Joy of Rebirth

Different generations have different ideas.

"How could it be, Auntie is very young." Xiao Duoduo flattered.

"You little girl, my aunt is old, and now people call me grandma when I go out." Wang Xiufang laughed.

"That's the young grandma, too."

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Wang Xiufang didn't expect Lei Shuo's arrival. When she opened the door, she was slightly taken aback when she saw a person behind her son, but she soon came back to her senses.

"Auntie, I'm sorry, I came without telling you." Lei Shuo said in a magnetic voice.

"How could it be? I was talking to Xiaoyao yesterday, why you haven't come here for a while."

"The company had something to do a few days ago, and I got off work very late, so I didn't bother Auntie." Lei Shuo smiled: "Auntie, this is fruit for you and uncle, I heard from Xiaoyao that his sister-in-law is also here, and bought some supplements. "

"How embarrassing, didn't you say that, as long as people arrive, you will bring us big and small bags every time you come. Both your uncle and I are embarrassed." "Come... come in quickly, don't stand outside .”

In the evening, after the dishes were served, Wang Xiufang brought out a bottle of red wine, which Le Chunchun brought back from abroad.And it was said that it was brought back specially for her, and it was said to have the effect of beautifying.Because she didn't drink much, she put the wine in the storage room the next day, and then forgot about it because of something.Today she suddenly thought of it, so she took it out for everyone to have fun.

Xiao Duoduo's eyes lit up when she saw the red wine, she doesn't like other wines, she only likes to drink red wine.But after listening to Wang Xiufang's words, the whole person froze.

"Duoduo, stop drinking."

"Ah, auntie..." Xiao Duoduo begged.

Wang Xiufang didn't seem to see Xiao Duoduo's gaze. After opening the wine, she first filled the glass half with Lei Shuo, then poured each other, and finally poured half a glass for herself before putting down the bottle.

Xiao Duoduo poked the potato in front of him, and said resentfully: "Baby, mom can't even drink your favorite wine."

Wang Xiufang, who was sitting beside her, smiled and said, "Okay, after the baby is born, I'll ask Spring to bring you a bottle of Cabernet Sauvignon from a foreign country."

After listening to Wang Xiufang's words, a group of people laughed.And Xiao Duoduo's face flushed red.

After dinner, Le Xiaoyao wanted to help wash the dishes, but Wang Xiufang drove him out of the kitchen, saying that he wanted to chat with Lei Shuo.Le Xiaoyao wanted to say to Wang Xiufang: If one day, you knew that Lei Shuo didn't feel good about your son, you would definitely not have the current attitude.

When Le Xiaoyao came out of the kitchen, he saw Le Yang and Lei Shuo talking about something.After walking in, he heard Le Yang say, "I heard from Xiaoyao that you started your own company?"

"Well, thinking about being your own boss is better than looking at other people's faces. When you think you are a family, you will also have time to spend time with your lover at home." When he said this, Lei Shuo glanced at Le Xiaoyao.

"It's a good idea, but isn't it very busy to start your own company?" Le Yang asked suspiciously.

"It won't be so busy after the company is well managed."

"Then your family will be happy in the future."

Hearing what Le Yang said, Lei Shuo smiled slightly: "Well, he and I will be happy."

Le Xiaoyao, who was standing behind Le Yang, stared wide-eyed after hearing Lei Shuo's words, what did this man say to his father.

And Lei Shuo widened the corners of his mouth when he saw Le Xiaoyao's expression, and Xiaoyao's expression was too cute.

"Dad, what did you say?" Le Xiaoyao stepped forward and sat on the sofa beside Le Yang.

"Hehe, why didn't you help your mother wash the dishes?"

"Mom won't let me."

Lei Shuo's eyes were full of smiles when he heard the conversation between Le Xiaoyao and Le's father, which felt good.

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59. Chapter [-]: Father and Son's Heart-to-heart Talk...

At the bottom of the building, Lei Shuo looked down at Le Xiaoyao and said, "Don't you want to say something?"

