Guo Yuze forgot what he was doing, and his thoughts were still at the moment when Le Xiaxia said that Le Xiaoyao was leaving tomorrow.He walked alone in the crowd, but he felt that he was out of place with the crowd.Could it be that he and Le Xiaoyao really have no room for maneuver?

At this moment, Guo Yuze felt lost from the so-called.Before he knew it, Guo Yuze found himself on the pedestrian street.It's still morning, but the pedestrian street is crowded with people, and everyone has a smile on their face.

Guo Yuze was at a loss. These people are very happy, but is he happy?He doesn't know, he only knows that he is not happy now, and the person who can give him happiness is planning to leave tomorrow.From the street of the pedestrian street to the end of the street, Guo Yuze walked very slowly, as if he was feeling life.

Just then, his cell phone rang.Guo Yuze took out his mobile phone, glanced at it lightly, and there were three words 'Li Zhifeng' flashing on it for an incoming call reminder.Seeing that Li Zhifeng and Guo Yuze didn't pick up the phone right away, he silently counted '1, 2, 3...' in his heart until he counted to ten, and the phone hung up automatically.But in the next second, the phone screen flashed again.This time, Guo Yuze still looked at the phone quietly until it automatically hung up.

After hanging up the phone, Guo Yuze was a little disappointed. He was not disappointed with Li Zhifeng. Li Zhifeng's phone was like a light that suddenly appeared in the dark night. He wanted to get close but couldn't. He could only watch quietly. That light goes out.Guo Yuze held the phone tightly, he thought, tomorrow, just tomorrow, let yourself indulge once again!

The next day, Guo Yuze got up early, but in fact, he just stayed up all night.He was afraid that he would oversleep and miss Le Xiaoyao. At 06:30, Guo Yuze was sitting in his living room, and at 07:30, he was still sitting in the living room.At eight o'clock, he heard the door next door open.He got up, walked to the door but didn't open it, he heard Le Xiaoyao bid farewell to Wang Xiufang, and heard Wang Xiufang say: Don't you tell Yuze?

But he didn't hear Le Xiaoyao's answer. It wasn't until a long time later that he heard Wang Xiufang sigh and say: You have all grown up.Then came the sound of slow footsteps and a door closing.Guo Yuze only opened the door when he couldn't hear anything, and he walked down slowly, he was not afraid that Le Xiaoyao had already left when he went down.

After going down, Guo Yuze found that Le Xiaoyao didn't leave. He saw Le Xiaoyao stopping the car. At this moment, he made a sound. At that time, he didn't know what he was talking about. He had already thought about it. He just wanted to take another look. Le Xiaoyao, and then send him to the airport.If on the way to the airport, Le Xiaoyao was reluctant, then he would stay with Le Xiaoyao.

Afterwards, although there were too many differences with his own thoughts, Guo Yuze did not regret it.On the way to the airport, he and Le Xiaoyao didn't speak, and there was a heavy breath in the car.At the moment when he got off the car, he tried hard to see the little bit of reluctance in Le Xiaoyao's eyes, but everything was different from what he thought, Le Xiaoyao's eyes were very calm, Guo Yuze thought:

Happy, I let you go.

Watching Le Xiaoyao enter the plane, Guo Yuze turned and left.He didn't want to let himself regret it, even though his heart hurts so much that he couldn't move forward.But he still persisted until the plane soared into the sky, his feet went limp and he sat on the ground.Passers-by on the road looked at him with wrong eyes, but he just tightened his legs, hugged his feet with his hands, and buried his head between his thighs.No one knew that two teardrops slipped from the corners of Guo Yuze's eyes.

After returning from the airport, Guo Yuze was ill, and Guo Dabao was not at home when he was ill.Last year, Guo Dabao met a single woman of the same age. When he saw that woman for the first time, Guo Dabao asked him: "Son, you don't object to your dad finding another partner!" Guo Yuze glanced at the woman, She is a very simple and honest woman, perhaps because of nervousness, the woman keeps twisting the corner of her clothes.

"Dad, as long as you like it." Guo Yuze has no objection to Guo Dabao's decision. His father is getting older, and he no longer has the idea of ​​putting everything first in his career when he was young.He understood that Guo Dabao might be lonelier than him.

Lying in bed thinking, Guo Yuze wanted to get up and pour himself a glass of water, but he couldn't do it at all. This time, no one came to help him.Looking at the ceiling, he thought vaguely, what would happen if his father died like this.

Just when he lost consciousness, Guo Yuze felt hands holding him in his arms.Guo Yuze wanted to open his eyes, but he couldn't. He only knew that the man was very warm.And what he lacked was warmth.

