behind your back

"What do you drink today?"

"Same!" Although the smile on the bartender's face was warm enough to melt the icebergs in Greenland, it couldn't melt the frost on Xie Zhihua's face. In order to catch up with the nine o'clock appointment, he rushed all the way into the shop through red lights and sat down on the bar. , Even the action of putting down the briefcase seemed murderous.

"Drink coffee on an empty stomach in the morning and drink alcohol on an empty stomach at night. Is your stomach stronger than the average person?"

"None of your business!" He killed Whiskey on the ice without even looking at the next door.

"Of course it's none of my business, but if it's none of your business, I have to take care."

While the charming and gentle smile was still lingering on the corner of his lips, a sudden chill hit his face, and the man sitting next to him took the tissue from the bartender, and wiped off the wine stains on his face indifferently. "Hey, if you want to be wild, you can also pour your own wine, why waste other people's wine?"

"So fussy, why don't you just buy another cup—"

The man pressed down his hand that was about to move, and couldn't help laughing: "It seems that you really haven't had enough to eat, and your self-cultivation is so poor?"

"Cultivation depends on the person, it's a waste to give it to someone like you!"

"Tsk tsk, I really suspect that you have a dual personality. I still like that manager Xie this morning. Can you invite him out for a date with me when you are free?"

"Have you said enough!"

"Not yet, it's just the beginning..."

"Yang Yiqi, you bastard!" Xie Zhihua stood up angrily, grabbing an empty cup and pouring it forcefully on the bar counter. The voice was so loud that it attracted the attention of the crowd. Noticing the curious eyes around him, the bastard he was talking about had already pressed his shoulders, with a smile on his face "Gently" push him back on the chair.

"Even if I'm an asshole, you don't need to make such a high-profile publicity, do you? Why don't you just take the loud voice to the streets and alleys?"

"Don't worry, I will definitely do it if I have the chance!"

"Then I'll wait and see!" Hearing what he said, Yang Yiqi just smiled with his cheeks on his hands, and then asked the bartender for another glass of wine. Xie Zhihua saw that he was in a state of dispirited death from the beginning to the end, and suddenly felt that he had nothing to do with this person. Such general knowledge is simply an idiot's behavior.

"Do you really know how to write the words "deceive too much"?"

"I know, I learned it in elementary school."

"Forget it, I'm leaving." He took out 500 yuan from his wallet and threw it on the bar counter, picked up his briefcase, turned around and left, Yang Yiqi held his hand calmly.

"Where are you going?"

"It's up to you, I want you to take care of it!" Because of the lessons learned from the past, he will never bring himself to be humiliated if he is killed.

"Could it be that we are going to look for my junior at this time? The senior is really busy—" Yang Yiqi intentionally imitated Wu Mingjia's tone, Xie Zhihua heard it harshly, and forced to break away from his hand.

"Did you call me here just to mock me?"

"Of course not. What good will it do me to ridicule you? Of course, only those who are in good health will come to you."

"I don't have that American time to joke with you."

Yang Yiqi smiled and knocked on the table a few times. "It's not a joke, it's a serious business. I'm really interested in the new technology proposal this morning. When can your schedule be pulled out?"

"Um?"

"I called you at noon today just to confirm this matter. I didn't expect your tone to be so cold that I couldn't even ask."

Xie Zhihua said disapprovingly, "Is that so? Didn't you call to laugh at me?" She laughed at him for not being able to see Taishan, and for not currying favor with him when fooling around with him.

"Am I so indiscriminate?"

"Don't you?"

Yang Yiqi rested her chin and couldn't help but speak earnestly, "Strictly speaking, it's a little bit personal. After all, it's your case. Otherwise, if it's another manufacturer, I'll delay it for a month or two." Let's talk."

"I don't understand what you're talking about." Xie Zhihua, who had a deep prejudice against him, didn't even bother to understand the meaning behind him. He raised his head and drank a cup, and Yang Yiqi held him gently with the cup in his hand.

"It means what you hear."

Inadvertently looking into those smiling eyes, Xie Zhihua knew that Yang Yiqi was playing tricks with him most of the time, but his heart was still inexplicably terrified, and he withdrew his hand.

