Joy of Rebirth

Let's call together, the crowd will be more lively. "Xia Jiating hung up the phone after finishing speaking, for fear that Le Xiaoyao would regret it.

In fact, Le Xiaoyao really regretted it. He admired Xia Jiating's perseverance. After all, she is a beautiful girl, and everyone who chases her can line up, but she has been waiting for Guo Yuze.Le Xiaoyao thought that Xia Jiating might know that she would never succeed in this life, but she still persisted.Le Xiaoyao really envied Xia Jiating, at least Xia Jiating had more courage than him.

Touching the corner of his mouth, the faint and clear kiss seemed to be still there.

After hanging up the phone, he dialed the phone in Guo Yuze's dormitory. He didn't know if Guo Yuze was in the dormitory at this time, so he just wanted to try his luck.

If there is no one answering for a long time after dialing the connection, Le Xiaoyao put down the receiver resentfully.

Let's call again later.

He picked up the book that had been left for a long time, and turned to the second page. It was still clearly written: Life, frivolous and frivolous again and again. Touching those words tirelessly, Le Xiaoyao seemed to feel life. beats.

The author has something to say: I went shopping yesterday, but I didn’t have a code, and today’s one came out...

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33. Chapter [-] This time, you can give up...

Some people always appear when they don't want to meet, just like Lei Shuo, Le Xiaoyao thought.When they met Lei Shuo, the four of them were having dinner at a ** hotel.

The hotel was found by Xia Jiating. When looking for the hotel, Xia Jiating also asked Le Xiaoyao and Guo Yuze for their opinions. They didn't think much about it.Le Xiaoyao was always uncomfortable with Xia Jiating. It's not that he hated Xia Jiating.

After several people chose their seats in the hall, Le Xiaoyao stared at the door of the hall boredly.She didn't even notice what Xia Jiating said.Until Xia Jiating's female companion whispered: "Jia Ting, look at the entrance of the hall."

Xia Jiating followed what the female companion said, and said jokingly, "Why, have you taken a fancy to him?"

"Jia Ting, I found that your mouth is getting worse and worse." The female companion didn't care about Xia Jiating's ridicule. To her, there was no loss of meat anyway: "However, that man is really handsome..." she sighed.

Le Xiaoyao and Guo Yuze also looked over and saw that it was Lei Shuo, but Le Xiaoyao didn't foolishly walk over to say hello, he didn't know Lei Shuo that well, did he?Just when Le Xiaoyao was about to look away, he found Lei Shuo looking towards him, maybe it was an illusion, Le Xiaoyao felt Lei Shuo smiled softly.

For Guo Yuze, meeting Lei Shuo was unexpected. He felt uneasy in his heart. He always felt that there was something between Le Xiaoyao and Lei Shuo that he didn't know. This made Guo Yuze very disappointed.

Since he was a child, he knew that Le Xiaoyao was busy with everyone.But he never asked. He used to think that although he and Le Xiaoyao grew up together, they were neither of them, and the other didn't need to tell him anything.

But now, he felt that sooner or later Le Xiaoyao would tell him that he was not in a hurry, but Lei Shuo's appearance was like a bomb, which would explode sooner or later.

Xia Jiating was dissatisfied with the absent-mindedness of the two people on the opposite side: "Xiaoyao, Yuze, what, you don't want to see me?" She asked tentatively.In fact, she wanted to ask more: Guo Yuze, what is wrong with me, every time you ignore me.

Xia Jiating felt very sad, she obviously liked Guo Yuze, but she always wanted to bring Le Xiaoyao out together.Without Le Xiaoyao, she would not know how to contact Guo Yuze.She couldn't figure out what was wrong with her. In terms of family status, her family was not bad. In terms of appearance, Xia Jiating could confidently say that she was very beautiful.

"I'm sorry, I was distracted just now." Le Xiaoyao said apologetically, he knew it was not good for him to be like this, but he couldn't control his wild thoughts.

"I said, it's fine if the two beauties don't flatter you in front of you, but they're still distracted." Xia Jiating pulled her girlfriend beside her.

"It's our fault." Le Xiaoyao smiled apologetically and said, "Today's meal is mine and Guo Yuze's."