Le Xiaoyao's eyes were a little misty, and he said evasively, "I have to go to work tomorrow."

Lei Shuo pondered: "Well, good night then." After finishing speaking, he leaned over and kissed Le Xiaoyao.

Seeing Lei Shuo's car drive a long way, Le Xiaoyao regained his senses, and stood at the bottom of the building to blow the wind, blowing away the heat from his whole body before walking upstairs.

After opening the door, Le Xiaoyao found that the atmosphere in the living room was a little unnatural. Wang Xiufang looked at him with doubts and sadness in his eyes, and Le Xiaoyao whispered: "Dad, Mom, you are still not sleeping."

Wang Xiufang stared at Le Xiaoyao with sadness in her eyes: "Is Lei Shuo gone?"

"Hmm!" Le Xiaoyao said.

"You and Lei Shuo..." Wang Xiufang used her words carefully: "You have a good relationship?"

Le Xiaoyao was stunned for a moment, and then said: "Mom, what do you want to say?" Le Xiaoyao had a premonition that Wang Xiufang and Le Yang might know.

"I saw him kissing you at the window, did I read it wrong or..." Wang Xiufang said in a low voice, whether she was really dazzled or what she saw was true: "Xiaoyao, don't lie to mom, mom Just want to know what the truth is."

After listening to Wang Xiufang, Le Xiaoyao was silent. After a long time, he said: "Mom, you are right." I like him, I really like him.

Wang Xiufang was completely stunned, but she didn't yell hysterically, she just asked calmly, "When did you start?"

"Two months ago."

"Two months ago." Wang Xiufang sighed, "Did he chase you or you chased him?"

Seeing her son's silence, Wang Xiufang suddenly said: "Could it be that he chased you, also, my son is so good that he should chase you..." "...Then do his parents know?"

Le Xiaoyao was a little confused. In his mind, his parents' reaction should not be like this. Which parents know that their children and colleagues can be so calm, but he still answered Wang Xiufang's question honestly: "I don't Whether his parents know or not, he never told me, but I have seen his grandpa."

"Is their family situation complicated?"

Le Xiaoyao thought for a while before answering: "He has many brothers and sisters."

"Is that so, that means his family is much more complicated than ours? Xiaoyao, Mom asks you a question. Tell Mom honestly, do you love him?"

"I don't know either..." Le Xiaoyao paused for a moment and then said, "I just know that I want to be with him."

"Hmm..." Wang Xiufang didn't ask any more questions. She knew almost all the basic information. After the three of them were silent in the living room for a long time, she turned up and said, "I'm going to sleep first. You can stay with your dad for a while." Said Then, she went to the bedroom.

Seeing Wang Xiufang enter the bedroom, Le Xiaoyao turned his head to look at Le Yang. He didn't know what kind of surface to use to face his father, and his heart was terrified. During the whole conversation between him and Wang Xiufang, Le Yang didn't say a word. He stared at the unturned TV without saying a word.

"Dad..." Le Xiaoyao called out in a low voice.

Le Yang moved his eyes, opened his mouth, wanted to say something, but didn't say it.There was another silence, which made the atmosphere in the living room a little weird.Le Yang moved his fingers, and then said: "Dad doesn't know what to say. You have been more sensible since you were a child, and Dad will not use family affection to pressure you, but you have to think clearly. Once you take this road, you will never recover."

"Dad, I'm sorry..."

"Stupid child, what's wrong with that, you didn't murder and set fire." Le Yang looked at Le Xiaoyao with a smile, with some vicissitudes in his eyes: "Xiaoyao, can you tell Dad what's on your mind?"

"Okay, Dad..." Le Xiaoyao choked up, he was really glad that he had such parents, maybe his parents didn't understand, but they didn't refute.

"Both of us seldom talk to each other. You talked to me when you were young, but you don't talk to me anymore when you grow up." Le Yang said with emotion.Le Xiaoyao was very cute when he was young, but he pretended to be mature before he grew up. He looked very funny as a little old man: "Xiaoyao, can you talk to Dad about him?" Although Lei Shuo is very good, he is a father But I only think that my children are the best.