"Don't talk so nicely. You think I don't know that your family is in a hurry to launch a new product. If you don't finalize the supplier schedule before the end of the month, you will have to postpone it? Don't ask me for favors over there."

"Oh, I saw through you."

"It's not the first day I've met you."

Yang Yiqi smiled and said nothing, slowly savoring the Whiskey that had melted off the ice, and the taste faded a bit, but it was still a good drink. Looking at his side face, he suddenly felt and said:

"However, my intelligence gathering ability has really deteriorated. I didn't know you were in KAM until today—"

"It's not surprising, my code name in your phone must be just two English letters, right?"

Xie Zhihua turned her head with a guilty conscience that was seen through by others, Yang Yiqi smiled lightly, as if she had already gotten used to it. "Although you are so cold and ruthless, I am different from you. I already knew about you being the manager of AK."

"Are you investigating me in private?"

"Who has that spare time? I took your business card!"

"When did I give it to you, why don't I have any impression?"

"I really don't have any impression?" Yang Yiqi approached the bartender who was very interested in their conversation, and whispered in his ear. Xie Zhihua was out of the loop at first, but then he had to feel that he was digging his own grave .

For Yang Yiqi, the most common and trivial things were a painful life experience for him.

That night, the pain was not only the physical torture, but also the torn dignity, which made him fully realize the cruel fact that he was almost abused and deeply longed to be comforted by the same sex with his body.

Yes... For those who can't see the light, they can use their bodies to warm each other even if they have no emotional foundation. Therefore, since they met, their schedule has been drinking and going to bed. Except for the necessary places for these two activities, they will not be in other places. After all, they are not in a relationship, they just take what they need, and until now, Xie Zhihua is still trying to implement this principle.

Of course, this night was no exception. After losing his temper at the bar, he got into Yang Yiqi's car again as if possessed by evil spirits. As soon as he arrived at his house, the door was just locked when someone rushed from behind like a hungry tiger. He came up and took off his clothes, pressing him firmly against the wall.

He didn't resist, and in fact he didn't have the extra strength to resist. The behavior pattern he was used to made him quickly accept the teasing of another body of the same sex. The only thing he could do was to close his eyes and endure what the other party brought him, The thrill of almost dying.

After ejaculating in his hands, Yang Yiqi kissed the back of his neck and roughly separated his somewhat weak body. His fingers stained with his body fluid wet the entrance. It was so fast that Xie Zhihua couldn't help biting her lower lip, but she still couldn't suppress the moan and blurted out.

When the man's things slipped inside his body, he almost screamed out several times. While he was drowsy, he suddenly remembered that Yang Yiqi didn't seem to be wearing a condom, but it was too late.

"There's still time to be distracted, just think about me at this time..." As if seeing through his absent-mindedness, Yang Yiqi unceremoniously bit his dissatisfaction with him on the neck, lingering on his ear The hot and humid breath was like a fire that burned him to nothing. Later, Xie Zhihua seemed unable to bear his attack. He lay on the wall and clenched his fists, letting tears and shame flow down together.

Although the person involved didn't say anything, the anger conveyed through his body also made him realize that this man didn't really care about anything as he said.

He turned his head and wanted to stop the deep who was about to disintegrate himself behind him, but his chin happened to be caught. Yang Yiqi leaned close to his face and lowered his head to lick away the water marks on his lips. Going deeper, deliberately slowing down the pace, the short pause also forced Xie Zhihua to tremble slightly.

"Crying like this... People who don't know think I'm raping you."

Xie Zhihua opened his mouth to speak but was softly kissed. Yang Yiqi didn't leave him room to think. After pulling him away, he re-inserted from the front. The intimacy was more embarrassing than turning his back on, and he couldn't help it. Without closing your eyes, sink into his embrace.

Yang Yiqi picked up his legs and put them around his waist, filling and messing with him without any gaps, and finally rushed into him as if he wanted to break him. The too intense intercourse made him unable to breathe, and finally he could only Hearing the heavy panting in his ears, he opened his body helplessly to let the bursting heat burn his fragile and shrinking self-esteem.

