behind your back

"Do you have a bad relationship with your future husband? Don't you worry about being misunderstood by him when you always ask me out for dinner?" Gu Jiawei has been asking him out frequently recently. Although he has no reason to refuse because of the original friendship, but After all, she is also Wu Mingjia's last fiancée, so he still has some sense of propriety.

"I can only be regarded as the second child in front of work, how can he have the time to care about me?"

"Is the company very busy recently? It means that the Lunar New Year is almost over, so it shouldn't be long before it gets busy, right?"

"I don't know, I don't really care about his company, but I know that he has been running around Xiao Xie's house a lot recently, I heard he was injured." Gu Jiawei stirred the coffee with a spoon and returned casually, Yang Yiqi couldn't help it Asked with vigor:

"Manager Xie was injured? When did it happen?"

"One or two weeks ago, right? It looks like two or three stitches... Yi Qi──"

"Um?"

"Do you remember the ex-boyfriend I mentioned to you?"

"Which one are you talking about?" Yang Yiqi put down the coffee cup with a faint smile, but saw Gu Jiawei biting her lower lip, hesitating to speak.

"The one who can bother you so much, shouldn't it be the one from high school?"

"Yeah." Gu Jiawei stirred a spoon in the cup for a long time but didn't take a sip. Seeing her preoccupied look, Yang Yiqi wanted to know how Xie Zhihua's current injury was, but since he had It shouldn't be a big problem for Wu Mingjia to take care of her.Compared to this, the girl in front of him seemed to need his care more.

"What happened to him? Have you been in touch recently?"

"The person I'm talking about is actually Xiao Xie."

"Manager Xie?" Even though he had guessed it before, he still showed a surprised expression.He didn't intend to deceive Gu Jiawei, he just pretended that he didn't know anything in this atmosphere, which was good for both of them.

"Xiao Xie, he probably hasn't had a girlfriend yet, right?"

"It might be quicker to ask your future husband this question."

"No, I know he doesn't... He will never date a woman in his life... How can he have a girlfriend if he likes a man?"

"I see."

"Why are you so calm?"

"There's nothing to be calm about. Gays have human rights. Do you discriminate against gays?"

"It's...not really..." Gu Jiawei turned her head away, as if she was a little embarrassed to speak, Yang Yiqi smiled and couldn't help joking:

"So are you worried about him falling in love with your future husband?"

"That's not the case. The two of them are very close, but I know that there is only one person in his heart... Do you know why Xiao Xie is still single until now? There was a person he liked very much in high school. It's a pity that that person died of illness later, I don't know who that person is, I only know that he really, really likes him...he always sheds tears silently, especially when he is alone...with him When we are together, it seems that we only get a body, and the soul does not know where it has gone... When you wake him up, he will use various names to wipe his cheeks in a hurry. For some reason, he always feels good Distressed..."

Looking at her sad side face because of recalling the past, Yang Yiqi's mood seemed to be drawn to a dark tone.

"I thought I could deal with it calmly when I saw him again after so many years, but because I was treated indifferently, I couldn't treat him with a normal heart... He didn't let himself go, why didn't he even let go of the people around him?"

"Goodview, do you still like Manager Xie?"

"I-I didn't. I'm just angry that he lied to me for so long."

"Did he lie to you?"

"He—"

"If he never told you that he liked you, then he wouldn't be cheating on you."

"So, maybe I'm just being self-indulgent from the beginning to the end?"

"You can't say that, having this kind of experience is not a bad thing, at least you witnessed this love with your own eyes, didn't you?"

"Really?" Gu Jiawei smiled wryly, and Yang Yiqi pursed his lips and held her hand in an attempt to support her.

"Yeah." Even though the lies were overwhelming, this girl still kept her heart. He could see that she was still full of care for Xie Zhihua.

It's just how he wants to tell her that the person she should be most worried about is not Xie Zhihua but Wu Mingjia. After all, when he took Xie Zhihua away from him that day, the eyes that exuded strong possessiveness made him still unavoidable in retrospect. Xie Zhihua broke into a cold sweat.

In the following month, Xie Zhihua's life became even more depressed.

Wu Mingjia said one thing, but did another thing. Taking care of three meals a day, asking for warmth and supper, even though he had no chance of refusing, it only added to his mental burden in vain.