When he opened his eyes again, Guo Yuze looked at the white ceiling in confusion.He looked around and saw that the surroundings were all white, even the quilt was white.The only color is that there is a pot of cactus in front of the window, and the cactus grows very lush.Guo Yuze stared intently at the prickly cactus until someone pushed open the door of the ward.

The man stood at the door for a while, and then smiled and said, "You're awake!" As he spoke, the man put the food box he was carrying in the ward where things were placed for family members.

Guo Yuze looked at the person with no expression on his face. He wanted to smile at that person, but he couldn't, so he could only stare blankly.

"Don't move, drink some porridge later, you are still very weak now."

"you……"

"I called you and no one answered. I was afraid that something might happen to you, so I went to look for you at your residence, but no one opened the door no matter how hard I knocked. The house next door to yours had your key. After opening the door, I found out that you had a fever." Li Zhifeng explained explain.

That's right... Guo Yuze felt a little pain in his heart, but after the pain, he was left with melancholy.But even so, he still looked at Li Zhifeng indifferently.

Li Zhifeng's heart ached when he met Guo Yuze's eyes. If he was only interested in Guo Yuze before, then from this moment on, he found that he really fell in love with the big boy in front of him.Seeing the sadness in the boy's eyes, Li Zhifeng wanted to stretch out his hand to wipe it away, but the sadness between his brows was too glaring.

Li Zhifeng walked to the hospital bed, and he reached out to hold Guo Yuze's hands outside. Those hands had slender fingers, but the bones were not protruding. Maybe because the owner was sick, they looked a little pale.Li Zhifeng held it, and he could feel his heat transfer from one place to another. Li Zhifeng didn't feel disgusted, on the contrary, he was willing to use himself to warm this seemingly strong but extremely fragile person.

Guo Yuze was startled, he wanted to pull out his hand, but he couldn't bear the warmth.I don't know how long it took before Guo Yuze felt his hands being let go, and then he heard Li Zhifeng say, "Have some porridge first..."

……

During this period, Guo Yuze did not tell Guo Dabao about his illness.It's not that he doesn't want to tell, it's just that he doesn't want to disturb Guo Dabao. He feels that this is just a small cold, and it's not worth sending Guo Yuze all the way from Xinjiang.

On the sixth day of the Lunar New Year, Guo Dabao and Aunt Xie went to Xinjiang.Aunt Xie is Guo Dabao’s current girlfriend. Guo Yuze wanted to laugh when he thought of the word “girlfriend”. People in modern times call them female (male) friends when they dated when they were not married, and Guo Dabao also caught up with the trend.

On the third day of Guo Yuze's cold, the doctor announced that he could be discharged from the hospital, but he had to rest for four or five days after returning home.In the words of a doctor: Illness comes like a mountain, and it goes like a thread.Don't underestimate the cold and fever. If it is well maintained, it can be cured in a few days. If it is not well maintained, it will not be cured in ten days.

Guo Yuze didn't feel anything about this, but Wang Xiufang and Li Zhifeng who came to pick him up from the hospital nodded quickly after listening to the doctor's words, wishing the doctor could go back with them.Guo Yuze hadn't experienced this feeling of being worried for a long time. Looking at the two who listened carefully to the doctor's words, Guo Yuze smiled.

It's good that someone is concerned.

……

The author has something to say: It hasn't been updated for a few days, maybe the next few chapters will focus on Guo Yuze, maybe Guo Yuze will accept Li Zhifeng, but it has nothing to do with love.

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46. ​​Chapter [-] I don't want to let you down...

On the fifteenth day of the Lunar New Year, Guo Yuze watched the Lantern Festival Gala in his living room, but he didn't read a single word of it.Guo Yuze hugged his thigh, and his eyes were a little misty. This person's life is really difficult.

He looked at the men and women on TV, and was a little scared for a while.He was afraid that one day he would forget about Le Xiaoyao and the only person who moved his heart.Guo Yuze sat quietly, in a trance, he heard someone knocking on the door.

When he opened the door, he saw Li Zhifeng. Li Zhifeng was carrying a large bag of things in his hand. Guo Yuze looked at Li Zhifeng in astonishment. During the Lantern Festival, shouldn't Li Zhifeng be at home with his relatives?

"Yuze, won't you let me in?" Li Zhifeng said with a smile, he liked to see other emotions on Guo Yuze's face besides indifference.Li Zhifeng remembered that when he just left the house, his father Li Zhuozhuo asked him in doubt: "Where are you going?"