The higher the price

However, life turned out to be better than he imagined.

The benefactor didn't contact him, didn't cause him any trouble, and even when he sent an email, he never replied.

Lin Shaohui even wondered if that person was watching the video, maybe to that person, buying him was just spending some money to buy a gadget, and he might have forgotten it long ago.

After talking about it a few times, he recorded the same content as the first time, and even he thought it was meaningless to repeat it over and over again.It just so happens that Cheng Haoxuan is not around, so he can secretly bury his face in Cheng Haoxuan's clothes and quilt while doing it himself, the discomfort in his heart will be reduced a lot, and he will be more devoted and emotional.

It's just that after the recording, every time he saw Cheng Haoxuan, he would feel deeply guilty and guilty, and couldn't hold his head up.

But committing a crime against someone you like... is addictive.

Cheng Haoxuan has also been a little moody recently.

When the two of them stayed in the dormitory, sometimes he would not speak for a long time alone, and sometimes he would look at Lin Shaohui, most of whom would frown.

If it weren't for Cheng Haoxuan who is not usually a person who plays tricks behind the scenes, he really would have thought that Cheng Haoxuan had installed a probe in the dormitory.

The video is still being recorded.But with a bit of luck in mind, he thought about tentatively adding a little water to see if he could get away with it.

One day he sneaked into the bathroom, turned on the video in front of the mirror, and adjusted the angle to just cover his face.

He took off his shirt, supported the counter with one hand, stroked down from the neck with the other hand, teased on his chest for a while, slowly moved his fingertips across his lower abdomen, and then stopped.

The video is about 3 minutes short.Lin Shaohui heaved a sigh of relief, uploaded the attachment, and sent the email.

With a large amount of money each time, Lin Shaohui can easily pay for the high cost of his mother's follow-up surgery.For the first time, he had a lot of free time, and he was able to calm down and go to the library to study hard.

Seeing someone occupying a seat in the library watching dramas and playing games, as well as Qingqing, my and my lovers, he couldn't help sighing, and found a remote place to start reviewing.

The phone vibrated suddenly, and he was startled.During the most difficult time, he was most afraid of the phone ringing.Previously, it was the customers of the bar who didn’t know where to get his phone number. They harassed me so much, and then the hospital notified my mother of the deterioration of her condition and urged her to pay, and then because she kicked Mr. Chen out of bed, all the part-time jobs were dismissed one after another. He, and in the end, General Secretary Chen called again and again, asking him to make that kind of shady video.

Thinking about it now, it feels like a lifetime away.Now the benefactor has almost wrapped him up, letting him live in a transparent glass cover, and no one can stop him from all aspects.He didn't quite understand why that person treated him like this. Although this relationship was not so glorious, it was unprecedentedly relaxed and comfortable.

He opened the phone and saw an email.The short reply that seemed to be an automatic reply made his eyes go dark for a while.

-Find your nearest bathroom stall.

Lin Shaohui was so nervous that his body was shaking.Obviously he had never met this benefactor, but he had the feeling that he was being spied on, and would even be found out and punished at any time.

-I'm in the school library...

-Going right now.

Lin Shaohui closed his eyes lightly, took a deep breath, and after a long time, picked up his phone and walked into the bathroom.

Before he could find a cubicle as close as possible to the inside, he received another email.

- I want to see you expand.

He knew that the benefactor was punishing him for posting such a perfunctory video last night.

Lin Shaohui clenched his lips and quickly entered the innermost compartment.

He rested the phone on top of the flusher, angled slightly downward.He turned on the recording, turned his back to the camera, and saw his buttocks on the screen.

As he turns to look at what's happening on the screen, he takes off his pants, then his panties for the first time in the video.The picture on the screen was still very clear under the weak light. Lin Shaohui pressed his forehead against the door panel and closed his eyes.

It's so tight and small that it's hard to get a finger in.Lin Shaohui wanted to force his way in, but it was so harsh, it was impossible.He frowned, and wanted to put his finger in his mouth to lick it, but he thought it was dirty, so he changed his hand specially.

I don't know what it feels like to be penetrated by my own fingers. In the final analysis, the biggest thing is the foreign body sensation, and I can't say how uncomfortable it is, but thinking that this video will be seen by others in its entirety, he trembles with shame.

If this person is Cheng Haoxuan...

A thought appeared in his mind.Although he knew that it was impossible for Cheng Haoxuan to watch this kind of video, let alone the protagonist was a roommate who lived with him every day, he would definitely not even talk to him in the future.

Cheng Haoxuan changed several girlfriends when he was in high school, although every time the girls took the initiative to chase him, but Cheng Haoxuan had no reason to refuse a beautiful girl.

He was always waiting for Cheng Haoxuan at the school gate, and he didn't go to work until the school gate was locked.

Cheng Haoxuan clearly told him that he would go with his girlfriend and asked him not to wait.But in case Cheng Haoxuan passed by, we could meet again, just saying hello would be enough for him to be happy for a while.

It's him who has to rush to show his presence in front of others every time.

Only he is gay.

Lin Shaohui pressed his forehead against the door panel, panting heavily, and tears kept rolling down his cheeks.

"I know yesterday's video was too perfunctory, I apologize to you," he said in a low voice, "but I really can't keep recording, please let me go."

"I'm really sorry."

No matter what the consequences were, he couldn't stand being so despicable.

Mr. Chen wants to mess with him, or Jin wants to punish him, but it's not as heart-rending as his hatred of himself from the bottom of his heart.