Le Xiaoyao nodded, and said slowly, "We met in college. I went out to dinner with Yuze that day, and he almost hit us with his car on the way back."

"It's very dramatic..." Le Yang was surprised.

"Yes, I think I thought about it, if we didn't go out for dinner, would we have missed it in this life?" Le Xiaoyao smiled: "Just like ordinary serial dramas, I didn't like him at first. But he stalks , Wherever I go, he will follow."

"Oh, so you went to Hangzhou to avoid him?" Le Yang asked.

"Well, but not long after I went, he also went to Hangzhou." Le Xiaoyao recalled.That time, Le Xiaoyao was really surprised. He never thought that Lei Shuo would go there with him, but when they met, he found that all of this was taken for granted.

"Your process is very rich." Le Yang concluded, and then he said: "It's much easier for me and your mother to get to know each other. Do you want to hear the story between me and your mother?"

Le Xiaoyao didn't speak any more, just looked at Le Yang quietly, and listened to Le Yang coming slowly.

"At that time, my family was very poor, and I was the youngest in the family. When I got married, your grandma called me to her and said: When your brother got married, I gave them all the valuables in the house, but now, the family is really poor. I ran out of money. This is some money I scraped together. If a girl’s natal family doesn’t want a bride price, you can marry her. At that time, I was really confused. With five yuan in my hand, I walked to the room step by step. I feel unbalanced." Le Yang smiled slightly.

"Your grandma also knew that she was sorry for me. She didn't ask me to go to work in the field for a long time. After I finally figured it out, I went to the field again with a hoe. You should know that we didn't have our own field at that time, and the food was also distributed according to Centimeter distribution, unlike now, every household has a field. I didn’t go there for a few days, because there was no food for the centimeters. Your grandma gave me what she ate, and she found some wild vegetables by herself. The taste of wild vegetables you I haven’t eaten it before, it’s bitter and astringent. It still pricks my throat if I swallow it.”

After hearing this, Le Xiaoyao asked again: "Then how did you meet my mother?"

Le Yang took out a cigarette, thought for a while, and put it back into the cigarette case: "Well, it's not about being introduced by others. Your mother's family is much richer than mine. Take care of an old man."

Le Xiaoyao knew about this. In their place, the elderly were raised by the youngest children.

"No, her family didn't want it anyway, saying that she would marry me and starve with me. You also know my temper..." Le Yang said with a silly smile: "I was stubborn back then, the more you looked down on me , I want to marry more and more. Then I will go to your mother's house twice a day, help your mother's house clean, help your mother with work and so on. In your words now, it may be because of love for a long time, and your mother actually likes it Me. Then your mother told your grandmother that she would marry me."

"Your grandma's objection was invalid and she had to agree. Just like that, your mother and I got married. When we first got married, life was really rough. To make matters worse, your mother was pregnant with your sister at that time. It is conceivable , how did this day pass.

Later, when your sister was born, grandma died of illness.Before he died, he called me to him and said he was sorry.Slowly, the national policy changed, and the situation in our family gradually improved.Then there is your second brother.When your second brother was about to give birth, he kicked around in your mother's stomach, and your mother couldn't sleep because of the pain at night.

Then with you, after you were born, your mother was very happy, even that kid Xia Tian was jealous of you. Le Yang said with a smile. Although those hard days were tough, the process in the middle is very beautiful when I think about it now. The family, who will never leave during the hard times, is happy no matter how you think about it.

"Dad, it's not easy for you and Mom to be together." Le Xiaoyao said seriously.

Hearing what Le Xiaoyao said, Le Yang curled his mouth: "Of course, your father's long march is almost comparable to the Red Army. If your father and I didn't persevere, there would be no kid like you."

"Well, yes, yes, yes..." Le Xiaoyao agreed.

"Xiaoyao, Dad can be said to have come here. In a lifetime, it is easy to meet someone who loves each other, but it is very difficult to meet the right one. You young people now talk about love and so on. Unlike the older generation, as long as you If you get it right, you can live a lifetime. Xiaoyao, I only hope that you are not hot-headed, and you will be the one who will be sad." Le Yang looked at his son, his eyes full of love.He only hopes that his children can live a healthy life.