Maybe he wouldn't push himself into this dilemma if he refused at the beginning, maybe his indecision gave Wu Mingjia too much hope, but he just wanted to keep his promise to "that person", why did he have to make things difficult for him? ?

Even though he completely ignored Wu Mingjia's "goodwill", he still enjoyed it and even went to his residence every day to accompany him to "reminisce about the old days". Xie Zhihua was not so hard-hearted that he would not let him in, but he never gave him an excuse to stay overnight.

As for Wu Mingjia, who was with the prison almost all the time, of course he understood his intentions, but he made the next best thing, as long as he was sure that he cut off contact with Yang Yiqi, it didn't matter even if he had to stay where he was.

Anyway, he had plenty of time, for his brother's sake, he believed that Xie Zhihua would not easily turn against him.Otherwise, he would have evaporated as soon as he entered the company, and he would not have wronged himself to stay by his side.

Having said that, it was probably because he kept himself quite quiet these days. Wu Mingjia gave him a little breathing space and stopped marking people. Xie Zhihua would occasionally look back to the upright and hearty junior through that smile, but within a few seconds After the clock passed, he knew that all this was just a temporary illusion. Before Wu Mingjia's desire to control and burning inexplicable obsession subsided, he probably had to continue to wear a mask to live.

That night, after Wu Mingjia answered the phone, he left his house in a hurry and didn't even tell him where he was going. Since he looked like something serious happened before he went out, Xie Zhihua was a little worried, and then called him again , but it rang for a long time without answering, so he simply went to sleep.

The next day, he ran into Wu Mingjia at the company and asked casually about last night, but he didn't seem to be in a hurry when he heard it lightly. He thought to himself, it shouldn't be a big deal.

Two weeks later, Alex called him to ask for the shipment schedule of Pullin's new Q1 next year. With a helpless tone, he "reminded" him that the business had been handed over to someone else, and then "by the way" heard that Yiqi Yang was due to an accident. The collision resulted in injuries and was hospitalized.

"When did it happen?"

"It was only two weeks ago, but I was discharged from the hospital the day before yesterday. 』

As soon as he hung up the phone, he immediately called Yang Yiqi, but he didn't answer. He lost the fake ticket and rushed to his house without stopping.

"Why are you here?" Yang Yiqi came to open the door wearing home clothes. To be honest, this scene was quite unfamiliar to him, because every time he saw him, he was either in a neat suit or stripped naked. It was rare for him to be so "ordinary" dress up.

"Fortunately, the guard downstairs still recognized my face, so I almost couldn't come up... Are you okay?"

"No, what's the matter..." Yang Yiqi put down the door and left, Xie Zhihua followed behind him and closed the door for him, but he couldn't take his attention away from his plastered left hand, other than that, he There are many places on the face with beauty tape, which shows that it was not just a minor car accident.

"I heard you were in a car accident? Aren't you very skilled? How come..."

"No matter how good the technology is, there will always be misfortunes. It's okay. Anyway, I've been discharged from the hospital." Yang Yiqi went to the kitchen to pour coffee for him, but then he frowned when he found that he had no plate in hand, and Xie Zhihua hurried over when he saw this take over.

"Hmmm... Where's your friend? No one to take care of you? Can you manage your daily life by yourself?"

"I'm not disabled, it's just that I don't have my left hand for the time being, why not?" Yang Yiqi smiled nonchalantly, but Xie Zhihua couldn't smile like him. They had known each other for more than a year anyway, even if they were just ordinary friends, what happened Accidents are usually notified?But why didn't you call him even if you got on the phone?If he hadn't received a call from Alex today, he probably wouldn't have known he was in a car accident.

"Thank you Zhihua."

"Huh?" Yang Yiqi just poked his finger into his cheek when he came back to his senses, and he pushed him away angrily. Although he felt that this move was a little childish, he couldn't help but laugh out loud.

"I was the one who got hurt, what are you upset about?"

"No, I'm not unhappy." He threw the ball back like him, and Yang Yiqi raised his eyebrows, asking him to move to the living room for coffee.

"You mean what are you doing here today? Don't you have to go to work this afternoon?" Yang Yiqi and Xie Zhihua walked to the living room with their own coffees, and they sat down on the sofa when they heard him ask casually. Xie Zhihua was checking his injuries along the way , and replied a few seconds late:

"I asked for leave because I had nothing to do. I heard that you were recovering from a car accident at home, so I stopped by to have a look... When will the plaster cast be removed?"

