I am a madman

My Ming'er... In the end, you still leave me.

When I was the happiest, when you became my wife, you resolutely left me.

Do you know how humble I am begging when I sit in the main hall of Devouring Immortal Mountain and feel the surrounding earth shaking?

I beg God, I beg you who are sitting quietly in the wedding room, think about the warmth you once had, and don't abandon me.

But in fact, I know in my heart that you will not have the slightest memory of me.

Even if I have fallen in love with you from a long time ago, even if I give everything for you and set off a bloody storm, you will not have the slightest love for me.

Because you are Ming'er, the Ming'er who I love deeply and makes me unable to extricate myself.

At any time, even if the wings are broken, it can be reborn from Nirvana, a fiery phoenix that breaks free and flies to the sky.

As for me, I am actually just a crazy moth whose heart has already been distorted. Seeing your beautiful flame, I desperately flew towards you, trying to bind you with the only bit of poisonous powder, but ended up being wiped out in ashes.

I watched my ugly wings burn to ashes when I approached you, but I struggled with my body, wanting to look at you for a moment longer, wanting to get you beyond my control.

Do you think I'm stupid?

Heh... When did the stupid tears keep falling from my eyes?I can't remember clearly, I only vaguely remember that after I met you for the first time, I never cried again.

My father has many children, and I am just the most inconspicuous of them. The ungrown child is very ugly, especially the horrible birthmark on the side of the face, which made my brothers despise me and call me a hermaphrodite.

At that time, I could only hide in the corner, watching you leap over the rockery in a vigorous figure, and catch up with the beautiful third sister at that time. I secretly hid aside, thinking fascinatedly, this person is so dazzling.

If so, forget it, why would I be obsessed with this because a person is too dazzling?

But you noticed me later, and took me, who didn't know martial arts, to climb the tallest tree, to see the distant scenery, to watch the sunrise and sunset.

During that time, it should be the happiest time of my life, and you will probably never be able to imagine my happiness at that time.

But you were soon discovered by your father. Father knew that you were Xia Mingyu, and he was furious. He loved Xia Qingyuan deeply, but Xia Qingyuan didn't appreciate him, so he blamed you. You had no choice but to leave The third sister I like, at the same time... also left me.

I hate, I really hate, I hate my father, I hate my third sister, I hate everyone who made you leave me!

But I knew that I couldn't resist at that time. I endured it until I was 14 years old. After my body grew and my facial features were deep, I looked surprisingly good-looking. If there was no red birthmark on the side of my face, there would be no one in this mountain that could compare on me.

I gritted my teeth, did it myself, and stabbed a mandala on the birthmark, completely covering the birthmark.

Since then, I have changed, both in appearance and in heart.

If you knew that I was just an ugly kid with my current appearance, you would be very disappointed, right?

Not long after, the brothers around me, the stewards of Xianxian Mountain, and even my father noticed the change in me.

My father still looked at me coldly, with disdain in his eyes.

The way the stewards look at me has gradually changed. When they approach me, the breath on their bodies makes me sick, but in fact this is the effect I hope to achieve. When I have no ability to resist, beauty can actually become my deadly weapon.

I kept seducing people, kept provoking the relationship between people around me, and then, people kept disappearing from the world because of me.

When the threats around me were basically eliminated, my father finally realized what I had done.

He was furious and wanted to beat me to death, but how could I give him such a chance?I want to find you again, I want to be with you again, and I want to express my feelings to you.

My father doesn't know, I have already stolen that secret book, and I started to practice, maybe the sky is also helping me, I practice very fast, I am diligent and fast, plus a few stewards who are dazed by me, it is easy to snatch it away. The throne of the mountain lord of Xianshan.

I kept climbing up, killing the scumbags who used to be stepping stones, cultivating dead men who would be loyal to me, and choosing my favorite person to inherit the position of steward. Xianxian Mountain has already been completely mine since I was there.

Those traitors are just my intentional indulgence, because I need them to draw you out.

It was not a coincidence that they provoked the relationship between the couple and the Song family, caused the Song family to become hostile, hinted at the couple, and finally caused a murder, ordered people to chase them thousands of miles away, and forced them into Maoshan.

Ming'er, do you think I'm too scheming and always plotting against you?

But if I don't, how can you be with me?Your pink friends are all over the world, what kind of beauties do you want?With my little appearance and my body that has long been unclean, how can I keep you?

I have self-knowledge and know how much weight I have.

With ordinary methods, I can't get your love at all.

I thought that as long as the plan is successful and you are locked by my side, sooner or later you will get used to me, fall in love with me, and stay by my side and never leave.

But it can be counted thousands of times, but it can't be counted by God...

Zang Feng... I completely ignored the existence of such a person!

Thinking of him, I can't wait to sleep on his skin and eat his flesh!Why should he!Why can you get your favor without any effort!

I have loved you for many years, and I miss you almost every moment. I have given all I can for you, but in the end there is only one piece of skin that you care about. You don't understand the style, but you only have a soft spot for him!

Yes, soft spot!

I pretended to be in trouble to find you, and seeing the way you looked at him, I understood everything, how different he is to you.

Do you know how I bit off the tip of my tongue when I was lying on the bed, so that I could control myself from yelling at you!

I didn't want to hurt you, I didn't want to cause any harm to your friends and family.

But reality can no longer tolerate my mercy. If I don't imprison them, I can't take you away. If I don't break your hamstrings, you won't stay by my side.

Even so, I can't bear to do it myself, and I can't tolerate anyone hurting you, so I can only cruelly make you do it yourself.

As for Zang Feng, I really can't stand being in the same space with him, I wish he could disappear into nothingness immediately!

I force you to watch the ruins collapse again. I want you to wake up and see that he is dead. From now on, you can only look at me, think of me, and love me!

However, the wicked will eventually be rewarded with evil.

I was so vicious, I killed all my relatives, I was willing to degenerate and use my body to buy people, I went crazy in order to practice the peerless magic skills, sometimes I was normal and sometimes I was crazy, I was greedy and wanted your love.

God seems to be extremely dissatisfied with me.

I lost you in the end, and I couldn't even go into our new house when you were gone.

I stood outside the door for three whole days before pushing the door open with my stiff body.

In a trance, I can still see you wearing the wedding dress I made for you, sitting quietly on the bed waiting for me to come back.

I really want to uncover your hijab with my own hands, and tell you softly, I will love you well, and I will not let you suffer any more grievances. To help you find Zang Feng, whether he is alive or dead, I will give you an account, and I will spend my whole life making up for you and begging for your forgiveness.

But all of this is impossible.

On the ground lay your discarded red hijab like blood from my shattered heart.

Ming'er, do you know that my heart hurts?

It hurts, it really hurts, Ming'er, without you, what is the meaning of my existence?

The author has something to say: Poor Gui Yun, in fact, he is really pitiful. .well. . .

It's almost over, usually the overlord is out of water>