"Dad, you have to trust your son's eyes." The caring in Le Yang's eyes made Le Xiaoyao feel nostalgic.No matter what he does, he can always get the support of his loved ones.

"Of course I believe you." Le Yang smiled, he believed in his youngest son: "Lei Shuo is a good person, but I don't know what his parents will do when they find out."

"I don't know where his parents are, and maybe they can't accept it either." Le Xiaoyao analyzed.

"Oh, you said you met his grandfather, didn't his grandfather say anything excessive?" Le Yang asked.

Le Xiaoyao thought for a moment, and said, "His grandfather didn't say so, he just said that Lei Shuo was happy."

"That's good..." Le Yang heaved a sigh of relief, he was afraid that no one in Lei Shuo's family would agree, and the two children would have a very difficult journey.

"Dad, don't worry. We'll be fine."

"That's good. By the way, Xiaoyao, don't mention it in front of your mother. She looks fine on the surface, but she must be feeling bad in her heart."

"I know, during this time, I told Lei Shuo not to come here." Le Xiaoyao also knew that Wang Xiufang could not accept it from time to time, and he also knew what he should do.

"Well, that's good, okay, you go to sleep. I'll go see your mother, she must not be asleep at this time." Le Yang got up and walked towards the bedroom, leaving Le Xiaoyao alone in the living room.

Le Xiaoyao walked to the window and meditated against the dark night. He was so lucky to have such parents.

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The author has something to say: it's almost over... Finally, I'm going to breathe a sigh of relief.

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60. End chapter...

Le Xiaoyao thinks this kind of life is the best. Now, Le Chunchun and her husband have decided to settle in China, and the house they bought is naturally in Guangdong.Le Xia Tian and Xiao Duoduo are also about to welcome the birth of their first child.Seeing Le Xiaxia busy asking Xiao Duoduo what he would like to eat, Le Xiaoyao smiled sincerely. This kind of life is what he dreams of.

"I have already made an agreement with your second brother and the others. This child will have another child after birth, and you and Lei Shuo will be able to take care of it." Wang Xiufang stared at Le Xiaoyao and said, what she is most afraid of is that the two children will be taken care of one after another when they grow up. None of the people.

Le Xiaoyao was slightly taken aback, for Wang Xiufang's hard work, he always felt that he was sorry for them: "Mom, don't worry, I have discussed it with Lei Shuo, and we will raise a child in a few years." To the child, Le Xiaoyao is not So enthusiastic, but he didn't want his parents to worry about these things for him.

"Look at what you said, other people's is not as good as your own. You don't have to worry about this matter, or you can ask your sister to give birth to one and you can raise it." Wang Xiufang looked at Le Xiaoyao reproachfully. This child doesn't know Thinking about something.

Le Xiaoyao swallowed, he could only nod his head and said: "Well, listen to you, Mom."

"You child, you don't care about anything." Wang Xiufang looked at Le Xiaoyao helplessly. To be honest, she doesn't like her child being with someone of the same sex. Now, married couples can also divorce. Besides, there is no legal protection between the two men, who can say clearly what will happen in the future.

Le Xiaoyao smiled: "Mom, trust your son."

"So what if you don't believe it." Wang Xiufang stared at the TV and said, "You don't know the feelings of your parents now. When you have children in the future, it feels like watching the children you have raised so hard leave your side one by one... "

"Stop talking, I'm going to cook, you call Lei Shuo and let's get together."

"Mom, I'll help you." Le Xiaoyao got up, he didn't know how to comfort his mother, so he could only express it in silence.

"No need, your mother can do it alone now, but when she gets old, she will depend on you." Wang Xiufang said jokingly.Now, the older she gets, the more sad she gets, and sometimes she sheds tears when watching a sad series.

"Mom, you will always be the youngest in my heart." Le Xiaoyao said solemnly.To his mother, he has too much guilt.