"How can you forget it like this? You didn't plan to ask me and Weiwei to pay the money at the beginning, did you?" Weiwei is the girlfriend who came with Xia Jiating.

Le Xiaoyao couldn't find anything to say for a while, he just talked casually.

On the way, Le Xiaoyao went to the restroom. He really couldn't stand Xia Jiating's questioning. You could be forgiven for asking those questions to him, but every time you asked them, you always asked Guo Yuze.

Le Xiaoyao was a little envious of Guo Yuze. Even though Guo Yuze was not very popular, it could avoid many questions that he didn't want to answer.

In the toilet, Le Xiaoyao really didn't want to go out, but if he left by himself and left Guo Yuze there, Le Xiaoyao didn't dare to think about what would happen, so he flushed his face with water, and the cold tap water made him feel excited.He touched the water on his face with his hand, hiss...it was really cold.

The deep laughter startled Le Xiaoyao. As soon as he looked up, he saw a man in the mirror of the toilet. The man was wearing a black suit, with his hands in his trouser pockets, staring at him with piercing eyes and a smile. .

Le Xiaoyao's face became hot, he tore off the toilet paper on the sink, and then planned to walk past the man.At the moment of brushing, Le Xiaoyao couldn't move anymore: "You..."

"Shh...don't talk." Lei Shuo covered Le Xiaoyao's mouth with his hands, and then pulled Le Xiaoyao into the toilet in the single room.

This series of movements was so fast that Le Xiaoyao didn't realize it. When he came back to his senses, he found that he was being hugged tightly by Lei Shuo, and he wanted to break free from Lei Shuo's restraint a little uncomfortable.

"Don't move, let me hug you." Lei Shuo buried his face in Le Xiaoyao's neck and said in a low voice, "I miss you very much." After speaking, he let go of Le Xiaoyao and looked directly at the person in his arms .It seems that he wants to engrave every bit of the person in his arms into his mind.

"let me go……"

"Don't let it go."

"You..." Le Xiaoyao was impatient for a moment, he didn't know that Lei Shuo still had such a side, from the two years he and Lei Shuo were together, Lei Shuo was always the strong side in his mind.

"Don't let go..." Lei Shuo emphasized, he finally saw Le Xiaoyao, and this time he will not let go no matter what.Lei Shuo pushed Le Xiaoyao hard against the wall of the toilet, lowered his head, and kissed the red lips that he had dreamed of.

Le Xiaoyao hummed in a low voice, the faint pain behind his back made him open his mouth.Before he had time to react, a strong masculine atmosphere rushed towards him, and Le Xiaoyao was stunned.He could only foolishly let Lei Shuo kiss him.

Taking advantage of Le Xiaoyao's distraction, Lei Shuo stopped the kiss and whispered in Le Xiaoyao's ear: "Hey, close your eyes." He really likes Le Xiaoyao's expression now.

Le Xiaoyao felt that his ears were full of heat. He wanted to push Lei Shuo away, but he couldn't exert any strength in his body, so he could only let Lei Shuo kiss him again.

This can't be blamed on Le Xiaoyao. In his previous life, he and Lei Shuo seldom kissed. The most they had was sex. Lei Shuo loved his body. Every inch of his skin had traces left by Lei Shuo. Dare to go out.

This kiss was not intense.Le Xiaoyao felt that Lei Shuo slightly rolled up his stiff tongue, bit by bit, and then swept every one of his teeth with the tip of his tongue.As for himself, he could only accept it tremblingly, and began to slowly respond to Lei Shuo's kiss.

Le Xiaoyao's response is Lei Shuo's best motivation. He tried his best to please Le Xiaoyao. He never thought that Le Xiaoyao would respond to him. Maybe, in his opinion, this kiss is still too early, but we haven't seen each other for more than a month. Let him lose control of himself.

Finally, when Le Xiaoyao was out of breath, he let go of the person in his arms, and said in a flattering voice, "Did I tell you that I like you?"

Le Xiaoyao, who was let go, panted heavily, his face was so red that he could bleed, and he didn't know whether it was caused by lack of oxygen or simply shyness.

"Xiaoyao, maybe I told you that you don't believe it. The first time I met you was not just the first time. I often dreamed of a person in my dreams. That person had bright eyes, but there was a touch of sadness hidden inside. I wanted to get close, but I couldn't get close. At that time, I was thinking..."