"About two months? Depends on the recovery status..."

"Is there really no inconvenience in life?" He always felt very worried when he looked left and right. He never noticed the fact that Yang Yiqi lived alone when he went in and out of this place before, but now he saw that he was injured. Only then did he think of asking his family members, he couldn't possibly have no family members, right?

"It's really inconvenient to say it's inconvenient, but it's not something you can easily ask someone for."

"For example, what is it?"

"For example, washing hair, taking a bath, twisting towels, changing clothes, etc... Is it embarrassing to pretend to be someone else?"

"Hmm... Do you want to wash your hair, take a shower or change your clothes?"

"Would you like to serve me?"

"Anyway, I'm fine..."

"Is it really okay? It doesn't matter if you can refuse me, don't be polite to me..."

"You're annoying. If you want to wash, go to the bathroom now. I don't know when I will regret it!"

"Okay, okay! My head is so itchy, I wanted to wash it yesterday, so please."

"Then I'll go get ready." Xie Zhihua probably didn't know that his face was as red as a persimmon, and when he got up and walked to the room, his movements were extremely stiff.He was never as shy as he is now when he had a tumultuous relationship with Yang Yiqi as soon as he entered the door, and he didn't understand what was wrong with him.

After two rounds of shampooing, he squatted in the bathtub in shorts and asked Yang Yiqi to tilt his head back to flush him. Since those eyes had been staring at him, he intentionally splashed water into his eyes.

"Ouch, be careful."

"Won't you close your eyes?" He snickered to himself but still pretended to be serious on the surface. In the past, there was always only passion between him and Yang Yiqi. I didn't expect that listening to the sound of water flowing quietly like this now seems to be quite leisurely. Feel comfortable.

"Well... there's something I've been meaning to ask for a long time..."

"Say it."

"Where's your family? Where do they live? Did you tell them about your injuries?"

"No." In order to prevent him from playing a prank, Yang Yiqi learned to be obedient, and closed his eyes tightly.

"Why didn't you tell them?"

"Water far away from one hemisphere can't save the fire nearby, so it's better not to say anything to save them from worrying."

"What about your friends? There are always a few better ones who can take turns taking care of you, right?"

"I don't need to trouble others, I like to do everything myself."

"But you also said that there are always things you can't do!"

"That can't be helped, it's not impossible to do it, it just takes three times as long to do it, it depends on whether I want to do it or not──"

"Why are you so stubborn!" Xie Zhihua was so angry that he threw his shower head, Yang Yiqi opened his eyes to look at him, but saw that his face was turned away, and his throat was trembling.

"What's wrong?" He got up and wiped his head with a towel on the shelf, a little nervous about his reaction, Xie Zhihua suddenly stood up and pushed him out of the bathtub.

"I don't care about you! Whatever you want!"

"Hey──Why are you losing your temper when you're so good?"

"It's good? Can it be good? Why didn't you tell me when you were in a car accident! Why didn't you tell me when you were injured and no one took care of you! We don't know each other very well? Am I not qualified to know?"

"I want to say that you are very busy, so don't bother you with such trivial matters."

"A small matter? Is it a small matter that you have broken one hand? How serious do you have to be before you plan to tell me? When you go to the funeral home for the public sacrifice?"

Xie Zhihua was so angry that he couldn't hold back his words, Yang Yiqi was also speechless, judging by his reaction, is he caring about him?

"It's not that I don't want to tell you. I'm just thinking about your situation. If you and your boss's apprentice have any unpleasantness because of me, then I will be a sinner through the ages."

"Have you ever cared? If you cared, why did you do those things recklessly?"

"That's right, I seem to be doing it on purpose... But it didn't work, did it? Don't you want to change at all? Aren't you still attached to it? Xie Zhihua, tell me honestly, you really only put Is Wu Mingjia a younger brother?"

"I am, no matter how many times you ask me, my answer is always the same."

Seeing that Xie Zhihua was about to walk out of the bathroom, Yang Yiqi quickly grabbed his arm. "Don't go."