"Look at what you said, your mother has gray hair." Wang Xiufang said cheerfully, and her little vanity was very satisfied when she heard her son praise her.

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July 21, 27 was Le Xiaoyao's [-]th birthday.But they didn't celebrate because Le Xiaoyao caught a cold.

Lei Shuo came to the bed with a bowl of dark brown soup, looked at Le Xiaoyao's face and said cautiously: "Xiaoyao, come, drink the medicine first."

When bored under the quilt, Yuan Le Xiaoyao said angrily: "Don't drink..."

Lei Shuo shook his hand holding the spoon: "Xiaoyao, you can do whatever you want when you recover."

"I believe you are a ghost, what did you say last night..." Le Xiaoyao felt his face getting hot as he said.Last night, he and Lei Shuo spent most of the night together.

Lei Shuo felt a little wronged: "Xiaoyao, you can't blame me, anyone who sees you like that can't help themselves."

Hearing Lei Shuo's sophistry, Le Xiaoyao snorted: "Huh..."

On August 21, [-], it was sunny.

When Lei Shuo came home from get off work, he suddenly realized that he hadn't gone out to eat with Le Xiaoyao for a long time. Thinking of this, he immediately dialed Le Xiaoyao's phone: "Xiaoyao, when will you be back today..." Before he could finish speaking, Le Xiaoyao interrupt.Le Xiaoyao on the other end of the phone said: "I just wanted to call you. I won't be going back today. Our colleagues in the same department told me to go out for dinner. The unfinished dishes at home last night are put in the refrigerator. You can reheat them when you go back." It's ok." Shu Xie Xie Xie

Lei Shuo was about to say something when he heard a blind tone from the phone.Lei Shuo suddenly remembered that Le Xiaoyao didn't go back to eat much in the past month. At first, he called him a few times to talk to him, but after a while, he sent text messages, and now he didn't even send text messages. If he didn't call, Le Xiaoyao would definitely not tell him.

Lei Shuo's heart speeded up immediately. In the afternoon, he checked online what his lover's reaction was. The general idea of ​​the worry is this: If your lover doesn’t want to go home, then you should pay attention. There are two reasons for this phenomenon. One is: there is someone better than you around him or her, If this is the reason, then you have to be careful, and if you don't think of a way to solve it, then you will soon become his (her) past tense.The second is: he (she) has something to hide from you, and he (she) doesn't want you to know about it. If this is the case, you just need to talk more with him (her).

Lei Shuo didn't know which type Le Xiaoyao belonged to. Looking back on the past month, it seemed that there was no problem between him and Le Xiaoyao, and he didn't see any suspicious people appearing when he went to pick up Le Xiaoyao.

Lei Shuo here was worried, but Le Xiaoyao at the other end was talking with Guo Yuze in a sweet shop. Le Xiaoyao took a sip of lemonade: "Time flies so fast. We are almost 30 years old."

Guo Yuze glanced at Le Xiaoyao, and said flatly, "What's wrong with you!"

Hearing Guo Yuze's words, Le Xiaoyao choked on the water: "Why do you ask like that?" After speaking, he looked at Guo Yuze's face, and said bitterly, "How is your relationship with Li Zhifeng in bed?"

Guo Yuze looked at Le Xiaoyao: "Why, he forced you?"

"No..." Le Xiaoyao said in a panic, coercion, does that count as coercion?You should enjoy it too.

"Oh..." Guo Yuze said lightly.

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Le Xiaoyao went back at 10:30 in the evening. After opening the door, he was a little humble. He and Guo Yuze broke up early. He insisted on sitting in the dessert shop until ten o'clock. He didn't walk home until it closed.

After turning on the light, Le Xiaoyao was startled suddenly. In the living room, Lei Shuo sat on the sofa expressionlessly.Le Xiaoyao didn't dare to look at Lei Shuo, he looked around: "You, why aren't you asleep yet?"

Lei Shuo stared at Le Xiaoyao and said, "You really want me to sleep?"

"No...no..." Le Xiaoyao shook his head and said.

