behind your back

From then on, apart from business commitments, Wu Mingjia tried his best to keep pace with Xie Zhihua in terms of private life as well. They no longer just met at the company, he would find excuses to invite him to dinner and drink or go to the gym together.

He knows that he doesn't like sports, but he also knows that it is difficult for him to say no to himself. He thinks that letting Xie Zhihua slowly integrate into his life is a very important step.

For Xie Zhihua, going to the gym is indeed a source of stress for him.In fact, he is very concerned about maintaining his figure, but because his appearance is not majestic and mighty at all, he will be harassed needlessly from time to time in the gym.

Of course, he never dared to let Wu Mingjia know about these small episodes. After all, not everyone can accept comrades. Besides, he is "his" younger brother. Even if it is just to take care of his unnecessary self-esteem, he wants to maintain it in his heart. A wonderful image.

However, Xie Zhihua had just come out of the shower on this day, when a person grabbed his neck at the entrance and forced him into a shower room with enthusiasm.

"what are you doing!"

"Can you do it?" The man clasped his hand and pressed it against the wall in a serious manner. Xie Zhihua was stunned for a moment at first, and then he broke away from him and gave him a punch, but it was a pity that the fist just came to the front of the navel. At about an inch, he was subdued.

"Although we haven't seen each other for a month, is it too warm to say hello in this way?" The man asked with a smile, Xie Zhihua blushed and didn't know why, he stretched out his hand without saying a word He pulled the doorknob, but was blocked by the other party again.

"There's an old saying, 'Meeting is worse than meeting by chance'. I never thought we could meet in this kind of place? It seems that we are really destined."

"Then please stay here alone and get intoxicated slowly! I'll go out first." He looked coldly and didn't even look at him, but the skin that was lightly scratched by the other's fingertips seemed to be fully opened. , even a slight heat is enough to make him pimple.

"Long time no see, let's talk, what are you in a hurry for?"

"What's there to talk about! Two big men squeezed into such a small space, you don't feel uncomfortable, I feel out of breath!" He pushed his hand away and met the pair full of lust Eyes, but I saw him sweeping the corners of his lips, brushing his cheek in an ambiguous tone and whispering in his ear:

"Is it because you are out of breath because you are nervous? Is it because you are too excited to see me?"

"You feel too good about yourself, don't you?" He raised his arms to prop up his chest, but he was a step too slow. The other party covered his vitals with a bath towel and rubbed them skillfully. Xie Zhihua soon felt feeling.

"Your body is more honest than your mouth, obviously you miss me very much."

"Yang Yiqi, you bastard!"

"Tsk, what a memorable sentence... Xie Zhihua, if I don't call you, won't you take the initiative to call me?"

"I'll call you if I have nothing to do, um... um..." Xie Zhihua resisted him at first, but after the bath towel on his waist fell to the ground, he began to hold on to him.

Once the desire that had been suppressed for a month was aroused, it was like a prairie fire, and it was out of control. He clasped Yang Yiqi's shoulder more and more tightly, only to feel his lower body swell, but that hand just clamped him to prevent him from ejaculating. It hurt so much that the whole face was pulled together, and I just wanted to punch him. "Let, let go...let me...uh..."

"The reaction is so intense after just a little effort? Why? Didn't your dear junior satisfy you?"

"No, um, me and him... no, no..."

"there is nothing?"

"It's nothing! You bastard!" He was so angry that he punched him hard, and his lower body was liberated at the same time. His legs were weak and he couldn't find a point to apply force, so he could only fall forward. Yang Yiqi hugged him in time , the laughter that fell on the top of the hair sounded very good.

"Go ahead? Anyway, I'm not in a hurry—" Yang Yiqi picked up his face and kissed it. His wet fingers slid into the narrow gap along the inside of his thigh, and Xie Zhihua's body became obviously stiff when he penetrated a little. Tight, he avoided the kiss on his lips and tried to push him away, but the threat that stayed between the two thighs rushed in, so he grunted.

"It's so tight... I haven't done it for a long time..." As if to make sure that her judgment was not wrong, Yang Yiqi stayed for a while on purpose, her movements were so slow that Xie Zhihua had to protest with her breath. I really hate this guy!