When he turned his head, there was a trace of surprise in his eyes, Yang Yiqi couldn't hug him because of the injury on his hand, so he had to half wrap his arms around him. "I'm sorry, I know you can't abandon him because of your sense of responsibility...Maybe I'm getting impatient, so I'm a little restless, don't be angry, okay?"

"I am not angry."

"real?"

"If you don't let go, I'll probably be really angry."

Yang Yiqi let go and couldn't help laughing: "Then help me dry it, it's hard to wipe it with one hand."

"You're too short!" Even so, Xie Zhihua obediently took the towel from his hand.

"Yang Yiqi, I want to ask you something, can you answer me honestly?" Yang Yiqi sat down and asked him to wipe his hair. He stood in front of the mirror and looked at himself in the mirror. He always felt that the gentle expression was a little strange.

"What do you think."

"Are you dating Gu Jiawei?"

"Where did you hear the rumor?"

"Didn't you guys get into a car accident together late at night?"

"It's said that it was an unstoppable catastrophe."

"Whether it's accidental or not, it's hard not to associate men and women together late at night."

"Are you jealous?" Yang Yiqi asked casually, but Xie Zhihua suddenly turned away uncomfortably, but didn't realize that her reaction was clearly seen in the mirror.

"Who, who has the spare time to be jealous of you! I'm just worried about Ming Jia."

"What are you worried about? I don't think he should be worried at all. He and Jiawei have no relationship foundation in the first place. The reason to visit her in the hospital is probably because of his obligation as a fiancé?"

"Uh, is that so?" According to Yang Yiqi's words, Xie Zhihua made the whole thing coherent.The reason why Wu Mingjia left in such a hurry that night was because he received a call from the hospital... So he knew about Yang Yiqi's car accident two weeks ago, but deliberately kept it from him, it was too much.

"But Jiawei seems to know about you and your boss' junior."

"Eh?"

"She called me that night to ask me out to tell me about it. She said, 'It turns out that Wu Mingjia's brother is the one Xiao Xie never forgets. No wonder the two of them are always inseparable...'"

"How did she know?"

"It seems that he went to his parents' house for something, probably heard about his brother at that time?"

"Is it possible to connect us just by hearing about it? Is the imagination also very rich?"

"Can you deny it? Wu Mingjia really looks a lot like his brother..." Seeing Xie Zhihua pursing her lips with a serious expression, even Yang Yiqi couldn't help feeling a little jealous of "that person", and couldn't help teasing : "I haven't seen the real person, but through your eyes, I always feel that the two of them should look alike..."

"So she misunderstood that Ming Jia and I were together?"

"Maybe? Girls' minds are always unpredictable, especially when my fiancé is 'suspected' to be seduced by his ex-boyfriend. If it were me, it would be hard to accept for a while."

"Then will you just listen to her vomit in silence?"

"Of course, otherwise would I have to speak for you? Do you know how hard it is for me to pretend to be unfamiliar with you? If I didn't bear the humiliation, you would have heard so many inside stories?"

"Didn't you realize it's not easy to be a 'confidant'?" Xie Zhihua went back reluctantly, and Yang Yiqi was not in a hurry to fight back, but took advantage of the situation to hold his hand that was resting next to his ear through the towel.

"After this lesson, I finally understand. Otherwise, my technique is so good, how could I collide with others? It was you who made her go crazy with alcohol in my car... But she is just my friend, no matter how much I support her What you can do is also limited, but I tell you this now because I want you to know that you are different from her."

Yang Yiqi slowly closed his eyes, pulled his hand to his lips and kissed gently, the long and delicate tenderness made Xie Zhihua startled to think back to this past year, almost every time they met they had spent in passion, but never had Such a sinking moment.

I remember that he once said that pity alone cannot keep a person by his side for so long, but he does not know that this sentence is also applicable to him, just relying on it cannot stay by a person's side for so long, right?

His heart throbbed and he hurriedly wanted to pull his hand back, but Yang Yiqi held it very tightly, very firmly.Suddenly, he actually wanted to give up struggling.

The car just drove into the alley, and Wu Mingjia was seen leaning against the car door from a distance, his eyes narrowed slightly because of the oncoming headlights.

Xie Zhihua walked over to look for him after parking the car on the side of the road, but he just glanced at him and followed him upstairs without a word.

"Have you been here for a long time?"