"Xiaoyao, what are you afraid of?" Lei Shuo frowned.

Le Xiaoyao didn't answer Lei Shuo's question, he hurried from the living room to the bathroom.In the bathroom, Le Xiaoyao poured cold water on his face and exhaled. Lei Shuo asked him what he was afraid of. Can he say that I am afraid of having sex with you?

On the bed, Le Xiaoyao huddled in the corner of the bed, he could feel Lei Shuo standing by the door watching him, which made him very nervous.

Lei Shuo felt a little helpless, if he didn't understand Le Xiaoyao's obvious movements, he was too stupid.He walked over, and as soon as his hands touched the quilt, he felt Le Xiaoyao's body and body tremble.

Lei Shuo smiled bitterly, pulled away a corner of the quilt, and got into the quilt: "If you go further to the side, you will fall down." Lei Shuoshu said.

Le Xiaoyao was embarrassed, but fortunately Lei Shuo couldn't see his expression, he moved in and said carefully: "I have to go to work tomorrow." But he didn't hear Lei Shuo's answer, and after that, he slowly fell asleep In a blur, he felt a hand holding him in his arms, Le Xiaoyao got into it, and fell asleep peacefully.

Lei Shuo quietly stared at the sleeping Le Xiaoyao, feeling the person in his arms writhing non-stop, Lei Shuo's whole body's blood was flowing down, his lover was in his arms, but he couldn't touch him, this kind of sight was unbearable. Accused of torturing people.

Lei Shuo finally understands why Yue Xiaoyao finds reasons not to go home this month, it turns out that is the case.Lei Shuo kissed the hair of the person in his arms, and he would try to make this person understand that sex and love are pleasant things.

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The author has something to say: at the end of the main text, extra episodes will be sent from time to time.This is the first time I write an article, the ending is not very good, but Luo Hua has tried her best, and I hope you will like her next article.Yang Ke, the invincible in the East.

61. The story of running away from home...

My name is Lei Shuo. I am forty years old. My wife is Le Xiaoyao. She is six years younger than me. We also have a seven-year-old child named Lei Xu. To be honest, I don’t like Lei Xu, a seven-year-old doll. , I know that competing with my father for favor is not counted. The most important thing is that I look cute in front of his father, but I can show my true nature in front of me.

I reminded Xiaoyao again and again in front of Xiaoyao, telling him to guard against Lei Xu.But I never expected that he would glance at me, and then said flatly: He is just a child.Hmph... If he was just a child, I wouldn't guard against him. Hey, it's said that raising a child prevents old age, but I'm just raising a tiger.

I can still bear all these, but the most unbearable thing is that when I want to make out with Xiaoyao, that kid is standing by the door with his little pillow in his arms, looking at me and Xiaoyao pitifully.Then, Xiaoyao got up and let him sleep on our bed, and he was still in the middle of sleeping.This kid even added fuel to the fire and secretly made a yes gesture, don't let me catch your little whip, or you will look good.

Other than those little grievances, my life is pretty good.There is a son and a lover who will accompany him for life.This life is enough.

By the way, what worries me is that I am already forty this year, and if ten years later, I will be fifty. At that time, my lover will only be 44, and they say forty is like a tiger. If I am satisfied then If I lose my lover, will he not want me?I accidentally said this, and then Xiaoyao looked at me with contempt.Well, even so, in order to prevent accidents from happening, while I still have energy, I want to make Xiaoyao have no time to think about other things.

On this day, I sent Lei Xu to Xiaoyao's parents.When I was leaving, Lei Xu looked at me with strange eyes, boy, when you have a lover in the future, you will know how I feel now.

I really want to spend time with Xiaoyao and Xiaoyao. Since Lei Xu came to our place, Xiaoyao and I seldom stay alone.Today, I must make Xiaoyao unforgettable forever.After the meal was done, all the lights were turned off, and a few candles were lit.I am still very satisfied with everything that has been carefully arranged.

Sitting on the sofa, waiting for the night to come.I don't know how long it has been, so long that I can't describe it in time.Anyway, when Xiaoyao came back, I was already asleep.Hey, getting older and always so lethargic.

