Can't speak

Blindly looking all the way, when Su Yan came back to his senses, he had already entered the range of Yecheng, and June had passed.

In four days, it will be his "birthday".

Many years ago, on the fourth day of July, Su Shi, who fled to Yecheng, found him abandoned by his parents by the Huaxi River in Crescent Town, gave him his name, and engraved this day under the bed. When he was 12 years old, he was abandoned by his parents. , changed his life.

Every year on the fourth day of July, Ning Jian would take him to wait for the clue about the treasure that he had prepared.

But this year there are no such clues.

Su Yangui returned to Crescent Moon Town with almost despair.

The Su family's house is still there. It has been abandoned there since it was set on fire by Qin Yueshu a year ago.When Su Yangui opened the door and entered, he seemed to be able to see the thick smoke and ashes left by the fire at that time.

The things in the house had been burnt clean long ago, he turned around, and then turned to find old friends, borrowed all kinds of things, and cleaned them carefully.

After cleaning, he found worn-out tables and chairs, repaired them and placed them in the house. He didn't stop working until midnight, and climbed onto the roof.

Looking out from the roof, it is dozens of miles of red land outside Crescent Moon Town.Even if Crescent Moon Town belongs to Yecheng, people from Yecheng would never come to this town at this time.

But every year, Ning Jian would go to Yecheng first, and then ride a horse back to Crescent Moon Town through this hot and barren land.

Su Yangui had no choice but to wait here, hoping that before the fourth day of July, that person would lead the horse through the archway at the gate of the town as he did in the past.

He found a well-preserved lantern in the cellar, trimmed it carefully, and hung it on the door every night. The two butterflies and the moon were shining brightly on the lantern. That person once looked at it and smiled. Pass.

However, day after day, he never found anyone.

At dawn on the fifth day of July, Su Yangui sat on the roof and cried.

After crying bitterly, he held up the lamp and groped along the places where he and Ning Jian had walked in the past. The place he saw for the first time, the big tree at the entrance of the town, the Huaxi River, the only street in the town, and the people passing by on the street, and him. When passing by, he relived his childhood fantasies.

Maybe the person who passed him by was his parents.

Or maybe... Ning Jian is the next one to come.

As the road went further and further, we arrived at the dead wood forest in the west of the town.

Su Yangui's heart moved, his steps quickened, he touched a protrusion in front of the mountain wall, and pressed down hard.

The mechanism was not damaged, and the door was completely dark. Su Yangui took a breath, lit the lantern in his hand, and walked in quickly.

The mountain is very quiet, and it has not lost its restraint just because the treasure has been dug away.

Su Yangui followed the old path to enter, and was familiar with the mechanism, so naturally he wouldn't get stuck on the road.

The road was very long, even if he walked fast, by the time he reached the cave with the water pool, the candles on the lanterns had already been extinguished, and he was already hungry and tired, and he did not know how many days and nights had passed outside.

Fortunately, the fish in the pool would not be removed. After eating and resting for a while, he came to his senses and began to feel that his actions were stupid and ridiculous.

He didn't know why he ran in at all, it was just the sliver of delusion that made him feel that Ning Jian was really here.

However, along the way, I still haven't met anyone, and it's the end to go any further.

Su Yangui sat there, slowly hugging her head.

──When I was a child, I wanted a family with all my heart.It would be nice to have a small house, not worry about food and clothing, marry a wife, raise a son, and let my father enjoy himself.

──Although there is no daughter-in-law and no son now, and my father has died long ago, but we are together, and it is almost the same.

What I said at that time was sincere, but that person didn't respond.

No response until now.

"Do you think so...Ning Jian..." He asked in a low voice as if unwilling.

The sound echoed in the cave, although it was very thin, it lasted for a long time.

Some fish jumped up and down in the water, splashed small water splashes, but made a soft bang.

Su Yangui slowly raised his head to look at the water pool.

After a while, he finally took a breath, walked to the edge of the pool, wiped his face with his hands, then gritted his teeth and jumped down.

After all, it was the first recovery after a serious injury, and these months of traveling all the way, eating and sleeping in the open air, and feeling uneasy, never had a good rest, when diving deep, Su Yangui's physical strength was a little exhausted, just going blindly. Swimming forward, looking at the faint light in the distance, his consciousness gradually became a little blurred.

Underwater undercurrents are even more dangerous, leading people up and down in the water, even if he is familiar with water, he was eventually entangled and unable to escape.