Lei Shuo paused, then continued: "This dream will accompany me for the rest of my life. But after meeting you, he never appeared again."

"Xiaoyao, do you believe in a previous life?" Lei Shuo didn't understand why he said this to Le Xiaoyao.

Le Xiaoyao lowered his eyes when he listened to Lei Shuo's words, but when Lei Shuo said these things, he gradually calmed down from his agitated mood, and then: "Hehe... that person must hate you very much." said in a tone.

Hearing what Le Xiaoyao said, Lei Shuo laughed: "Whether you love me or hate me, I only know that in this life, I will never let him leave me again."

"You... are you so confident that he won't leave you?" Le Xiaoyao said disdainfully.

"Why, if you don't believe me, it's a big deal." Lei Shuo said confidently.For Le Xiaoyao, he is bound to win.

"You..." When Le Xiaoyao was about to say something, he heard Guo Yuze calling him outside the toilet.

"Xiaoyao, are you in here?" Guo Yuze was a little worried when he saw that Le Xiaoyao had gone to the bathroom for a long time and didn't come back.Although this is a high-end hotel, who can guarantee that there will be no accidents?

"You have a good relationship with him." Lei Shuo said with jealousy, Lei Shuo said very frankly.

"It has nothing to do with you." Le Xiaoyao was a little anxious, what would Guo Yuze think if he found out that he was staying with Lei Shuo.He didn't want Guo Yuze to misunderstand.

"My people, I don't want anyone to touch them."

"Get out of the way, I want to go out, if you want to stay here, just stay here slowly." Le Xiaoyao said angrily.

"Xiaoyao, are you in there?" Guo Yuze asked in a faint voice.

When Le Xiaoyao walked out from the single room in the toilet, he found Guo Yuze was looking inside the toilet door, "Yuze, why are you here?"

"Hehe... Xiaoyao, what do you think?" Guo Yuze smiled, with a little sadness in his smile. When he was looking for Xiaoyao, he heard someone talking in the toilet.

"Yuzawa, you..."

"Okay, stop talking, go out first, everyone is waiting for you." Guo Yuze interrupted what Le Xiaoyao wanted to say, he didn't need a reason, he wanted to hear the truth more, and this truth happened to be something Le Xiaoyao couldn't give .

The two walked towards the hall in tandem, and Le Xiaoyao in the back had the illusion that the distance between Guo Yuze and him would be getting farther and farther away, and they were obviously in tandem.

……

No one was happy with this meal, and Xia Jiating was even more dissatisfied. She brought her friends over, but the process was not so satisfying. When paying the bill, Xia Jiating looked at Le Xiaoyao and Guo Yuze and said, "I'm sorry to bother you." .”

Le Xiaoyao understood that maybe, this time, Xia Jiating would really give up.He was suddenly a little sad. If one party's feelings do not have the other party's response, no matter how deep they are, they will not stand the test of time.

And Xia Jiating is a good example.

But this is very good for Xia Jiating, isn't it?

The author has something to say: I originally coded it yesterday, but suddenly there is no internet, so I can’t send it. My colleagues are going out for dinner today, so I don’t know if I can code it...

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34. Chapter [-] I don't want you to be like this...

Back at school, Le Xiaoyao felt that he and Guo Yuze were gradually alienating. The obvious example was that every time he went to see Guo Yuze, Guo Yuze was not there, or he was just not free.Le Xiaoyao vaguely felt that this time, he and Guo Yuze really couldn't go back to the past.

But this time, it wasn't just Guo Yuze who bothered him, but also Lei Shuo.After that meeting, Lei Shuo appeared in his life again, either calling or coming to his dormitory to find someone, so that Li Fenglai always asked him if he owed Lei Shuo money.Le Xiaoyao didn't know what to say, so he could only smile silly.

Lei Shuo's intrusion doesn't distinguish between time and place, and always appears when Le Xiaoyao didn't expect it. The first time, Le Xiaoyao thought it was accidental, but several times in succession, Le Xiaoyao had to think, how did Lei Shuo know where he was, He once suspected that it was his bedmate who told Lei Shuo about him, but thinking about it, he thought it was impossible.

