my son blue

Yang Yang felt that certain words of the ancients were very appropriate. Before a person dies, various images of past life will flash before his eyes. Now, Yang Yang is facing this situation.

That's right, Yang Yang is dying. There is only one reason for being a human being, a heart attack.

As for why the heart attack happened at this time, it has to be talked about an hour ago.

It is said that at that time Yang Yang took his two sons to a nearby stationery store to buy school supplies, but the premise was to go to the most famous private aristocratic academy here to sign up first.

Today is October 10st, two months have passed since the school started. It must be a bit difficult to sign up at this time, but money can make ghosts go round, and he, Yang Yang, still doesn't believe that the school manager won't care about money For the sake of saving his son from going to school?

The low month of October is Halloween, probably a school opened by Westerners. The buildings here are full of European style and festive flavor. Pumpkin lanterns, bat models, skeleton frames, and other scary things are all put up. of.

Generally, those supernatural photos that are circulated on the Internet will be marked with "caution for the timid and those with heart disease" when they are sent out. " But he was deterred. Therefore, Yang Yang believed that people with heart disease are more timid.

In fact, the first time, he didn't feel anything, but that time what he clicked was not the supernatural photo, but the one marked "Sky Burial, Do not enter for the faint of heart!"

Yang Yang didn't believe in evil. He didn't know what a sky burial was before, so he didn't go to Baidu to search, but thought he would just click on it to see if he knew it. So he clicked on it and regretted it. After reading a series of pictures, Immediately had a heart attack and passed out.

It wasn't because he was scared, but he couldn't tell what it was like. Yang Yang just felt that there was always something in his heart, which was very uncomfortable!

Probably this is the difference between the Han people and the ethnic minorities. Yang Yang believes that after the death of the parents who receive the body, hair and skin, it will naturally be ashes to ashes, dust to dust, complete come and complete go.

But the celestial burial is different. The group of photos that Yang Yang saw showed how one person used a knife to disembowel a deceased old man, dismantled his bones and smashed his head!

That is not fear, nor sympathy, pity, but sigh.

Why is it that people are already dead, instead of being buried to let them live in peace, but insisting on tearing up their corpses and destroying their remains?

Yang Yang didn't understand. After waking up from the hospital, when he thought of those pictures, his heart felt blocked, he panicked, his nose felt sour, his eyes felt hot, and tears flowed down his face.

From then on, whenever he saw the titles of those posts marked "The timid and those with heart disease should not enter", Yang Yang's heart ached for a while. He wanted to read it but couldn't.

It can be seen from this that Yang Yang was impressed by that group of pictures, so deep that he would feel uncomfortable and panic when he saw the same deeds.

The private aristocratic academy is very big, and Yang Yang, who had finished the application, declined the other party's kindness to take them to visit the school, and decided to take the children for a walk to watch, so he went to the herbarium unknowingly while watching.

Yang Yang thought that the herbarium was just for storing the corpses of flowers, grass, fish and insects. He once went to a museum that specially displayed butterfly specimens. There were many varieties of butterflies there, and some rare ones that he had never seen before.

He thought the school's herbarium was the same as the one he had seen, so he dragged the two children into it, and then froze.

What he entered was indeed a specimen room, but it was not a butterfly specimen, but a human specimen.

Inside a crystal coffin lay a dead body covered with a black cloth. His stomach was thrown away, exposing his organs for viewing.Next to it are various severed limbs, as well as fetuses that only develop in the mother's body for a few weeks to a few months...

At that moment, that group of photos flashed through his mind, even though many years had passed, it was still as clear and dazzling as if he had seen it for the first time yesterday, making Yang Yang's tears uncontrollably roll down like broken pearls.

Even for death row criminals, those executioners will give the criminal a shot and then have a good burial instead of beheading the criminals like the ancients.

Yang Yang knew that he made some contributions to medicine and donated his body after death. He just wanted to do his best so that certain diseases could be successfully overcome through trial and error. It is better for students to recognize the parts of human organs and the process of fetal formation.

However, Yang Yang just couldn't help it, couldn't help it...

His heart suddenly flustered so badly that he couldn't relieve his panting. Yang Yang hurriedly turned and fled, but before taking a few steps, he became dizzy and fell to the ground.

His eyes were blurred, his ears were ringing, and he couldn't hear anything except his own breathing.

A few pills were stuffed into his mouth, but he couldn't swallow it bitterly.

Yang Yang knew that it was the two children who dug out the pills from his bag and gave them to him. He always carried the medicine with him just in case, but in the end, it still happened.

Accompanied by panic, there is also a throbbing heart.