Ning Jian, Ning Jian...

The light in front of him seemed to be approaching again, and there seemed to be a shadow in the light, Su Yangui regained half of his mind, and struggled vigorously again.

The more he moved forward, the more obvious the black shadow swaying in the light, Su Yangui also got excited, clenched his teeth hard, and swam forward desperately.

With a last rush, the person breaks free from the water, and the wind blows towards his face, which makes people feel comfortable as if they have been reborn.

Su Yangui squinted her eyes vigorously, and when she opened them again, she froze there without moving.

A few steps away, Ning Jian was dressed in white, staring at him intently, her face was blank, and the sword in her right hand was still in the air, as if she was startled while practicing the sword and forgot to put it down for a while.

Su Yangui met his eyes, and didn't dare to blink again, for fear that after blinking, the person in front of him would disappear.

After an unknown amount of time, there was a very distinct clang sound in the cave, and the dagger in Ning Jian's hand fell to the ground with a clang, breaking the silence between the two of them.

"Ning Jian!" Su Yangui yelled, with sobs and grievances that could not be concealed in his voice, like a frightened child.

Ning Jian took a step back and blinked slowly.

Su Yangui struggled violently, scrambled to the shore, rushed over and hugged Ning Jian.

Ning Jian's hand was still in the air, and it took a while to slowly put it down. The fingertip touched Su Yangui once, and then withdrew it as if being burned.

Su Yangui quickly reached out and grabbed the cool fingertips, then grinned, and laughed out loud, with tears falling down one after another.

Ning Jian tilted her head slightly, her face full of doubts, as if she didn't know how to react at all.

"Ning Jian." Su Yangui yelled again, wiped his face with his backhand, and smiled brighter, "Ning Jian."

"Su... Yangui." After a long time, Ning Jian managed to squeeze out three words.

Su Yangui looked at him with a smile, and then, as if she couldn't help it, she leaned over and kissed him lightly on the forehead.

"I've been looking for you for a long time."

Then they touched nose tip to nose tip again, and Ning Jian subconsciously closed her eyes.

"I can't find you anywhere, I can't find you no matter what... I'm almost scared to death by you!"

With a final accusation, Su Yangui bit Ning Jian's lips forcefully.

The kiss was lingering and lingering, at first it was just biting as if to swallow the other party, but once she got a slight response, Su Yangui softened her movements, jerky but actively provoking Ning Jian's tongue.

It wasn't until she was about to suffocate that Ning Jian broke away lightly, her face flushed, she looked at Su Yangui and blinked again.

Su Yangui also looked at him, and finally scolded with trembling laughter: "You bastard, why did you hide here! You also told your uncle that you probably won't return..."

Ning Jian interrupted him, but when he explained, he seemed quiet and serious: "If people in the world know that I have stolen the sword and sword manual, they will not make things difficult for you anymore. If they can't find me, they can't help it." Make sure I'm not lying, so it's good to hide."

"You idiot, why do you want to hide alone? Why don't you go back and find me?" Su Yangui cursed again, but the hand holding Ning Jian's finger became tighter and tighter.

Ning Jian just looked at him, seemed very puzzled, and finally asked slowly: "Why did I find you?"

Su Yangui was stunned for a moment.

Ning Jian lowered her eyes and whispered, "You said you don't love me anymore."

It wasn't an accusation, but an almost indifferent statement, but Su Yangui felt a pain in his heart, too regretful to speak, and was about to argue, when he heard Ning Jian continue:

"Although it would be sad to be alone, if you were alone from the beginning, if you knew you would be alone from the beginning, wouldn't it be so sad?"

There was a very pure emptiness in his voice, as if he was trying to express something.

"If you choose this one among many choices, and you know what kind of consequences you will bear from the beginning, then in order not to let yourself say ﹃regret﹄, you will keep saying to yourself that such a result is not bad. Now you Your eyes are healed, your ears can hear, people in the world will no longer chase you, and you won’t be angry and sad because of me if you don’t love me. This result is really... pretty good. "

"It's not good at all!" Su Yan was furious, he couldn't understand what this person was saying at all.

What is regret or not, what is good or bad... He hasn't recovered well yet, just running around from south to north just to find him. And this person actually said it was good?

Ning Jian just looked at him with blank eyes as before, as if she didn't understand why he was angry at all.