"Shut your mouth tightly if you want, I remember that the sound insulation here is not very good..."

Who the hell wants it!You male dog in heat!Xie Zhihua kept swearing in his heart, but the exit was blocked both above and below.

The well-behaved man took advantage of his physical advantage to press him against the wall and kissed him. The high thigh made the vicious fingers feel unscrupulous, and Xie Zhihua almost bit him several times tongue.

Later, the instigator learned to be smart, and after tasting enough of his lips, he moved to his ears, leaving strokes along the neckline the dissatisfaction with being neglected for a month. As for the accused party, he just shrugged his shoulders reflexively. , and didn't have the time to figure out where his unhappiness came from.

When the place ready to accept her was expanded enough to accommodate the entry of the third finger, Yang Yiqi suddenly let go of him and pulled a little distance away, Xie Zhihua barely stood against the wall, staring at him with moist eyes, It seemed to be full of puzzlement and anticipation, until he tore off the bath towel around his waist in front of him, and when he was embarrassed by the tall and high-spirited man and turned his eyes away, the other party had already forced him to kiss his lips again , entered his body with ease.

"Well, Yang Yiqi—" He deliberately lowered his voice, but his body still couldn't help trembling due to the discomfort of being stretched by a foreign object. Yang Yiqi even smiled when he kissed him, obviously not taking his concerns seriously.

"I won't be responsible if someone outside hears you shouting so loudly—" He raised his legs to let himself go deeper while talking nonchalantly. Xie Zhihua couldn't refute a word, he could only hug tightly Let him passively let him devour.

"Ha... haha... woo... um..." The air in the narrow shower room became thinner because of the two big men crammed into it, and the heavy breathing that could not be suppressed but could not be suppressed was so close Just beside his ears, Xie Zhihua didn't have the strength to open his eyes, but his weak sense of hearing still supported his remaining rationality, making him barely remember that he was having sex with Yang Yiqi in a public place.

"No, no more...don't go too far..." Every time he said no, Yang Yiqi vetoed his proposal with actions. When he was penetrated too deeply, he shed tears because he couldn't bear it, and even his lips were bruised. Bitten through, even though the pleasure he got through the pain made him indulge in this sex game.

"Senior? Are you here, senior?"

Um! ?The sound of footsteps approaching from a distance made Xie Zhihua wake up suddenly. As soon as he heard Wu Mingjia's voice, he frantically tried to push Yang Yiqi away from him, but accidentally slapped the door panel.

Wu Mingjia, who heard the loud noise, came looking for the sound, and knocked on the door tentatively, "Senior? Are you in there, senior?"

"Knock what knock! Someone is inside! I need to wash in another room!" Yang Yiqi covered Xie Zhihua's mouth and said in a hoarse voice, Wu Mingjia outside the door heard that someone else was accompanying him repeatedly.He found it along the way because he couldn't wait for Xie Zhihua for a long time. He didn't expect that a living person seemed to disappear out of thin air.

Strange... where did he go?Did you leave beforehand?

The restrained Xie Zhihua couldn't believe that he had the guts to do this. Yang Yiqi just shrugged and explained with his mouth: "Why are your eyes so big? I'm doing it for your own good too... Ouch——"

Yang Yiqi who was bitten severely was so painful that he withdrew his hand. He was worried that Wu Mingjia hadn't gone far, so he could only protest with his voice. "How dare you avenge your kindness!"

Xie Zhihua pushed him away with all her strength, thinking that she was so ridiculous that she couldn't resist his temptation and had sex with him on the spot. If this matter got out, would he still be a human being?

"He seems to be gone." Yang Yiqi, who didn't think it was a big deal at all, smiled and reached out to hug him, but Xie Zhihua didn't let him touch him at all. He was so angry that he picked up the bath towel on the ground and wrapped himself in a mess, his face Impassively imitating his mouth and saying: "You go out."

"How do you ask me to get out in this state?"