"Why didn't the senior answer the phone? Did you not hear it this time or did you forget to bring your phone? Where have you been all afternoon?"

The barrage of questions made Xie Zhihua overwhelmed, so he simply downplayed it. "Nowhere, just to visit a friend."

"Who are you visiting?"

"It has nothing to do with you?"

"Is it Yang Yiqi?"

"So you already knew about his car accident?" In front of the house, Xie Zhihua stopped in the shoe-changing area. Wu Mingjia behind him didn't feel that he was at fault, and said confidently:

"How could you not know? He and Gu Jiawei had a car accident together."

"If I didn't go to see Yang Yiqi today, what day do you plan to tell this about?"

Seeing him suddenly fall silent, Xie Zhihua became angry for some reason. "I didn't know until now that you are such a person."

"Didn't the senior cut off contact with Yang Yiqi?"

"That's two different things!"

"It's the same thing from my point of view. Anyway, he was only injured a little bit, does the senior feel very distressed? So he stayed by his side all afternoon and only now is he willing to come back?"

"Ming Jia, why do you see things from such an extreme angle?"

"Where am I being extreme? I'm just telling the truth, isn't the senior happy?"

"Forget it, why don't you go back today?"

"I've been waiting for you for a day, but you drive me away as soon as you see me? Am I really that annoying?"

"No, I'm tired. Shall we talk tomorrow?" Xie Zhihua worried that he was getting agitated, so he tried to comfort him, but he slammed the door hard to block the exit.

"No! Tell me what's wrong with me! Why can't you just look at me?"

"That's right, I liked your brother once, but that doesn't mean I have to like you too. Is my love really that cheap in your heart?"

"No, no, that's not what I meant...I just, just really like Senpai..."

"Ming Jia──"

"You came to my house for the first time when you were in junior high school. At that time, I was very jealous of you, because you occupied my brother's time, so for a while I hated you very much, thinking that you took my brother away... Then my brother fell ill , hospitalized, you come to see him every day, and even help me with my homework instead of him. When you are so tired that you fall asleep on the table, I can't help but think, why do you make yourself so tired? You You and my brother are just classmates, aren’t you? One day when I was delivering food to the hospital for my brother, I saw you sitting on the edge of the bed silently wiping away your tears. You were crying so sadly, but you were worried about waking my brother up Holding back my voice, looking at you like that, I suddenly realized that if I could do something for you, I would do it at all..."

"That's all in the past." The images that suddenly flashed through his mind only made Xie Zhihua feel a burst of collapse, because the love is too deep to be hurt, and love like that once in a lifetime is enough, right?

"But in my heart, I have never been able to pass it—senior, I said that I don't mind being a substitute, you can treat me as a brother to make up for your regrets back then, isn't that good?"

"How can it be good? How can it be good?" Xie Zhihua looked sad, feeling extremely self-blaming.It was all his fault. It was his indulgence to Wu Mingjia that caused today's situation. How should he deal with it. "Ming Jia, no matter what, you will never be able to replace your brother."

"Why do you say that? Why are you denying me even if you don't want to try?"

"Because no one is willing to be a victim, you don't care what I do! Ming Jia, I never thought that our relationship would become what it is now, but for your own good, let's stop here? I'm really tired... ..."

"The senior will say that, is he planning to abandon me to be with Yang Yiqi, right?"

"No matter who I will be with in the future, I really like you, even if you don't like it as you imagined, but to me, you will always be as close as a younger brother..."

"Senior, why are you so cruel?" Wu Mingjia looked at him and wanted to cry, but Xie Zhihua didn't respond, he just stood in the hallway with a blank expression.

"Maybe it's because I'm a relatively selfish person?" He smiled sadly, Wu Mingjia couldn't bear it anymore and turned the doorknob and left angrily. He watched the door slowly close, and the tears that rolled down his eyes followed to the past. A real goodbye.

The final chapter

The next day, Xie Zhihua completed the resignation procedures in lightning speed, and no one in the company knew where he was, except Wu Mingjia, who approved his resignation, whose gloomy expression was as gloomy as the cold weather outside the window.

Yang Yiqi found out about his resignation, so he called him on his cell phone, but the number was no longer in use; he wanted to see Xie Zhihua but didn't know where he lived, so he had no choice but to confront Wu Mingjia head-on.