"You said it's a good place to live, isolated from the rest of the world, so here I am."

At that time, the premise of saying this was to ask me to be with you, right?Su Yangui thought angrily.

"Or, I lied to you once, and you have to kill me to relieve your anger?" Ning Jian's tone remained flat.

How many times have you lied to me?

Su Yangui became more and more angry, almost crushing Ning Jian's fingers.

Ning Jian frowned in pain, but didn't struggle: "That's okay. Anyway, third brother is dead, your poison has been cured, and I don't have anything to do."

"Your third brother...Your third brother..." Su Yangui gritted his teeth and said twice, and finally he could only choke out a sentence, "Why did you kneel in front of his grave for three days?"

"I went to Feng Ning'an to ask for the Sky Heart Grass, but he said that he had already used it to save the third brother's life. At that time, I only thought that it would be good if the third brother didn't use it up...it's not right."

Listening to what he said, Su Yangui gradually felt that something was wrong, and his anger subsided, he looked at Ning Jian: "You mean, at that time you would rather save me with Tianxincao than save your third brother's life, so You felt ashamed of him, so you went to kneel before him for three days?"

Ning Jian was silent for a while, then nodded slightly.

Su Yangui immediately asked: "You said it's okay to let me kill you?"

Ning Jian nodded again.

"Because apart from your third brother and me, there is no one or anything worthy of your nostalgia?"

Still nodding.

"You came here because of my words?"

nod.

"Are you sad alone?"

Ning Jian hesitated for a moment, and finally shook her head.

Su Yangui licked her lips anxiously: "You want to let yourself not regret it, so you just tell yourself that you won't be sad when you're alone... That is to say, it's still sad, right?"

Ning Jian lowered her eyes: "It's not sad, I knew from the beginning that I would be alone, so I'm not sad."

Su Yangui suddenly gave up entanglement on this issue, and asked instead:

"do you like me?"

Ning Jian nodded, his briskness made Su Yangui almost overwhelmed.

"Don't you already know?" Ning Jian looked at him, and finally asked hesitantly.

Only then did Su Yangui remember that when she pretended not to recognize him, she had asked him if she liked her.

So he took a deep breath: "Do you love me?"

"Isn't it the same?"

Su Yangui's heart trembled, and finally took a step back, laughed out loud, and then laughed like crazy.

Ning Jian stood there without stepping forward, but just looked at him passively, with a face full of bewilderment.

Su Yangui resigned to her fate.

Just like what he told Jing Shi at that time, his Ning Jian is a beauty, and if he wants to embrace a beauty, he will always suffer.

This person is so clumsy, what else can he do?What else can he do with someone who can't even express his feelings?

Those nonsense about being alone, whether you regret it or not, whether it’s good or not, in simple terms, it’s actually──

I love you, but you don't love me anymore.But as long as your eyes and ears are good, you don’t have to be chased and killed, and you don’t feel sad, that’s good.Although I will be very sad, as long as you are good, I will never regret it, and I will tell myself that I knew this a long time ago, and it is worth it, so I am not sad at all.

But this person does not know how to express.

When he made a mistake, he didn’t know how to redeem it; when he fell in love, he didn’t know how to fight for it; when he was obviously lonely, he didn’t know how to express it, so he was always alone.

It was like this in the palace, it was like this on Yilian Mountain, it was like this during the years when I was with him, and it is still like this now.

It's just that he's been working really hard.

For the third brother, he gave up everything else, and patiently guarded an irrelevant little ghost for eight years; for himself, he found Xiaoyao Villa all the way, guarded him, protected him, and never gave up even though he was sad.

On the contrary, it was his stupid self-righteousness that hurt others deeply, but he still worked hard to find medicine for himself, and even led the chase away, hiding alone.

But once they meet each other, he still can't express his words, but expresses his true feelings seriously.

"I'm sorry." Su Yangui looked at the bewildered man in front of him, and finally smiled and stretched out his arms to hug him.

Ning Jian blinked in puzzlement.

"How could I not love you?"

Ning Jian's body froze.

Su Yangui bowed her head and kissed him, saying word by word: "When I was 12 years old, you were my master. Since I was 15 years old, I told myself that there is no one more important than Ning Jian. How could I Will I love you or not? Although it’s always a bit of a disadvantage for me to run after you, it would be nice if you loved me a little more.” In the last sentence, the tone was already a bit rascal.