Not to mention that the dormitory friend is not familiar with Lei Shuo, and the people in the dormitory don't need to tell Lei Shuo their news.Le Xiaoyao became confused when he thought about it. When he received a call from Lei Shuo, Le Xiaoyao was reading a book. He refused Lei Shuo without even thinking about it, but Lei Shuo's next sentence made Le Xiaoyao unable to sit still: Do you want to know about Guo Yuze? where are you now?

Sitting in Lei Shuo's car, Le Xiaoyao asked calmly, "Is there something wrong?" He suddenly regretted it now, logically speaking, he and Guo Yuze had their own circle of activities, and he had no right to intervene in Guo Yuze's life.

"Why, are you so unhappy to see me?" Lei Shuo didn't care about Le Xiaoyao's bad attitude, and turned his head to look at Le Xiaoyao with a smile.

Le Xiaoyao glanced at Lei Shuo, and looked ahead without saying a word.

"Xiaoyao, did I tell you that I miss you today?" Lei Shuo held the steering wheel with one hand and Le Xiaoyao's hand on his thigh with the other, and when he felt that Le Xiaoyao was about to withdraw, he said, "Don't move. "

Le Xiaoyao thought, from the day we met, Lei Shuo would call every night and say: I miss you today, do you miss me?Le Xiaoyao didn't know how to answer, so he could only use silence instead.To be honest, he was very moved by Lei Shuo's "I miss you", but he felt a little melancholy after being moved. He didn't know how long Lei Shuo's "I miss you very much" could last.

Le Xiaoyao didn't want to know what would be left of them after the passion subsided.

"What are you thinking?" Lei Shuo turned his head to look at the people around him. He found that Le Xiaoyao's eyes were blurred at this moment, and there was some sadness in his warm eyes. Lei Shuo suddenly wanted to know what he was thinking at this time.

"Didn't you say to take me to see Yuze?" Le Xiaoyao didn't want to chat with Lei Shuo.

"Yu Ze? That's really intimate..." Lei Shuo was dissatisfied. The person in front of him had never called him by his name, which made Lei Shuo deeply disappointed.

There was another silence in the car, and finally, Lei Shuo said 'here we are' when Le Xiaoyao was bored.After getting out of the car, Le Xiaoyao's eyes were stung by the neon lights in front of him.He looked at Lei Shuo in confusion and asked, "Why did you bring me here?" Le Xiaoyao always hated bars.

"Hehe..." Lei Shuo smiled and said, "Don't you want to know where Guo Yuze is? It's too late to regret it now..."

"You..." Le Xiaoyao didn't know what to say for a while, he didn't understand why he came to the bar after looking for Guo Yuze.

"Go..." Lei Shuo embraced Le Xiaoyao, looking from behind, it looked like Le Xiaoyao was in Lei Shuo's arms.

After Lei Shuo took him to his side, Le Xiaoyao felt uncomfortable. He twisted his body, trying to break free from Lei Shuo's shackles, but the more he struggled, the harder Lei Shuo exerted himself.In the end, Le Xiaoyao had no choice but to do so.

Seeing that Le Xiaoyao was no longer struggling, Lei Shuo let go of his hand: "Don't say anything when you go in, and don't be surprised by what you see."

. . . . . . . . . .

There is no rock music in Le Xiaoyao's imagination, and there are no men and women writhing wildly. Compared with the colorful neon lights outside, this place looks quieter.It doesn't look like it's a bar at all.

But just like that, Le Xiaoyao was still frightened, all men in front of him, and men in pairs, Le Xiaoyao looked around involuntarily, and found that they were either whispering or kissing.

"Here..." Le Xiaoyao said hesitantly.

"Well, you're right, this place is gay, and everyone who enters here is gay, commonly known as homosexuality." Lei Shuo stared forward and said.There, there is an acquaintance.

"Don't you want to know where Guo Yuze is?" Lei Shuo smiled, but there was cruelty in his smile.The person he wants will not be taken away by anyone.

Lei Shuo dragged Le Xiaoyao to the hidden seat, where he could clearly see all the movements and expressions of that person.As for Lei Shuo, that's what he wanted.