After the affair, Xie Zhihua, who had finished grooming, walked out of the bathroom and didn't see Yang Yiqi, so he instinctively went to the balcony to find someone. Sure enough, he was smoking again, and there were probably four or five cigarette butts lying in the ashtray on the platform.

"Are you going to spend the night here, or should I drive you back?" Sensing his presence, Yang Yiqi put on a smile, put out his cigarette butt and walked into the house. Xie Zhihua looked at the mask and was speechless for a while, so he turned his back and picked it up. The clothes on the ground were put on again.

"Don't bother, I'll just take a taxi and go to the bar to pick up the car. I have to go to work tomorrow."

"It's 'today', it's past three o'clock."

Xie Zhihua felt annoyed when he heard this. Although he was also involved in this matter, he never expected it to be so late. He finished dressing and left the room as quickly as possible. Yang Yiqi only wore a towel around his lower body and followed him all the way to the door. Then lean on the closet to watch him put on his shoes.

"If I hadn't sent you that text message, would you have come to see me?" He said in a casual tone as if to pass the time, Xie Zhihua, who was squatting on the ground, froze for a moment, but soon returned to normal.

"Even without that text message, don't we still see each other often?"

"I thought you rushed here because you were afraid that I would drink with your junior, didn't you cooperate unexpectedly just now? Are you flattering me?"

Xie Zhihua pursed her lips and did not speak, the lengthy silence made Yang Yiqi's speech unstoppable and endless: "Why are you so afraid that I will go find him?"

"I'm leaving, it's getting late."

"Xie Zhihua, is this question so difficult to answer?"

"I'm under no obligation to answer you."

Yang Yiqi walked over and pushed the door he had opened. "But I want to know."

"Don't you think you're asking too much?"

"Am I not qualified to ask?" Yang Yiqi propped his arms on the door, holding Xie Zhihua completely under his control, "If someone can satisfy you, why do you keep looking for me?"

"If you're tired of me, I don't need to look for you." Xie Zhihua blushed, trying to break free from his arms.

"I didn't say I was tired, I just wanted to get to know you better."

"It's not necessary!"

"Xie Zhihua, why do you have to force yourself to death? Am I that scary?"

"You are really annoying!" He tried his best to push him away, but the man in front of him remained motionless.

"I only have this shortcoming, but it's also the only advantage..." He smiled and slid across his forehead, and couldn't help licking his lips as he passed the bridge of his nose. "I'll just ask one more question... Am I the extra one?"

Xie Zhihua avoided his kiss and didn't answer, as if the fish on the cutting board was going to be slaughtered by him.

"Why are you always silent?"

"I don't know what to say."

"do you like me?"

"In your world, do you only have sex if you like it?"

Seeing him pause for a few seconds, Xie Zhihua couldn't help laughing and said, "Since you don't even have this rule, why do you ask me?"

"I'm not sure if you like me or not, but I think you don't hate me, do you? Otherwise, you won't just go with me every time, right—"

"Have you finished all your questions? May I go?"

"You've always wanted to go, so where can you go? Haven't you been spinning in circles for the past year?"

"Even turning around in circles is my freedom, please step aside."

"Xie Zhihua—"

"I tell you to get out of the way!"

Yang Yiqi quickly grabbed his swaying hand with quick eyes, and he smiled, "Why? Do I want to use violence if I can't win?" He didn't mean to make things difficult for him, he just couldn't forget the crying eyes that night.

Xie Zhihua cried countless times in front of him, but that was when he was cornered and had no choice but to sink into his embrace.He'd never looked at him that way before.Maybe it was out of jealousy, he always wanted to find out the truth about the person he hid in his heart.

"Let me go? What's in it for you to know so much? Isn't my body the only thing you're interested in? If you want to maintain the status quo, don't ask anything, or don't have anything to do with it at all." They didn't say it's okay not to ask each other's world?Why do you chase after him like this once you catch him?Is it fun to dig out other people's sores?

"It's okay if you don't want to come and go, don't forget that I'm your client."

"Do you think you can threaten me with this? I'm going to do the handover tomorrow."