Ning Jian nodded seriously.

Su Yangui couldn't help but burst out laughing, hugged Ning Jian and stopped talking.

After an unknown amount of time, a gust of mountain wind blew by, and Su Yangui shivered a bit, and said with a bitter face, "Oh, I forgot that I'm still wet."

"It's ok."

"No, you'll get sick if you wear wet clothes all the time." Su Yangui was quite determined, and started to untie Ning Jian's clothes. When her hands touched Ning Jian's waist, she couldn't help pinching .

However, Ning Jian took the initiative unexpectedly, and saw that he quickly stripped off his clothes, and then began to take off Su Yangui's.

Su Yangui looked at him dangling naked in front of his eyes, feeling a little dizzy.

On the other hand, Ning Jian had already stripped off the clothes of both of them, and just stood there, looking at him blankly.

"Ning... Ning, Ning Jian..." Su Yangui's voice trembled slightly with excitement.

When Ning Jian took a step forward, Su Yangui took a step back subconsciously, but the beautiful scenery in front of him was so enticing that his body gradually responded.

After struggling for a while, he finally couldn't resist the temptation, and took another step forward: "Ning, Ning Jian."

"Huh?" The person in front of him should be very docile, not at all like he used to draw a sword casually to scare people, he looks like a sheep waiting to be slaughtered.

Su Yangui boldly took another step forward, stroked Ning Jian's shoulder, slowly leaned over, and pecked on the tip of his nose.

Ning Jian did not resist.

The desire in Su Yangui's heart was almost uncontrollable, and the strength of the hand holding Ning Jian's shoulder became stronger. She kissed him on the lips very carefully, then lowered her head, and bit his smooth neck. a mouthful.

"This is to... have sex?" The last two words hesitated for a moment, but Ning Jian's words were enough to make Su Yangui's blood rush to a certain place at the same time.

"Ning, Ning, Ning..."

"Okay, but I don't really understand, how about you?"

To the person in front of him who could still say such words with a serious face, Su Yangui couldn't bear it any longer, sucked Ning Jian's collarbone fiercely, then slowly squatted down and kissed his chest front protrusion.

Ning Jian gasped lightly, and her body twisted almost imperceptibly.

Su Yangui immediately wrapped his arms around his waist, led him to stick to the cave wall, and then pressed his whole body over.

The slender kiss made Ning Jian's breathing quicken, and then the delicate touch was even more painful, from chest to down, along the belly all the way to the navel.

When the tip of the warm tongue twirled on it, Ning Jian finally let out a soft snort, put his head on the cave wall, and uncontrollably turned to the side. Su Yangui became more and more excited, and supported his waist and slowly squatted down. , and finally embraced the fragility of his lower body.

"Ah!" Ning Jian let out a low cry, and unconsciously opened her arms to hug Su Yangui's head. With the sucking between his lips and teeth, his whole body tensed up, and the force on his fingers became more and more intense. In the end, he grabbed Su Yangui's hair and refused to let go.

The body has never experienced such stimulation before, Ning Jian quickly reached the climax, when the heat poured out of his body, he couldn't even stand still, he could only lean against the wall tightly, relying on Su Yangui's support , a blush appeared on his face, and even his eyes were covered with a layer of water vapor.

"Ning Jian...you are so beautiful..."

"Hmm..." He could only give a sigh-like response. He vaguely felt that Su Yangui hugged him, his feet were separated and put on Su Yangui's waist. He subconsciously stretched out his hand and embraced the girl human shoulders.

Then there was the feeling of a foreign body against the lower body.

When his body froze slightly, he felt the huge thing slowly squeeze in. Ning Jian was startled, and struggled unconsciously: "Don't..."

Su Yangui kissed him: "Don't be afraid." The voice was very gentle, but there seemed to be a trace of pain.

Ning Jian was a little dazed, and then nodded slowly.

The foreign object moved slowly again.

At first it was a clear pain, Ning Jian let go of one hand, put it to her mouth, biting randomly, whimpering in a low voice, Su Yangui just kept kissing him and whispering in his ear something.

"Uh... um..."

"Ning Jian, Ning Jian."

In the end, it was like that call, with a hint of secret tenderness and sweetness, making people addicted.

Ning Jian's body began to twist unconsciously following the shaking, and a low moan escaped from her throat, like a good aphrodisiac.