"I want to find him, can you tell me the address of his home?" In the coffee shop, after the waitress brought two cups of coffee, Yang Yiqi quietly drank it, and Wu Mingjia who was seated opposite seemed to be unable to hold his breath. , took the lead in saying:

"Since he doesn't even let you know about the move, doesn't that mean he wants to draw a line with you? If it wasn't for you, he wouldn't have left me..."

"Even without me, he wouldn't be with you. Didn't you already know the answer?" Yang Yiqi smiled lightly. Even though one arm was still in a plaster cast, he was as imposing as Wu Mingjia.

It turns out that this is the feeling of being hostile. The disgusting smell that hesitates to speak is faintly floating in the air. If you want to ignore it, you have to breathe it into your body. It is no wonder that Xie Zhihua resists their relationship so much. Wu Mingjia knew.

"I said that I would try my best to give him whatever he wanted, but he still left without looking back. What is this?"

"Then what do you take his love for? Charity? Can someone as proud as him, who regards his dignity as his life, accept your compromise?"

"What about you? Aren't you also playing with him? Because you know that there is no future for fooling around with men, aren't you also dating other women at the same time?"

"You won't believe me if I say there is no one, right? I don't need to prove anything to you, but he is the only person I want to see now, tell me where I can find him."

"If you have the ability, you can turn him out by your own strength, right? Or, if he wants to see you, he doesn't need to hide." Wu Mingjia picked up his suit jacket with a blank expression and left, Yang Yiqi turned away. Going to look out of the floor-to-ceiling windows, he raised his coffee cup and slowly tasted the sweetness and bitterness in his mouth.

In his spare time at work, Yang Yiqi occasionally stares at his phone in a daze.

He didn't deny that he was waiting for someone's call, because he wanted to believe that the expression Xie Zhihua stared at him when they met for the last time made him feel that he was different from before.

Maybe when he sorted out his mood, he would take the initiative to appear in front of him, so he once again turned his attention back to his business.

"Hey?"

The desktop computer suddenly sounded, and the sweet voice without any emotion was mechanical. The secretary told him that a visitor was waiting for him in the lobby on the first floor and asked if he wanted to see him.When the name was announced, he couldn't help but frown.

"Is it better?" After getting out of the elevator, he smiled and walked towards the pretty woman in front of the counter.Her hair was cut short, and she looked good with a little makeup on her face, but she was wearing long-sleeved trousers and riding boots, so that she could not hide the damage caused by the car accident.

"Let's go out and talk?"

He nodded lightly, followed her out of the building and walked side by side on the sidewalk of the nearby business district.

"I heard that Xie Zhihua disappeared from the world?"

"Your news is really good."

"Aren't you looking for him?"

"I don't know where to find it." Maybe I heard it from Wu Mingjia?Having said that, has her misunderstanding about Xie Zhihua been resolved?Everyone has already left, so you shouldn't have to worry about your fiancé continuing to be entangled with men, right?

"However, you are so low-key, and the fact that the object is a man makes me feel very strange──"

"Aren't you angry that I concealed my relationship with Xie Zhihua from you?"

"Fortunately, I don't like you anyway, so I don't really care. And compared to Wu Mingjia, Xie Zhihua seems to like you more. I forgive you based on this alone. You have at least won the person in his heart." Gu Jiawei speaks generously but keeps berating him with words. It really is the character of a young lady who has been raised since she was a child. Once she catches someone else's fault, she will chase after him and beat him to the root. Yang Yiqi smiled, but she didn't think it was disobedient.

"Let's not talk about this, what about you? How did you think of coming to me?"

"I always feel that I should come to thank you in person." She was coy for a while and finally said.

"no need thank me?"

"Thank you for protecting me at all cost. Without you, I'm afraid I wouldn't even have the chance to stand here."

"It's nothing, just remember not to get drunk and crazy in the car next time."

"Will there be a next time?"

"Um?"

"Would you still let me in your car?"

"Why not? Am I such a narrow-minded man?"

"Yi Qi, may I ask how you feel about me?"

"Pretty straight girl."

"What about Xie Zhihua?"

Yang Yiqi pondered for a moment, but found that he couldn't answer.