Open your eyes, the window is bright.I put my hands in front of my eyes, and the sunlight looks blurry through the gap between my fingers.When I got up, the table in the living room was still the same as last night, nothing moved.Oh... am I really old? 40 years old, really old?

"Why are you still not washing your face. I made some porridge, so don't wait for me at night. "

I looked in the direction of the voice and smiled unnaturally.

I love Xiaoyao, and Xiaoyao also loves me, but now, I am sure that I still love Xiaoyao, but I am not sure if Xiaoyao loves me.You can also say that I am not confident, and I admit that I am not confident, because Xiaoyao is too good.

Xiaoyao didn't notice my hesitation, he still went to work on time every day.Now he is highly valued by the boss of the company.Speaking of his boss, I despise him very much. He has already married and started a business, and he still looks at Xiaoyao with lecherous eyes.When I mentioned it to Xiaoyao, he said that I was jealous, I don't deny it, I was jealous, who told him to leave me alone because of a phone call from the boss on the wedding anniversary.

Moreover, another time, when I went to pick him up, I saw him talking and laughing with his boss.Xiaoyao didn't realize how long he hadn't smiled at me. When we got home, we were often silent.It is said that couples have the seven-year itch, but we have been together for more than ten years. Could it be that this is the late seven-year itch.

In the past ten years of living together, we are like ordinary couples, sometimes arguing over some trivial matters.After the dispute, Xiaoyao moved to the study to sleep. I wanted Xiaoyao to correct this behavior many times. It is impossible for us to sleep separately because of the quarrel.Besides, getting used to the warmth of two people, one person is really too lonely.

Once after a quarrel, Xiaoyao moved to the study as usual, and in the middle of the night, I sneaked to the study.This action reminds me of a word: cheating.Funny, but appropriate for the time.

After falling asleep on the bed, I stretched out my hand and held Xiaoyao in my arms, holding him in order to fall asleep.Feeling his long breath in my arms, I kissed the corner of his eyes.

I love you, Happy.

But now, looking at the empty home, I feel really lonely.Lei Xu went to grandma's house and refused to return it. When I went to pick him up, he still said disgustedly: He doesn't eat instant noodles with me.This kid is too picky eater, I think that's how I came here at the beginning.Well, I won't admit that I lied.

The time I ate instant noodles was when Xiaoyao went on a business trip for half a month. At the beginning, I was serious and honest when I got off work and went back to buy vegetables and cook.But the boy always said that this is not delicious and that is not good, so I bought a box of instant noodles in a fit of anger, and when Lei Xu came back, I patted two packs of instant noodles on the table and said proudly: From now on, we and you will eat Instant noodles.

When I looked at the boy's astonished eyes, I felt very relieved, even though this relief was based on my pain.

It is said that there are policies above and countermeasures below.This statement is not false at all, when Xiaoyao came back from a business trip, this kid complained in front of his father, saying that I didn't give him food and only let him eat instant noodles.If I wasn't an insider, I would have been almost overwhelmed by that kid's acting skills.Then, I fell out of favor completely.

Today, Xiaoyao called and said that he had to work overtime at night and told me not to wait for him.I'm a man, and I know the other side of working overtime.But I still choose to believe Xiaoyao.

At eight o'clock, I sat on the sofa, watching the boring TV series and laughing.China's TV is like this, one is more 'classic', and one is more interesting.I remember hearing a female employee once say that life is when the TV series comes from, damn, life is like this, it's so fucking funny.

At nine o'clock, I changed the station.This is a talent show. The current talent show is a way for people to become famous, but these people are really stupid. You snail girl, can you reach the sky in one step?The little girls are still so naive.But that's okay, because with these innocent little girls, otherwise, life would be really boring.

At ten o'clock, I want to go to bed, but I still want to wait for Xiaoyao, I haven't seen him for two days.When I woke up in the morning, he had gone to work, and when he came back in the evening, I was already asleep.We spend very little time together.