Su Yangui's movements became bigger and bigger, but the hand holding him became tighter and tighter, as if he wanted to embed him in his body.

The two reached climax almost at the same time. Su Yangui hugged Ning Jian and sat down slowly. His naked bodies were tightly pressed against each other, skin to skin, making people feel endless heat.

"Ning Jian, I am very happy."

"En." Ning Jian just responded lightly, as if she was a little tired.

"Really, I'm very happy."

"Yeah." There was a touch of tenderness in the response, which warmed people's hearts.

"Very happy, very happy."

"En." Ning Jian's voice was very soft, but she held his hand tightly.

Su Yangui lowered her head and kissed Ning Jian's half-closed eyes.

Really, very happy, very happy.

They met at the age of 12, fell in love at the age of 15, sad and desperate at the age of 20, and finally fell in love after another year.

That kind of strong love, that kind of joy, cannot be expressed in words.

The love is so deep that the hearts are happy but speechless.

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Love and Hate[[-]]

For a long time, Feng Ningxuan herself couldn't tell whether her feelings for Qin Yueshu were considered "hate".

Maybe it's just sad.

Maybe it's just disappointment... or something deeper than disappointment, some kind of unspeakable loss.

It's a pity that Qin Yueshu didn't give him a chance to distinguish clearly.

Familiar footsteps came from outside the door, Feng Ningxuan's body froze uncontrollably, and she subconsciously closed her eyes the moment the door was pushed open.

The footsteps didn't stop until they reached the bed, and then someone sat down by the bed.Feng Ningxuan could feel that person's gaze resting on her face,

You can even feel the hot and undisguised emotion in the eyes.

He didn't move, and neither did the man.

The passage of time seemed to slow down, and he didn't know how long it took before he heard the cold voice of that person: "If you keep pretending, I'll kiss you."

He suppressed it desperately, and never moved. His hand hidden in the bedding was clenched into a fist, his nails were embedded in the palm, and the pain spread along the palm to the bottom of his heart.

After a long time, that person seemed to be unable to bear it anymore, with one hand on Feng Ningxuan's shoulder, he lowered his head and covered his lips.

Feng Ningxuan pursed her lips and struggled, the man seemed determined to kiss him, her hands tightly clamped his arms, and pressed him on the bed.

The ignorance of the lower body as if it didn't belong to him became more and more clear in the dispute, and the despair in Feng Ningxuan's heart also surged like a tide, but the suffocation of breathing being taken away by the kiss made him inexplicably A sense of pleasure rose.

If I could die like this...

As if aware of something on his mind, Qin Yueshu finally let go of him, straightened up, but still stared at him with a trace of madness in his eyes.

"Don't continue?" Feng Ningxuan raised her chin and sneered provocatively.

Qin Yueshu didn't answer, and after a long time, he finally lowered his eyes in frustration: "I'm sorry."

Feng Ningxuan's heart trembled slightly.

It's not that he hasn't heard the man's apology.

It's just very ironic that every "sorry" this person said in the past is facing an irreparable fact.

"Because of what?" Feng Ningxuan's voice seemed too flat at this moment, "Because of these legs?"

Regret and panic flashed across Qin Yueshu's eyes, and Feng Ningxuan actually felt a tinge of revenge the moment she saw it.

"If it happened again, I would still jump."

The panic in Qin Yueshu's eyes became even clearer, as if he was afraid that he would disappear, he grabbed his shoulder and said through gritted teeth, "You won't have a second chance."

"Really." Feng Ningxuan smiled, didn't hold on anymore, looked away, and slowly closed her eyes.

The room fell silent again.

After an unknown amount of time, Qin Yueshu said slowly, "It can be cured. There must be a way to cure your leg."

Feng Ningxuan opened her eyes suddenly, looking at Qin Yueshu with a hint of sarcasm in her eyes: "I don't care."

From the moment this person pressed him against the railing and violated him unscrupulously regardless of the eyes of the palace guards, from the moment this person entered his body, from the moment he climbed over the railing and jumped from the attic, he Don't care about anything anymore.

"Ning Xuan..." Qin Yueshu's voice was a little hoarse, as if admitting defeat. "Why can't you give me a chance?"

"I thought you knew." Feng Ningxuan smiled lightly.

Qin Yueshu was silent.After a long time, he carefully lowered his head and pressed a kiss on Feng Ningxuan's forehead: "I love you."