The part where he thought he was obstinately stubborn, and also felt that he was so stubborn, but also very innocent and cute... Gu Jiawei asked him how he felt about Xie Zhihua?When we get along, it is natural to match the pace of the other party. If we haven’t seen each other for a few days, I can’t help but wonder what he is doing now. He does have a good impression of him, but whether it is “love” or not, he dare not explain.

"Forget it, it seems that all the good men in the world have become gay overnight. What happened to this society?"

"I'm not a good man." Yang Yiqi smiled wryly, and Gu Jiawei couldn't help laughing and walked over to hug his arm.

"Then a bad man, it's good to treat it as an invitation between friends, to comfort me who is frustrated, why don't you accompany me to have lunch?"

"Frustrated?"

"What's wrong?"

"Wu Mingjia and I have broken off the engagement. Well, no more questions are allowed at this point." She smiled sweetly and took his arm to forcefully suppress the complicated emotions in her belly.Even if that person is just the person arranged by the family, her self-esteem will inevitably be hurt because the person chosen by the other party is not her.

However, when half of her body was almost attached to Yang Yiqi's right side, the oncoming passerby suddenly stopped in front of them.

The man in front of him was dressed in casual clothes and his hair was a little long. Even if he didn't wear a suit and white shirt, he was still so handsome that Yang Yiqi recognized him with sharp eyes. "Thank you Zhihua?"

"Huh?" Gu Jiawei was attracted by the sound, and then raised her head. The man in front of her had already turned around and left quickly. Yang Yiqi hurriedly said sorry, and chased after him without thinking.

"I think I know how you feel about him." Gu Jiawei stood there and muttered to himself, watching the two of them dragging their backs along the road away gradually, with the corners of their lips drooping angrily.

"Are you here to find me?"

"No, I just passed by by chance." Xie Zhihua politely shook off his hand, he was concerned about the eyes of his surroundings, did Yang Yiqi really think this street was his royal road?

"Where do you live now?" Knowing that he would not admit it frankly, he simply drew his own conclusions.Before Wu Mingjia's help, he obtained Xie Zhihua's address through channels, but unfortunately he moved on the day he left the job, and the previous landlord didn't know where he moved.

"None of your shit!" The joke still ringing in my ears made Xie Zhihua always have an irresistible psychological barrier every time he used this sentence to push back, but today Yang Yiqi was not in the mood to tease him, as soon as he grabbed his hand, he waved to stop the car, Never give him a chance to escape.

"let's talk."

"Aren't you dating?"

"That's right, but you are more important." Yang Yiqi smiled slightly at the unconcealable smell of acetic acid, and immediately reported his home address after stuffing him into the taxi.

"Why did you disappear? Don't you know that I'm worried about you?" Yang Yiqi's anxious tone made Xie Zhihua feel very fresh. He stood in front of the door without moving, while the man in front of him was sticking to the door, As if worried that he would run out at any time.

"I didn't go missing, I just need time to think about it."

"Then have you figured it out now?"

"Yang Yiqi, don't you have to forget everything after letting go?"

"Why did you suddenly feel it?"

"I just feel that there are a lot of things in my heart, and I want to take them out one by one, but I feel reluctant..." Xie Zhihua subconsciously avoided his gaze, worried that he would see his greed, but before he felt timid, Yang Yiqi had already touched her He rubbed his cheek lightly.

"You don't need to dig it out, just leave it intact, but remember to make room for me to go in."

Hearing his question, he couldn't help laughing and said, "You, you have to strictly classify everything, abide by your duty, and don't tolerate cross-border interference, that's why you push yourself so hard."

"If you say that, I probably really have obsessive-compulsive disorder, right?"

"I also suspect that you may have... But it doesn't matter, I found that you are slowly changing."

"Um?"

"Because you are no longer just rejecting people, no longer just carrying your own worries... In my opinion, you have learned to accept being loved." Yang Yiqi smiled lightly, how beautiful the angle of looking up at herself may be. He will never know for a lifetime, and he is also prepared to treasure this unparalleled beauty alone.

"If you had chosen me from the beginning, you might not have to make such a big circle."

"You didn't choose me in the first place, did you?"

"But I have decided on you among so many choices."

"Thank you."

"You're welcome."

Seeing that he even rolled his eyes with a smile, Xie Zhihua was suddenly very depressed.It's really shameless enough, even talking about a relationship is full of advantages