He was in so much pain that every time he took a breath, it would get worse.

I don't know if it was because of the dizziness that caused hallucinations, or because he was about to die, so the god of death came to harvest his life, just like the god of death in "Black Butler" he once watched, before he died, he had to watch the revolving lantern What about theater?

Yang Yang saw his parents, stroked his hair, told him not to run around, pay attention to his body, told him to take medicine on time every day, don't procrastinate, go for a walk with him, make a few jokes, follow him as much as possible. , make him happy...

On the day Yang Yang saw his parents buried, he played games crazily and was hospitalized...

And then, he saw them, his two sons.

He saw that once he took them to the supermarket, Kuroro held an egg and asked Aizen: "You don't want to eat this?"

He saw the corners of Lanran's eyes twitch slightly and replied: "Don't eat boiled ones!"

He saw Kuroro pursing his lips, and suddenly smiled at Lan Ran with his cute little face: "Then let's have boiled eggs at night, and I'll cook them for you, brother!"

Seeing that Lan Ran seemed to have a headache and sighed, he said helplessly, "Stop playing!"

……

He saw two children sitting on the sofa watching TV, watching an unknown number of episodes of "Detective Conan", discussing while watching.

In the screen, it is Conan hiding behind the sleeping Mori Kogoro, explaining the development process of the case, and the simulation process of the crime committed by the criminal who appeared following the explanation.

Aizen said: "I'll try it later and see if it will work!"

Tuan Da: "Yeah!"

Lan Ran: "It seems that the author is very talented, I don't know how much IQ is!"

Tuan Da: "No matter how much it is, it has nothing to do with us!"

Aizen: "Really!"

Tuan Da: "Yeah!"

……

Scene after scene, the rest are scenes with them, playgrounds, zoos, western restaurants and hospitals.

A person's life is very long. When you are bored and lonely, when you are lonely or in pain, you feel that the days are like years.

A person's life is very short. When you are happy, when you are with the people you like and care about, you feel that time flies by in the blink of an eye.

When Yang Yang's parents were still alive, his life was not salty, not bland, not lukewarm, and time was passing by very normally, just day by day. He lived a very contented life. He didn't want to be happy every day, but he didn't want to be sad every day. .

After Yang Yang's parents passed away, this is the real life.

Those who care about themselves, those who care about themselves, always nagging in their ears from time to time, the only family member who tells them to leave, only he is left, living alone in this big empty house, eating tasteless, like chew wax.

Repeating the same life every day, boring and panicking can suffocate people to death.

But it didn't last long, and he welcomed two twins, so he started his not-quite-quiet life.

Yang Lan ran Yang Kuluo, even though these two people were villains who made other time-traveling women fearful (?), but to Yang Yang, they were treasures given to him by heaven.With them in his life, he is no longer lonely, although sometimes he has a headache, he is very happy, although sometimes he is angry and wants to eat them, but this cannot change the fact that Yang Yang loves them.

Some people say that mother's love is great, and father's love is actually great. In order for children to live better, they will do their best to pave the way for their children and let them live a good life.

Yang Yang knew that he might not live to be 30 years old, so he made his will a month after the two children arrived here.

It is clearly stated in the will that as long as he dies, all the property will be inherited by his two sons, and the guardian is his most trusted lawyer. He will never let his uncle's greedy relatives take away a sliver of what belongs to them. penny property.

It's just that Yang Yang never thought that on this day, he would face parting from his two children.

"A person's life is very short, but also very long..." After the tinnitus, Yang Yang could only hear the shallow breathing of his two sons. He was dizzy and couldn't see anything else. There is no chance to say: "... I am very happy to have you...

I know who you are, but you have to remember, you are my sons now, not Aizen Soyousuke and Kurolo Rushiru!I am your father, you can completely trust me, I will not betray you, and I will not stab you when you surrender your trust.

You are my sons with half of my blood. I understand that you don’t call me daddy, but you can’t deny that I am your father.

Just treat this as a reincarnation, and I am your father in this life.

So I care about you, worry about you, but... I don't want you to be my sons, my heart disease is inherited..."

I don't know what they will encounter as adults, will they have the opportunity to have a heart transplant?Or will he wait for a matching heart like himself and die young?

Yang Yang was really worried about them.

It's just...just, it's a pity that I didn't hear them call him "Dad" before leaving!

Yang Yang smiled wryly, closed his eyes, wanted to say something, but was swept by a suffocating darkness, his consciousness gradually sank, his body lost control, he only felt a vortex pulling him continuously, He couldn't help but couldn't hide, and in the end, he lost consciousness, so he didn't hear that soft, almost inaudible voice.

"……dad……"