After sitting down, Lei Shuo ordered a cup of tequila sunrise and a cup of grass midge, the former was for himself, and the latter was for Le Xiaoyao.After the waiter brought the wine, Lei Shuo said, "Look, in this city, these people look no different from ordinary people during the day, but at night, they will come here."

"what do you want to say in the end?"

"Don't worry, try the wine in your hand." Lei Shuo said, holding up the wine glass, through the glass, he saw the expressions of the people at the table in front, and Lei Shuo smiled.

Le Xiaoyao looked hesitantly at the wine glass in front of him, thinking whether to drink it or not.When he was hesitating, his body was suddenly controlled. Le Xiaoyao felt the smell of alcohol in his mouth. As soon as he struggled, Lei Shuo whispered in his ear: "Don't move, the boss here doesn't like people around him." Noisy in the bar."

"You..." Le Xiaoyao coughed a few times, the smell of alcohol in his mouth made him uncomfortable.After he got used to it, he stared at Lei Shuo who was sitting opposite him: "What do you want?" He didn't like this kind of ambiguous relationship.

"What will happen to you if I say I want you?" Lei Shuo said with a smile.

Le Xiaoyao's face turned red suddenly, and he said angrily: "If this is the case, then I'll leave first." After speaking, he planned to get up.Le Xiaoyao sat inside, and if he wanted to go out, he had to pass by Lei Shuo.Le Xiaoyao looked around and found that the only way to go out was by Lei Shuo.

However, Lei Shuo did not intend to let Le Xiaoyao go. When passing by, Le Xiaoyao was pulled by Lei Shuo, and because of his unstable center of gravity, Le Xiaoyao fell towards Lei Shuo.

Sitting in Lei Shuo's arms, Le Xiaoyao tried hard to get up, but was held down by Lei Shuo's hands.As soon as Le Xiaoyao looked up, he saw Lei Shuo looking at him playfully.

"Don't move..." Lei Shuo wrapped his hands around the person sitting on him. This close contact made Lei Shuo's body hot, but the person sitting on him was still twisting his body, which made Lei Shuo's body full of blood. They all focused on a certain part, Lei Shuo thought, if it wasn't for the time yet, he would definitely put Le Xiaoyao under his body and watch him twitch and moan under him.

"Don't you want to know about Guo Yuze?" Lei Shuo whispered warm air in Le Xiaoyao's ear, "Don't talk, look over there..." As he spoke, Lei Shuo motioned Le Xiaoyao to look at the table not far in front.

Looking in the direction Lei Shuo was looking at, Le Xiaoyao was startled, was that stunning person still the Guo Yuze he knew before?The man put his hands on the other man's shoulders, with a bewitching smile on his brows.Le Xiaoyao took a closer look and found that he knew that man - Li Zhifeng.

Le Xiaoyao was in a trance for a while, he was not surprised by Guo Yuze and Li Zhifeng's ambiguous actions, he was surprised that when Guo Yuze let him not know each other.

"Surprised, to be honest, I was also surprised." Lei Shuo picked up the glass that was still half full of wine from the table.

"When did you know?" Le Xiaoyao asked, he didn't have time to care about whether he was still sitting on Lei Shuo.

Lei Shuo was also willing to hug Le Xiaoyao, and he said casually: "A few days ago, a friend of mine said that a very beautiful newcomer came here, and showed me the photo. I brought you here."

Hearing what Lei Shuo said, Le Xiaoyao got up abruptly, then turned and walked out.He wanted to confront Guo Yuze and ask him why he came here.But he found that he had no reason to blame Guo Yuze. Isn't he the same as Guo Yuze, having an affair with another man.

The little pain in his heart made Le Xiaoyao stagger when he walked, Guo Yuze shouldn't be like this.He is different from himself. He should find a gentle wife and have children in the future.

This momentary gap made Le Xiaoyao unable to accept it for a while, and when he came out of the bar, it was raining slightly, Le Xiaoyao suddenly found himself very cold, until someone hugged him from behind.

At this moment, Le Xiaoyao didn't want to know who was holding him, so he huddled in that person's arms, absorbing the warmth.

"I have known Yuze for many years." Le Xiaoyao said calmly.

"I know."

"He was a very cute kid when he was a child, and my parents liked him very much."