"I don't love you." There was a warm breath in that confession, as if it was right between the eyebrows, but Feng Ningxuan seemed to be completely unaware of it, and replied coldly and slowly.

Qin Yueshu seemed to be hit on a sore spot all of a sudden: "Why?"

"Because I don't like men!" Feng Ningxuan's voice became sharp.Looking at Qin Yueshu, hatred slowly appeared in his eyes, but a smile appeared on his lips: "I only love one person in this life, you know."

Qin Yueshu didn't speak any more, but slowly, slowly lowered his head, and covered his face with his hands.

He knows.

When Qin Yueshu met Feng Ningxuan for the first time, it was the third day after Feng Ningxuan was born.And he was only five years old.

The birth of a new little prince in the palace is a big event. He followed his parents into the palace to congratulate him, and got lost after walking around a group of courtiers and wives a few times.

After walking in a daze on the palace road for a while, he couldn't even see anyone.He panicked a lot, but the more he panicked, he didn't choose his way, and finally crashed into a small courtyard, and there was no way ahead.

The sky was getting dark, but there were intermittent crying sounds from the yard. He was so frightened that his whole body trembled, and he squatted in the corner for a while before he couldn't help running into the house.

The room became darker, but the crying became more and more obvious. Qin Yueshu was so frightened that his feet went limp. After standing at the door for a while, he realized that it was a bedroom, and the crying came from the bed.

He took a deep breath, and carefully moved towards the side of the bed, only then did he see clearly that the bed was still covered with quilts, and there was a group of slightly trembling protrusions in the center of the quilt.

At this moment, the crying stopped, and only a very slight moaning sound remained. Qin Yueshu was startled and took a step back, and the crying sounded intermittently again.

This time it sounded clearer. Compared to crying, it gradually sounded like a cat meowing. Qin Yueshu stared at the lump for a while, and finally took up the courage to take two steps forward.

"Shu'er——Shu'er---" Almost at the same time, a call came from a distance.

Qin Yueshu was refreshed, and most of the fear in his heart was relieved. He staggered to the door and shouted: "Mother!"

The call paused for a moment, then it started again, and it got closer and closer.

"Mom, I'm here!" Qin Yueshu replied, but couldn't help but look back at the things on the bed.

The sound from the bed became louder and louder, and even the trembling lump became more violent.Qin Yueshu stood there for a while, until she heard the sound of chaotic footsteps outside, then she gritted her teeth, rushed to the bed and flipped the quilt vigorously.

"Young Master Qin, I found it..." The eunuch who helped his parents find him, who arrived before anyone could hear him, just walked in from the door, and was startled by the scene before him.

Qin Yueshu also completely stayed where he was.

After the quilt was opened, what was exposed underneath was neither a scary monster nor a kitten, but a white and tender baby whose face was flushed from crying and whose breath was weak.

"This is……"

It wasn't until his mother also ran over from the outside that the eunuch screamed: "God...this is His Highness the Third Highness! Come, come here──"

After that, there was chaos, and Qin Yueshu was taken away from the yard by his parents.

After more than half a month, Qin Yueshu was proclaimed into the palace by an inexplicable imperial decree, and only then did he vaguely realize that he accidentally saved the newborn third prince that day.

The emperor smiled gently and patted his head, the nanny hugged the little prince to her, and said with a smile: "Young master, the Third Highness came down to thank you."

Qin Yue stared blankly at the baby in the nanny's arms, it was no longer the blushing and purple face that day, lying there quietly, with round eyes open, looking very cute.

He couldn't help reaching out his hand to touch it.

"That day, some gangsters killed the maid and eunuch who served in the palace, and covered Xuan'er under the quilt. They wanted to take advantage of everyone's absence to create the illusion of his accidental death. Thanks to you, my emperor's son survived. Xiao Yueshu, are you Xuan'er's savior." The emperor smiled and patted his head again.

"Xuan...?" Qin Yueshu only called out subconsciously.

The emperor nodded: "According to seniority, the word Ning should be chosen. I named him ﹃Xuan﹄, so he is called Feng Ningxuan."

"Feng Ningxuan..." Qin Yueshu looked at the child who was staring at him, and suddenly a warm feeling filled his heart, but even he couldn't tell what it was.He just called the child's name over and over again, as if he wanted to engrave the name in his heart. The baby stared at him for a while, then smiled unconsciously.