"Okay, I've already thought about the reason for you, so I'll write 'Because I'm not careful in my private life and slept with a client'."

Xie Zhihua's eyes widened as if he couldn't believe that he had the face to say that. Yang Yiqi smiled and said, "How is it? The title is sensational enough, right? Guess Wu Mingjia will spend a few days to approve this sign present?"

"Don't go too far!" Hearing his hint, Xie Zhihua's whole body went numb.

"How can I? Based on the consideration of long-term cooperation, I think the background of all working partners must be investigated. It's really just right." He didn't expect to speak so harshly, but Xie Zhihua was inexplicably excited, and it hurt So he was successfully provoked indirectly.

"It doesn't matter if you don't want to admit it now, I'll wait for you... You have to continue with the KAM case, if there is any mistake, I will find Wu Mingjia, you can weigh it yourself?"

"Are you threatening me?"

"No, it's to help you not to confuse public and private affairs. I hope we can have a happy cooperation in the future." He held his hand and smiled with the corners of his eyes curled up. Xie Zhihua couldn't help but shudder when he saw the face of a full-fledged businessman. Don't you underestimate Yang Yiqi too much?Maybe he shouldn't have picked him up in the first place.

After knocking twice to draw Xie Zhihua's attention away from the screen, he turned his head and saw Wu Mingjia resting his hands on the Partition, looking down at him with a slightly haggard smile.

He dropped what he was doing and wanted to stand up, but Wu Mingjia pressed his shoulders and asked him not to make a fuss. "Just sit down, I just passed by, and stopped to see what the senior is doing."

"Your complexion is not very good... What's the matter? Have you caught a cold?" The person who was still in good spirits yesterday really seems to have no energy now. Xie Zhihua sat on a chair and looked at him with some concern. Wu Mingjia smiled slightly, maintaining his original expression posture.

"Maybe I didn't sleep well last night, just take a vitamin later."

"You live alone, why don't you pay more attention?" Xie Zhihua was sincerely caring, since he learned that he moved out of the house, he would inevitably chatter a few more words.

"I think so. Living alone is really inconvenient. For example, no one washes the clothes, can only eat out every day, and no one helps with housework. The worst thing is that there is no one to take care of you when you are sick. It is really miserable. .”

"Hurry up and get a girlfriend."

"Now? I don't know what to do..."

Sensing the sight on her face, Xie Zhihua shook her head in puzzlement, Wu Mingjia looked back in time, and cleared her throat as if nothing had happened, "It's almost twelve o'clock, want to have lunch together?"

"Okay, Boss treats you."

"Senior will treat me as a boss only at this time."

"No way, he's still a good student."

Wu Mingjia smiled helplessly. He didn't know that he was actually not willing to stay in the position of a good friend, but his protective wall was impenetrable, making it impossible for him to invade.

"By the way, senior, were you not at home all night yesterday?" Wu Mingjia had already had a drink in the middle of the Chinese meal. To be honest, he didn't have much appetite, and his whole mind was hanging on Xie Zhihua.

"Yeah, do you have anything to do with me?"

"Then why didn't you answer when I called at your house?"

"What time is it?"

"Is it around eleven or two o'clock?"

Xie Zhihua ladled the soup into the bowl pretending to be calm, and after drinking a few spoonfuls, he said nonchalantly, "Maybe you didn't hear it while you were taking a bath?"

"Oh..." Wu Mingjia drank Coke without dismantling his desk.If you didn't hear it, you should see the missed call on your mobile phone, right?Are you really taking a shower?Or stay away all night at all?He knows him too well, because he is not good at lying so he chooses to avoid the important ones.He wasn't in such a hurry to go to his house to arrest someone, but where could he have been if he didn't come home all night?You don't usually hang out with colleagues and friends, do you?

"Yeah, is there something wrong with you looking for me in such a hurry?"

"Actually, it's nothing. I just want to have dinner with my seniors and have a casual chat... I always feel that your expression is not right after you came out of KAM at noon yesterday. What happened?"

"No, it's probably the first time I've received such a big client and I'm a little nervous, it's okay."