"I know……"

"Maybe it's my fault. He obviously can marry a woman and have children. I noticed it when he kissed me, but I lied to myself. This is the intimacy between friends."

"Xiaoyao, it's not your fault, he has the right to choose the person he likes, no matter if the person is a man or a woman." Lei Shuo felt distressed, the eyes of the person in his arms were dim, and he wanted to see those bright eyes again.

"You don't know." Le Xiaoyao murmured, shaking his head, "I don't want him to live in darkness like me, and spend his whole life alone. This way, he will be even more lonely."

"Xiaoyao, you will not be alone, believe me, you will not be alone."

Le Xiaoyao shook his head, and said lightly: "Someone told me that he would always be with me, but he made a slip of the tongue, he said that he is not interested in me anymore, and he found another person who can replace me. "

Lei Shuo's heart ached, he hugged Le Xiaoyao tightly and said, "No, no, trust me, he will always be with you until you no longer need him."

"is it?"

. . . . . . . . . . . . .

Lei Shuo was driving the car. He looked at Le Xiaoyao who bowed his head silently, holding on to the steering wheel tightly. He didn't understand. From what he knew, Le Xiaoyao hadn't had any boyfriend or girlfriend in the past 20 years. Where did the "her" come from? ,he".

Lei Shuo doesn't plan to send Le Xiaoyao back to school, not far from here, there is a house he just bought.

……

The author has something to say: Some people may be a little disappointed with Guo Yuze, hey...

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35. Chapter Thirty-One Every Family Has Difficult Scriptures...

After the meal, Guo Yuze himself did not contact Le Xiaoyao. Every time Le Xiaoyao called, Guo Yuze said a few words lightly. After a few times, Guo Yuze obviously felt that Le Xiaoyao did not call so often. .The two fell into a cold war, to be precise, it was Guo Yuze and Le Xiaoyao.

Many times, Guo Yuze wanted to put his face down, but every time the words came to his lips, he swallowed them again.Until Li Zhifeng found him and brought him into a world he had never touched before.

There, Guo Yuze felt that the world was so small that even his classmates would meet him.That classmate is a good student in the teacher's mind during the day, and he is the envy of the classmates. However, such a good student does wild things at night.

At the beginning, Guo Yuze seemed like an outsider, admiring the performance of the people on stage, but slowly, he found that he had also joined that group of people.

The first time I kissed with Li Zhifeng, Guo Yuze brushed his teeth several times after returning home, until the taste of Li Zhifeng disappeared from his mouth.But slowly, when Li Zhifeng kissed him again, he himself did not push away.

Indulging again and again, imagining that the other party is the person I think in my heart again and again.

Once again, Li Zhifeng pulled him to that gay bar, where Li Zhifeng said to him: Yuze, I like you.

And Guo Yuze himself just looked at Li Zhifeng indifferently and asked, "Why didn't I feel it?"

Li Zhifeng smiled and said to him: "Yuze, you are too sensitive and stubborn. You like Le Xiaoyao, but you never thought of telling him. However, it is not difficult to suspect that Le Xiaoyao knows that you like him." .”

Li Zhifeng's words made Guo Yuze try hard to reveal the concealed facts. He looked ahead with misty eyes and said coldly, "It's none of your business."

"Well, OK? It's none of my business." Li Zhifeng made an OK gesture with his hands while talking.

On this day, Guo Yuze, who can't get drunk after drinking, was drunk. He remembered the class reunion that he went out with Xu Xiaosong. Rarely gets drunk.This may be heredity. He did not inherit Guo Dabao's looks, but he inherited Guo Dabao's drinking capacity.

But Guo Yuze didn't want to tell Le Xiaoyao that he was able to drink, he liked to watch Le Xiaoyao block the wine for him.Guo Yuze also thought that he might live like this with Le Xiaoyao for the rest of his life. Guo Yuze didn't know how long his life was, but he was sure that he would be with Le Xiaoyao for the rest of his life.Until Lei Shuo appeared, Lei Shuo was like a thorn in the ground, making him restless.

Li Zhifeng didn't stop Guo Yuze, he was beside him, watching Guo Yuze drink one cup after another, he didn't stop until Guo Yuze's hand trembling when holding the wine glass.