At 10:30, I turn off the TV. After I wash up, it's eleven o'clock, and I usually go to bed on time at eleven o'clock.Lying on the bed, I fell asleep quickly, and in a daze, I heard the sound of the door opening and the sound of a phone call. I really wanted to get up and ask: It's so late, who did you call.But drowsiness overwhelmed me.I can't keep my eyes open.

When a person is quiet, he likes to think wildly.The doctor I went to said I was delusional.Paranoia?Am I delusional?The doctor gave me some medicine and asked me to take it twice a day.I put him deep in a drawer.Not a single one was touched.

This time, I was really angry, and I was so angry that Xiaoyao put me after work.After being angry, I decided to run away from home. Anyway, that boy Lei Xu didn't want to come back at his grandma's house.Thinking so, I did the same, I checked the itinerary online.I entered the place I wanted to check, but I couldn't press the enter key for a long time. In case, Xiaoyao didn't come to me; in case, he wanted me to leave.So what should I do?

After going back and forth several times, I finally made up my mind, I want to prove it with actions, I am angry.

Book a good ticket, the ticket is the next day.Why is it the next day? This is still selfish. If Xiaoyao can come back earlier today, then I will not go. If I don’t see him, then I will really leave.

The next day, when I woke up, the house was the same as yesterday, even my luggage by the bed hadn’t moved.Yesterday, I was angry, and today, it has evolved into anger.Happy, he didn't come back for a whole day.I was a little lost, so I picked up my luggage and moved towards the door step by step.

When I got on the plane, I regretted it. I should write a small note and put it on the table.If Xiaoyao can't find me, he will be anxious. I wanted to call him, but as soon as I took out my phone, the stewardess said to me: Sorry, sir!Now the plane is taking off, please turn off your mobile phone.

If possible, I really want to jump off the plane.However, they certainly won't give me a chance.

On the plane, I fell asleep again. In my dream, I dreamed of Xiaoyao. It was the day of our wedding. I was wearing a black suit and he was wearing a white suit. We made promises to each other in front of the priest.While exchanging rings, the flight attendant's sweet voice woke me up: Sir, the flight to Chongqing has arrived.

Yes, the place I went to was Chongqing, because it is the hometown of Xiaoyao.As I get older, I become more nostalgic.Stepping on the land of Chongqing, I still feel a little unreal.Does this count as running away from home?

Take out your phone and turn it on.There wasn't a text message in it.I have been missing for several hours, did Xiaoyao not find it?In a moment of anger, I pulled out the SIM card and threw him in the trash can at the airport.

After I calmed down, I regretted it again.At the information desk at the airport, I asked when the flight back to Guangdong was. The girl told me that there was heavy fog these days, and the flight from Chongqing to Guangdong had been cancelled.After listening, I was dumbfounded and canceled.

Disappointed, I dragged my luggage and took a taxi to the hotel I booked.Here, I declare that I am registered under the name of a company employee.This time, God made a big joke with me.

I stayed in Chongqing for a total of five days. During the five days, I wanted to call Xiaoyao, but I was a little scared.Every time I dialed the phone number, I deleted it word by word.Time really smooths people out. At the beginning, I went to find Xiaoyao without hesitation, but now, I don't dare to call him anymore.

When the customer service staff of the airline called and told me that there was a flight to Guangdong tonight, I immediately packed up my things and took a taxi to the airport. Halfway through, I realized that the flight at ten o'clock in the evening was only twelve o'clock at noon.

I called the driver back to the hotel again.Fortunately, I didn't check out. If I did, I still don't know where I went for these few hours.

At seven o'clock in the evening, I went to the airport with my luggage again.When I got on the plane, I was filled with anticipation and fear.Xiaoyao, did he look for me?

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62. The outside story is the end and the starting point...

When the plane landed, I was the first one out of the cabin.I admit, I am impatient.I am anxious to see Xiaoyao.At this time, there were no cars at the airport.People around were picked up one by one by family or friends.I feel lost from the bottom of my heart. If I don't leave home, I will definitely be in bed at this time, holding Xiaoyao together