"Nervous? I'm not the senior, so I'm still nervous after entering the industry for so long?"

"Of course I will! Even if you are a veteran, you will always have stage fright, not to mention that the other party even has an associate-level executive in attendance. Can you not act solemnly in a case that costs millions of dollars?" Although even himself Everyone felt that this reason was not convincing, but Xie Zhihua still had to find a way to shift the focus.

"I see... I thought there was an acquaintance of the senior at the scene."

"W-Where did you come from an acquaintance? Why do you think so?" Xie Zhihua felt sweat dripping down his back.

"Because the senior is too distracted."

"Do I have it?"

"Yes, do you remember what Daiyu said in the car?"

"What did he say?" No matter how hard he thought about it, Xie Zhihua only had the impression of Li Dayu's sour words. That guy must still be unwilling to accept that the territory he has been operating for many years is for an order of "organizational reorganization". Have to give in, right?

"Look, you said you weren't distracted."

"You are kind enough to remind me the key point!"

Wu Mingjia lay on the back of the chair with his hands folded around his chest, looking arrogant. "KAM's assistant, that guy named Yang Yiqi, is said to have been poached by KAM from a competitor with a lot of money, and he seemed to have a bad relationship with the old company. In the end, KAM came forward to help him pay all the liquidated damages... But I I think it is probably because Yang Yiqi brought the entire technical team with him as soon as he came here, and it is considered an investment for KAM, right?"

"Hmm..." I used to see him sloppy and thought he was just an ordinary white-collar worker doing nothing, but I didn't expect him to have such a big background.

"That senior... I was thinking, since we intend to expand the market of consumer products, it is good for us to have a good relationship with Yang Yunli... Can you check Alex's tone when you go to KAM this afternoon? It depends on whether his boss is interested in playing basketball or something, we will try our best to cooperate."

"Okay, let me ask again." It's not that Wu Mingjia doesn't understand his career ambitions, it's just that at this point in time, trying to win over Yang Yiqi always feels like a sheep in the mouth of a tiger, even though he himself promised that he would not expose them at will. relationship, but holding this unexploded bomb all day, always tossing and turning.

Having said that, if you want to know what his interests are, you don't need to ask Alex at all, he can answer for himself immediately.

Apart from torturing him in bed, Yang Yiqi's interest is probably to stay in the GayBar to find new prey, waiting for a one-night stand, right?Isn't that how he got to know him?

Speaking of this matter, they didn't seem to have taken security measures last night. This guy didn't do it on purpose, right?Who can beat him if he is bad-hearted?He can't afford even a small loss, and he is so petty to the point of being petty. If he "offended" him like that yesterday morning, he must be extremely dissatisfied with him in his heart, right?

"Senior—"

"Uh, sorry, what did you just say?"

"I didn't say anything just now, what's the matter? Are you in a daze again?" Wu Mingjia smiled slightly, staring at him with tolerance and wonder at his repeated distractions.He didn't mean to blame Xie Zhihua, but he just felt that he seemed a little restless recently, which made him worry about it.

"No, I was thinking about how to talk to Alex in the afternoon... After all, at the meeting yesterday, Assistant Manager Yang also made it clear that there are two competitors in this case. Apart from the advantage of our new technology, if the price If the other side can go down a little bit, the chances of winning may be much greater." Fortunately, Xie Zhihua, who was caught again, reacted fairly quickly, and immediately made some excuses to evade it.

"In this case, I will give the senior 3% of the buffer, and the senior will lose the card according to the situation? In short, I will leave this case to the senior, and we must win it."

"Well, leave it to me." Although it is not difficult to win KAM's order with AK's current strength, he still doesn't want Yang Yiqi to think that he is confident, as if their department relied on him and his relationship to get the case Well, since he dared to ask others to distinguish between public and private, he would not have double standards. He always followed his words and did what he said, without any exceptions.

"If you want to ask me to play ball, you can just tell me directly, why do you let Alex pass the word? 』

"If you don't let him pass it on, who will pass it on? Do I know you very well?" Xie Zhihua walked towards the parking lot with his mobile phone in hand, and rudely tore off his tie. Sometimes he really couldn't help wondering if Yang Yiqi had installed a wiretap on him Otherwise, how could the timing of every phone call be so perfect?