The drunk Guo Yuze was not as indifferent as usual, and became a little more popular. Li Zhifeng pressed Guo Yuze's hand that was still about to serve the wine with his hand.Getting Guo Yuze drunk Li Zhifeng does not deny that he is a little cautious, but he does not blame himself at all. He once heard a girl in his class say: In the world of love, the one who loves first loses first.At that time Li Zhifeng thought it was just a few sour words of a literati, but now, he does not deny it, which is not unreasonable.

After stroking the drunk Guo Yuze into the car, Li Zhifeng gently stroked the face of the man lying in his arms, he did not miss the surprise in the driver's eyes.Li Zhifeng didn't take it seriously, other people can think whatever they want, it has nothing to do with him.

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Driving the car, Lei Shuo looked down at Le Xiaoyao, Le Xiaoyao hugged his knees with both hands, and his messy hair covered his eyes.Lei Shuo freed a hand and straightened the man's messy hair.

After getting out of the car, Le Xiaoyao looked at the unfamiliar environment and asked, "Where is this?"

"my home."

"your home?"

"Yes, if you want, this is your home too." Lei Shuo dotingly looked at the person next to him, how much he wanted to embrace that person in his arms.Just let him be his own.

Lei Shuo admits that he is selfish, so selfish that he can't even touch his own things.

"When did I say to go to your house?" Le Xiaoyao said angrily, this person never asks for his own consent, and makes his own decisions and decides everything for himself.It was the same before, and it is the same now.

Le Xiaoyao turned around and wanted to leave, but was grabbed by Lei Shuo: "I'm sorry, I thought you didn't want to go back to school?" Lei Shuo apologized and said in a low voice.

"You think, you always think..." Le Xiaoyao wanted to break free from Lei Shuo's shackles, but no matter how hard he struggled, he was still firmly held by Lei Shuo.

"Let go." Le Xiaoyao violently broke away from Lei Shuo's shackles, but his arms were bloodshot.At this time, Le Xiaoyao didn't care too much. Seeing a taxi coming, he stopped him and boarded the car. He told the address and told the driver to drive away immediately.

Le Xiaoyao slowly calmed down after getting out of the taxi.During this period of time, he didn't hate Lei Shuo, but every time Lei Shuo cared about his own opinions and didn't ask for his opinion, Le Xiaoyao broke out again.

Le Xiaoyao who was far away couldn't see Lei Shuo's gloomy eyes, Lei Shuo didn't understand, he just wanted Le Xiaoyao to have a good rest, could he make Le Xiaoyao so angry?

. . . . . . . . . . .

It was already eleven o'clock when we got back to the dormitory, Le Xiaoyao sat on the armchair tiredly, and didn't even hear Li Fenglai calling him a few times: "Xiaoyao, where did you go, why did you go out so well, and come back like this, Come and tell brother, is he broken in love or dumped."

"Pfft..." Hu Zhongming, who was lying on the upper bunk reading a book, said with a smile, "Is there any difference between falling out of love and being dumped?"

Li Fenglai glanced at Hu Zhongming, and said, "Get out, I didn't tell you, what's the matter with you?"

"Tch, you think I'm rare..." Hu Zhongming turned over a page and said, "Xiaoyao, don't listen to his nonsense, don't tell him anything, no one knows that he has a big mouth."

"Okay, you two stop talking, didn't you see that Xiaoyao is in a bad mood?" Yu Gang paused the game he was playing, then turned his head and said viciously to the two quarreling.

Yu Gang's words calmed down the two who were about to quarrel. They looked at each other, hummed again, and went about their own business.

Le Xiaoyao glanced at Yu Gang gratefully, then went to the toilet to wash up.Seeing Le Xiaoyao entered the toilet, Yu Gang stared at the toilet door with strange eyes. He just saw a deep hickey on Le Xiaoyao's neck.Are girls that bold nowadays?Brazenly engraving your own marks on another person?

At 11:30, the lights in the bedroom were turned off.Le Xiaoyao wanted to sleep but couldn't. He turned over and sat on the bed, listening to the slight snoring coming from the bed, gradually falling into thought.He was thinking about the relationship between himself, Lei Shuo and Guo Yuze.Said to be friends with Guo Yuze, but they are closer than friends.spouse?Le Xiaoyao smiled, at least they are not now.