"I care about you!" Xie Zhihua couldn't help roaring angrily, he opened the doorknob and pushed Yang Yiqi out of the door with lightning speed, then locked it back immediately.

"Hey, why did you really kick me out?" Yang Yiqi yelled from the air but Xie Zhihua ignored him, he looked around, fortunately there was no one outside, otherwise it would be quite embarrassing to be naked.

"It's fine if you don't continue, throw me a bath towel anyway?" Yang Yiqi still didn't give up talking to him in the air, but there was still no movement inside, maybe he was really angry?

He curled his lips and didn't think he was too much at all. If he hadn't lost contact for a month first, he wouldn't have to ask for it back with interest, but it doesn't seem appropriate to bully him like this and just walk away. up.

Yang Yiqi walked lightly into the shower room next door.I thought it would be better to stay with Xie Zhihua for a while before Xie Zhihua left, so as not to make this guy awkward and do stupid things inside.

I don't know if Yang Yiqi has left. Xie Zhihua, who locked himself in the shower room, slumped down along the wall as if he had lost all his strength. Yang Yiqi's shameless and absurd thing, he shook his head vigorously, but the remaining warmth in his body made him hug his arms tightly, and finally buried his head and cried.

He regretted it... really regretted it... In order to forget "him", he indulged himself in indulgence in the pleasure of the flesh, but he didn't expect that now he was trapped in a cocoon and wanted to get out, but he was already stuck in the quagmire, so that every time he fell in love with a man When she woke up in her arms, she couldn't help scolding herself.

Yang Yiqi listened to the crying through a wall, at first he felt that he was making a fuss out of a molehill, but after a few minutes, he also became entangled in his heart.

Is he crying so sad because of his prank or because he feels sorry for Wu Mingjia?

He had never been with someone for so long, and he had never spent such a long time without understanding what a person was thinking, but Xie Zhihua's words and deeds did arouse his curiosity.

He kept saying that he and Wu Mingjia didn't have that kind of relationship, so why should he care so much about his opinion?How many secrets did those thin shoulders carry?If he was willing to help him share some, would he extend his hand?

Wu Mingjia's car had already driven away after he came out of the gym.

Xie Zhihua held the key and looked at the empty parking space and couldn't help but smile. Although it was a bit bitter, he deserved it.

He saw his own face reflected in the mirror as he walked into the elevator, who was that pale and listless looking guy?He used to be so self-disciplined and not easily shaken in his beliefs, but ever since Yang Yiqi knocked on the taboo door, he started to dance with it, and he almost didn't even know himself.

Who said that happiness can make people forget all pain?That kind of happiness was just an illusion, and it was so short-lived that it made him feel even more desperate after waking up. Could it be that he would never be able to get out of that painful memory for the rest of his life?

He finally changed his shoes at the door, and mechanically turned on the light in the living room as usual, went to the kitchen to pour a glass of water to end the day, but he had only drank a few sips of water when he suddenly retched in front of the sink, for unknown reasons I felt so sick that my whole stomach was pulled together, and I was so sad that I even shed tears.

He turned on the faucet and turned on the water to the maximum so that the sound of the water could cover up his embarrassment, what are you doing!He has done all the most unbearable things with Yang Yiqi, is it necessary to remember such things as guilt now?

If "he" had a way, he shouldn't have lost to the disease, and he shouldn't have let go before he had time to understand his intentions... If "he" wasn't so irresponsible, did he need to humiliate himself to this extent?

He can't forget "him"...he tries his best to forget "him", but the temporary loneliness can be endured, and after years and years, no matter how strong he is, he will inevitably feel tired of this kind of waiting.

He dragged his heavy steps towards the sofa, thinking that if he just fell asleep like this, it would actually be a kind of relief on a certain level, but when he closed his eyes, he always saw a questioning figure in front of him, It was so familiar and unfamiliar that he couldn't tell who was who.

At 02:30 in the morning, Xie Zhihua was lying on the sofa with his eyes staring at the ceiling in a daze. The sudden ringing of the phone in the middle of the night made him sit up in shock. He stared at the phone and hesitated for more than ten seconds before answering it.

"Hey?"