Qin Yueshu carefully held the little hand that reached out to him, and the soft and warm feeling spread from the palm of the hand to the heart.

The child was rescued by him.

The cognition born at that moment made him feel very fresh, as if he had created a life.

Love and Hate[[-]]

Because of this opportunity, the emperor ordered Qin Yueshu to come and go freely in the palace, so that he could visit the little prince he had rescued at any time.

Qin Yueshu felt that this was a gift.He began to stay in the palace more and more frequently, with his little prince.Accompany him to babble, accompany him to stagger to learn to walk, accompany him to play games and run, and hold him to listen to the etiquette rules of the mother in the palace.

When Feng Ningxuan was three years old, he was also eight years old. The emperor personally ordered him to be the prince's companion. He stayed in the palace for many years. The little prince ate and lived together.

He is more like the third prince's playmate than the prince's companion.

After that time flies like a feather.

Feng Ningxuan began to have her own palace eunuch, and the maid who served her personally was one year older than him, and she was selected from the official daughters.When she grows up in the future, she will take care of and teach her about the bed, and she will truly belong to Feng Ningxuan.

Feng Ningxuan liked her very much, and personally named her Taoge.

The original two-person game turned into three people, Qin Yueshu was jealous of Taoge.

But soon, a new person took all of Feng Ningxuan's attention, and that was his younger brother Fengningjian.

The prince's background is not glorious, his mother is just a commoner and has passed away.Compared with Feng Ningxuan's prominent natal family, it is far inferior.

After the emperor handed him over to Feng Ningxuan's mother, he almost never came to visit again, and the people in the palace also tabooed this Fifth Highness from the beginning.

Slowly forgotten later.

But Qin Yueshu couldn't forget it, because Feng Ningxuan started to run around with his younger brother every day like he used to do; like he used to, he carried his younger brother to listen to the old mother in the palace explain the etiquette rules.

Tao Gehui followed behind quietly and served, and stood aside smiling and silent when the two brothers were fighting.

But he is Qin Yueshu.

He was accompanied by the prince and the only son of Prime Minister Zuo.

When you are seven or eight years old, you still don't understand it, but when you are thirteen or fourteen, you can no longer escape it.He began to understand the so-called "stance", and he gradually understood why Feng Ningxuan was in danger back then, and what stakes are there in each palace now.

The person most capable of competing with the prince for the supreme position is the third prince Feng Ningxuan.

When Feng Ningxuan saw him, she would still laugh and pounce on him to play around with him, but he knew that his uncontrolled approach was already something that was not recognized.

More and more pressure and unsatisfactory things made Qin Yueshu uncomfortable. He was jealous of Feng Ningxuan's peach song every day, and even more jealous of Feng Ningjian who took all Feng Ningxuan's attention, and even resented him unconsciously. Feng Ningxuan who moved away from him little by little.

On the day of Feng Ningxuan's 12th birthday, Qin Yueshu brought the cakes carefully prepared at home as gifts, and followed the prince to celebrate his birthday.

Feng Ningxuan also learned the rules more and more properly, no longer rushing towards him unscrupulously, but when he received the gift, he smiled extraordinarily brightly.

He watched Feng Ningxuan secretly hand over the cakes he sent to Taoge to carefully put them away, and then politely eat the cakes from the East Palace in front of the prince, his heart suddenly suspends.

Naturally there is no poison in the pastry, it's just...

Many years later, Qin Yueshu would think that if his heart had been twisted a little more and the resentment had been deeper then, many things might not have happened, so that in the end it would be beyond redemption.

It's just that what's deeper than resentment is the love that grew from childhood and spread rapidly until it became uncontrollable.

The birthday banquet was held until noon, and the congratulatory people gradually dispersed, and Tao Ge came to him with a smile, and said, "Mr. Qin, Your Highness, please go to the back room."

Qin Yueshu's heart skipped a beat, he couldn't say anything, he just nodded and followed Taoge into the room.

She met no one else along the way, Qin Yueshu looked at Taoge who was walking in front, but after seeing her for ten and a half months, she became more and more charming.

It seems that there are great changes every day, growing at an astonishing speed.

Looking at it, Qin Yueshu even began to think, has that person already tasted such beauty?Is it because of that person that such beauty will bloom even more brilliantly?

"Peach Song!" Qin Yueshu subconsciously called out, but she didn't know what she wanted to do.

It's just that when Taoge looked back, he