But Lei Shuo, Le Xiaoyao is a little confused. What are he and Lei Shuo? They are friends. Lei Shuo obviously does not classify him as a friend, and after experiencing those things, it is impossible for him to only regard Lei Shuo as a friend. Ordinary friends come to see.

Le Xiaoyao was a little annoyed by his own indecision, and he tried his best to keep himself sober, but maybe it was in response to the old saying: the authorities are obsessed, but the bystanders are clear.Le Xiaoyao is very clear about other people's affairs, but when it comes to his own affairs, he becomes confused.

Le Xiaoyao never thinks about things that he can't figure out. He laughs at himself, like a tortoise with his head shrunk, whenever there is any movement, he shrank his head into his shell to protect himself in this way.

In a daze, Le Xiaoyao heard someone calling him, and when he listened carefully, it turned out to be Yu Gang.Le Xiaoyao asked softly: "What's wrong?"

"It's okay, let's chat with you." Yu Gang didn't understand why he called Le Xiaoyao. His bunk was facing Le Xiaoyao. Although the lights were turned off, when he turned around, he could see Le Xiaoyao sitting Yu Gang didn't want to ask more about the blurry figure on the bed, but he felt that Le Xiaoyao was a bit lonely at this moment.Yu Gang thought that this bedmate was good everywhere and treated people well, but he just had too many things on his mind.

"En." Le Xiaoyao didn't know what to talk about, so he could only use 'um' to show that he was listening.

"Won't bother you?" Yu Gang asked.

"No, I can't sleep either."

"That's good..." In the dark, Yu Gang seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, and he said in a low voice: "My father and my mother met at work, and they were ordinary employees at that time. The state-owned enterprise is an accountant, while my dad is just an ordinary worker.

Grandma originally disagreed with my mother marrying my father, saying that my father was worthless and my mother would not live a good life with him.But my mother ignored my grandmother's objection and insisted on marrying my father.My father is also very ambitious. He went to work alone and made a lot of money. He also took my mother to live with him, but now she is not happy. "

Le Xiaoyao listened quietly, he didn't think about why Yu Gang was talking to him.

"My dad has money, but he forgot the person who silently paid for him back then. He took the money to find other women. My mom even quarreled with my dad, but my dad said to change it. After a few days, They went out to find other people. I don’t understand. At the beginning, their love disregarded each other’s family, but now, one sheds tears at home, and the other flirts outside. Is it true that the feelings of more than [-] years can’t reach the outside world? The temptation?" Yu Gang let out his voice and said, he didn't want to tell outsiders about this, but he couldn't think of what to talk to Le Xiaoyao, so he took out the past that was buried in his heart.

After finishing speaking, seeing no one answered for a long time, Yu Gang asked, "Xiaoyao, are you asleep?"

"not yet."

"Now I don't care about my dad's business anymore, I just want to take good care of my mom so that she is not alone."

"You're fine..." Le Xiaoyao thought, had he thought about his parents?It seems not, he always thinks that he is doing the right thing, and rarely cares about his parents.

"Well...then go to sleep." Yu Gang sighed.Regardless of whether Le Xiaoyao understands it or not, he can only do this.

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The author has something to say: I have already said about typos, and I will change them later...

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36. Chapter Thirty-two Abandon everything...

Four years later

"Xiaoyao, can you help me bring this document to Manager Ye?" The female colleague in the office called to stop Le Xiaoyao who was copying the document. It stands to reason that she should be happy to have further contact with Manager Ye, but who knows that Manager Ye has been in touch for the past two days. Her complexion is not very good, she dare not touch bad luck.

After copying the documents in his hand, Le Xiaoyao raised his head and said gently: "Okay." As a newcomer who hasn't worked for a long time, Le Xiaoyao would help out with errands or make tea, and Le Xiaoyao didn't care about these jobs at all. ***College graduated and proud.

Coincidentally, when Le Xiaoyao applied for this company, his immediate boss was actually Ye Tian. When he saw Ye Tian, ​​Le Xiaoyao was still very surprised. After all, in the city of Hangzhou, after a long time,