"Is it the senior?"I'm Mingjia. 』

"Huh?" Xie Zhihua's hand holding the microphone was sweating a little. He cleared his throat, but his voice was still dry.

"Senior, are you still there?" 』

"Hmm...is it so late?" He deliberately slowed down his speech, trying to act as nonchalant as possible, but Wu Mingjia on the other end seemed unable to be as calm as him.

"Of course I have something to call you so late, why did you suddenly disappear today?"If you want to leave, don’t call me first, which makes me look for people everywhere—”

"Oh, I'm sorry... I'm in a hurry to deal with it. I wanted to call you and my phone just ran out of battery. You didn't wait too long, did you?"

"It's okay, I just waited for about half an hour... By the way, when I left, I saw the senior's car still in the parking lot. Did you take a taxi?" 』

"Uh... that's right, I hired Xiao Huang because the place I went to was not convenient for parking... I'm sorry, I left without telling you first..." I'm sorry, I'm really sorry... Xie Zhihua said in his heart This sentence was repeated several times, but once the apology came to his lips, he did not allow him to make a fuss, so he had to apologize lightly to make Wu Mingjia feel that his disappearance was justified, but he was hiding in the In the shower room, he and Yang Yiqi had a turmoil.

"It's okay, why do you keep saying sorry?Why are you so close to me? 』

Xie Zhihua's ear was pressed against the microphone with a hint of bitterness on his lips. He remained silent, not knowing what to answer.

"But you're fine, I thought something was wrong with you.After all, we went together, and it always feels weird to lose one person on the return trip... I tossed and turned in bed for a few hours, thinking I'd better try to call again... Fortunately, you finally answered the phone, otherwise I would have missed it tonight Insomnia maybe? 』

"How can it be so serious?" Xie Zhihua said with a wry smile.

"I'm serious, my senior is very important to me, how can I not care about it?" Some words may become easy to blurt out after being separated by a telephone line. Wu Mingjia took a deep breath, and suddenly said earnestly: "If there is no senior, I will not agree to work in my father's company. 』

"Ming Jia... I don't quite understand..." Xie Zhihua seemed a little overwhelmed, so he had to smile.

"Actually, before I came to work in AK, I went to the company to look for my dad once. At that time, I nodded because I saw the senior in the corridor and knew that the senior was here. 』

"Huh?" Xie Zhihua was very surprised. He never knew that his existence could influence Wu Mingjia's decision. He always thought that it was just a coincidence that he was parachuted into the head of his department.

"Yeah, there would be no me without the senior, so no matter what happens in the future, the senior should let me know, okay?"If there is a place where I can help, I will definitely contribute. 』

"You've helped me a lot..." Xie Zhihua twitched the corner of his mouth bitterly, if you really want to help him, don't get close to him, right?His tenderness is a kind of slowness to him, every time he sees him, the wound carved in his heart will get deeper and deeper, and if he continues to be entangled like this, he will be mentally weak sooner or later.

"Yeah?I just feel like I can't do enough... The senior is too independent, sometimes it makes me feel so useless. 』

"Don't think so, you are fine, the bad one is me...I—"

"Senior, can I go to you now? 』Not giving Xie Zhihua a chance to finish speaking, Wu Mingjia interrupted him hastily.

"Now?"

"Well, I want to see you, I don't know why I just want to see you all of a sudden. 』

"But it's very late now..." Xie Zhihua glanced at the clock on the wall and felt that something was wrong, thinking that Wu Mingjia probably still had some doubts about his disappearance in the gym today?

"Senior...is it okay? 』

"I'll see you at the company tomorrow, I will remember to bring you a cup of coffee." Xie Zhihua tried to speak in a relaxed tone, without giving the slightest leeway to bargain, he knew that he was just worried about him, but his current state is so bad Can't see anyone either.

Wu Mingjia finally hung up the phone with disappointment and helplessness, even though Xie Zhihua felt sorry for him, he could only continue to pretend nothing had happened.After all, life is still to be lived, and the two of them have to get along with each other in the future. It is a good thing for each other to keep a safe distance, and he can be regarded as living up to "him", right?