"That's right, I forgot that we "meet for the first time" yesterday, so we should be "not familiar at all".That being the case, should I reject you?I went there when I got an appointment, which made me feel like I was out of luck—”

"'Assistant Yang', please clarify, please? It wasn't 'I' who asked you out!" Compared to Yang Yiqi's indifference, Xie Zhihua seemed very excited. How did that Alex send the message?It was too late for him to hide from him, how could he cast himself into the trap?

"Oh, I'm sorry, I made a mistake. The person who invited me was your dear junior. You will come with me too, right?" 』

Xie Zhihua rolled his eyes, as if he couldn't stand his glib, this man had no sincerity to help him solve the problem, he was just out of curiosity, gossip, trying to seize the opportunity to laugh at him, if he took out Guts Ignore his coercion, and don't even have the right to hang up his phone like now.

"Why do you beat me? You bosses always have some private things to say. I'm afraid it's inconvenient for me to be there, isn't it?"

"how come?Your junior doesn't regard you as a subordinate at all, and wouldn't it be better if you were present?Only in this way will I have the opportunity to "get to know you slowly", otherwise I will always be so "polite" and it will be difficult to perform the play. Do you have such confidence in me that you can keep it from your junior? 』

"I didn't mean to hide it from him...I believe he can understand..." Xie Zhihua sat in the driver's seat and didn't start the engine for a long time. He leaned on the back of the seat and felt his shoulders were as hard as a rock.

"There are so many assumptions, why not go to him now and be honest? 』

"Yang Yiqi!" Surprised that he was out of control, Xie Zhihua hurriedly closed his mouth and said, "Yang, Assistant Manager Yang...don't complicate things... Yu Gong, we give your company comprehensive support; Yu private, my cooperation is not good enough. That's too bad... Besides, you promised me that you wouldn't say anything to Ming Jia, didn't you?"

"That's right, but who told you to always sleep with me in a half-toned mood? I'm not a piece of wood, can I feel nothing at all?" 』

"Uh, so you really mind? I thought... well, I thought we were just..." Although he was already used to Yang Yiqi's sarcasm, he would still be surprised to hear his complaint suddenly.He always thought that the other party just used him as a tool to vent his desire...

"Just what?How on earth do you define my relationship with you? 』

"Is there anything to define? It's just... well... Anyway, I will definitely not stalk you. You can rest assured about this!"

There was silence on the other end of the phone for a few seconds, Yang Yiqi spoke again, still in that indifferent tone, "I'm not worried at all, I know you are super dedicated, and I can only pretend to be your junior in my heart forever." 』

"I said that Ming Jia and I are just—forget it, do as you please." Xie Zhihua, who was unable to clarify for herself because of the embarrassment, didn't bother to argue with him anymore.

For him, it was a secret buried deep in his heart that would be ridiculed if spoken out.

The person he liked didn't know he liked him until he died.

Even if he reported to the sick bed every day, he only regarded his feelings as the care of a good friend.

He embraced his secret love like this, and watched him lying on the hospital bed on a drip and getting weaker and emaciated day by day, but his love couldn't exert any effect on his illness.

The day before his funeral happened to be his high school graduation ceremony. As soon as he received his graduation certificate, he rushed to his funeral to tell him the news. He said they would graduate together...they would stand on the stage together He was the one who presented the award, but why was he the only one left on the stage at the end?And he had to cremate his graduation certificate with his own hands——

He didn't go home that night, he nestled by the fence near his house, hugging his knees and weeping bitterly. Suddenly, in the darkness, hands gently embraced him. He raised his head and thought it was him who came back, but he calmed down. Only then did he realize that that face was a bit more youthful and childish than his. It was his only younger brother, and there were also tears in his eyes.

Two years later, he participated in the orientation of the department, and when the students met his juniors with the same number, he always felt that someone was watching him nearby.At first he didn't take it seriously, but when he was about to walk to his place, someone from behind suddenly patted him on the shoulder, and he turned around, gasping for air because of that face.